Yeahhhh... about that move...
So, blogger never happened. I'm sure you're all completely shocked. (Whoever "you" are at this point because I have no idea who is or is not still reading this thing.)
I supposed the moral of the story is, if it ain't broke, don't fix it?
Because I really, really Need to get back to blogging again. Whatever has been the matter with me for the last couple of years, a jammed up fifth chakra tops the list, and the more I closed off and closed up and stopped expressing myself, the worse that got. (Go figure.) And I've gotten so scared of fandom in the last few years because I hate conflict (I really, really do) and I worried so much about how people would react to what I thought and felt and said and wrote... or if they'd care, and none of that is useful. It's not healthy.
So, fine. Fine, it's fine, and we'll go back to where we started from and what works and what feels right and maybe stop trying to censor so much. (Well, okay, at work. Best not to be too much more open than you already are at work, not that it's not glaringly obvious to anyone walking by your desk that you're a geek, right?)
If I stop blogging again? Somebody hit me really hard in the head, okay? Right? Yes, good.
Fic and AoU thoughts to follow, eventually, hopefully this weekend.
I supposed the moral of the story is, if it ain't broke, don't fix it?
Because I really, really Need to get back to blogging again. Whatever has been the matter with me for the last couple of years, a jammed up fifth chakra tops the list, and the more I closed off and closed up and stopped expressing myself, the worse that got. (Go figure.) And I've gotten so scared of fandom in the last few years because I hate conflict (I really, really do) and I worried so much about how people would react to what I thought and felt and said and wrote... or if they'd care, and none of that is useful. It's not healthy.
So, fine. Fine, it's fine, and we'll go back to where we started from and what works and what feels right and maybe stop trying to censor so much. (Well, okay, at work. Best not to be too much more open than you already are at work, not that it's not glaringly obvious to anyone walking by your desk that you're a geek, right?)
If I stop blogging again? Somebody hit me really hard in the head, okay? Right? Yes, good.
Fic and AoU thoughts to follow, eventually, hopefully this weekend.