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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

confuzed — Sat, 27 Apr 2024 13:09:54 GMT

Big happy birthday to cassiopeia7

Birthday wishes....

confuzed — Tue, 14 May 2013 16:57:13 GMT

To you Sir halafax! Hope it is a great one!! :)

4 days instead of 3

confuzed — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 07:42:00 GMT

and I get to see Harry Potter naked!! I mean him in a play about horse love...
Im so excited and we arent staying in the hood.

I would just have a heart attack if i ran into Vincent Dononfrio!!!

Jenx I hope your foot is just sprained not broken. Call me if you need anything.
And the cute boy at the gas station this morning noticed my lord of the rings tattoo. He loved it, but I had to run drat!! Or really I had to drive to work.

Obsession isnt all bad is it?

confuzed — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 21:19:33 GMT

Everyone should have some Vincent D'Onofrio...No they shouldnt!! But I should...

This is my new wallpaper...
and he lives in NYC where I will be in October for 3 days!!

confuzed — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 22:18:26 GMT

I am wondering if I keep pretending that everything is okay...Will it eventually be that way in real life?

Heavens To Mergatroid!

confuzed — Sat, 24 May 2008 00:41:01 GMT

I have 2 full days off..The first time since March..What am I going to do with myself??

crapola at its best

confuzed — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 20:51:28 GMT

I am sitting at work right now. Tired and my arm is sore. I will not lay blame on anyone...but at least I was not drooled on.

This past weekend has been fun. Saturday I worked and then went straight to Stephanies English tea birthday party. Beef wellington is super yummy, espcially when sour cream is added.
Took a nap and yes the march warden was decked out in heels and a dress. There are pics of this somewhere and when I get them I shall post them for you nonbelievers!

Sunday was a nice day. Marissa went shopping with me. Then a movie. Finally sleep.

Enough for now. Have a spectacular Monday!! (or a manic)

confused as hell

confuzed — Tue, 15 Apr 2008 20:46:37 GMT

Okay I was seeing this girl since oh my birthday of 2006. Then all of a sudden in March she just stops. I have talked to her maybe 4 times. And this morning I texted her and asked her why? I told her I needed closure.

This was her response: I know we did find time. Its me , not you. I dont want closure. I have been doing alot of business which I guess is no excuse. Im coming over before we go to fedex.

I waited til 3 30 or so and had some errands to run before work so I left. I just dont understand. And to top it all off two guys showed interest in me, and the minute I showed some back they stopped. What the hell? They arent exactly young...Do people ever stop playing games?

Im through with it all. When the voodoo visits you...it was from me!

been a bit

confuzed — Thu, 06 Mar 2008 22:32:39 GMT

ha i havent seen or heard from my father in maybe a year. and he emails me out of the blue saying he hopes i am ok and would like to visit me. tells me he works sat and sun always . when are my days off. i hated to inform him i worked 6 nights a week. slept days and my only day off is sunday. no response. of course the last time he asked to visit and we would eat. he didnt show. i waited 45 minutes at the restaurant. not doing that again.

anybody got a spare kidney? i keep getting infections!!
i am ready now to look for a more permanent relationship. as i am sure my 2 benfitial friends do not want to comply. at some point i shall have to bid them adieux. til the time i find someone worthy.
alright hope everyone is well. and jenx you have to call me about this amazing person in your life!

Im no stranger to the rain

confuzed — Tue, 01 Jan 2008 02:01:36 GMT

Life is so crazy and problematic!!! i dont have much time to read anybodys journals today im sorry! I am at work and our new manager has banned the radio, phone calls, and talking to coworkers. i am currently hiding in a training room...Just want to wish everyone a wonderful New Year!!

My birthday was Dec 28th and I do accept gifts (haha!!)

Better late than never I always say..

confuzed — Wed, 21 Nov 2007 22:31:39 GMT

Ever have so much going on you just cant get anything right that needs to or you want to say? I work so much now and sleep so late in the afternoon. I tried to bid on a route , but it was internal so you had to be a driver already to even have a chance of getting it!

My foot is still swollen, but hopefully soon it will heal. Anybody got a nice cane ?? I miss alot of my friends, but it seems so much time has gone by, how do I call and say what I feel? It really is hard working nights, when everybody else has nights free and I am saddened when I dont get invited places anymore, but why ask me when it is known I cant make it anyways? :(

Since I have no internet at home it may be awhile afore I post again, I just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to all those that celebrate it! I know I will be in heaven doing what I love. EATING!!!

reporting from gainessville

confuzed — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 00:02:54 GMT

i am on vacation this week. unfortunately i hurt my foot at work and i am a gimp. it is so swollen i look like i have gout! and its all blue it looks kind of cool. its kind of wierd not reading my online stories or emailing as often as i used to. now i just read books or sleep most of the day.

i started taking b12 again. it is helping already. between mary and michael i have no energy. who knew seeing a guy and a girl would be so exhausting?? well i am off to watch tv with friends then reading a book and sleeping with my foot nice and propped.

for the few

confuzed — Tue, 16 Oct 2007 17:13:10 GMT

who care to know. In 5 days, my home phone and internet will be sent away. But never fear a lovely lady got me on her family plan and now I have a nice shiny pink cell phone I barely know how to use. But if any of you fine folks out there want to stay in contact besides email every week or so(ill have to check it at work)you may email me at viggorli213@gmail.com and I shall gladly bestow my new number upon your head. (or wherever you want it)

Life is pretty hectic right now and I wish I could get a break. grrrrrr

this is just wonderful

confuzed — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 00:21:26 GMT

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

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confuzed — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 13:57:29 GMT

that i found over at rainbow_sparkle's lj....right up my alley.

i have never read this story but now I think I shall have to..

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confuzed — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 19:01:08 GMT

Hey Stan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

lack of something

confuzed — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 20:10:42 GMT

my head is pounding right now. so badly.

yesterday this really really hot ...could be a model....guy actually hit on me. im sure it was a dare. seriously fine 21 year old males do not hit on girls like me. but i took his number and gave mine anyways. i expect nothing.
this guy i work with doesnt want to work with me or talk to me it seems as people are saying we are sleeping together. but who says? i have heard nothing and neither has he....too bad he was nice. he is joining the "aspire" program(where they train in management) and didnt think it would be good to have people talking about him and me...i did point out that people would talk regardless of what we did. not that we are doing anything as he is married and i have met his wife. immaturity at its best.

is there anyone out there who knows a cash fairy?
im depressed and lonely. i feel so lethargic. anyone want to play in traffic with me?

confuzed — Sun, 09 Sep 2007 15:56:55 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAINA!!!

have lots of man sex and food...

confuzed — Sun, 02 Sep 2007 15:16:56 GMT

I have just recently read "Persuasion" by Jane Austen and if someone ever wrote me a letter like this, I think I might faint ...I really should have lived in another time...

......`I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it, eight years and a half ago. Dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an earlier death. I have loved none but you. Unjust I may have been, weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. You alone have brought me to Bath. For you alone, I think and plan. Have you not seen this? Can you fail to have understood my wishes? I had not waited even these ten days, could I have read your feelings, as I think you must have penetrated mine. I can hardly write. I am every instant hearing something which overpowers me. You sink your voice, but I can distinguish the tones of voice when they would be lost on others. Too good, too excellent creature! You do us justice, indeed. You do believe that there is true attachment and constancy among men. Believe it to be most fervent, most undeviating, in
F. W.
`I must go, uncertain of my fate; but I shall return hither, or follow your party, as soon as possible. A word, a look, will be enough to decide whether I enter your father's house this evening or never.'

but as we all know , men like that do not exist. That is why I read so much, secretly hoping one is out there...
aw well off to the library now. i got to watch cable last night too.

self-preservation

confuzed — Mon, 27 Aug 2007 20:57:39 GMT

thats what it is all about.
i never really thought of myself as a hypocrite.
or afraid.
there is a first time as they say.
sabotage is what i do best. esp the self kind.

I just wanted to say

confuzed — Sun, 26 Aug 2007 03:36:39 GMT

that James McAvoy is totally hott!!!!!!!

oh and he is a great actor too..

i saw this on mae's journal

confuzed — Tue, 07 Aug 2007 02:06:54 GMT

confuzed — Sat, 28 Jul 2007 18:07:54 GMT

I went grocery shopping so I havent had any other food in weeks. Well last night after work I was starving and decided I wanted some Krystal...I walked in to the one closest to my house and noticed I was the only person in line. The girl doesnt even look up from preparing food and says "3 chicks with cheese and chili cheese fry?" I laughed but then perhaps it isnt a good thing they know what I want already? Although I did only get regular fries cuz the power of cheese was not something i wanted to deal with .

aw well hopefully i shall find some amusement to get into the rest of the weekend, even if i just stay home and read my books.

confuzed — Sun, 22 Jul 2007 15:21:16 GMT

Last week was full of suck and crapola....
I really hope this week is better, I dont think I can take anymore stress......

confuzed — Fri, 13 Jul 2007 19:31:32 GMT

I think the only thing I can say that makes any sense at all at this moment is :: I am so confused about it all::

But with the weekend looming I can forget it or sort it out?
I was productive today. I cleaned my entire bathroom.Took the meat cleaver and hair dryer to my freezer. It is clean now too. Vacuumed and made my bed.
I do believe the weather is perfect as well. Rainy and cloudy. With hints of sunshine. Describes the mood.

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