Big happy birthday to cassiopeia7

To you Sir halafax! Hope it is a great one!! :)

and I get to see Harry Potter naked!! I mean him in a play about horse love...
Im so excited and we arent staying in the hood.

I would just have a heart attack if i ran into Vincent Dononfrio!!!

Jenx I hope your foot is just sprained not broken. Call me if you need anything.
And the cute boy at the gas station this morning noticed my lord of the rings tattoo. He loved it, but I had to run drat!! Or really I had to drive to work.

Everyone should have some Vincent D'Onofrio...No they shouldnt!! But I should...






This is my new wallpaper...
and he lives in NYC where I will be in October for 3 days!!

I am wondering if I keep pretending that everything is okay...Will it eventually be that way in real life?

I have 2 full days off..The first time since March..What am I going to do with myself??

I am sitting at work right now. Tired and my arm is sore. I will not lay blame on anyone...but at least I was not drooled on.

This past weekend has been fun. Saturday I worked and then went straight to Stephanies English tea birthday party. Beef wellington is super yummy, espcially when sour cream is added.
Took a nap and yes the march warden was decked out in heels and a dress. There are pics of this somewhere and when I get them I shall post them for you nonbelievers!

Sunday was a nice day. Marissa went shopping with me. Then a movie. Finally sleep.

Enough for now. Have a spectacular Monday!! (or a manic)

Okay I was seeing this girl since oh my birthday of 2006. Then all of a sudden in March she just stops. I have talked to her maybe 4 times. And this morning I texted her and asked her why? I told her I needed closure.

This was her response: I know we did find time. Its me , not you. I dont want closure. I have been doing alot of business which I guess is no excuse. Im coming over before we go to fedex.


I waited til 3 30 or so and had some errands to run before work so I left. I just dont understand. And to top it all off two guys showed interest in me, and the minute I showed some back they stopped. What the hell? They arent exactly young...Do people ever stop playing games?

Im through with it all. When the voodoo visits you...it was from me!

ha i havent seen or heard from my father in maybe a year. and he emails me out of the blue saying he hopes i am ok and would like to visit me. tells me he works sat and sun always . when are my days off. i hated to inform him i worked 6 nights a week. slept days and my only day off is sunday. no response. of course the last time he asked to visit and we would eat. he didnt show. i waited 45 minutes at the restaurant. not doing that again.


anybody got a spare kidney? i keep getting infections!!
i am ready now to look for a more permanent relationship. as i am sure my 2 benfitial friends do not want to comply. at some point i shall have to bid them adieux. til the time i find someone worthy.
alright hope everyone is well. and jenx you have to call me about this amazing person in your life!

Life is so crazy and problematic!!! i dont have much time to read anybodys journals today im sorry! I am at work and our new manager has banned the radio, phone calls, and talking to coworkers. i am currently hiding in a training room...Just want to wish everyone a wonderful New Year!!

My birthday was Dec 28th and I do accept gifts (haha!!)

Better late than never I always say..