This is me

back...:)

deviltrap — Wed, 24 Aug 2011 18:31:48 GMT

soooo, i'm back from the baltic sea , it was just wonderful! Beautiful, everything ... hopefully we, my mum and grandma and spirited_lizard and, of course, I can go there again next year!

But the real world is back already, going to work and things....

but ....

i got my dog, bambi , she's soooooo sweet, of course, beni , her brother too.

ok, i think i will write at the weekend...then i have more time

see ya

so far

deviltrap — Fri, 12 Aug 2011 20:47:34 GMT

so good. well, purple nurple is always good. i think we have enough for now :D

One Day before...

deviltrap — Thu, 11 Aug 2011 21:02:05 GMT

spirited_lizard is here. I still have to tidy up my room a little bit more, but there ist so much more to do here at my house.

It's going to be a funny weekend and then an even better week with her.

I am so looking forward , to what she is going to say about my wall. I have to put a Photo in here, but i need to wait for her to see it first.

So, news about Bambi, Sandra just send me some actual pictures from her and Beni , take a look, isn't she a sweety?

and beni too , he is in the middle

so other than that there are no new news about me, i know it is sad :P

see ya

Fandom is ...

deviltrap — Thu, 11 Aug 2011 20:46:29 GMT

I just shamelessy stole it from spirited_lizard , well, ok i did asked her. So it is not stolen.... just read it already :D

I just read this on dolnmoon and simply have to repost! Originally created by hesychasm "Fandom is focus. Fandom is obsession. Fandom is insatiable consumption. Fandom is sitting for hours in front of a TV screen a movie screen a computer screen with a comic book a novel on your lap. Fandom is eyestrain and carpal tunnel syndrome and not enough exercise and staying up way, way past your bedtime.

Fandom is people you don't tell your mother you're meeting. Fandom is people in the closet, people out and proud, people in costumes, people in T-shirts with slogans only fifty others would understand. Fandom is a loud dinner conversation scaring the waiter and every table nearby.

Fandom is you in Germany and me in the US and him in Australia and her in Japan. Fandom is a sofabed in New York, a roadtrip to Oxnard, a friend behind a face in London. Fandom talks past timezones and accents and backgrounds. Fandom is conversation. Communication. Contact.

Fandom is drama. Fandom is melodrama. Fandom is high school. Fandom is Snacky's law and Godwin's law and Murphy's law. Fandom is smarter than you. Fandom is stupider than you. Fandom is five arguments over and over and over again. Fandom is the first time you've ever had them.

Fandom is female. Fandom is male. Fandom lets female play at being male. Fandom bends gender, straight, gay, prude, promiscuous. Fandom is fantasy. Fandom doesn't care about norms or taboos or boundaries. Fandom cares too much about norms and taboos and boundaries.

Fandom is not real life. Fandom is closer than real life. Fandom knows what you're really like in the bedroom. Fandom is how you would never, could never be in the bedroom.

Fandom is shipping, never shipping, het, slash, gen, none of the above, more than the above. Fandom is love for characters you didn't create. Fandom is recreating the characters you didn't create. Fandom is appropriation, subversion, dissension. Fandom is adoration, extrapolation, imitation. Fandom is dissection, criticism, interpretation. Fandom is changing, experimenting, attempting.

Fandom is creating. Fandom is drawing, painting, vidding: nine seasons in four minutes of love. Fandom is words, language, authoring. Fandom is essays, stories, betas, parodies, filks, zines, usenet posts, blog posts, message board posts, emails, chats, petitions, wank, concrit, feedback, recs. Fandom is writing for the first time since you were twelve. Fandom is finally calling yourself a writer.

Fandom is signal and response. Fandom is a stranger moving you to tears, anger, laughter. Fandom is you moving a stranger to speak.

Fandom is distraction. Fandom is endangering your job, your grades, your relationships, your bank account. Fandom gets no work done. Fandom is too much work. Fandom was/is just a phase. Fandom could never be just a phase. Fandom is where you found a friend, a sister, a kindred spirit. Fandom is where you found a talent, a love, a reason.

Fandom is where you found yourself."

Police and other problems...

deviltrap — Tue, 09 Aug 2011 21:04:41 GMT

but not for me :D

Ok I know that I'm a bit gleeful right now but hey what do people expect if they parked their car on a place where it is not allowed, just so they don't have to walk that far to the entry of the store.

I saw a woman , well the police got her and she was so angry about it and then She discussed so long with the police. Hello? It WAS your OWN fault, not the polices.

And then my Mom and I saw a man, running to his car, yes he did it too, and he saw the police, jumped in, he did not came far. The Police officer was so much faster than he was so he had to pay. I would understand it, if there where not enough park spaces but there where, maybe 200? I don't know.

But otherwise I just bought a "bed" for my wonderful friend spirited_lizard . She's comming at friday and then we spend our vacation together at the baltic sea. So I have a few things to be excitied this week and next week.

So I have a problem right now, I am not tired but I need to sleep because i promised my sister that i woud help her tomorrow to clean the basement.hmmmm, ok I'm going to read a few more chapters and then go to sleep. ( I hope)

German TV

deviltrap — Mon, 08 Aug 2011 14:27:13 GMT

I really really like to watch tv again.
Jeah that IS something new because these shows here in Germany, are really , how can I say it stupid! and always the same, every day and night.
If you are watching those shows you FEEL that your braincells are just dying one after another.
( If you still have enough, that is)

So I bought "Sky" . Thats a Pay Tv Company? , I pay 30 Euros in a Month just to watch interessting TV .
Right now I am watching Transformers Revenge . That's very unusual for this time or day of the week. You never find it at 4 pm in a normal german tv programm.I can even chose the language, so if i want to hear it in english, well then i just have to adjust it.

It is awesome. Especially because I'm on Vacation and just went back in my bed. :D with this super soft blanket .Who
needs a boyfriend , i have this super soft blanket to cuddle :D

Balu and other Dogs

deviltrap — Mon, 08 Aug 2011 12:43:06 GMT

See my Icon left to my entries? Well, that is/was Balu.

My Mom's Dog mostly. He was such a great and friendly dog for whole 9 Years.
Last Year in Juli we had to bring him to the Vet. That was one of the most saddest day in my life, cause Balu had an aggressive tumor in his jawbone and we knew that he would not come back to our house ever again.

So after this whole year my mom finally started looking for another Dog a few month ago.
I say finally because everyone but herself knew that she without a dog, that would not work so yeah.

We all still miss Balu but it is time to go on.

So, on HalloTiere.de my Mom searched just for fun you could say, but then I saw this little one here
((and my Mom saw Bambis Brother that's why there are 2 different dogs here ;)))

~~( you could see her, if LJ would upload her pic )~~

and I fell in Love. Her name is Bambi she's all black and she is from Hungary. Hungary, why not Germany that is a good question.
We thought that if we bring another Dog home, then it should be one from a Shelter.
We did not looked from where there were just if we find a suitable one for us so it is a coincidence that she is from Hungary.
So after I contacted those People from Canifair.de my Mom told me that she would like to get her Brother, Beni, too.
He's a cute one. But mine is even more cute :P
So this Weekend they are coming here but because my Familiy and I are at the Boltic Sea for this week,
Canifair brings them to a "foster familiy". Just for this week and next Saturday we bring them both home.
So excited already, i hope those Dogs likes us. :)

Study Break

deviltrap — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 20:50:27 GMT

Currently I am Studying Technic next to my work and just another 3 years to go until I'm finished. It is related to my career, well i hope so! I'm full of hope that after this 3 years, that i can do another Job in my Company maybe even get a little bit more Money?

A new beginning...for me ;)

deviltrap — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 17:17:18 GMT

Hello *waves* :)

I thought I start over new. I just spend the last half hour deleting every single entry ( not that there were so much).
Are you wondering yet, why i named myself deviltrap?
Because I suck at trying to find a new nickname. So, I'm a Fan from the Show Supernatural and i kinda rememberd that there was the Episode where there were using a deviltrap and nobody claimed this word/nick before me, so yay.

So now let me indroduce myself to you (duh duh duh):

Other then Deviltrap i listen to the name Natascha. ;)
I live in Germany near Cologne and i am 23 years old/young.
I really really like to read. Seriously, i have over 500 Books, and i can spend hours! at the Computer and reading fanfictions. Mostly, Harry Potter, Thunderbids, Supernatural and the Hardy Boys.

I made a training? at the Ford Company here in Germany and since 2009 i can call myself a Car-Mechanik. ( Does this sentence even makes sense?)
Well, since then i am working at the assembly line, it is not my dream Job but hey at least it is a job and i get my money.
And I need that money to get to the Conventions. I think you can call it a hobby. A very expensive Hobby, but still a hobby. :P

In just over 2 months there is the Ring Con here in Germany. It's my third one. And next year there is the Ring Con again, but also the Asylum 3, that would be the Supernatural Convention. So excited already.

That's all i can think of right now, so if i remember anything else, then i guess i just write it in here. ;)

see ya

PS: Before it slips my mind again, if you find any great mistakes in my journal , from writing to anything else, just tell me and i'll try to fix it.