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Oscar // 4S

Oscar / 4S / goog ★ he * it ★ 21 ★ British ★ syshost

best viewed on pc - come see my blinkies + sonas ^^

my ponysona

Today I Saw the Whole World

Pierce the Veil

West Coast Smoker

Fall Out Boy

Thank You for the Venom

My Chemical Romance

Exorcism In the ER

Signal the Escape

Nerds & Cigarettes

Picture Me Broken

^^ my loverrrr :3

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Heyy !! My name is 4S. I love my partner Felix very dearly and we are NOT EDATERS (rare), but the rest of you are.. okay i guess... I study Psychology full-time in university when I'm not being chronically online. I adore alternative fashion and music and swear often. I DO NOT play about dogs.. that's twin. I refer to myself as a canine frequently because its fun lala

I love bully humour, huge fan of bullying my friends out of love. Obviously I will stop if requested but I get along best with people who will punch about with me.

I play Ponytown rarely now but.. 10k hours playtime and continuing to climb. Come say hii ^_^

Meat Head

Gaffa Tape Sandy

Daphne Descends

The Smashing Pumpkins

Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks

Panic! At the Disco

Over My Head

James Marriott

Sad Boys

Dazey and the Scouts

Hands

Jesse Detor

INTERESTS ;;

DOGS !! (pastoral breeds) + deer.

Roblox (Phighting!, DG/FS).

Horror (Pet Sematary, Saw + Dogs).

Object Shows (Inanimate Insanity, ONE, LotS)

Music (PTV, MCR, Vylet Pony, Ryan Ross, Gaffa Tape Sandy, Hot Mulligan, Holding Absence, FoB, Jesse Detor, DatS, Feline, Lucy Dacus + more bcs my alters listen to some genuine trash) (so do i.. looks at Pete Wentz)

DNI ;;

I block freely.

Basic DNI criteria.

People who cant be critical of their own interests (Dandys world cough cough)

Under 18 !! (c+h and brief interaction is fine, but I do not want to be friends)

Endogenic (non-traumagenic) "systems" Personal boundary. I do not believe multiplicity can exist outside of disorder, I feel as though my disability is mocked by you.

Do not use the term "fictive" around me, ever. Comparison of introjected alters to fiction whatsoever pisses me off SO much. A lot of endogenic terminology does, but hypocritically I still use some lmfaoo ("plurality").

Do not call us our system names even if you are aware of them, always use our collective name and pronouns.

Brainslop to get it out of the way, I make this much public to avoid the awkwardness of telling new friends later on. This is a huge part of my life and impacts the way I process things and behave daily.

I am mentally disabled and struggle with my mental health significantly. I am neurodivergent and dx with CPTSD and a dissociative disorder, including medically recognised plurality. My memory is poor and I am emotionally unstable. I can be angry, irrational and cruel unintentionally but will apologise genuinely if i recognise what is happening, or if you bring it up to me.

but i joke abt it a lot bcs its funny