Why does my heart feel so bad?

data_nali @ 2011-12-27T23:27:00

2011-12-27T22:27:04Z

I feel real bad. I was waiting whole year to have a chance to use some more Christmas icons and look what happened. Christmas is over, there is no snow outside like Winter is cancelled and I haven't used any of my Christmas icons yet. So I'm writing this post just for the sake of using an icon. Yes, I am. See? Cause there's a Christmas tree and I still have a Christmas tree. It's only one day after Christmas, you know.

data_nali @ 2011-11-04T17:35:00

2011-11-04T16:34:51Z

No, I'm not dead. Just, resting. And reading fiction.

... the brothers are back!...

2011-09-23T20:02:36Z

source: http://wincestforbeginners.tumblr.com/

I'M SO EXCITED AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT I'M ABOUT TO LOSE CONTROL AND I THINK I LIKE IT!
THESE FEELING I HAVE INSIDE ME. GOD, I CAN'T! I HAVE TO WAIT ONE WHOLE DAY TO WATCH IT! FUCK!

...random thought is random...

2011-09-18T14:53:32Z

When I stared watching Alphas I learned that Cameron was a vampire in Supernatural. He was Luther in Dead Man's Blood. And he played in Still Life with Jensen.

A week ago S6 gag reel came out. One day when I was watching it in bed on my phone, and the screen is pretty small, I had a sudden thought. Isn't the djinn chick Nina from Alphas? I didn't even see her face in the gag reel and on my phone I could barely see her shape. I have no idea why the sudden thought but yes, it's the same actress! :D So now there are two Alphas who played in Supernatural and one agent! (Callum Keith Rennie who played the guide in Wendigo) :D

...no matter what happens I won't let you go...

2011-09-04T20:14:31Z

I like wincest. I do. So you can't really blame me that when I was watching Starcrossed few months ago I immediately thought of Sam and Dean. The boys in the movie look like them and their father clearly have some issues, just like John had. Only diference is their mother is alive. So this is like, what would be the life of Sam and Dean in a world with no demons. Minus the unhappy ending. Cause it's very unhappy. I want Sam and Dean to have a happy ending. They deserve it. Like noone else.

You can watch the movie here or download it from here.

Check out some nice screencaps under the cut ;)

It's ok, Sammy, I've got you.
dorky Sam and cool Dean :D
Sam and Dean on the hood on the Impala, looking at stars.
lazy movie night in one of the motels ;)

And since I've already mentioned Sam and Dean look-alikes...

source: tumblr

Yeah.. *stares dreamly* Life is good.

...plot bunny #1...

2011-08-27T18:44:35Z

I love night. Especially at summer time. The air is warm, the sky is clear, stars are shinning brightly... It's quiet and peacefull. It's dark and there is no-one out. I love it.

I wish there was someone I could share it with. I want to feel their arms around me, their head on my shoulder and their kiss on my neck. I want to sit on a bench, just starring at the sky.

I want to read a J2 story like that.

Or with a bit different ending. Summer time, warm air, slight dew on grass. Clear sky, brigth stars. Noone around. Two bodys entwined, making love on the grass.

Posted via m.livejournal.com.

...One Winchester, so many possibilities...

2011-08-18T20:56:12Z

source: tumblr

One Winchester, so many possibilities.

...fic me!...

2011-08-15T17:33:42Z

source: tumblr

Imagine what they could be doing earlier. Fic anyone?

...we've come to hug!...

2011-08-14T14:14:34Z

It's been a looong time since I've done recs. I wonder if I have anything saved for reccing? Let's check bookmarks. *after short search* Yeah, definitely worth reccing.

I'd Gladly Lose Me to Find You by flawedamythyst
In many stories Sam sacrifices himself to get Dean out of Hell. In many stories we get to read only about the outcome and how the boys struggle after Dean's return. This story shows exactly what Sam is doing to get Dean back and it's a huge amount of the story, not just a line or two. And that's good.

The Lie That Keeps You Warm (The Truth You’re Counting On) by aerithqoc
What I liked about this story is that even though it's 190 pages in pdf, it didn't feel like the story was streched out, too long. I wasn't tired by reading it. Everything had its place and purpose.

Times Like These by _doodle
Someone made me hate Jensen. I never thought it's possible but by the way Jared was telling his story I was ready to kick Jensen's butt, to put it mildly. I'm glad I didn't. *hugs Jared*

Under Falling Leaves by germanjj
I did not see this comming. Loved how we were in the dark along with Jared, left alone with Jensen's thoughts.

Hometown Boys by peggy_lane
Just a simple story : )

And last but not least, Along the Road to Anywhere by cherie_morte
Beautiful story with a beautiful and sad ending. You've been warned. Buy tons of tissues and have someone to hug when you're finished reading. It helps. I've been there.

And that's it for now : )

...I tattoo SPN...

2011-08-09T19:52:34Z

Something little I just made. Nothing to brag about. Really.

Told you. Made just for fun. I was bored.

...Calendar #2...

2011-08-08T19:40:31Z

I made another calendar. It's a bit diferent from my first one and has pics from mixed shows. And it's for ginnysweeney only. I hope she's enjoying it :) Here's a little preview.

...one hot guitarist to go...

2011-08-06T12:09:27Z

Danneel posted on twitter this picture of Jensen.

Holy motherfucker Batman! This man is sex on legs! So gorgeous! Jesus.

Guitar, tan, lightblue button down, very lose and sexy button down! rolled up sleeves, hair, some necklace, closed eyes, focused face, neck porn!

Can I have him for one night? Please? One day? One hour?

...Happy Birthday Jared!...

2011-07-20T19:50:13Z

I made three little drawings for Jared's bday yesterday, of course with mooses XD One of them is with me in his bday video. Thanks everyone for participating and see you next year! ;)

(this one on the right is actually a reindeer XD)

data_nali @ 2011-07-16T12:06:00

2011-07-16T10:05:30Z

credit: help?

...mr. april...

2011-07-04T21:00:07Z

Ladies and gents! I present you my very first Jared & Jensen calendar! \o/

I know it's been 6 months since 2011 started and I won't see half of pictures but I got this idea two weeks ago and some thoughts just won't leave you alone no matter what! To stay sane (as sane as I am) I had to make it. And now I'm sharing.

In the zip file you will find 12 months and 11 covers. You can use the covers or not. What I made for myself is a little desk calendar but
it can be just as well a wall or a notebook calendar. Or that popular CD case calendar, though the size won't fit...

If you want to make a desk calendar like mine, make sure the base is more than 4 cm wide ;) It can barely stand on 4 cm. 6 cm should be enough.

If you notice any mistakes (wrong day, typo, anything) please tell me!

Enjoy :)

Preview:

(I'm pretty sure that pretty J2 picture is from Tumblr but I have no idea who made it. If it's yours and you don't want me to use it, just say a word and I'll take it down)

Download links:

Jared and Jensen 2011 Calendar
Covers

Colors on my print out are pretty crappy, my color ink was ending :( Also, paper it's printed on isn't "brand new". Recycle, baby!

...motherf!...

2011-07-03T14:34:18Z

Why hello there Mr. Bruce W- YOU'RE JENSEN ACKLES!!

The smile, the crinkles, the gray sweater! Jensen should be next action hero. If Bruce could pull it off, so can Jensen. I really need to see him in something different than a horror movie.

...billion dollar baby...

2011-07-03T13:14:44Z

That's a very nice comback! \o/

...do you want me to die from nosebleed??...

2011-05-10T22:07:15Z

SOMEBODY PLEASE WRITE ME A STORY TO THIS GIF!!!

UNF!

Oh yeah, if it's yours just tell me and I'll credit : )

...date #21...

2011-05-06T16:29:20Z

*romantic place*

Do not disturb, little girl! We're on a date. Can't you see? Scram!

In other news. THEY'RE SHOWING IRIS ON MY TEEVEE!!! SEXY T.O.P WITH HIS SEXY SNIPER RIFLE!! AND SERENITY TOO!! <3 I'm starting to like Mondays. Even though Serenity is on Saturday, well on Sunday, but Iris starts on Monday so yay! \o/

...thoughts on Supernatural 6x19...

2011-05-01T22:02:34Z

Let's forget about the beginning and middle of the episode and focus on the ending.

AIDllSUDFG;iawebfalsbfg:ALEFHG;SHV IT WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

...CARRY EFFING ON!!...

2011-04-27T18:11:54Z

SUPERNATURAL GOT RENEWED FOR SEASON SEVEN!!!!
THE BOYS WILL KEEP ANGSTING AND I WILL GET TO ENJOY IT A YEAR LONGER!!!!

Holy alsdfhalkdfLWJEFlwakjfdl!

I just wish I was there when they announced that it's renewed for another season. Everyone was jumping from joy and fainting and I was sitting behind a desk doing paperwork :/

...you missed a spot....

2011-03-17T23:12:09Z

The French Mistake was a great episode if you're a meta lover. If you think episodes like this are done only because they have no other ideas, you won't like it no matter how funny it is. And it was hilarious! Supernatural is many things, and from time to time it's also a comedy. I prefer the horror (or maybe thriller) side of the show, but I can't lie that comedy didn't lure me in. Comedy might even be a bigger and more important factor if you ask someone why they watch and love Supernatural than horror.

As much as I enjoyed The French Mistake there was one thing that had me laughing out loud harder than the rest. And facepalming too. At the same time. Castiel's "I got all the weapons now *flash flash wings*" ...Did it look lame only to me? What's wrong with FX this season?! Special effects looked so much better three, four years ago. Aren't this things supposed to get better with each year? Isn't this how technology works? Or is it me who got so demanding? I don't remember ever complaining about the way ghosts were burning or disappearing in S1. But now? I see a head cut off and sliding and think "laaame"! ..Maybe because now it feels like they're doing it in the 'in your face!" style, showing things I don't necessarily need to see. It's like bragging. "Look, we can cut his head off!!" Yeah, you can. But it doesn't look good.

And the Castiel scene?

4x01 - Lazarus Rising. Awesome.

6x15 - The French Mistake. Facepalm.

See the difference?

...no other choice. icons #3...

2011-03-04T16:33:02Z

My little tribute to the best scene from Supernatural 6x15 The French Mistake. I'm not entirly sure if Sam says "that's" or "it's", so let's just pretend he says "it's", okay? :D

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Rules
- credit me in the usual way you credit anyone who made your icons
- comments are always nice even when they're bad
- don't judge me. I was bored.

...trying to be productive. icons #2...

2011-02-20T18:05:33Z

I blame these on boredom. And Valentine's and maybe even luciferxdamien. But mostly boredom.

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Rules
- credit me in the usual way you credit anyone who made your icons
- comments are always nice even when they're bad
- don't judge me. I was bored.

...heh, this is funny...

2011-01-19T09:23:05Z

Some things you only notice when they are right in your face.

This? It's brilliant!

[author of the icon will be added when I find you!]

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