ねえﾏﾏ..今夜でｻﾖﾅﾗ　その血で目覚める....帰れる子宮は無い

My tweets

2012-02-28T11:01:08Z

Mon, 14:46: on friday toothchan has to leave me forever. toooothchaaaaan noooooes
Mon, 15:29: suck out.....BAAAAAAAAAAH NOW I ONLY HAVE THESE THOUGHTS THANKS TO @Counti >__<
Mon, 15:40: the horny moment in a month......fu >___< lol
Mon, 15:47: 栄喜って吸い尽くしたい(・∀・)　どういう意味か？　秘密なの！
Mon, 16:07: RT @Counti: Neuer Blog Eintrag: Vampir-Doci: http://t.co/sMMGeHjF
Mon, 16:07: RT @Counti: Neuer Blog Eintrag: Docis geiler, blauer Stein: http://t.co/QpgzDHTX
Mon, 17:28: 次回、夜中の歌舞伎町見に行きたい！なんだか危なくてもかまわないよ。ブスなら大丈夫だから！
Mon, 17:35: 味がどうかな？　コーラか？カルピスか？ XXだから、確かにおいしいと思う.....あまいあまいあまいあまいｗｗｗｗｗｗ
Mon, 17:48: 愛してもいいかい？？？♪　触ってここに触ってー　はいはいはい(・ε・)
Mon, 18:00: 変態な日.....>_<;

Mon, 19:25: C'est un peu difficile....o__o
Mon, 20:02: ANOTHER第8話なう！
Mon, 20:31: Watching another (8/12) http://t.co/7e2ok4os #mydramalist
Mon, 20:35: 栄喜に好きだと言ってみると、一瞬驚いたような表情をしましたが、その後頷いてキスをしてきました。 http://t.co/SQPvDF3j 　ﾜﾛﾀｗｗｗｗｗｗ　∩ﾟ∀ﾟ∩
Mon, 20:38: Dociに好きだと言ってみると、頬を薄く朱に染め嬉しそうに微笑みながらこちらを優しく抱き締めてきました。 http://t.co/SQPvDF3j うわぁあああ私は可愛すぎ(・ε・ )
Mon, 20:47: 【Doci 】ニックネームぱみゅ、血液型O、出身地東京、好きな食物アイスクリーム、趣味囲碁。 #123dada http://t.co/whbIo8mc 　絶対やー！( ；´Д｀)
Mon, 20:57: Dociの心の色は「純白」です。根っからの善人。誰にでも優しい。天使のような人。誰とでも相性は良い。 http://t.co/qs47JzbZ 　JA ABER HALLO! もちろんです！
Mon, 22:29: 眠いよ(>3<) おやー
Mon, 23:22: I think I am too harsh to myself. 自分の身体に自信を持ってる必要ばっかだ♪( ´θ｀)ノオケ～!!! またおやすみ。いい人間になるまでどれくらいの時間かかるのでしょうか。嫌いだ
Tue, 05:02: Tired booooeeeh

Tue, 05:49: Long annoying school day baaaah at least I only have to endure 3 days
Tue, 06:28: Thanks to @Counti still only daydreaming about aussaugen *yawns* lol
Tue, 07:10: Ok presentation is tommorrow then I guess xD at least I hope so. lol
Tue, 09:20: Coffee time x)
Tue, 09:43: Today is aback-tag! Juchuu -.-
Tue, 09:43: RT @mucc_tatsuro: う！ん！こ！ RT @endo_jp: @mucc_tatsuro い！

My tweets

2012-02-25T11:01:07Z

Fri, 13:05: When I am home I need to continue my presentation for Monday again.Nice weekend oh and another presentation thingy too. Happy weekend Doci
Fri, 13:22: Today it's cloudy. Baeeh
Fri, 13:31: Unglaublich die Verkaufen hier sogar am Arsch der Welt die animania im kaufland lol
Fri, 13:32: Mein Bauch tut weh weil ich hungrig bin aaaaw
Fri, 13:43: It's not cold but extremely windy. *flies away*
Fri, 13:44: I got an extra kinder maxi king for free in 3 in 1 package. I am happy o.o more calories for free yaaaay
Fri, 13:47: Oh no it's Friday which means train will be full like Japanese subway at rushing hour(~_~;)
Fri, 16:08: headache..ouch ;_;
Fri, 16:30: RT @Counti: @D0CI dann trinken wir uns wenigstens nichts weg
Fri, 16:59: Completed hetalia (48/48) http://t.co/fVH3rWv #mydramalist

Fri, 20:57: 出血多量で死ぬかな...いや、違う。潜水艦に助けてもらうようにしよう！
Fri, 22:17: Greece is so right. We want to create the 4th REICH! seriously fuck you. your ingratitude is awesome...
Fri, 22:32: ギリシア人がむかつく！恩を受けてもありがたいと思っていないお前らは本当に怪物みたいなバカやろなんだ！酷すぎる！！もうナチスドイツとか第四帝国にならねぇよ！
Fri, 23:08: http://t.co/2hb3CPpN wow greece <3
Sat, 03:16: Good night v.v

My tweets

2012-02-04T14:43:33Z

Fri, 16:47: tired. today was a fucked up work day. if one person is lazy everything is screwed up. thats why I HAD NO BREAKFAST. thank you
Fri, 16:48: anyway i am going to sleep now X_X I dont care for anything right now.
Sat, 05:37: slept like more than 13 hours...and its still SNOW SNOW SNOOOOOOW...snowing doesnt stop....eew T_T
Sat, 05:38: and I am getting ready for another day of work with the hope that today becomes better
Sat, 05:40: well then

Мои твиты

2012-02-02T11:01:10Z

Ср, 16:44: RT @Laughbook: What I hate most about Twitter: finishing a good tweet, having -1 characters left, and then having to decide which gramma ...
Ср, 16:49: まだまだ雪が降らない。
Ср, 17:29: bored..time to kick some asses on suikoden again ^^;
Ср, 18:47: 29 characters left to get...puuuh but I am already playing this game for fucking 40hours of my life! LOL and no I need a break XD
Ср, 19:24: AAAAAAAAH I FEEEL SO OLD RIGHT NOW! TURNING 24 THIS YEAR OH NOES T___T
Ср, 19:36: 栄喜がスマスマに出ないが、日本のTHE BACHELORに出るでしょう！とにかく、そういうこと見たいｗｗｗ
Ср, 20:15: ホテルまま！　-> 人気ホテル
Ср, 21:20: the bachelor *__* schleimbolzen Paul juchuuuu
Ср, 21:52: found an old pic of myself from 2006 http://t.co/A8KNDPon I look so p0rn! *_*
Ср, 23:01: choo choo train~~~~ ♬

Ср, 23:08: always lovin' you KANASHIMI blue~~~ ♬　懐かしい♡
Ср, 23:44: 愛してるーーーあっちゃん♡ http://t.co/v0NaTYUx
Ср, 23:58: "THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO "BEFORE YOU DIE:01. shake hands with Hideki and tell him the truth about my evil me.." THIS! I MADE YAY MEME!XD
Ср, 23:59: no browsing through old blog entries is really amusing ^^;
Чт, 00:01: no more entries now hmm >-<
Чт, 00:27: 超太った...てめぇｗｗｗｗ
Чт, 01:11: Doci x Counti - Wie immer über Hideki LOL XD: Doci Σ(￣。￣)ﾉ: frag mich wann endlich hideki in meinem lj vorkommt♔... http://t.co/aSMyFP70
Чт, 01:52: Looks like someone got fat here HAHAHA: credits: http://t.co/UQbFo9Y9 at this belly *pokes it* (・∀・)/... http://t.co/LheFrOs8
Чт, 05:11: suddenly I got tired..good night @_@
Чт, 05:31: 突然機嫌がまた....変わってしまった.....: 時々そんな機嫌変わりが.....めんどい。たまに去年栄喜が言ってくれた言葉が気になる...『それから、俺の初めて出来たドイツ人の友達だからねこれからも、ながくよろしくな。』... http://t.co/dKtB7Mba

Чт, 11:01: My Top 3 #lastfm Artists: Nobuo Uematsu (11), がんばれ！キッカーズ OST (4) & L'Arc~en~Ciel (2) http://t.co/iZfBoiSU

My tweets

2012-01-30T12:29:34Z

Sun, 23:17: Nightshift guy was never weirder. Now he wanted to invite me for a meal. At his place or what lol
Sun, 23:19: Ooh I forgot its still Luna's and Sophie's birthday here. How could I forget about those
Mon, 00:07: lol I like the guess of the fans that the announced show hideki is going to be at is a smap show..LMAO dont wanna see XD
Mon, 00:08: but if its a smap show I can at least be sure that I am going to see it too...o_o let it be a smap show! kanjani would be better though! lol
Mon, 00:08: or its arashi..oh no...its already too painful to imagine anything johnny related x.x
Mon, 00:12: but it seems hideki already approved a bbs guess that it is "SMAPxSMAP" noooooooooo dont do that to me D: NOT IN THIS LIFE ANYMORE NOOOOO
Mon, 00:13: and the imagination that smap and hideki are going to sing a siam shade song together gives me the creeps. noooooooooo! nothing creepier!
Mon, 00:16: who would go to smapxsmap by his own will if its not for PROMO or MONEY REASON! SCREW THE MONEY! I am mad..sorry XD
Mon, 00:18: I wouldnt wonder if the man he also talked about some months ago was Nakai...lol I mean Utaban helped siam shade as well back then..oh god
Mon, 00:20: oh well just let it happen. it cant get any worse

Mon, 02:29: tired and hungry. favourite combination x.x
Mon, 02:46: どう考えてもそんなことはあまり構わないよ: 普段栄喜のサイバーストーカー見えたんですけど、（笑）最近は、あまりかまわないよ。誕生日もなんか忘れちゃった。いや、忘れなかったんだが、なんか『誕生日は誕生日だけ？特別なことじゃねぇ... http://t.co/GDRNyAKx
Mon, 11:30: "ich dachte immer voll sie ist ne Bitch." die Jugend von heutzutage findet Bitch toller als schlampe lol

My tweets

2012-01-29T11:07:17Z

Sat, 19:43: Forgot the Moment today lol Poor Darling xD
Sun, 00:04: Internet stick is the fucking worst shit. I am angry. I would kill it if it wasn't already dead
Sun, 00:08: No birthday wishes today coz I am not in the mood (￣^￣)ゞ
Sun, 00:53: Actually i thought its hitlers birthday today but it was wrong. Much hitler on tv though (´･_･`)
Sun, 00:58: もう気にならない
Sun, 01:00: 太った自分が気になっちゃったけど（−＿−；）
Sun, 01:11: 突然疲れて来た！(´･_･`)
Sun, 01:12: Why am I so tired suddenly? Well I know why. Shot my whole genkidama away. (~_~;)
Sun, 01:17: テレビに出る? ん～どうでもいい。
Sun, 01:24: So exhausted that you can't even go to the toilet. Horrible feeling x.x

Sun, 01:55: freezing...I dont get why the fucking heater is always off at night here..wanna go home..there I have a heater which also works at night T_T
Sun, 01:59: will also go to bed I guess..tired x.x and internet doesnt work properly + makes me depressed lately XD

Мои твиты

2012-01-27T11:01:06Z

Чт, 16:39: Uffb weg zum netto
Чт, 16:40: Deadly Tired all i want is sleelp
Чт, 21:21: My Top 3 #lastfm Artists: Animetal (12), Shiro Hamaguchi & Seiji Honda (9) & 植松伸夫 (9) http://t.co/iZfBoiSU
Пт, 00:51: still tired..but normal vI guess will sleep for some other hours after having my bread and yoghurt ^^;
Пт, 00:56: extremely cold in this room...whats up with the heater?
Пт, 01:13: weird moment when you awake sweating and then suddenly begin to feel cold and shake coz the heater is off!! ITS FUCKING COLD DAMN IT!
Пт, 01:15: but I am strong I will just hide under my blanket and tank up some more energy...at least 4 hours more <3 night xD
Пт, 05:52: Going to work again x.x

Мои твиты

2012-01-21T12:32:22Z

Пт, 22:28: sad moments at work when you realize that these people really need your help...-.-
Пт, 22:31: so 5 tage frei..und nu o.O
Пт, 22:43: #mixi is so fucking slow..whats happening o.o
Пт, 23:00: i am hungry..wanna go home >_<
Пт, 23:03: daita is uchn otaku..guckt animes uff seinem mac book...einmal otaku immer otaku uch mit 40+
Пт, 23:08: dann schreib halt gar nich! is mir doch stulle!!
Пт, 23:45: ﾄｲﾚへ。あと、STULLE作りましょう！！STULLEうまい！！
Сб, 00:23: planning with @Counti my lovely raburabu weekend date in february..hamburg <3
Сб, 00:26: so far planned: eating all you can eat sushi, stalking the reeperbahn, buying a lot calpis in an asia shop!
Сб, 00:35: 2月、ハンバーグでレスビアン友@Countiちゃんとデートすることにした！楽しみに☆ Countiちゃんと一緒に色んなことやりたい(´∀｀)

Сб, 00:56: 栄喜はどこかな？トイレに落ちたから、更新しないと思う！　いやいやムリ！o(ﾟДﾟ)っ　お尻も肉付きがいいと信じてるから、それより、たまにうかつ者なので、排水口に食らわれたチャンスは高いね。まぁ栄喜はしつこくて、精一杯身体で排水口を詰めると思う....
Сб, 01:20: 疲れた(°ー°; 仕事のせいで足も痛いけれど..まぁもうすぐベッドにジャンプ☆　それまでOcean's 13見ながら、パン食べよう(・ω・）
Сб, 02:02: おやすみ。X_X 死んだ。
Сб, 10:23: leave me alone in my deams >_>
Сб, 10:27: *yawns* shower now...going home soon..slept well. that's important xD
Сб, 10:39: oooh nu aber schnell unter den strahl
Сб, 12:29: Allein das Wort Setagaya zu lesen macht mich aggressiv o.o

Мои твиты

2012-01-14T14:53:09Z

Пт, 16:44: Doci and her dearest Cousin Bea. ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ http://t.co/3GJkGcQh
Пт, 18:03: 家族会はホンマにつまらん（ーー；）帰りたい。お酒モも飲みたくないよ。
Пт, 18:05: Its also depressing how all of my Cousins are here with her boyfriends （ーー；）wanna go home
Пт, 18:27: Ich Hollahi die uch gleich wohin. Wo sind wir hier in Tirol oder was （ーー；）
Сб, 01:28: my cousin plays ps3 on my tv D: I always wanted to play ps3 >_< pfff! XD
Сб, 02:25: じいちゃんの誕生会、終了！: What a long daaaaaaay and I can't say it was exciting. Well Didn't drink much only orange juice, ... http://t.co/iMW1b0fo
Сб, 03:11: ん？まだ更新しない、栄喜ダーリン？　どうして？　１０日間しなかったのに....まあいいか。仕事で忙しいね。^^; 私も厳しい"ストーカー"だから（ﾊｧﾊｧ）、更新しなかった方がいいでしょう(・∀・)
Сб, 03:23: I am tired o.o I will sleep now o.o
Сб, 03:27: Wanna buy a New Hair Color maybe later today o.o
Сб, 15:50: my uncles are scary..I need to burn albums of this http://t.co/vJvjTq9q from my uncle for my other uncle...scary music they listen to XD

End of the year meme - Yay Yay YAy

2011-12-17T20:02:36Z

Because it's a tradition for me even though I don't update this blog anymore out of boredom...

1. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
A lot stuff, going to japan, going to a siam shade concert, going to the hospital....o_o

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions and will you make more for next year?
Didn't make any I think

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
I don't think so

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Don't think so

5. What countries did you visit?
Japan and Poland.

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
Patience.

7. What dates from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

In March - Don't remember the date but Counti visited me :D
7. March - got my first mail ever by Hideki Papa
29. July - got my driver license finally
17. October - went to Japan alone and met Aya and Lizie on the air port <3
21. October - Siam Shade concert. Best concert ever.
26. October - Meeting Hideki..short meeting but it was so touching that I will always remember it with happiness but also with sadness....
27. October - back to Germany and it felt awesome
24. November - Had a car accident
26. November - met my friends finally again after like 1 or 2 years? WTF but it didn't feel like such a long period at all.

Thinking about dates right now is tough...but those are the ones which were the most interesting and touching ones this year...

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- bought a Iphone
- got my DETROX fanclub card
- got my driver license
- bought a new TV

9. What was your biggest failure?
- hurt a very precious person more than once just because I was careless and stupid..well living with the consequence now...

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
alight traumatic brain injury..and maybe some colds

11. What was the best thing you bought?
iphone, tv, v6, nds, siam shade ticket, flight ticket to japan?

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Hideki's...

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Hideki's...as well and the behaviour of an annoying classmate lol

14. Where did most of your money go?
Japan!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
about going to japan, going to the siam shade concert and then even more exciting meeting him...=_=

16. What song will always remind you of 2011?
Siam Shade - Dear...
Takeuchi Hiroaki - Dear night rainbow
Takahashi Yoko - zankoku na tenshi no Thesis

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: Happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?
right at this moment?
Happier or sadder..don't know
Probably as fat as last year and poorer because I was wasting so much money this year

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Learn more for school, be more patient and empathic

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Smoking, bothering someone.

20. How will you be spend Christmas?
At work...

21. Did you fall in love in 2011?
No

23. How many one-night stands?
None

24. What was your favourite TV program?
what I watched..hmm not much just some animes...NGE and Rainbow!

25. Are you angry at anyone now that you weren't angry at this time last year?
Yeah...T_T

26. What were the best books you read?
Did I read something? that one book was cool the japanese one I read..dont remember the name right now

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
None

28. What did you want and get?
Driver license, Japan vacation, Siam Shade reunion + concert, mails by hideki and meeting him

29. What did you want and not get?
Secret...

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
BLACK CHRISTMAS! XDDDD

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Don't remember my birthday but turned 23

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Love (T_T)

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?
Nothing changed

34. What kept you sane?
cigarettes, coffee and well actually I was insane!

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hideki Papa

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
None

37. Who did you miss?
Many precious people

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Don't know

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:
- Never smoke in your car when it's dark
- Never hurt people you actually love just because they don't act as you wish

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

Sunlight was the only thing that felt right before I came here
But inside it feels like it keeps raining
And every drop is like the tears we couldn't cry
Because inside we were all alone
But this place gave us something, it somehow made us strong

If there's a place inside this world
Where hopes and dreams are not yet lost
We'll stand and fight against these walls
We'll fight this fight forevermore

Sometimes I feel this anger changing slowly into
A monster that keeps on creeping under
And I don't think that I can take anymore
I need you here like never before
But can you hear me call?

(Chorus)
If there's a place inside this world
Where hopes and dreams are not yet lost
We'll stand and fight against these walls
We'll fight this fight forevermore
If there's a place inside this world
Where we must go back to once more
Until the day we find that place
We're not alone

Coldrain - We're not alone

Coz I was tagged by Drecki

2011-04-29T21:41:36Z

Actually I am not in the mood for a meme...the answers show that very well..>_>

1. List five things you can see without moving:
- a body lotion
- my tv
. my cellphone
- my digicam
- an empty yoghurt with a spoon inside

2. How do you style your hair?
I just brush it down. Nothing like hair spray or something. Yeah sounds boring but I am fine with that

3. Arthur or Merlin?
Neither

4. Sexiest man alive?
Yeah who I wonder...I don't care for sexiness...

5. What are you wearing right now?
A jogging trousers, a shirt...underwear..

6. What's your favourite guilty pleasure treat?
Showing my true ugly self. What I mean is...being able to show my real self is good. But I can only show it when I know that no one will be bothered by it...

7. What are you thinking about right now?
"Bored"

8. Dog person or cat person?
Dog person but somehow I have also become a cat person lately..dont know...but probably rather dog person

9.Write the first word that comes to mind.
Eis, Nebel, Tod

10. Where do you see yourself in five minutes?
At the same place and being frustrated

11. A project you want to finish? Just one? Short term or long term?
Apprenticeship and on shortterm...several books

12. What are you doing tomorrow?
going by train from 8.18 am till 10.33 to my island
working from 1pm till 9.45pm

13. How are you? Truly?
Unpredictable,

14. If you could afford to go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Right now..to Japan and to the Siam Shade live

15. What are you looking forward to the most?
Nothing. It's long time ago since I was looking forward to something.

16. Last thing you did?
Smoked a cigarette

17. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
Hmm..probably the guitar

18. What's your occupation?
Deciding on the daily life of old people

19. Which word do you use at most?
Don't know right now...

Not tagging anyone..hmm

SIAM SHADE

2011-04-28T15:57:48Z

OMG OMG OMG OMG

http://siamshade.jp/

『今回しばらくの間、SIAM SHADEをやることにしました。』　栄喜

A Week in the Life of Doci, Volume 3 - Sunday

2011-02-28T00:23:13Z

Ah even more boring day..sorry xD didn't even take many photos...hmm or even interesting ones..coz I feel the best when I am just lying around after work. Unfortunately I am not able to sleep well here....It's not insomnia..but it's close to it maybe..although I don't know why..uhm

Ate ramen today..and noticed they are quite digestive...and make my tummy hurt for some seconds...horrible...

but I wonder what ingredients cause that pain and digestive effect.....
I wondered about that uhm...

Also had a shower again...

also cleaned my keyboard in the afternoon..well work was so stressful today..since I lack at sleep and also got annoyed at work due to several incidents..and it made me agressive I had to do the dusting in my room and clean one of my windows etc to get rid of that agression o_O
but somehow I didnt clean the keyboard properly..coz I got tired of it..well just do it every day a little bit and then it might work out eventually

You can totally see what button I press often and which nit at at all. Also interesting is the space key....seems like even there I have spots I press more often than others..XD

Also I did....

Relaxing...since my feet hurt all day long till I have to go to work again the next morning...>___>
but see...my second toes next to the big ones are also bigger O__O scary...
and yes I know my feet are pale and look quite manly..I wouldnt be able to wear tight woman shoes xD

and oh..of course just drinking coffee again...important! XD

Maybe tomorrow if I am not so tired I am able to get my ass 50 meter north directly in front of my workplace to take some pics of the baltic sea...yeah its directly in front of my but I have no efforts to go there coz my home is the opposite direction XD

Ok that's all..will watch one more episode code geass oô

A Week in the Life of Doci, Volume 2 - Saturday

2011-02-27T00:22:05Z

Apart from other people I had to work yesterday (Saturday) and also have to work today...so
my day was kinda boring in pictures and I also forgot to take my digicam to my workplace coz I wanted to take a pic of my locker xD
Well I will try not to forget it today...
so what I did is...

Got up at 5.20am..actually I only slept 1 1/2 hours or something but then my radio alarm clock turned on...well it didn't really woke me up..until the song on that radio channel was over and some polish people started talking..all of a sudden I opened my eyes and was like "WTF NOT AGAIN A POLISH CHANNEL!" Well if you search for radio channels you usually don't know if it's a german or polish one when the songs are famous ones...but waking up with some polish people talking you don't understand at all is a nightmare..so..well that's it.
Drank a coffee in my bed and went to work with my collegue who has her room next to mine...well we don't work in the same building but since we have the same way and the same shift we went together there at 6am.
Today our cat at work vomitted..so the first thing I did was cleaning that..coz my other collegues were disgusted by that and almost vomitted themself next to it with the thought they had to clean it...lmao
It's funny coz they are handling with fecals every day but can't wipe off puke. XD
Okay after work was over at 3.15pm I went to NETTO (discounter supermarket) to buy some important food...yeah

What you call important..not really...but I had to buy bread, milk for my coffee, my favourite meat of 2010 (the krustenbraten!!) and..well anything else is wasted stuff I only enjoy eating to get fat Haha xDD oh and something to drink..but well..

Then I went to bed at 5pm coz I was so tired (before I noticed how long my finger and toe nails got..so I cut them)..Woke up again at 10pm

Ate some bread with my top meat of 2010 XD

while watching DSDS (like the german version of american idol)

with Patrick Nuo..mmmh..XD nice stripes with digicam lol

also went out in front of my house door several times to smoke a cigarette

and oh today at work I hurt myself...it was bleeding a lot!! D: well that's a lie..but it hurt a lot xD

Anyway....boring day isn't it? So now I will maybe watch 1 or 2 episodes of Code Geass and then sleep for 3 more hours coz sunday means..early shift as well dumdumdum XD

A Week in the Life of Doci, Volume 1 - Friday

2011-02-25T23:54:14Z

Starting the 1 week meme..well its a challenge coz my week will be boring coz I have to work for 7 days in row now till next friday *coughs*

BE PREPARED. I AM A BORING PERSON with a boring life! XD

So I was starting..well its rather from last night before I went to bed but it was after midnight and I just went to bed at 5am or something so...

I was enjoying nice chocolate while watching tegami bachi reverse episode 19 + 20. XD

and then somehow I chatted till 5am and went to bed.. o_O
Woke up at ..I think 2.30pm something..

Yeah I know I am a messy girl XDD

Then I enjoyed a tuna pizza in my bed at 3.30pm or something

Actually I also ate that last piece but only after eating the rest I noticed: Hell, you wanted to take a photo of your pizza xDDD

Then at 5pm I also had some spagetti my mum made with cinnamon and sugar..and then my mum took me to the train station at 6pm coz I have early shift tomorrow. I played golden sun for 2 hours till I arrived at 8.45pm on my island and also in my plain room XD

After arranging my luggage I went for a shower right away o.o

My feet look weird somehow o.o Its because I wore tight socks..lool Thrombosis-Prophylaxis NOT! XD

And after having a short talk and 2 cigarettes with my collegue who is living in the room next to mine ( we also share the kitchen which has no microwave or oven) I made myself a coffee...and ate that delicious yoghurt xD

and then somewhen at 10pm I have started watching Code Geass.

Well actually I would say its not that epic..At least it's not that epic so far. It's hard for me to follow all the gudam thingy attacks and orders. In English it's even harder to understand..but in the end it's not important I guess coz I see what they do anyway...just SHOOT DAMNIT
Can't it be that easy like in Tegami Bachi?? 　シンダン装填！！

And now I wonder if I should go to bed although I need to get up in 5 hours anway or go to bed and will be hell tired when I have to get up o_O
Since I can't get sleepy at work coz I am busy all the time it doesn't matter...It's rather a question of health...
I do this often..either sleeping not at all for more than 24hours or sleep for like 12 and more hours. I read that people who sleep too much or too less will die earlier o.o But well...what means time...

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 10

2011-02-25T00:53:16Z

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 9

2011-02-25T00:49:39Z

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Cook something I love for me o.o (for example: Pudding)
2. If you have the singing voice I love and look like that person (which is both impossible) you already have my heart xD
3. Give me a massage o.o I know it hurts me coz It's rare I get one but in the end it feel nice so..good way maybe xD
4. Do anything in household for me I suck at..eg cooking, cleaning the bathroom o_O
5. Buy chocolate for me xD
6. I appreciate people who listen to what I have to say..though in this world it seems to have become rare oO;
7. Try to read my mood..it's not really difficult to realize what mood I am in when I am online. No smiley means = Doci is rather in a serious, moody mood. :O Then I am glad if you leave me alone and don't bother me with your problems.
8. I don't mind if you have a different opinion than I do but please have proper arguments so I can at least understand your opinion. I hate such people who can't even explain their own opinion properly...
9. Don't just write to me when you need something from me. I hate that. If you are a real friend you can talk to me just to ask things like how have I been, can't you? It makes me happy if people think of me although we weren't in contact for a while.
10. Be honest to yourself and don't act as if you are someone else...

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 8

2011-02-21T21:58:07Z

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 7

2011-02-20T23:18:49Z

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
~~DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without~~
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. My mum
2. My brother
3. My sister
4. My cousin (I have at least one I can't live without)
5. Hideki (yes ö__ö he gives meaning to my life as well XD)
6. My niece (actually all 3 of them :P)
7. Ha-chan (at least my internet life would be senseless. I never had a online life without her so it would be meaningless life)
8. My stepsis (as well xD)
9. My friends (well at least the ones I am close with and heres not enough space to write their names down XD)
10. My Siam Shade buddies (coz without them fandom would be dead like hell XD)

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 6

2011-02-20T23:11:21Z

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. My laptop
2. Coffee
3. Music
4. Sleep
5. My love <3
6. TV (although there is only shit on XD)
7. Creative people who produce creative stuff like books, mangas, animes, movies, series in general
8. microwave!! what a nice invention *_*
9. Food and water..well I hate water but it's necessary for ones life? XD
10. Motivation (otherwise Life won't make sense?)

Crap I have to do it quicker xD at least DAY 7 now as well.

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 5

2011-02-18T21:56:10Z

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Getting along well with my collegues and do everything right >__<
2. Getting the fucking driver licence so that this nightmare comes to an end
3. A SIAM SHADE REUNION <3 <3 <3 but that wish probably will never come true...tze
4. Seeing Hideki at least once in my life live on stage oô
5. Surviving the next 2 1/2 years as well
6. Stay healthy
7. Hope my family stays healthy as well
8. Having less stress and air to breathe (which is probably not possible unless I give up everything XD)
9. Money? Well money is always useful ..LOL
10. ~~Sex with Hideki~~ I don't know any more wishes o__o;

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 4

2011-02-17T00:01:38Z

~~DAY 1: Ten things about you~~
~~DAY 2: Ten things you love~~
~~DAY 3: Ten things you hate~~
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

10 Things to one person only? Really hard isn't it..let's see. XD

1. Thanks for being there for me when I am down..although I know you don't realize that I am glad that you are there for me.
2. Sometimes it makes me sad though that you ignore me
3. Thanks for always making me laugh with your words
4. I wonder what I am for you? Am I something special for you? I don't think so but that's okay.
5. Don't you sometimes feel tired about your life and lifestyle? But then again..I am not much that different from you.
6. I want that your wish comes true although I don't know what your dream is and where are you heading to.
7. I don't want to lose you, coz you are so precious to me.
8. I sometimes hate how you are so ridiculous and stubborn although I admire that you go your own way without being scared of failing.
9. I wonder what my life would look like if I didn't meet you.. but probably it would be the same because there would be someone else as your replacement? However..I don't want to imagine and as long as you are there...it doesn't even make sense.
10. Keep going your own way and I will follow.

Jesus, is it obvious who I mean? I don't think so but it's good like this. :D
And no I won't allow quizzing..it should stay a secret.

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 3

2011-02-16T21:09:00Z

~~DAY 1: Ten things about you~~
~~DAY 2: Ten things you love~~
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Spiders
2. Licorice
3. malicious gossip
4. getting ignored
5. too less sleep
6. driving
7. german assi tv
8. sometimes my mum coz she never encouraged me once in my life with stuff like "You will make it!" instead it was discouraging
9. my messiness I am not able to keep my room clean. It always looks horrible after some days..or hours...
10. the unknown future

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 2

2011-02-14T17:03:35Z

~~DAY 1: Ten things about you~~
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. Siam Shade (I think it's the one thing I love the most xD sounds sad but I just love them too much)
2. My family (even though they can be disturbing sometimes)
3. Japanese (Though I think I won't ever be able to understand it perfectly XDD)
4. Coffee (I can't explain but I drink it like water...but it has no effect on me anymore uhm XD)
5. Translating (I don't know..it makes me feel happy after finishing another entry again. It's like I have done something I can be proud of)
6. Listening to Music (Especially to catchy and nostalgic music. Doesn't matter which genre when I have a memory with it..like right now..BAILAMOOOOOS XDDD)
7. Sleeping (well depends sometimes I dont want to sleep coz I consider it a waste...but well o.O)
8. Watching and reading anime/manga/doramas o_o etc...though I am biased lately towards anime/manga
9. Relaxing (coz the world is too busy..we need to chill more in life XD)
10. Saving money. (I like to see how it grows and grows o.o)

10 DAYS ABOUT ME MEME // DAY 1

2011-02-14T01:01:02Z

Von Vanü geklaut XD

DAY 1: Ten things about you
DAY 2: Ten things you love
DAY 3: Ten things you hate
DAY 4: Ten things you want to say to one person
DAY 5: Ten wishes
DAY 6: Ten items you can’t live without
DAY 7: Ten important people
DAY 8: Ten of your favorite songs
DAY 9: Ten ways to win your heart
DAY 10: Final 10 words

1. I have a weird scar close to my calf. Well I have that one since I was a child but I everytime I see it I wonder when and why I got it. Seriously don't know.
2. I have a hard obsession with beautiful japanese middle-aged vocalists (I don't need to give my personal two examples here? XD Well they are both 0-Types..which makes it even worse XD)
3. My japanese is horrible. I just act as if I am could do it. Unfortunately people think I can..but I know it better.. o.o
4. I love running around with only wearing one sock at home or none at all o.o
5. I don't really know what it feels like to be lonely coz I like being alone and not getting bothered.
6. I drink too much coffee and smoke too many cigarettes. I wonder if I can get rid of these drugs someday. Well at least getting rid of the cigarettes would be good.
7. I can't imagine getting myself piercings or tattoos. I can't even wear earrings or necklaces anymore. When I was a child I wore earrings but actually imagining those again makes me feel all uneasy. o_O Though rings would be fine but I don't wear any. I am too simple..lol
8. My teeth are my biggest foes.
9. I used to play handball in a club many many years ago..for hmm 7 years.
10. When I was a child I wanted to become a doctor XD Well at least I got myself a DOCTOR alike nick years later..*cough*

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