Boys

At first I was pretty sure I was totally over him but now I miss him.  He told me he still wanted to be my friend and that "I mean the world to him" but obviously he lost his world b/c he hardly acknowledges me anymore.  Except for on MSN Messenger and that is what I find the most annoying...he acts all sweet and lovey on there but in person he acts as if he barley knows me much less that we spent every day together for 5 stinkin' months.  Obviously what he meant by friends isn't actual "friends" but more like acquaintances...which I don't understand how you can go from "loving" someone to ignoring them within one day???? especially if they "mean the world" to you?!?!?!  I also don't really know how I went from being totally ready to move on back to about to tell him how much he hurt me in about 5 hours...maybe because when we went to the mall he was apparently there and I didn't know until Dustin told me and then I realized "wow I spent my whole weekend with Dustin and Alison & at Spring Show and didn't talk to him once" then BOOM here comes the freight train all like DERRRRRRRRR-DERRRRRRRRRR and now I'm really depressed and sad...I keep reading the MSN convo like that will lead me to some answers which I know it won't so I don't know why I keep doing it.