Fire's journal

Back form uber-long hiatus...

2008-11-12T22:48:26Z

Well, I said that I was going to write weekly reports (???) on my weight loss, but yeah...so I'll try again:

Height: 5'2''
Weight: 171 lbs.
Lbs. Lost: --
Inches lost: --

Goal (Christmas): 155 lbs. or a size 9 (I wear an 11 or 13 now)
Goal (My 17th B-day, March 15, 2009): 115 lbs or a size 5-7

Same diet, same salad grenades, same weekly junk food burnings (XD...only because I am oh so very tempted when my family eats them), except now I have the WiiFit. Whoo-hoo!!! I love it!

darkfire649 @ 2008-10-22T08:16:00

2008-10-22T13:17:10Z

Ha...ha...I really hate school pictures.

In other news...I GOT A CAR!!!!!!! WO0T!! It's got a bunch of Bush/Cheny bumber stickers that I have to scrape off...and its messy...and it smells like my next door neighbor (it was hers), but all I need is a whole lot of activated charcol and febreze...and the alarm won't turn off, so it doesn't start, but other than that, YAY!!!! Now all I need is to get my license than I will be alright. ^_^

darkfire649 @ 2008-07-14T06:30:00

2008-07-14T11:34:08Z

I HATE YOUR STINKING GUTS VISTA!!!!! I WORK FOR 8+ HOURS ON TYPING SOMETHING OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD, AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAVE IT WHEN I WANTED YOU TO!!!!!!!!! AND YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A DOCUMENT RECOVERY?!?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! ALL THAT WORK FOR NOTHING!!!!! I WANT MY PIECE OF CRAP XP BACK. Work better or ima switch to mac...and you know how much i hate macs...

darkfire649 @ 2008-07-02T16:27:00

2008-07-02T22:01:07Z

Hey, guess what?

Only one more day until the first term of summer school is officially over, and I am so effin' happy. All I got was a ton of busy work. I didn't learn anything, and on top of that I have a project AND a "final" tomorrow (Which I'm fairly sure I'm going to fail).

I hate our teacher who wasn't even there half the time anyway. Tomorrow, we were supposed to turn in our meager projects and then watch a movie, but noooo....he won't be there so, instead, we get to take a test. Oh joy.

Which reminds me....I should be doing my project, but it is easy as pie and I could do it in an hour...tops. Two pages, typed and double spaced, on an issue in your area. Easy. There's the mass transit, and a whole bunch of other crap I can do.

Now, 3 weeks of Econ class, and I have credits for those two classes and I don't have to suffer another year with my American History teacher, Doyle. Oh god, I hated that teacher with a passion. ¡Qué mal! Ella necessita morir.

Yum...we're having chicken fajitas tonight. I can't wait.

This is one wacko (almost) summer...

2008-06-15T21:30:56Z

I mean, come on, it rains, then floods, then rains again, then sunshine like it never happened the next day. MAKE UP YOUR MIND WEATHER!!! Now it's bleh down here and tomorrow it will be ninety-something degrees out. I wish it would just stay sunny and 75 degrees out; that would be so perfect.

In other news, I start summer school tomorrow and the sad thing is that I'm actually looking forward to it. One week of summer vacation and I'm bored outta my skull. Makes me wish I had a car and my drivers license. A job would be nice too. Somewhere I can work part time on the weekends just to get a little bit of spending money, since I really can't ask my parents for any right now. I would go over to my friend's house, but its technically a school night and I have to go to chuuuurch tonight.

That's another thing, Church. HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!! I am Agnostic, not Catholic, so you damn Catholics, hell Christians in general, can shove your stupid bible and whatever other else you do up your freaking ass. I am tired of everyone trying to tell me that I need to do this and this so I won't go to hell or some other fucking godforsaken underworld shit.

How do people describe "god"? Never can be created or destroyed, no end and no beginning, cannot see him. That's just to describe a few, not the whole "SUPREME RULER OF THE UNIVERSE" crap. How do you describe energy? The exact same freakin' way. In my book "god" is nothing but energy. Are people just confusing one thing with another or is there something else at work? I don't know, you don't know, I don't think anyone knew, knows, or ever will know.

Feel free to disagree with me, but it my opinion and if I'm not mistaken, I have the freedom to speak my mind and believe whatever the hell I wanna believe in. And if I chose to not accept nor deny the fact that there is a god and you don't like it, JUST FUCKING DEAL WITH IT!!!!

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Phew. Well sorry for that sudden outburst, but I really needed to get that off of my chest.

Um, better news is in store I think...Uuuuuh. Oh yeah, I'm writing a story. It's a fantasy story about a continent called Atalina. This continent has two conflicting into two races: the Mortals and the Shifters. Mortals are essentially humans and Shifters are humans that can shift into animals. It is impossible to differentiate between the two of them unless of course the Shifter shifts. Anyway, the queen of Mansonia, a Mortal country, plans to invade the nearby Lion country. Unbeknown to her, a Hybrid named Morgan caught ear of their plan and tells the surprise plan to her king, Xero of the dark Phoenixes. And little by little, the whole entire continent is embroiled in war. FYI, a Hybrid is a child born of both a Mortal and a Shifter parent. The two races loathe each other and an interbreeding of the two is considered the ultimate taboo. To top that, Hybrids can't reproduce: they have the organs (^.*) but not the "cells", so to speak. Hated by all and loved by no one, though it is perfectly understandable.

OK I'd talk more but I'm talking to my friend so ttyl.

Randomrandomrandom

2008-04-30T02:06:24Z

I am not tired for maybe the first time in my life (okay a bit of an exaggeration, but for a school week, it isn't). And I didn't go to bed until midnight last night....or early this morning....or whatever. Plus I'm feeling a bit loopy. I should probably go and put my super-not-sleepy-creative-surge to good use and continue writing my book. I'd tell you what its about, but I don't need some idiot waltzing around and stealing my idea for his.

Eh, the hell with it. I have some things to talk about.

There's a new-ish girl in my school, Krissy. Don't get me wrong, she's alright and everything, but man, she hangs off me and treats me like I've known her since before the dinosaurs. Plus I think a lot of people at school now think I'm dating her or something like that. Oh god, I hope not. Sad thing is, I know for a fact that I am really the only one outside of the freshman class that will talk to her or hang out with her or something like that. She does get rather annoying though. Even my best friend tries to avoid me whenever she's around me. So I'm pretty much on my own when it comes to her. I'd tell her stop hanging on me so much, but I don't want to be mean. Even though I blow a lot of smoke, I really don't do anything, so that will probably be my biggest downfall.

Well, I'd type more, but I really don't want to.

See ya later,
Mizz Fire

Rant...

2008-03-08T05:04:46Z

Well, it is the weekend (finally) and I have a few weeks of crap to catch up on.

First of all, I frickin' hate book analysis (w/e the plural form is). I have two due on Monday and only one is done. On the other, I haven't even finished reading the book. Guess it's time for skimming and finding five random quotes scattered throughout the book again. I only got a "C" last time I did that. *Sigh* Oh well, I will be happy if I get a "C" in that class as a whole. It's African-American history, and I really don't try that hard in that class, cause IT'S NOT MY HISTORY!!! I know why they're making us take it, but I really don't understand. If I was really that interested in it, I would look it up on my own time. I'm much more interested in something like Roman or Greek mythology or Ancient cultures. My parents would kill me, clone me, then kill my clone if I got a "C" for any class though. That's the part that sucks.

Wow, only a sophomore, and already getting college stuff. But what I need is a school that offers gemology, geology, metallurgy, and sculpture classes. Well I kinda need those classes to become a jewelry designer. A professional one, not like the cheap stuff you find at Wal-Mart, I mean like Kay's or Jared, or something like that.

I connected with an old friend a few weeks ago, and we are getting to the point of becoming good friends again. We haven't talked since I was in the fifth grade. She's into most of the same music and things like that like I am. One thing that she thought would bother me was her being bi. I mean I really don't mind something like that. Just because she like some girls doesn't mean she hits on every one out there. That's what I don't get about people's fear of gays: they think that a lesbian will hit on every single girl out there, no matter what, same with guys. They are not like that for god's sake: you don't see every heterosexual out there hitting on everyone of the opposite sex, do you? What happened to liking someone for who they are? That's all bisexuality is, liking someone for who they are, without letting something like gender affect your love or compassion for them. Too bad we all live in a world where most ignorant people don't understand that.

0_o I really shouldn't get so worked up over my rants. It can't possibly be healthy. Oh well, talk to you later.

Bleh

2008-01-25T15:04:24Z

La escuela es muy aburrida.....ugh I wanna get out of here...and it's only second hour.
Ya know, if it wasn't for being in a school comp lab, I'd write more, but ze bell is gonna ring any moment now.

Mental note: E-mail that one chick in Hawaii tonite

darkfire649 @ 2007-12-09T21:36:00

2007-12-10T04:13:18Z

Hmm...what do I say now???

A big FUCK YOU to my ex! I've just realized that I wasted 5 months of my life with you. I feel so much better with you
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gone, if only I didn't have to see you again.

Well, now that I have that off my chest, let's see.
I have a new minor object of affection. I won't mention any names because that would spell bad for both of us. And I don't want to ruin what we already have in the way of friendship. And I know this person would never feel the same way that I feel. Unfortunately, my feelings are growing and getting worse, and I don't know how much longer I can hold out. I want to believe that I can hold these feelings in forever, 'cause I have and am still holding in feelings that I've not told ANYONE, but, in reality, I don't know....~~I hate love.~~

I wanna fucking kill every lovey-dovey song out there. They fucking get on my nerves.

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I've been thinking....I would love trying to be Wiccan. I have dabbled in it before, but I wonder....would I be a better witch than a Catholic? It's something worth trying. The bad thing about this, I couldn't tell my family about it. They expect me to be a good little Catholic girl and have like six children and crap like that. I couldn't do that. My ideas and my dreams are too different from yours.

The only regret that I have of this is that I can't, and won't, be able to measure up to what they expect me to be.

I feel so horrible....

2007-11-06T03:11:50Z

I just broke up with my boyfriend...*cries*

Really I didn't want to, but it's just been so fucking complicated, I couldn't stand it anymore. Plus, I really didn't feel the same way towards him that I did a few months ago. When school started, it's like he became a completely different person, one that I honestly didn't like that much. I really hope we can still stay friends.

I've been through hell these past few weeks, and I'm so fucking tired of it. I mean my brain has like been on overload. The mental pressure has been so heavy that I've actually had to cut myself a few times just so I could escape it. To be honest, I've taken a liking to making marks oon myself, the adrenaline rush is just so exhilarating and it allows be to escape my thoughts when things get really bad. I usually can just start writing, but this last month was just uuuuuuuuugh.

darkfire649 @ 2007-10-24T21:38:00

2007-10-25T02:53:06Z

I've been so off my game for these past two weeks it's not even funny.....seriously. Most of my classes have dropped to a "B" (a high "B", but whatever). And I've been extremely tired.....see I just yawned right now. I guess exhausted would be a better term to use. ~~My parents asked me if I was using drugs....I don't wanna become like those sad fuckers (even if I do feel sorry for them).~~ And I'm starting to lose interest in my boyfriend....even my friends noticed, especially Piña (fucking good guesser....guessed my next "crush"). Well he's not a crush per say, but I like him. He's kool, even if he does get stoned on a daily basis.....(inner voice: HYPOCRITE!!!!!!) Man I love my inner voice....I hate him, but he's never mislead me thus far.....this doesn't count all the times I haven't listened to him. I've even named him.....I can't remember what it is right now). LOL

I can't wait till this weekend, the school days are going by slow, but this week, if you look at it is going by fairly fast.

Eh whatever I still don't feel like talking that much.....I wanna sleep.

Ha ha, FE9 Time!!!

2007-10-23T00:16:05Z

Remember when I said I would do the whole FE8 paring list......guess what? I lied. FE8's just so freakin' boring. And it has the plain cookie-cutter characters. None had a personality that really stood out.

Ephraim=Hector
Erika=Eliwood
Larachael=Serra

Yadda yadda, they're basically the same with a few minor changes that make them even more drab.

I hate the gameplay also, unlimited training and each of the 'S' ranked weapons are super effective against the final boss. Hell, you could have all of your characters to level 20 by chapter 10 if you wanted to. Where's the challenge in that. Hard mode really isn't that much easier, just a few more monsters...whoop-de-fucking-do.

At least with FE7 and 9, hard mode actually posed a challenge and required you to THINK. FE7 HHM actually is a bitch if you think about it. I nearly pulled my hair out, they freakin' kept killing everyone. I'm one of those people that restart the entire chapter even if the boss is the only person left just because he killed one of my men. And FE9 HM wasn't as difficult as FE7, but you still had to plan all of your moves. With Sacred Stones HM, you could send a character in the middle of like 20 enemies, and by next turn, s/he wouldn't have a scratch on them.

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OK. Now that I've finished ~~one of~~ my rants for today. Let's get down to business. FE9 WHOO!!!!

Volke/Nephenee - I....have...no....fucking....clue. I read a fic on it and fell instantly in love with it. I REGRET NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus he needs a chick, and she needs someone ~~besides Calill (Not too fond of it anyway)~~.

Ike/Soren - Do I really have to explain this??? I can see the friends turned lovers, but not the I've-known-him/her-since-I-was-knee-high-to-a-grasshopper-and-now-I-want-to-screw-them kinda deal. This is a case of the friends turned lovers. And anyway, Soren doesn't have any other friend otherwise, so it makes sense. I'm all for the Stefan/Soren, but it's not popular with the general public. A few months ago, S/S was my absolute fav paring, but I could never find anything on them. There was a fic where Stefan raped Soren; it was good, but NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! I really really wish I could read anything on them ~~preferably one that didn't have Stefan ass-raping my Bishi and acting like a total bitch (I deal with plenty of those during the day).~~

Boyd/Mist - I've finally let Mist grow on me. I still don't like her that much, but she's alright. And Boyd makes the most sense out of all of them. Rolf seems a bit too young for her, and they seem more like the kind that view each other of playmates than a potential love interest. Mordecai.......that's just wrong on so many levels.

Oscar/Kieran - LOL, I just love this paring so much. It's so hilarious. I can see it now; Kieran: You shall never beat me. I will fuck you better than you fucked me. Oscar: *Thinking this will be an interesting night (or knight, whatever you want)* Many nights of a fangirl's heaven happen.

Haar/Jill - I honestly don't have any freaking idea....

And yeah.....I don't feel like typing anymore.....eh w/e.

Just 'cause I feel like complaining and typing at the same time...bleh

2007-10-14T03:52:08Z

Eh, it's a very rainy Saturday and there's nothing to do, so I thought I would go rant about my parings of choice/parings I hate/characters in gereral.

Ahem....I have waaay too much free time and my teachers are too damn lazy to give us h/w anyway.

Roy/Ed- I've kinda grown away from it. I mean I used to love this paring and everything, but it kinda got old. I don't even read much more FMA fanfiction in general. Except for Decent by ZaKai on FF.net, that is an awesome story. This is still my #1 paring in FMA, though.

Roy/Riza- Bleh....if one day I decide to read a straight-Roy fic...

Ed/Rose- I think this is actually tied with Roy/Ed....I love this paring.

I think the whole Ed/Winry is stupid. Then again I think the whole childhood-friends-turned-lovers is stupid. It's like marrying your brother or sister, except it's not looked down upon and people ACTUALLY think its cute. *Laugh* I guess it's a bit hypocritical of me to like the Al/Winry paring then. Well....as with all rules, there are exceptions....and they actually have compatibility.

Havoc and Riza really need to get together. Havoc's just so hopelessm and Riza....well, I don't know...they seem so cute together.

.................Ok, I really can't talk about FMA, it just doesn't intrigue me anymore.

Fire Emblem (I could rant on for hours and hours on this)
First, Rekka no Ken

Eliwood/Fiora- I hate (hate, hate, hate) Ninian, so she's put of the question. Ninian is too much of a Damsel in Distress. I mean, come on she gets captured every time you blink, and she's always fainted/asleep/injured/whatever. Then she dies....the best moment of the game, but noooooo IS had to make her come back to life right before you finish the game, then you don't even get to use her for the final boss, so all the people she supported with are fruitless ~~not like she could keep up with them anyway.~~ Argh, she's just like Mary-Sue, always getting captured and having her "knight-in-shining-armour" come rescue her from all the weak bad guys.
I don't mind Eliwood/Lyn, but eh, it's kinda hard to say for them; she's better than Ninian, but those two just don't seem....right for each other.
So, that leaves Fiora...they have similar personalities, and well, they just seem more compatible and probable than the other two. I know that the game leaves hints leaning towards Eli/Nini, but it seems (to me) more one-sided than anything else.

Hmmm....Hector.....I like both Lyn and Farina. I mean if you thought Eli/Nini was obvious, then what would you call Hector/Lyn??? The only other person that I would pair with Hector is ~~Eliwood~~ Farina just 'cause it's like Hector/Lyn except there aren't any in-game hints (I mean it isn't obvious outside of the supports) and it's funnier (never mind that I like Farina better than Lyn). I support Hector/Eliwood because 1. I can and 2. Eliwood's a weeping uke that doesn't grow any balls 'til the end of the game (well after his father dies).
The only person, other than Hector, I would pair Lyn up with is Florina. That paring's pretty obvious also. Don't even get me started on Rath. He doesn't seem at all interested in her, so why even try? And whoop-de-fucking-doo, they both are from Sacae, so they must belong together, right? WRONG!!!!! Just because you were born in the same place means nothing. The whole princess and knight cliche is overused to the 10th degree, so that's why I hate Kent/Lyn. You deserve to be shot, cloned, then have that clone shot if you even MENTION Wil or Wallace as a possible paring for her.

Legault/Heath- Yes, my reason for supporting them is partly on the supports, Legault is obviously hitting on Heath, even if he denies it. Heath just denies his feelings (*wink*). Opposites attract as they say, except these guys aren't that opposite; they both are outlaws, both the leaders of their respective "places-of-being" (I have no idea what you would call it) have changed and they don't like it, and they both regret what they have done in the past, so maybe they need each other as a source of redemption for themselves. I'm not totally against the Legault/Isadora Heath/Vaida parings, but this one just seems the most likely out of all. Heath/Priscilla, eww, just eww, she likes her BROTHER like THAT for crying out loud. To me, it's very possible that she's trying to find a replacement in attempt to fill that void she feels for her brother, and that's kinda using him (I feel that way for all of her parings).

Matthew/Guy- First off, their supports are hilarious and that counts for something.
Matthew lost the love of his life and he's just bottling up his feelings; Guy has a bond with him (yeah, I'm talking about the oath), but as the game progresses, you can tell that the bond sorta, in an indirect manner, gets deeper to almost a friendship. In a complicated way, Guy is really the only ~~kinda forced~~ friend Matthew has. I mean, Hector views him as nothing more than an employee, Legault, eh it's more of an understanding than anything, Serra's too bloody oblivious to take anything seriously (and working with a spy, not gonna work), Oswin's just eww. And Guy, well, the only other one I personally would consider would be Rath ~~but then who would Wil get.~~

Jaffar/Nino- Nino changed him, nothing more can be said about it. She gave him a heart, helped him realize that he could be his own person; without Nino, Jaffar would still be nothing more than a puppet in Nergal's grand scheme of things. Those two are, without a doubt, one of the most passionate and deep parings out there.

Kent/Sain- Kent can control Sain better than any woman could, oh God I would hate to see Sain without Kent. Sain gives Kent that little bit of insanity ~~headache~~ that he needs and keeps him from being too much of a prick. This is also a case where opposites attract actually works; they are complete opposites, yet they have that unknown thing that just makes them go together like peanut butter and jam ~~actually that sounds really good right now, PB and strawberry jam on wheat bread, yum~~.

Rath/Wil- Opposites attract...and Wil just has that oblivious charm that no one seems to hate ~~not with a passion anyway~~. (I love Wil, he's just like me in so many ways)

Canas/Erk- Ah, the forbidden fruit is so tempting, isn't it? Canas is married, Erk's a minor, they're both guys, sometimes you can't not take a bite of the fruit. And wrong is just so damn right at times.

Lowen/Rebecca- Lowen is a baffoon, and Rebecca seems like the one that would keep him on his toes and the such. And think of the meals they would create, yum, I would so be there to eat their food.

Eh, I'm getting kinda sick of this, the only paring that I didnt' say that I didn't like was Kent/Fiora, they're basically clones of each other, it gets boring after a while. Being different makes you appreciate the things that you do have in common, and it keeps things interesting.
Tomorrow (or my next entry) will be FE8 ~~now to go play the game so I actually remember it.~~

darkfire649 @ 2007-09-18T21:20:00

2007-09-19T03:09:49Z

Man, a month and a half of not getting on Livejournal.....that's a new record for me. SCHOOL FINALLY STARTED....and yes, I am one of those nerdy people that can't wait for school to start after 2 weeks of summer vacation......or any vacation for that matter. And well, I don't like some of my classes, but who doesn't.
Here's my schedule (not like anyone would care anyway):

First period - Foundation of Art. Eh, some of the projects are boring, but nice way to start the day.
Second period - Geometry. I dislike the teacher.....so very much. She doesn't even understand half the things she teaches us. Plus I think she has a permanent case of PMS.

Third period - Literature. (Ha Ha I won't tell you which level). I thought the English teacher would be sort of hard assed, but this is a really easy class.....we don't even get the freaking heavy textbooks. (YAY!!!)

Fourth period - Team Sports. I didn't even sign up for this, but it's easy, you wear your gym uniform everyday and that's it, you don't even have to be active or anything like that. And it's only for a semester, so it's not that bad. Next semester is African American History.
Fifth period - American History. Today we only had a half hour after lunch to complete a 100 point + test. That wouldn't have been so bad if we didn't have to write an essay for all 12 questions. I had to miss a fourth of sixth period to complete it.
Sixth period- Spanish 2. I love this class, and I love foreign languages. I plan on learning another language in college, in addition to this one and English.
Seventh period - Chemistry. Eh, this class is actually a bit hard, but once you get the hang of it, it's actually very easy. So far I've died, be set on fire, sent to the hospital, and died of poisonous vapors (at least according to my chemestry teacher.

Lunch: Yes, this classifies as a subject....w00t second lunch shift, but the tables are ALWAYS dirty when my friends and I get there. It's disgusting.

I also have six of my seven classes with people that I can actually talk to, and that makes my school day a whole lot better. It was better than last year when I only had 3.

Now that I'm done talking about school, I shall move on to a different, more pleasing subject......bitching about how bad my day was. School wasn't that bad, but my dad wouldn't let me go over to my boyfriend's house...it wasn't that I really cared, but he didn't even give a reason, he just said no before I could even finish asking the question. So, what I did was read.....alot. Which is something that I do often, but w/e, I was bored. Yelling makes me feel better, I don't know why, but it does. This was the reason I yelled a lot today.

Oh, my bus driver changed my whole bus route....the first stop now is the last and vice versa. We now get to school at 6:40, as opposed to 7:00. FUCK YEA!!! Beat the metal detector rush, plus it gives me chance to complete any homework that I just so happened to miss the night before.

*Sigh* I really miss my boitoi.....I see him everyday at school, but I MISS him. I miss the way he holds me. I miss the way he kisses me, both his passionate kisses and his loving kisses. I miss the way he tells me he loves me. I miss the lover-boy side of him. I love his playful, smart-ass side, but I love his loving side the most. I haven't been able to see his lover side for over a month, with school and various parental interruptions. Boys and love are a hard habit to break when you are sorta spoiled by it. It's been nothing but quick hugs and maybe a kiss or two.

Well, I need to get to bed. Early bird catches the worm as they say.....or they don't miss the bus. I now have to get up at 5, which is something that I need to get used to, I appreciated the extra half hour of sleep I got not even 2 days ago.

Adios and Buenas Noches.

Random randomness

2007-07-29T06:14:43Z

Well, where to start....summer is REALLY getting boring; I mean come on....3 months straight of no school, very boring. I am REALLY looking foward to the first day of school. Plus I'm no longer gonna be new to my school, and I have a bf, so it's all good.

Ugh...I am SO sick and tired of amusement parks and swimming....done waaaay too much of both this summer...there was this one time I went to an amusement park 5 (!!) times in one week, all with different people, but still...And you know how your stomach does a flip when you ride a roller coaster or something like that...yeah, mine didn't the 5th time I went. But nooo, I have to take my little sis to one for a, according to mom, 'sister date', plus my bf still wants to take me swimming (with his family *_*, I'm not looking foward to being alone w/ them. It's bad enough when I go over to his house).

As a matter of fact, he invited me to the movies around 8 p.m. saturday to go see the new HP with his entire family and his grandmother, and we wouldn't be back till like midnight...I was like O.o cause I know that my father would never agree to that, he even said 'no negotiations' (To be honest, I nearly hugged him for that...cause I don't like his fam that much and well, they were gonna watch HP (I hate that series), so I didn't want to go anyway. Not that I'd ever tell him I'm not too fond of his fam (I know they don't like me anyway, so the feelings are mutual).

And speaking of my bf (even moreso than I already have, lol), he said some things to me that made me go 'WTF'...I mean I could tell what he wanted to do with me, but I'd never expect him to say it to me, and we've only been dating for about, *does mental count*...2 months (it actually feels kinda good to say that). I told my older sis, Fil, and she said, '....*O.o* wait till you're older, then you can go at it all you want,' I nearly decked her one for that one (It's not that I don't want to, but for her to tell me that when I'm older I could go at it all I want, well it shocked me coming from her mouth).

Well, that's all I'm gonna say for now...TTFN

P.S. I'm really starting to enjoy the make-out sessions with him (not that you need to know that)

hmmm....

2007-06-28T01:46:20Z

I. Am. So. BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Summer vacation is really starting to suck. I mean, you look foward to it every year, then, when it gets here, you almost beg to go back to school. That is how I'm feeling right now.

Yesterday, I felt sick, and my boyfriend was doing...something, helping his friend move into his new house, I think. So, when I wanted to IM him, he wasn't there. *Sigh* I really miss him right now, what I wouldn't give to hug and kiss him. He asked me today if I wanted to go to the movies this weekend, and I will say yes. LOL, last weekend, He, My friend, and I went to Fantastic Four, and it was CRAZY. Well, I found out that you should never hold hands for long periods of time, my hand cramped up something fierce, same with his.

Hmmm.................I think I might start posting a story I've written here, well after it gets out of the editing stages. Original story.

darkfire649 @ 2007-06-10T10:07:00

2007-06-10T15:54:11Z

Um...Wow, it's been a long while since I've posted here. And, boy, don't I have a lot to say.

First off, School is out. SUMMER VACATION!!!!!!! Well for 2 weeks, then I attend summer school. I'm takinng Spanish 2 so next year, I don't look like a complete retard. MAybe I should've taken Geo for math, but there's no time to enroll for that now. 7 hours of Spanish everyday for 5 weeks straight. And then my friend Philippine and I are looking for a summer job at Burger King.

Fuck McDonald's, I find BK much better. And well, since most like to go to McDonald's rather than BK, I have a feeling that we have easy pickings.

Whatever money we earn this summer, we plan to use it to go on a major shopping spree at the end of summer, before school begins again.

Last week, a boy asked me out, and of course i said yes. Oh God, I swear. I'm still trying to figure out what posessed me to say yes. He's not much to look at, and before he asked me out, he wasn't that sweet before he asked me out, but he has that one quality that you like, but you can't put find the right word to describe it.

Hell, earlier in the year, around late December, early January, winter break, he annoyed me so fucking much, I vowed to never talk to him ever again. That didn't exactly work out, did it?

Apparently, he considers hitting me in the head his version of flirting. I still have the bumps to prove it. He did that to me for pretty much the entire year, so you can kinda guess how long he's thought about asking me out.

He had a very odd of going about it. It involved going to the auditorium for 3 days during 2nd hour and him beating around the bush and then, the third day, after the bell rang, he casually asked me and I said yes. Then things just progressed from there. I sure hope that this isn't just some summer romance and only for a few weeks. I really like him.

Fuck it, i don't want to talk anymore. Bye

~Mizz Fire~

darkfire649 @ 2007-04-29T20:51:00

2007-04-30T02:16:34Z

I feel so horrible. I lost my cell phone and my mom is getting all pissy about it.

But, i think it's in the couch, but first, our guest have to leave. My God, It's 9 over here, on a Sunday. They are watching Night at the Museum while I am typing, well this. The movie is interesting, but I've already watched it once this week.

Hte guest are a few family friends. HTe daughters came over and when their father came over to pick them up, my parents invited them to dinner and one thing led to another, so they ended up staying and watching a movie.

You know, come to think of it, I still have history homework to do, and I have it first hour. Looks like I'm staying up late.

Next weekend, if I don't work I think I'm going to start working on a multichaptered FE9 fic. It's going to follow the whole storyline of the game, but I'll elaborate it so that it doesn't lack feeling.

Yay, I didn't go to work this weekend. Didn't have to, but I have a feeling that I'll work nest weekend. If not, I'm going to the amusement park with my friend Melissa and possibly my friend Philippine.

That's all for now.

darkfire649 @ 2007-04-18T16:30:00

2007-04-18T21:48:39Z

Well, School is boring as hell, as usual. This week is MAP testing (That should give you some clue as to what state I live in) and the juniors are taking it. We have first hour for 30 min. and second hour for a looooooong 2 hours. We also have to do this next week when the sophmores take it.

I'm really starting to get the pre-work jitters. I start this Saturday, 9-5. That's not fair, because my sister has to work from 5 p.m. to 1 a.m. Friday night. Think I'm nuts for saying that it's not fair. She gets to work when its cool outside, no sun beating down on her, AND no one will be there. No people there=not as much trash on the ground, which=not as much work (especially those bathrooms *shudders*) NOT looking foward to that.

I have myself a new bishi, since Soren is now not as nice looking ~~and is taken by Ike~~. It is *drumroll* BOYD! Great, I've gone from smart to dumb in a matter of seconds.

...Ah the hell with it. Soren is still number one, followed closely by Boyd and Rhys in Number three. And that's only for FE9.

For FE7, it's Legault, Hector, then Wil.

FE6: Hugh, Rei, Lugh.

I've stopped playing FE8 a long time ago, but Saleh...*thinks*...um...Ross, and...ah, this is hard...Glen.

I'm tired, think I'm going to go to bed. It's only 5, but lack of sleep is not good for anyone.

'night.

~Mizz Fire~

darkfire649 @ 2007-04-09T19:28:00

2007-04-10T00:43:01Z

Man today passed by so quickly, I can't believe its nighttime here.

Aaaaaaaaaand I am so fucking bored. Necessito hacer la tarea para la clase de espanol. 30 point assignment (not a whole buch, but enough to put a dent in my grade, especially with it being so early in the quarter) and its due tomorrow.

I think I'll do my tarea para la clase de espanol now, then I think I'll write.

Spanglish for the win. Engliese too.

Funny moment: In Spanish class, someone didn't know what dog meant in Spanish, so he said 'dogo.' Way to put a Spanish ending on an English word. At least he didn't say embarasada, mpreg FTL.

I might start putting some of my posts in Spanish, just to practice.

I also want to start learning Japanese. Tomorrow I'll finally start the program my mother bought.

darkfire649 @ 2007-04-05T22:21:00

2007-04-06T03:37:10Z

Whoo, sorry. Haven't updated in like forever.

Ha, school sucks...ass. Tests, tests, and more tests. And algebra...OH. MY. GOD...we now have to do lessons on the computer. That's not too bad, but the woman that teaches it, she is so fucking confusing. My regular algebra teache is just as bad. WE NEED TO GET MY MATH TEACHER FROM LAST YEAR!!! Man, I loved his classes; you understood everything he said and he was hilarious, he had so many jokes and stories it wasn't even funny.

Okay, I need to calm down.

*Deep breath* Whoo...

Now, PLEASE IS, release Fire Emblem. I have a feeling that it won't hold a candle to FE7, but I want to play it for the sake of playing it...*andIwannagetthatIke/Sorenending*

My sister and I made a bet, I have to finish FE9 in less than ten hours. If I lose, I have to dress up as Roy from FMA, eyepatch and all, and wanlk around the mall. On top of that, I have to take my little sis into *enter pause for dramatization* LIBBY LOU'S (yuck, yuck, yuck) and buy her a makeover. Good thing is that if I do beat it in less than 10 hours, she has to do the exact same thing, except she will dress as Sasuke.

She says that she will win, but I WILL make her eat those words. She looked setback when I said that I only had 2 1/2 hours in 12 chapters.

yawn

2007-03-19T21:43:03Z

I am, once again, tired as all hell. But this time I have an excuse: my new puppy keeps waking me up in the middle of the night...to go to the bathroom. At least 3 times a night.

I love him; he was my b-day present on Thursday. His name is Baron and he is a begal/dachshund mix. Sooooooo cute, I wish you all could see him.

You know the one thing that annoys the hell outta me: people who flame yaoi because its 'wrong' and is so against God. I get so worked up over it because it is just...ahh I can't stand it. I believe in God, but, regardless, I ADORE yaoi. Don't get me wrong, I love het and yuri too, but yaoi is my passion.

I also love action and adventure stories. But the genre that I read the most, besides smut, or rather I read this just as much as I do smut, is angst. Putting characters in torture and making them as miserable as possible, sometimes, but not always, in death. No I am not emo, but I do consider myself gothic: into pain and black and misery.

My favorite time period for the setting in stories has to be the midevil and victorian eras. Though fantasy worlds are cool too. Places without guns and shit like that, just almost hand to hand, except with a weapon. Magic is to DIE for. Ya know with all the sparkly stuff coming from the hands and the orbs that appear outta nowhere, yeah.

Ya can tell I'm tired, I start off talking about my new adorable baby (well, puppy, but he's MY baby), but end up talking about magic. I've been so slow today, seriously I couldn't pay attention in any of my classes. In history, my group and I were supposed to be working on a project that is due tomorrow, but instead we talked about everything but that. In guitar class, I worked for a grand total of...15 minutes on a song, rest of that tme was spent staring off into space. Biology, I was supposed to do a lab in my module, my partner decided to skip class, I think, but I just counted the ones in the example on the computer. Health, I never do anything, but my friends had to snap me out of it more than once. Algebra, HATE HATE HATE, I could barely keep my eyes open. Literature, I was one of the only people that actually read the book that we were supposed to over spring break, so I went to the library and read stories at FF.net, descretly of course. Spanish, I think that that was the only class I mildly paid attention in.

I'm still mad at my Spanish class: I took 6 LONG years of Spanish, most of it with the same teacher, but I'm still in Spanish one. That's because I learned the same stuff year after year after year AND my last school didn't even document it, I shoulda been in espanol 2, but nope. I am so fucking glad that I do not ever have to step a foot into that school ever again. Shoot, I coulda been in Geo, but my last school didn't even have classes; it was math and language arts and history, jumping from one thing to another. And my parents wouldn't take me out, no matter how many times I asked (I don't beg), 'cause 'it's one of the best schools in KC. You should be honored to go there. They get the best test scores in the city and are in the top 10 for the state.' Yeah, whatever, now I feel like the dumb one in my high school. Oh well, I have friends that are in the same position.

Is it okay for me to want to punch the shit out of something and make my hand bleed? I think not, but that's what I want to do.

...This was way longer than I had intended it to be.

Feeling indifferent

2007-03-14T16:54:01Z

Meh, there's nothing to talk about, really. My sis is asleep (lazy *****) and it's spring break (and I can't drive). But, ya know what, tomorrow, my dad is going to teach me how too drive 'cause tomorrow is my b-day. Yay!! I can't wait. I'm going to have my two best friends over and we are going out to eat. I'm thinking TGIFriday's, but it could very well change in the next...30 hours I have until we actually go.

Spring break is boring. I wish I could be like my parents, going to Hawaii, THE DAY AFTER MY B-DAY. They get to go on a seven day cruise while my siblings and I go to school, well not my little sis, she gets pulled out a week to go to my grandma's house. Lucky brat.

What could I get away with while they're gone? *contemplates on all the possibilities* Yeah, I'm going to think about this a bit more. TTFN (ta ta for now)

ajkfklajeinv

2007-03-06T02:21:30Z

I'm feeling...indifferent. Nothing.

They screwed over Soren's outfit in the new one. WHAT DID THEY DO TO MY EMO BISHI?!?!?!? His outfit gets lighter with every promotion, and that cape in his sprite makes him look...ugly and fat.

If you want spoilers for the new FE, read on. If not, whatever. These have been confirmed, so don't say I am lying.

1. The BK is Zelgius. http://youtube.com/watch?v=r_LrCGc8CDU
2. Everyone save Largo from the last game is playable. http://www.rupa-rupa.com/fe/souen/top.html#akatuki
3. Ike has been on steroids. http://i58.photobucket.com/albums/g253/shiekie/Ike.png
4. The final boss is Altina, yes the light goddess.
5. Michayah (sp?) is a branded and the dark goddess resides in her. http://www.eternalemblem.net/mky.jpg
6. Holy Shit, look at King Deingsea, one of the final bosses. http://newphoto.1t1t.com/usr/c0/75122/1173026165_4.jpg
7. Sephrian is evil and he has wings. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v139/VincentASM/FE10/elran.jpg
8. Altina can duel weild Ragnell and Alondite http://newphoto.1t1t.com/usr/c0/75122/1173026165_8.jpg
9. There is a new type of laguz and another Heron. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v139/VincentASM/FE10/nindori2_3.jpg
10. This has a whopping 44 chapters.

sleepysleepysleepysleepysleepy...

2007-03-04T04:51:50Z

So far, this weekend has been one of the best in a loooooong time. Yesterday, I stayed over at at a friend's house and we watched Pet Cemetery (sp?) and Titanic...well most of it anywho. Today that same friend and another one came over to my house and we played on my Wii, had pizza, and watched Saw III and Mulan II. But, I have church tomorrow and no doubt my dad will get on his soapbox at least once. Definitely not looking foward to the latter, worst punishment in the world, listening to someone speak in a monotonous voice for 20 minutes for something that would have taken, what, maybe 20 seconds.

I cannot believe this, my parents are going to Hawaii and they aren't taking me, and it is the day after my birthday. That is so not fair.

Random comment before I go to bed: I am finally starting to type fast, not that I am a slow typer, but I've had no formal training, and I've only been working on it for six months. I still am in the habit on looking at the keyboard, but I'm getting way better.