I hate it here.
My immediate reaction to the shooting at the Trump rally.
I hate the guy with all of my being, but guns are not the answer.
I hate that we live in a time and place where I’m no longer suprised when it happens, even to a presidential candidate.
I hate that when I’m in a group of people, whether it be a parade, a sporting event, or a crowded store, I wonder if it’s going to happen to me.
I hate that this will further harden and frenzy his already fanatical supporters.
I hate that the rhetoric from his campaign and mouthpieces will now be even darker, more fervent, and more ominous.
I hate that when I saw the photo of his bloodied face and fist in the air my first thought was “this all but seals his victory.”
I hate that just by writing this I will be accused of deepening the discord when he’s done nothing but for a decade.
I hate that this will serve as a free pass for him to do and say whatever vile, disgusting, hate-filled things he wants without consequence.
I hate that he’s openly threatening to destroy our democracy and he’s going to win anyway.
I hate that everything I was afraid of happening when he won in 2016 did happen.
I hate knowing that everything I am afraid of happening when he wins this time will happen.
I hate that my daughters have fewer rights today than when they were born and will have even fewer in four years.
I hate that our “chosen” antidote to him is an elderly shell of a man who is clearly unwell and not mentally fit for the presidency.
I hate that these two have somehow been deemed the best we have to offer.
I hate that there are hundreds of women and minorities who are more capable, articulate, and prepared to be President but are disqualified merely because they are women or minorities.
I hate that reason and kindness should prevail but they won’t.
I hate that this is our reality.
I hate it.


My feelings too, though I still believe in Joe Biden. But T is going to use this to his advantage, to the ultimate. I hate to imagine where our country is going.
You have captured my thoughts and feelings exactly, though with much more lucidity. You’re not alone.