debv3

Showtime!,,

2014-06-17T01:45:59Z

Ok the prom scene was totally ruined! They didn't play Save the Last Dance. The song they played was good and fit the scene but still!!

Barbie's best buddy?

2014-05-02T21:07:22Z

My crazy dream.

2014-04-04T14:56:59Z

I never remember my dreams..ever. But I woke this morning and recalled a strangely detailed QAF reunion movie, all of the couples were in LA so Ted and Blake could get married. The wedding images are interspersed with images of a very angry woman smashing walls and windows, to Emmett standing on a bridge hugging the farting hippo from NCIS.

Clearly a sign that I have been watching too much tv and or want a QAF reunion movie on Showtime. Because yes the teaser said " The reunion you've been waiting got!"

Holy S*** Ch 6-7

2014-02-21T04:10:44Z

Takes place during Season 3, Justin has moved to NYC to pursue his dream. Kinnetik is already successful. Lindsey and Melanie are sort of nice to Brian, Vic isn't dead and Babylon did not blow up.

I own nothing, this is for fun not money.

Comments are love!!!

This story is complete I will post 2-3 chapters at a time over the next week or so.

Chapter 6
Mikey's POV
I have no idea why I am here. This morning Justin called me, weird enough, and asked if I would like to join him and Brian for lunch at Alfredo's. The location should have been my first clue that it was something big. The last time Brian asked me to meet him at Alfredo's was to tell me he had gotten a promotion and was buying the loft. So here I sit with a Coke and basket of bread waiting. And then Mel and Lindz show up..now I know something big is coming.
“Hi girls, I didn't know you were coming. Any ideas about what is going on?” I ask.
“Not a fucking clue, but knowing Brian it’s something that will either mess with my life, inconvenience us all or tell us that Justin has finally come to his senses..” Mel says getting cut off by Brian.
“Why Mel I didn't realize you cared. And Justin has more sense than all of us put together. So shall we sit and order.” Brian smiles. “Come sit by me Sunshine”.
“Hello Justin. How is New York?” Lindz asks in her sickly sweet Waspy tone.
“New York is great, I have learned so much. I have an agent and commissions for at least the next 6 months at the rate Alix keeps taking them.” Justin smiles as he kisses the girls on the cheek. “Hiya Mikey. How are you?”
“Fine” I reply. I can't believe the twink is back...I thought for sure he'd go to NYC to stay.

Brian's POV
I am so dreading this lunch. I knew we should have just let Deb and Emmett do what they do best and run the broadcast of our news. But nooooo my steadfast partner-yes partner- just can't shake the little Country Club boy within, “Brian they are family, we have to tell them in person. They deserve to know from us not the gay party line that originates at the Diner.” Justin is right I know but it doesn't make me feel any better-maybe that is the nausea which unlike the doc said would end after the third month I am still regularly afflicted by.
“So what is everyone having today?” the waiter asks.
“I'll have the lasagna and a house salad and a Pellegrino with lemon.” I order while the others consider their menus. “oh and more bread and oil”
“Geez Brian are you eating for yourself and Justin?” Mel observes.
“Why no Melanie I am not. But thank you for your concern I know it is from the heart. Justin why don't you order.” I suggest giving Mel no time to snark back.
“I'll have the same please.” Justin smiles.
After the girls have ordered and the salads and bread have been delivered the wait has finally taken its toll on Mikey. I knew it was coming and had in fact bet Justin that Mikey wouldn't make it past the salad before he began hinting for information.
“Briaan I can't take it anymore! Why are we here? What is wrong? Are you sick? Has the twink finally moved on and this is good bye?” Mikey whines.
“Yeah Mikey that's right I am leaving Brian, that’s why his hand is in my lap, we are sitting together and he can't seem to keep his eyes off me.” Justin says calmly. I know it’s killing him waiting to share the news.
Drama queen. And I'm the hormonal one?
“Oh sweetie, of course we don't think that, really Michael what is wrong with you? Go ahead and tell us what it is you want to say.” Lindsey of course takes this as her chance to be the “mommy”.
The food arrives and we talk a little about Gus, New York, Justin's agent and what the three of them have been doing lately. Finally after the dishes are cleared I turn a little in my chair to face the “firing squad” and because my peanut has set up housekeeping on my bladder.
“I have to say I am very impressed that you have been able to hold out this long. Justin and I do indeed have some news for you. “ I say with a twinkle in my eye. “Justin, would you like to begin?”
“Why thank you Brian I would love to...where should I begin? Oh yes. I am moving home and Brian and I are going to live at Britin.” he says with a smile on his face that is fast becoming an evil grin as he adds “ After the baby is born of course.”
And that is when Mikey fainted, Lindsey burst into tears and Mel was speechless. Ever the problem solver Justin asked the waiter for 3 shots of Beam, a coffee and more ice for my water. When they arrived he placed the Beam in front of Lindz, Mel and Mikey. Handed Lindsey a handful of tissue, put a wet napkin on Mikey's head and waved his hand in front of Mel's face.
“Well.....that went well. Was the last part too much” Justin asked sweetly.
“No its better to just rip the bandage off and deal with the aftermath. I think you did very well.” I leaned in for a kiss and twined our fingers together on the table.
“Gentlemen would you like some dessert?” the waiter asks innocently.
“I would love a cannoli please. How about you dear?” Justin asks.
“How about some ricotta cheesecake with strawberries.” I say liking my lips.

Justins POV
I know it was evil to tell them that way but it was so worth it for the look on their faces, most of the family didn't believed Brian and I would stay together once I moved and only Emmett had actually stayed in touch with me, e-mailing every week or so. So I think I was less than tactful simply because I wanted them to know we were together.
“What do you mean baby?” Mikey screeched.
“Mikey can you please act like a grown up we are in public” Brian said between mouthfuls of dessert. “Mmmmm this is so good, I could get used to this kinda food.”
“Babe what about and I quote ' I am not going to gain a lot of weight'? Keep it up an I won't be the only bubble butt in the family.” Justin teases.
“Brian, what does he mean by that why would you gain weight.” Lindsey asks. And then it dawns on Melanie.
“Holy shit~~ Brian is PREGNANT!!!!” she almost falls out of her seat laughing.
“Melanie how could you be so silly, Brian can't be pregnant......You let the twink fuck you!!!!” Michael says in shock.
“Of course I did. Not only is it the closest I will ever get to perfection but have you seen his package??”Brian grins.
Lindsey is speechless but I can tell she is finally putting it all together. I have always appreciated how Lindsey accepted me into the family and how she has supported me in my art, recovery and career. But there has always been something about how she looks at Brian that tells me she would move into my life if she could, sadly I think Mel sees the same thing.
“Baby, Justin I am so happy for you!!! Brian congratulations. I think this is a great thing for both of you.” Mel smiles and kisses us both on the cheek. “Brian I have watched you with Gus lately and you really are a good father, Gus and this new baby are lucky to have you.”
“Thank you Melanie, but I think Gus, 'peanut' and I are lucky to have Justin. Without him I would never have gotten to know Gus or seen that I can do the whole partner and family thing.” Brian says and kisses me softly.
Lindsey has yet to speak, but at least she is not rocking back and forth anymore. When she finally comes out of it she drinks her shot, stands up, kisses Brian on the cheek and walks out of the restaurant without a word to any of us.
“I think that is my cue.” Mel says and begins to stand up.
“No, Mel let her be. This is a lot for her to deal with- she finally knows her dream of a happy hetero life is dead.” Brian says sadly watching his friend sit down on a bench.
“I know you're right Brian but it still hurts to see her that way.” Mel says. “It's not like I didn't know about her 'day dream', sometimes it hurt me to know I am the runner up. But lately I have been much more confident in our relationship.”
“Mel you never had anything to worry about from me.” Brian says softly.
“Brian I admit it I was threatened by you, and then when Lindsey wanted you to be Gus' father it just made me feel worse. But then you met Justin, and I saw how you looked at him. It may have taken me some time to get out of the habit of feeling threatened but I finally get it.” Mel said smiling at Brian and I. “ Justin, thank you for coming into our lives. Brian and Gus are not the only ones who are lucky. Someday other people in the family will see that too” she adds with a glance in Mikey's direction before moving over to Lindsey.
I watch her walk away and look at Brian. He looks so happy and sad at the same time. He is watching Mikey and waiting for him to process everything he has heard this afternoon. I need to move around a little bit so I stand up, stretch and begin to rub Brian's neck and shoulders.
“Justin...Congratulations.”Michael says and shakes my hand. “I'll call you later Brian.”
“Thanks Michael” I say slowly.
“Later Mikey. Be happy for me Mikey. I am.” Brian says quietly while he hugs his best friend.
“Lets go home Brian. They just need some time with this, to process it and re-work their image of you.” I say and offer him my hand as we walk back to the loft.

Chapter 7
Emmett’s POV
I cannot even begin to express how happy I am for Brian and Justin. I always knew they would end up together once Brian got his head out of his ass. But in the 3 years since he met Justin Brian has grown so much. I suppose I have always known there was more to Brian than meets the eye, simply because I have not been his best friend since 8th grade, I don’t want to be him, have his sex life (mine is just fabulous thank you) and I don’t want to settle down and raise a family with him. All I want is for Brian and Justin to be happy. And they are.
I think of Brian as a friend, a good friend, he helped me out when I first moved to Pittsburgh. He suggested I apply for the job at Torso and introduced me to the people I needed to know to get into the better places. He even suggested I call Michael about the apartment after my psycho neighbor burned my place down. And sometimes I think aside from Justin I see the real Brian better than anyone else. I have always seen him as more than just the Stud of Liberty Ave. or the man leading little Mikey on or as the selfish asshole.
As for Justin, well I love the boy! How could you not? He is beautiful inside and out, brave, smart, funny and has the skills of a lion tamer. Justin is the man who tamed the untamable without breaking Brian’s spirit. Justin knows how to give Brian what he needs while letting him live his life. Justin is the perfect partner for him. They are going to be excellent parents. I just never imagined Brian as, what did Justin call him? The baby mama’. I have to admit I am looking forward to the next 6 months. The baby shower, baby shopping, Brian’s mood swings, Justin has already sent me a text about the color scheme of the nursery. I just hope things went as well with Michael and the girls as they did with Jen, Deb, Daphne and I.

Justin- the loft

Brian and I walked home from our lunch in near silence. I knew he needed time to think about how his best friends reacted to the news. We were both expecting Lindsey and Michael to be surprised, but I don’t think we were expecting the fainting and blank stares. The bright spot was Mel’s reaction, I think Brian was truly touched that she was so happy for us and so in tune with what Lindsey was feeling. I can’t even begin to imagine how Mel has lived with Lindsey’s ‘day dream Brian’.
When we got back to the loft I suggested Brian take a nap, the emotional stress added to the baby knocked him out pretty quickly. As Brian napped I sat watching him sleep on the couch as the last rays of sun washed over his beautiful features, his shirt pulled up exposing his little baby bump just calling out to be drawn. I grabbed my sketch pad and did the thing I love to do most in the world- sketch Brian.
“What are you doing?” Brian asked through a yawn, stretching his long arms toward me.
“I am making the first page of our baby book” I said without looking up from the page.
“Lemme see”
“Not until its finished” I say with a small smile in his direction. “I hope I didn’t wake you. You looked so peaceful and radiant I just had to draw you.”
“Not at all. Sketch away. Soon I will not be allowing any photo’s or images of any kind. I already feel like I have gained 20 pounds!” he said standing in front of the mirror looking at himself in profile.
I walk up behind him and wrap my arms around his waist so my hands rest over his on this belly. “Baby you are amazing, beautiful and all mine. You have not gained more than 16 pounds, in fact the doctor said you should gain more weight. So we get to eat Justin style for awhile.” Yes, I am so loving this. “I thought I’d make as dinner tonight, maybe beef stroganoff with egg noodles?”
“Sounds great but how about a shower first?” Brian asks as he pulls his shirt over his head and walks toward the bedroom.
“Right behind you.” I call as I put the meat back in the fridge.

Brian’s POV

I would be lying if I didn’t say I was upset by how Mikey and Lindsey reacted to our news, but I kind of expected that they would not take it well. Mel surprised me, but if truth be told I don’t actually hate Mel, we are very much alike and I admire her a great deal. I know she has felt threatened by me in the past, but we sat down not too long ago at Woody’s and had a nice long talk about a lot of things. A conversation we chose not to share with anyone else. During our chat she talked about her resenting me for having a place in Lindsey’s heart, one should be occupied by Mel. Melanie and I agreed to disagree about many things but we also know that we are more friends than enemies now, and that the reason we snark so much is less to hurt and more for the challenge.
When we got back to the loft all I wanted to do was sleep, Justin knew it and sent me to the couch. I knew as soon as I closed my eyes that he would be sketching me, I like to complain about it but I love that he can spend hours just sketching me or anything for that matter. It wasn’t long ago that he was learning how to hold a pencil again.
Justin is getting ready to start dinner, and I am going to take a shower. I know full well dinner is going to be put back in the fridge for an hour or so as soon as I mention the shower.
Now we are in the shower, and Justin is washing my back and caressing the muscles of my shoulders and moving to my lower back. If would be so sexy if I wasn’t actually sore and stiff, between the stress of today and the changes my body is going through my back always hurts. So I am loving that Justin is washing me in a non-sexual way right now.
“Mmmmmm….a little lower please.” I groan leaning forward alittle more.
“Brian any lower and I am going to need to be on my knees.” Justin jokes as he moves his hand down my back.
“Ok”
“Turn around, your back is done.” he says as he turns me around, coming face to face with my very erect cock.
“I guess you enjoyed the back rub?” he said with a wink, giving the head a little kiss.
“Yes I did. Continue.” And he did.
Slowly licking me from tip to base and then sucking on each of my balls, before working his way back up to the tip and taking me into his mouth inch by inch and then pulling back only to take in more of me on the down stroke. When I finally hit the back of his throat he swallows around my cock and starts to do that humming thing. I dig my hands into his hair and just let him take me where he wants to. When I finally cum, with a gasp and thrust down his throat it takes all of my energy not to slid down the shower wall. He doesn’t allow me to reciprocate so we finish our shower quickly.
We get out of the shower and head for the bedroom to get dressed, nothing fancy tee shirts and sweats. Justin heads to the kitchen and I open up my lap top, I have some research to do and want to e-mail Ted and Cynthia about setting up a child care center for the Kinnetik staff. Oh shit….
“Justin did we tell Ted about the peanut?” I call from my desk.
“No, but I just assumed he knew because he works with you and knows our schedule. Does Cynthia know?” he calls back.
“I think I have a couple of calls to make…is there enough for 2 more?” I ask picking up my cell phone.
The phone rings once and then I hear Cynthia.
“Hello.”
“Hi, Cyn are you up for some dinner tonight? The loft 7pm. Bring Ted.” I say and hang up.
Dinner goes well, Justin is a great cook. Ted and Cynthia take the news well and agree that it is a good business decision to have an in house child care center. Ted begins the number crunching and Cynthia researching what has to happen for it to be in place by the time Justin and I have the baby. Cynthia has a hard time hiding her excitement and Ted his shock and awe all over his face, I catch him sneaking peeks at my belly all evening.
“Theodore…come here please.” I call from the bedroom
“Yes Brian” he says as he walks in to the room and see’s my shirt pushed up.
“Now that you have had your curiosity satisfied can we get on with dinner?” I ask.
“Sorry Brian. It’s just tough to wrap my head around it.” He says softly.
“Tell me about it Ted” I smile and guide him back onto the living room.
Once Ted and Cynthia leave Justin and I settle down for a talk, to put the events of the day in order. He always knows when I need to talk and when to just wrap his arms around me. And so we settle on the couch, me resting my head on his lap as he runs his fingers through my hair, just being quiet with each other. When it seems like I am going to fall asleep he shifts so we are sitting up and he can rest his hand on my belly, where he begins to run small circles. I love it when he does that.
“Baby, do you want to talk about today?” he asks and then waits.
“I wish they could just be happy for us.” I say sadly, “I have always tried to make sure they were happy. And even when I hated the people they chose I always let them have their lives. Why is it so hard for them to just say ‘Brian I’m happy for you guys’?”
He takes in a deep breath, leans forward and kisses me on the forehead.
“I wish I knew what to say to make it better Brian. They are your oldest friends and should want you to be happy. But both Michael and Lindsey have very unrealistic views of you. One wants you to be the husband she will never have and the other doesn’t know whether he worships you or should let you go.”
He exhales and runs a hand through his hair before he continues.
“Brian they need to deal with this on their own. Melanie will do what she can with Lindsey and it is great that the two of you finally understand one another. Mikey is another story. Maybe Vic can talk some sense into him?”
I know he is right and that all I can do is let my two oldest friends see how happy Justin and I are about being together and the baby.
“Lets go to bed” I say and stand up. “Tomorrow we see the doctor and maybe we’ll find out if we have a Justine or Brian Jr.”

MW is back up

2014-02-18T20:07:08Z

Looks like they have a new server. Although there is a time gap in the posts. They skip from January 23 to February 18 so my guess is the 23rd was the last day without issues. But it is back.

Holy S*** Ch 3-5

2014-02-17T20:47:06Z

If anyone is reading this please comment just to let me know you are out there and that I am not posting for my own entertainment.

Thanks!
Deb

I OWN NOTHING, THIS IS FOR FUN, THIS IS THE PRODUCT OF A LONE THOUGHT BUNNY GONE AWRY.
ALL ERRORS ARE MINE.

Chapter 3
Justin
August 2003 NYC
I am so excited...Brian is come up for a week to see me. He promised he would not do any work which is amazing since can't seem to leave his 'baby' alone, not that he doesn't trust that Cynthia and Ted can hold it together for a week. And while this is great news for me it also concerns me, I mean he has not been feeling very well lately and he is never sicker than minor cold. I find myself wondering what could be wrong. He'll be here tomorrow so I guess I'll know soon enough. What if this has something to do with the broke condom from a couple months ago?
It’s Friday night and I am standing at the gate waiting for Brian's flight to land, I'm little early so I stop at the Dunkin Donuts (Starbuck's Smarbucks!) and get myself a dark roast coffee and settle down with my sketch pad. About 45 minutes later Brian emerges through the gate, rolling luggage trailing behind him. It’s all I can do to keep myself from running into his arms and throwing my legs around his waist. Lucky for me Brian crosses the terminal quickly and picks me up off the ground in a tight hug, followed by a nice, long kiss- fuck the people giving us dirty looks it’s probably the hottest thing they've seen without having to pay the cable company!
We make it to the doors and hail a cab to my apartment, which I have managed to clean and remove all signs of unwashed clothes, dishes and beer bottles. Yay Me!! As we enter the hall way leading to my 4th floor apartment I thank my lucky stars the elevator is working so I don't have to listen to Brian bitch about why I won't let him pay for a nicer place. Although he seems happy to be with me I feel like Brian is trying to decide how to tell me something. I decide to let him off the hook.
“What do you want to say to me?” I ask and not giving him a chance to interrupt push on, “Brian just spit it out! Whatever it is we can work it out, together.”
“Ok, here goes nothing” he says as he sits me down on the couch and does that thing with his lip sucked in and his head tilted down, I am so hard for him right now. “Well...I went to the doctor a couple of days ago, and it appearsyouknockedmeupSunshine.” He actually blushes as he says it.
After picking my lower lip off the floor I ask him how the hell I could possibly have gotten him pregnant. Oh my...he must be freaking out right now the Great Brian Kinney, reigning king of Liberty Ave, is pregnant.
“Brian, would you please repeat that...very, very slowly. I don't think I heard it correctly the first time.”
He looks up at me those mesmerizing, gold flecked, hazel eyes which are truly the door way to his soul and says, “Congratulations Mr. Taylor in approximately 7 months you are going to be a daddy.” He is once again met by a stunned silence.
“Justin, say something....please” he pleads.
“I love you, I love you, and I fucking love you so much right now. I have so many questions. How, when, why...do you have a doctor. What are we going to do? I have to sublet my apartment, let Alix know I am moving home and will be working from Britin.” I am forced to take a breath and throw myself into his lap, kissing him all over the face and neck.
“Thank God, I thought you had lost the power of speech, thus causing the world to stop spinning.” he smiles and kisses me softly on the lips. “Are you really happy about this? It’s going to make becoming the next Pollack or Warhol much more difficult.”
Am I sure?! What the fuck! Do not try to push me off of Mnt. Kinney!
“You moron, of course I'm happy. Amazed but ecstatic, have you told anyone else?” I ask hoping I am the first to know.
“You are the first person I ever tell anything to, you are my partner. You are the only one that matters.” he says quietly. “I love you, Justin.”
Chapter 4
Justin
August 2003
Oh.my.God....Holy Shit...breathe...in with the good...that's right breathe....OH.MY.GOD.
Don't get me wrong I am SO excited that I am going to be a father, to Brian's baby! Who would have ever thought it would happen...not me that's for damn sure. I have always wanted a baby, but I figured the only way that was going to happen was if I was the one getting pregnant, but alas I am lacking in the ovaries department, Daphne had agreed to be having a baby with me if neither of us were parents by the time we hit 25. This is so much BETTER. Although....I am not looking forward to the mood swings, complaints about stretch marks, having to shop at Bob's Big and Tall, weight gain and cravings. Ok I am excited about the cravings-Brian may actually eat for a change!
I can't wait to go to the doctor with him next week; I have some questions of my own that I would like to ask. Of course Brian has a very important question he wants to ask, the result of a conversation we had after a 2 hour session of making love, because that is exactly what it was...slow, intense, passionate and tender (but don't tell Brian).
The conversation went something like this:
“Justin, you are never getting near my ass again. Not that anyone would want to after I have pushed out a watermelon through it.” At this point he sits up briefly then falls back and covers his head with a pillow, “I am going to be so loose that I am going to need to buy stock in adult diapers!!! Maybe Mikey can tell me where he used to buy Dr. Dave's”
Even in mid queen out my baby is a clever devil.
“Brian....Briiiaannn...you can't hide there forever. Calm down and let’s ask the doctor when we see him next week. After all after a woman gives birth her vagina gets smaller and is not loose.” I try to reassure him as I move the pillow, “and you can always do kegal exercises to tighten up.”
By this time it is 3 a.m. And if we plan on getting my shit packed up in the next 2 days we need to get some sleep. As I snuggle into Brian's side my hand slips gently onto his abdomen and I begin rubbing small circles, this seems to relax the both of us and before I know it I hear the slight wheeze that lets me know Brian as fallen asleep. I am so ready to start my new life with the man that has always been my past, present and future. We are finally going to be a family. Oh shit...the 'Family'!!! How are we going to tell them? Is Brian ready to do it? Am I ready for that? Who should we tell first?
Brian
August 2003
I slept better next Justin than I have since he moved. I have said it before and I will say it again...my life is so much more than I ever expected it to be. I have a loving, although odd family, a partner (it just gets easier every time I say it) who loves me, a beautiful son and now a baby on the way. My life is good....arghhhh its time for the bathroom, fucking morning sickness!!!
“Brian....are you okay?” a very sleepy and ruffled Justin asks from the door way.
“Yeah, could you maybe get me some ginger ale and saltines? The doctor said they would help with the morning sickness (all the time sickness more like it).” I ask as I make another deposit into the NYC Sewers.
“Here you go....” Justin stops in mid sentence.
“What?”
“I almost called you baby....sorry I know you hate pet names.” Justin smiles softly.
“Just don't call me that when anyone else is around. I don't mind when we're alone, it’s kind of nice actually. A hell of a lot nicer than my old one....’asshole'.” I smile up at him from my seat on the floor.
“Ok, let’s get cleaned up and head for the deli down the street for breakfast.” Justin says and heads for the shower. “We have a big day ahead of us, renting a truck, packing, I have to call Alix and set up a time to let her know I am moving home. And then we have to talk about telling the 'family'.”
Fan-fucking-tastic! Do we really have to go back to the Pitts?
We have a nice long shower, with some petting and stroking, mostly Justin washing my back and gently spending time on my belly soaping and kissing and talking to his little “peanut”.
“Sunshine I draw the line at 'little peanut', especially in public” I drawl as I am drying his hair.
“Fair enough but when we are at home it is fair game.” he smiles. “Now get dressed! My baby needs to eat.” Sure it has nothing to do with the monster living in his stomach! And off we go to the deli down the block. We have a nice breakfast. I have fruit, 1 egg, an English muffin, bacon and an OJ followed sadly by a cup of decaf. Justin on the other hand orders the entire menu it seems, although I am glad he did, because as soon as I saw his Western Omelet I had a sudden craving for ham, onions and peppers with cheese.
“Justin...give me some of that ….please.” I nearly beg. “The baby wants it.”
“Sure.” he smirks and slides half of the omelet onto my plate. “Baby” (evil twink)
Justin
Breakfast went well, I am so happy that Brian is able to eat. He says the morning sickness should pass in the next month or so. I hate seeing him sick as much as he hates being sick. After breakfast we split up, me to meet my agent and Brian to rent a truck and get packing boxes.

“Justin, this is a shock to say the least. We are finally making a name for you and you want to leave the city? Why?” Alix asks, she is a great agent and has become a friend.
“Well, it seems like the right time and some personal issues have changed some of my priorities about where I live and work.” I say calmly, “I have given this a great deal of thought, my last show sold out, the write ups were and I quote you, 'stellar'. I have commissions for 5 paints that will make me $50,000 this year. I will only be a short flight away and I am keeping the apartment for when I have to be here for shows or commissioned works.”
“It’s true you have made a name for yourself very quickly and the write ups have been stellar. But do you realize how much harder it is going to be for you to show and sell your work living in Pittsburgh?” she asks. Alix is nothing but supportive of me and I know she will find a way to make this all work out.
“Of course I do but Pittsburgh is my home and if I am really honest with myself it is my heart. My family is there, Brian is there and he is my greatest inspiration.” I am glowing by now and I know I have to tell her the rest, “And it is where I want to raise my family.”
“Justin are you pregnant?” she asks in astonishment.
“No, Alix, I am not” I answer with a bright smile, “but, Brian is and I don't think I could stay away from him even if I wanted to try and stay here to work.”
“ Oh my Gosh that is so fuckin' fantastic...but I don't even dare think about how the queen is going to be to live with...he must be beside himself.” she laughs, “I mean it’s not like Armani is going to come out with a maternity line for men anytime soon.”
“Yeah, let’s keep those comments to ourselves shall we.” I groan.
“Not a problem sweetie. When are you leaving?” she smiles back at me.
“Brian is getting the boxes and renting a truck as we speak. Since I am not giving up the apartment I really only need my clothes, cd's ,sketch pads and my 'tool box'. I am taking the unfinished canvases with me and will tag the finished ones and send them to the gallery for you to take care of.” I have it all planned so she relaxes a little bit. “I am only a phone call away. Alix this is going to work out.”
After a few more minutes of reassurance Alix heads off to her gallery in Soho, with a reminder to me that I have a small show lined up for February. I was so lucky to get her to represent me, she only takes on artists she likes and then gives them a show in her gallery to introduce them to the art world. My sold out show was at her gallery and she has been getting calls ever since. I'm not foolish enough to think that I will always be this successful so easily but ,when I left for New York I already have several canvases finished and scanned onto my website so it was a pretty rapid progression to a show.
I can't wait to get back to the apartment to see Brian and begin the next
wonderful part of our life together. I am the luckiest man on the planet.

Chapter 5
September 2003
Justin POV
We were able to pack everything in about 2 days, get my canvases to Alix and make a totally stealthy return to Pittsburgh. In fact we avoided everyone for almost a week, and had not told anyone I was moving home permanently. Brian and I actually sat and talked about the future. And the earth remains on its axis! We also talked about who to tell and when to tell them, because much to his dismay Brian had already begun to have a baby bump, and how to tell them. Of course Brian wanted to just send out announcement cards and let the family guess who was pregnant. I, on the other hand, thought it might work out better if we told the most “friendly” people first.
“Brian I think we should tell my mother, alone. You know she is worse than you are with emotions and showing them in front of other people.” I say before he even suggests telling the others.
“I agree.” he said and took another spoonful of Chunky Monkey. “do we have any more Oreo's?”
“Geez Brian...we just ate 2 hours ago. Your ass is going to be huge if you keep it up”
“Sunshine, I can always 'keep it up'. And right now your kid wants Oreo's and Chunky Monkey ice cream.” he responded with a smirk and the sound of an Oreo package opening, “so who should be next on our 'hit list'?”
“ I want to tell Daphne, so how about with do Daphne and Emmett together, that way we get all of the squealing and clapping out of the way at once. And Em will have someone to hug as he tears up at the news.” I suggest as my hand is slapped away from the Oreos.
“ Ok, but then we really have to tell Deb. I do not want to deal with her being the last to know. I can already feel the smack to the back of my head” Brian said with a side ways smile.
“Why don't we tell Deb and my mom at the same time? That way the PFLAG hotline doesn't need to be fueled up.” I suggest as I dial my mother’s cell phone.
Brians POV
So here we sit waiting for Jen and Deb to arrive. Justin suggested they come to the loft for brunch that should have clued them into the fact that something was going on. As my “baby daddy” (as he calls himself to piss me off) is busy making coffee cake and setting the table I tidy up and get the medical information set out on the coffee table.
At precisely 11am the buzzer rings and I let our mothers in to the building. After a crushing hug from Deb and a polite kiss from Jen, Justin settles us all down at the table and sets the cake and coffee out.
“Mom, Deb thanks for coming over today” Justin says taking my hand under the table.
“Of course darling thank you for inviting us.” Jen says.
“No problem baby, lets dig into this cake it looks fabulous Sunshine” Deb beams at him.
After serving the cake and freshening the coffees, because you know Justin loves a good spit take when he gives Deb good news, Justin proceeds with our news.
“Deb, mom. Brian and I have some news for you. Please let me say it before you interrupt.” Justin says pushing on quickly, “As you know Brian and I have continued to see each other almost every weekend since I moved. Some things have changed in the past couple of months that you should know about....”
“Oh no you’re not sick are you? Did you meet someone in New York? What did the asshole do. Justin you can tell us we're here for you” Deb says quietly glaring at Brian.
“For Christ Sake Deb...” I cut in because I am so patient, “I'm 4 months pregnant. Justin is moving back, we are going to move into Britin and he is going to keep painting and will be a big fat fucking success! His agent knows she is going to work it all out, he has made a name for himself quickly and already has about 4 months worth of commission work to do.”
As I predicted Deb coughed up some coffee, smacked me in the head, and started crying.
Jen, ever the WASP, asked what she could do. And then before I knew it I was lying on the couch being fussed over by 2, make that 3 mother hens.
“I am only 4 months pregnant, there is no reason for me to be laying here being waited on, not that I mind of course. But the doctor said I am in great shape, everything is progressing well and he sees no complications arising.” I said standing up to stretch and get another piece of cake.
“Drink your juice and take your vitamins” Justin said as he cut me more cake.
“Yes dear”
Debbie's POV
One of my babies is having a baby!!!!! I am so excited, I am already thinking about the blanket I am going to make for Brian and Justin. But shit who would have ever thought Brian “Fucking” Kinney would get knocked up. I can only imagine how Michael is going to react. Not only is he about to find out that his hero does indeed take it up the ass like the queer boy he is, but he lets Justin fuck him and now he is pregnant. Maybe this is the perfect thing to finally show Michael that he will never be more than Brian's best friend.
“Vic you will not fuckin' believe what Brian and Sunshine just told me and Jen. Brian is pregnant!!! Justin is home for good and they are moving to the mansion in W. Virginia.”
Vic smiles up at me from his spot on the couch and simply says “Good”, with a twinkle in his eye.

Justin's POV
I can't wait to share the news with Daphne and Emmett, I think they are going to be our greatest supporters. Emmett is by far the most open, accepting and supportive of all Brian's friends. He is the only one that doesn't join in the snark fest's that take place when Brian is mentioned. Even Mikey gets involved. I am so not looking forward to telling Michael, he is going to freak out!!!
Emmett arrives first and grabs a beer from the fridge before he settles down on the couch with Brian to watch James Dean until Daph arrives. Neither one will ever admit it but they really do have a great friendship and share the no bullshit perspective. And no matter what has happened between Brian and me, Emmett has always been there for me. When Daphne arrives I hand her a beer and grab water for Brian and I. We all settle in to seats in the living room. Brian and I on the couch and Emmett and Daphne in the matching Barcelona chairs.
“Baby I can't wait any longer! What has you and the big bad inviting little ole me over to your den?” Emmett drawls playfully.
“Well....” maybe Brian will just jump in again...no such luck, “Brian and I are going to have a baby in about 6 months.” At this point the squealing, clapping, jumping and crying take place. Brian and I sit back, arms around each other and wait. I occasionally hand one of them a tissue.
“Justin...” Daphne smacks my shoulder, “I can't believe you didn't tell me you are pregnant!!!”
“As a matter of fact Justin is not pregnant...I am.” Brian says matter of factly.
And the Emmett fainted.
“Em. Emmett. Are you ok?” Daphne shakes his shoulder
“Oh Sweetie I'm fine. I think I have had too much caffeine and beer...but I would swear Brian said he is pregnant” Em says taking a gulp of water and looking at Brian.
“Honeycutt...you did not imagine that. Look you can see the baby bump.” Brian said from his spot on the couch. Then he stands up and lifts his shirt so we can all see the little bump that is our baby.
“oh Brian...can I touch it?” Daphne squeals.
“Sure, you've been dying to get your hands on me for years now!” Brian laughs. “You too Emmett I know you want to... so get it over with already.”
After some hugging, baby bump touching and promises from Emmett not to share the news Brian and I are finally alone.
“That went better than I anticipated” I smiled and started rubbing Brian's belly softly.
“Yeah, now tomorrow Mikey, Ted and the munchers...I think we should tell them together. That way we can just get it out of the way.” Brian says stifling a yawn.
“Let's go to bed. We will deal with the “girls” tomorrow” I say guiding him to our bed.

Holy S*** Ch. 1and 2

2014-02-15T16:11:54Z

This is complete. It is posted at MW, clearly if anyone was reading it there they can't right now so I have decided to post it here. The fic is 108,000 words so it will take me a little while to do so.

Summary: Justin has moved to NYC, he and Brian are 10 years apart in age, Kinnetik exists.

I own nothing, the characters and canon ideas are all Cowlip's. This is a thought bunny that would not die, although he did take a bit of a break for awhile to go to grad school.

****unbeta'd. All errors are my own***

Holy S***
Chapter One

November 4, 2010
Justin
If you had asked me 7 years ago if I ever saw myself sitting on a soccer field watching
6 year olds play soccer; I probably would have fallen over laughing. Let alone asking if Brian would ever, EVER, coach a peewee girl’s soccer team. But here I sit at the ass crack of dawn (for me at least 9am is too early for a Saturday in November) watching my little one playing soccer, ok dominating her opponents, while being coached by her dad, yes Mr. Kinney himself. While it is firmly documented and recognized that the closest I have ever gotten to being athletic is watching the football team practice at Saint James Academy ( hell), Brian was a star soccer player in high school (all- city 4 years running) and went to Mellon on an academic/soccer scholarship. To say that even at 40 (39 Justin....) Brian is the picture of grace and beauty would be an understatement. He only seems to get better as time goes by!
But allow me to backtrack.

March 2003
Brian and I had canceled the wedding and I was all packed and ready to go, reluctant but ready, take the New York art scene by storm. The night before my flight we decided to spend some time at Britain, who knew when we would be there again. I think Brian sensed that I was beginning to doubt the wisdom of my move to NYC because he didn't even flinch when I took the lead for our “farewell fuck” (my man is eloquent). Needless to say I took the opportunity and ran with it. Brian knew that the best way to convince me that we would make it apart was to give him to me, and of course promise to visit every weekend! He had gotten past the whole saying “I love you” phobia pretty quickly after he said it the first time, and while he didn't say it often I heard it every time he said my name.
At Britin that night we promised each other we would never again let anything or anyone influence how we lead our lives. And so after 4 rounds of fucking, 2 trips to the shower, more foreplay than I can count and a heavy heart I set off the next day in a taxi with the promise that I would call when I landed and find a doctor right away and call the neurologist the doctor in Pittsburgh had recommended. I went about my merry way to New York, found a small apartment that “was not a roach resort” and had great light for painting. Brian had already helped me with a resume and I had a part-time job at an advertising agency in the art department. So I finally got to hang up my apron and bus bucket. Life was great!!!!

Brian
November 4, 2010
Here I am freezing my balls off watching a bunch of 6 year olds chase a soccer ball up and down the field, while their parents sit in lawn chairs cheering and sipping $5.00 lattes. How did I get here? An excellent question and one I often ask myself. I guess the answer is blond, blue eyed and a force of nature, in short (oops no pun intended, he's not short just “compact”) Justin Taylor.
June 2003
I just woke up with a pounding headache, feeling of lose and a sore ass. Shit why did I let the “twat” fuck me? Twice! I took my time rolling out of bed, enjoying the smell of Justin's pillow and our combine scents in the sheets. It was a beautiful day in West Virginia, but all I could think about was the weather in New York. We spoke every day and had great phone sex every night. Justin loved the agency I suggested he apply to and Kinnetik was gaining recognition all over the East Coast. I made my first trip to NYC a week later and saw the apartment Justin rented, the Park Plaza it’s not, it’s like Justin compact, sunny and a mess, he is a terrible slob when left to his own devices. We went to the park, checked in with Georgio and Muccia (Armani and Prada) much to Justin's disappointment and spent each of the 3 nights I was there in bed, in the shower, on the couch and once on the kitchen floor; the following day we went out and bought a rubber mat, one of those that is used behind cash registers, because my knees were sore all night long!
Everything went well I visited every weekend that I could, one time bringing Gus with me- thanks to the munchers realizing Gus and I needed each other more than any of us realized- on the weekend I flew up to get him in Toronto and then headed straight to NYC. We went on like this until early June when I had spent a week with Justin checking out galleries. It was great! But each morning I woke with a head ache, sore back and a strong desire to have ham and eggs with raisin toast or oatmeal and hot coco.
Justin teased me saying I was clearly eating for 2, little did he know, silly twink.

Chapter 2
August 2003
I thought at first maybe I had mono or something so I went to the doctor. The doctor did some blood tests, listened to my complaints and sat me down in his office. As I waited in his office I noticed that he had two different flip charts on a stand behind his desk. One made sense is was the Female Body during Pregnancy, the other made me want to run as fast as I could out of the room and back to bed in the loft where I was safe and sound. The second chart read: Pregnancy in Men-How does it work? Cleary the doctor had some 'splaining to do!
Enter Dr. Stenson
“Hello Brian”
“Hiya doc. So what’s the deal? Why do I feel like shit?”
Please let him say its mono
“Well Brian...why don't you come closer to the desk I want to show you something” said the doc carefully, “what do you know about male pregnancy?”
“What the fuck doc! Are you trying to tell me I have grown a twat!?”
That’s what I get for letting a twink into my life!
“In a manner of speaking...I guess so.” the doctor said, “Why don't we take a look at the flip chart. Male pregnancy is a relatively new occurrence in the medical world. Sure we've heard stories about men having babies but until recently there was no solid evidence to explain it.”
Well yippee; let’s hear it for the FUCKING medical community!!
“But in recent years a doctors in Zurich, Boston, London and Singapore have been doing a study to try and determine how it happens.” the doctor explained showing me picture of men in Switzerland, LA, Boston, London and Singapore who were pregnant.
“Ok, this is a bit much for me right now” shit I need a cigarette and a visit from my old buddy Jim Beam. “So let’s start with the basic. I assume since I am getting this lesson in male reproduction that I feel like shit and am craving food I would never eat that I am a member of that small percentage of men who can get knocked up!?”
“Yes, you are in the very unique position of being about 6 weeks pregnant, but all is going well and the baby is developing well.” the doctor said flipping the page to the one that diagrams the male reproductive organs.
HOLY SHIT !!!!
To say that I was not prepared for the next 3 and a half hours of my day is an understatement. The doctor went on to explain that there are a few men in the world, about 1%, who seem to have begun to develop a reproductive system.
“Why the hell is this happening?” I figure the more I know the better, especially since I will have to explain it all to Mr. 1500 on my SAT's.
“Possibly in response to the increase in chemicals in the water or simply the world continuing to change, men like you, are being born.” Dr. Stenson continued, flipping to the next chart that graphed the number of pregnancies in the study, location, environmental conditions, and mortality rates (OMG!!!). “But let's move on to the questions you may have so far.”
“Ok, How the fuck did this happen? I know how but why now? Do I have a monthly cycle or something?” that would explain the 2 days every month that I am a BITCH to be around and it will certainly give new meaning to Debbie's ranting about my moodiness.
“The simple answer is yes, you do have a monthly cycle. It is every 36 days or so and normally lasts 2-4 days. Men do not have a menstrual cycle per se. rather their dormant uterus expands a week before the cycle and releases a single egg that is stored at the top of the uterus, which remains in the uterus until the cycle begins.”
“Whoa! So are you telling me that I actual have a womb? Where? How does the sperm get there? How is it going to get out of me? Oh My God I need to lie down. How much weight am I going to gain?!”
“Brian lets go over here to the couch” he says as he guides me out of the chair and to the couch “do you want some water?”
“How about some Xanax?” I ask with a crooked smile, “Just kidding doc. no more drugs or booze for me huh?”
“Sorry, but no more drugs or booze. And you should stop smoking as soon as possible. The rate of children born with respiratory conditions is higher in parents who smoke” where is Justin when I need a PSA, “and you are going to have to start eating better. No more of the 'no carbs after 7' and cut back on the high impact exercise, cardio is ok but no heavy lifting.”
“Yeah I figured. Let’s get back to the HOW questions shall we.” I groan.
The doctor grab his flip chart, a bottle of water for me and a small note pad so I can make notes if I need to, my doctor knows me well, so I can fill Justin in on everything.
“Brian I am going to start at the beginning and stop me anytime, I have cleared my schedule for the afternoon. Let's start with the how can this possibly happen. Well, as a result of this genetic mutation (great queers are now mutations!) some men are born with a reproductive system similar to a woman’s, but without the vagina or fallopian tubes. These men have a small uterus that sits under the lungs and over the bladder and diaphragm, inside this uterus is a single ovary that holds about 150 eggs. Normally the uterus and ovary are very small. But for that 2 week period of time the uterus is enlarged, to the size of a pea, and lines itself with red blood cells. Fertilization takes place because there is a single tube that connects to the bowel near the rectum. During the week that the uterus is enlarged this tube is able to open (at the cervix) during orgasm and if sperm is in the rectum it can be absorbed.”
Ok am I the only one freaking out right now?
“But doc won't there be some contamination? I mean shit (literally)”
“Have you ever noticed that you have few if any bowel movements at least one week every month? That would be the week that you are fertile.”
Well that explains a lot!!!
“Your next question was....” he consults his notes, “oh yes.' how does it get out of me? Well believe it or not you are going to deliver it just like anybody else.”
“What the fuck!!!”
Ok I am now in full on Queen out I admit it
“Brian as your pregnancy progresses the cervix is going to close off in a sense, a mucus plug will develop to block the entrance to the womb. When it is about a week before you will deliver another plug is going to develop above the cervix to eliminate the chances of contamination during birth. ” Again I say HOLY SHIT, no way!!! “Don't panic Brian, your baby is going to be about 5 pounds at birth and your body is able to dilate to the necessary 10cm.”
“I need a minute; do you have a picture in that dandy chart?” I say finishing off my water like it was my last shot of Beam before the firing squad.
“No problem here you go. I am going to step out and get the names of some area Ob/GYN's who are trained in Male Pregnancy. I'll be back in about 15minutes.”
“Yeah, I'll be right here contemplating how my life went from nightly orgies to PTA meetings.” Fuck street lights, blond boys (ok done that), love, and the Fucking French condom company that advertises a 99% non-breakage record.
How the hell am I going to tell Justin? He just started chasing his dream and now I am going to make him give it up so he can come back to the Pitts and be a daddy. Maybe Mel is right and I am a selfish asshole, but all I want right now is to have Justin in my arms and have that feeling of safety and peace I have when I am with him.
Oh My God I have turned in to woman over night!!!!!
But then again he has been in the Big Apple since March and has already been invited to include several paintings in small galleries around the city so if things go well and he can make a name for himself and get an agent he will be able to work from home-yes Britin is home- and maybe even get to finish at PIFA. I know he regrets leaving school but after the whole Stockwell thing and following my lead to stand up for what you believe it was impossible for him to finish school, not only because the dean was a homophobic asshole, but because I didn't have the money for tuition and starting a new business. It had always been my dream to be my own boss; Stockwell just gave me the push I needed to do it earlier than I would have otherwise. Now that Stockwell is in prison PIFA has already let Justin know he is welcome to complete his degree.
So after the doctor returns with the names of doctor's specializing in Male Pregnancies thank him and head for the 'Vette. We are definitely going to have to get Justin a family car because I am so not giving up my car! As I drive back to the loft I think about how to tell Justin he is going to be a daddy.

Midnight Whispers. Hacked?!

2014-02-11T21:16:09Z

I was just at MW and every like I went to led to a site for medications, etc.

http://vipmedstock.com/?sid=2960

Clearly can't get in touch with Bob as all links lead to the other site. Anyone have his email?

Holy S*** is complete!

2014-02-08T14:14:19Z

Only took me 4 years and 108,000 words.

http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1301

Comments are love. Suggestions for sequel or epilogue.....

Food Network Halloween Wars

2013-10-20T23:22:17Z

So I just turned on the tv and the shoe "Halloween Wars" is on, one of the judges is named.....wait for it...Brian Kinney. He's a special effects artist

Meme

2013-08-22T18:41:45Z

Just stolen from mander3_swish and filled immediately 'cause I'm bored.

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Duran Duran- Lonely in your nightmare
Violent Femmes- Add It Up
No Doubt- Rock Steady
Foreigner- Waiting for a Girl Like You
Green Day- Minority
Missy Elliot- Get Ur Freak On

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Dali Lama

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
" The leopard of malice and fraud,the lion of violence and ambition, and the she-wolf of incontinence"-Canto 1 Dante's Inferno

4) What do you think about most?
Selling my house

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Don’t I wish…

6) Do you have any strange phobias?
Not really strange. I don't like to keep my feet on the floor in a dark room?

7) What's your religion?
None. Guess that makes me agnostic?

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Shopping.

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Lately. The Eagles and Bruno Marz

10) What was the last lie you told?
I told someone I was going to be away when I was just staying home and wanted to be left alone.

11) Do you believe in karma?
Oh yes.

12) What does your URL mean?
URL as in username, right? first name last initial and a random number

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
I’m anxious and that paralyzes me some times. As for strength, well, I’m stubborn and that helps when I’m thinking to give up and don’t because of it.

14) Who is your celebrity crush?
Gale Harold because I like quirky people and Alexander Skarsgarrd because he is hot!

15) How do you vent your anger?
Depends on how angry I am.

16) Do you have a collection of anything?
Does all five seasons of QAF count? Teddy bears and antique mini tea sets

17) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Next question?

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Whining. Thunderstorms

19) What's your biggest "what if"?
What if I’m not good enough?

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts sure. Little green men no. Is there other life in the universe perhaps but they are more like the Avatar planet.

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right: a pile of papers I don't want to deal with. Left: the wall

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Sawdust. I'm having work done on the house

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
When I went to either of the Disney parks, too crowded, I hate rides. Best part of the trip? When it ended.

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?
Justin Timberlake, Don Henley

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Can’t say. Maybe to be the best possible version of yourself you can be

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes. I rolled my truck over at 75 mph on a busy highway

27) What was the last movie you saw?
Chasing Mavericks.

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
I was attacked by a dog when I was six, when I was 29 I got a spiral break to my ankle

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Reading at least one QAF story by each author on MW. it's a sickness.

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Quite possibly, yeah. Never heard it myself but I suppose that’s better.

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
I try not to but…sometimes I will think about one of the 4 people in the world who I would not miss if a bus hit them.

32) What is your astrological sign?
Scorpio

33) What's the last thing you purchased?
A coffee at Dunkin Donuts

34) Love or lust?
Right now? It's a been too long so lust.

35) In a relationship?
What is this relationship of which you speak?

36) How many relationships have you had?
None worth recalling

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Humor

38) Where is your best friend?
In America.

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Watching the season six finale of True Blood.

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Uhm… yeah.

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Save the dog. Explain to the boss hope he gets it.

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
I'd tell my friends and family, then book a month long cruise around the Greek isles with all of my friends. After all ill be dead, have no assets and no children to stick with the credit card bill.

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Bath water by No Doubt

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Trust.

45) How can I win your heart?
Be honest, caring, kind. And be patient.

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
It's possible, but if your insane it's tough to enjoy the creativity.

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Buying a house

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Cremate me, no tombstone.

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."
Attack

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Blue black

51) What is your current desktop picture?
A picture of tigers at the San Diego Zoo that I took

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
The guy who runs Westboro Baptist Church, Bill O'Reilly, Rush Limbaugh...

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
Do you love your job?

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Tele kinesis I want to move shit with my mind!

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
I try not to dwell in the past.

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Getting fired from a job I loved because my boss set me up to fail so she could fire me. Bitch!

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Colin Ferrell

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Paris

59) Ever been on a plane?
Yep.

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.
In no particular order. Alexander Skarsgaard, Gale Harold, Johnny Depp, Colin Ferrell, Ricky Martin.

Violette7

2013-07-01T03:48:21Z

Just about to read a fic by Violette7 and was skimming her titles and realized how many great ( but sadly WIP's) stories she as written. I miss the updates and wonder if she'll ever come back. Not that I don't have WIP on MW that I can't seem to finish!

Anyone have info?

Besame. Mirror verse

2013-03-03T02:18:47Z

I went to Hawaii last week and needed something to read in the airport and on the plane. So of course the PDFs of the first 4 stories are on my ipad. I've been home a week and have to finish the series now! For the third time! I forgot it was so engrossing. Between the Mirror verse and Queer Identities I never have to worry about reading material, at least for a while. Thanks for creating such an interesting universe.

Holy S*** chapter 60

2012-10-11T01:27:13Z

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1301&textsize=0&chapter=60

They're all over.....

2012-09-23T22:56:55Z

Imagine my excitement, and dismay, when I checked in on LJ and MW to find that one story is awaiting an epilogue (Smoldering MW), another is wrapped up (Homecoming) and another is near its end (Timeless). On the up side perhaps I will get my homework for post-grad done and actually plan for the classes I teach! Love when everything in a story is resolved but always sad to see it end. Thanks to all the fantastic authors here on LJ.

New chapter of Holy S***

2012-08-13T19:24:16Z

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1301

Reviews are love!!

Jason Alexander on Aurora and gun control

2012-07-23T19:08:31Z

Alexander responds to negative responses to his Tweet in favor of gun control in the US. He makes excellent points, based on theUS CONSTITUTION. You know the document that the US government and legal system is based on?

Jason Alexander
http://tl.gd/if2nht

Elke's response to my request for clarification

2012-07-19T21:40:05Z

Hope this helps. I think she is saying there will be a raffle for those who have already purchased the DVD.

Deb

"Hello,

we decided to go forward with this deal to promote the sales which have decreased. We need to sell the DVD to be covering the costs, so we decided to do it this way.

For those, who have ordered the DVD in advance there will be the mentioned items raffled among them.

Hope that is understandable.

Elke

--
Elke Kriebel
Rise 'n Shine 2012 Cologne
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New chapter Holy S***

2012-06-28T02:35:39Z

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1301

Holy S*** new chapter

2012-05-20T03:48:57Z

yes, you are not imagining it, it is a new chapter of my story. Chapter 57.

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1301

Oh happy day!

2012-04-15T23:09:34Z

Today is a truly happy day...not only did the temperature on Cape Cod go above 60 but two of my favoritest writers posted updates!! What better way to spend my evening than reading the wonderful words of Besame_bj and Gaedhal? That's right you can't without getting off the couch and putting Season 2 ep 1 in the DVD player.

Off I go!

New Chapter..Holy S***

2012-03-05T01:05:54Z

Yes for those of you still reading I have posted Chapter 56 on MW.

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=1301&chapter=56

debv3 @ 2012-03-01T19:04:00

2012-03-02T00:04:37Z

debv3 @ 2012-02-21T16:43:00

2012-02-22T02:43:30Z

This is an interesting insight into Rick Santorum's thinking. As if his anti-gay position, pro-life positions were not enough to make me not vote for him!!

http://open.salon.com/blog/sarah_gale/2012/02/19/why_rick_santorum_would_have_killed_my_daughter_1

Dear Besame-bj....

2012-01-29T16:28:49Z

I was just reading the Snoopylicious stories and realized that yours were the very first fan fic I read... So thanks for the last 3 years of BJ fanfic addiction! Still live it and always look forward to your new postings. Thanks for having me on your f-list.