wandering in wonderland.

conditionally — Wed, 30 Jul 2014 08:39:31 GMT

hi..........o__o

MOVING.

conditionally — Mon, 06 Feb 2012 03:39:44 GMT

moving.

as most of you know i've been pretty mia here on lj. i've basically moved on to twitter and tumblr and spent most of my time there as well as being pretty busy with social life. but upon starting my first semester of college, i've decided that i really want a legitimate blog that i can properly type up my feelings on DAILY LIFE and things like a real journal! tumblr is fun but it's mainly for surface fangirling and finding pretty pictures. so...yeah. i also just really wanted to start over which is why i've made a new dreamwidth and livejournal! silkyheart @ dw and senryakus @ lj are my new accounts and they will be linked so basically they'll have the same posts on both of them.

i've made a lot of memories with this account and have made a lot of friends so i'm making it a point not to delete this account! i don't know it makes more sense to just continue on this but for some reason i really want a new one? so i can organize better and stuff. i can't predict the future so i don't really now how active i will be in any fandoms aside from fangirling and stuff, but this WILL BE a personal blog, so if you want to add me, please feel free. i don't want to obligate you into adding me especially since i haven't been around u__u but if you'd still like to be friends/start over, feel free to add!

thank you all, i love you! ♥

-shii

request a fic dudes

conditionally — Mon, 24 Oct 2011 11:37:33 GMT

to get my creative juices flowing!! help plz help

conditionally — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 20:18:36 GMT

ALSO HELLO EVERYONE I'VE MISSED YOU ♥ i blame tumblr's form of blogging that prevents me from posting long entries on lj -________- but i've just been having a lazy summer. school starts in two weeks which is lsadfjowaeijflsjlaskdjf. i recently went camping and had no internet but that was fun. we made s'mores and saw bears! they were cute. uhhhhh what else...i'm planning a surprise party for my friend. she knows i'm planning one she just doesn't know when. LOL.

ugh i have like nothing interesting to type about my life at all :x i guess you guys should just ask me questions or tell me how your summer has been in the comments! woo.

~~this entry might suck due to the fact that i'm ready to pass out right now hahaha~~

PIMPING AN RP COMM

conditionally — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 20:15:12 GMT

It’s twenty six years since Voldemort, the Death Eaters and the final battle at Hogwarts. The Wizarding War has become words in a history book and the survivors of the war- only children at the time -have grown up and now have children of their own. A generation that weren’t brought up in times of war like their parents and grandparents before them; a generation who will also tread the floors of Hogwarts and experience the magic of the castle and its inhabitants.

This is their story. Children of survivors. A generation of peace. Growing up, forming bonds, falling in love, getting detention, sneaking out of detention, getting detention again for sneaking out of detention, going to classes, Quidditch matches, exams, inter-house competitions, friendly rivalries, unfriendly rivalries and magic. Lots and lots of magic. Welcome to the start of a new school year!

There are tons of characters still open so come and reserve/audition for your characters now! It's a very fun and friendly environment and you're able to adapt your character to whatever you want. Role-playing is done in paragraph form and tumblr is really not hard to get used to at all! Please do drop by.

Click here!

H I'M ALIVE. But yeah. You guys, this has taken over my life, it is the funnest thing ever *____* And it is addicting. You won't be able to stop. So if you're interested in RP or Harry Potter RP or anything related to that YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY CHECK IT OUT WOO. It's lots of fun the people are awesome but we are in need of more characters. So yeah :3

hi it's hot

conditionally — Wed, 06 Jul 2011 08:27:13 GMT

so i've been going over to my neighbor's and swimming a lot. my room is ridiculously hotWAYS and it doesn't help that i have carpet =__= so i've been sleeping downstairs. much cooler. ehehehe.

ANYWAYS I WENT TO ANIME EXPO AND HAD AN AMAZING TIME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS. i got a TON of artwork to put on my wall - a bunch of them pokemon ♥ i haggled quite a bit with the artists and got good deals too~ they cannot resist my derpy shii charm. i will take pictures and post them later! there was a lot of art i wish i got but didn't have time to :( oh well. next year for sure.

TO ALL MY FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR - i've made a new one specifically for fandom and spazzing and fic ranting so add? it's all new and i have to re-follow my people lol. it's just that my personal tumblr...i don't really have anything personal to post about and i can't really talk to my rl friends about fic. sigh.

I LOVE ALEX/HANK. GOING DOWN WITH THIS SHIP IRL. JUDGE ME. JUDGE ME.

yeah so sorry i've been dead btw it's because of the expo but hopefully i will be lurking around a bit more...

conditionally — Fri, 24 Jun 2011 17:58:26 GMT

do you guys see my nicholas hoult icon. he is perfect and nothing hurts. nothiiiiiiiiing.

-i finished ano hana. tears. just. infinite amount of tears. i rec this anime to anyone and everyone it is absolutely lovely!
-i got my sleeping patterns back!! i went to my friend's house yesterday which sort of forced me to stay awake during the hours i would be napping. everyone now knows that i am absolutely ridiculous when i'm tired. more ridiculous than i usually am which is hard to do.
-my laptop is still a bitch. definitely going to invest in an external mouse because there are so many perks except this stupid mousepad. i hate. i hate so much.
-yesterday my siblings and i went to california pizza kitchen and we were being ridiculous and laughing and all sorts of silly things. then dessert comes along and we are ABSOLUTELY SILENT as we eat it. and we finished that chocolate souffle in under a minute. our waiter walked by and was like "whoa!!" and aldsjf YES WHOA because after i got out of my daze, i was stunned by how quickly we finished it and the matter in which we finished it. oh lord.
-i keep listening to kate nash. she's wonderful. do you guys have any music recs/links? my itunes is practically empty right now ;^^ (well 1000 songs is empty to me...)

HELLO NEW FRIENDS FROM X-MEN FRIENDING MEME IT IS LOVELY TO HAVE YOU LET'S ALL BE FRIENDS WOOOO
msn: aerohearts@live.com
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those two are probably the best ways to reach me right now :)

conditionally — Sat, 18 Jun 2011 13:34:50 GMT

hi. i sort of hate my new laptop. it always selects things when i don't want it to, erase things while i'm typing, and the cursor/mouse is a general asshole that has got it in for me. buuuuuut my new laptop has photoshop. which is cool. i made a lucas till icon WHICH IS COOL RIGHT. give me images so i can icon them. yes. practice, i must.

i might go out for a jog today who knows. it kind of looks like it'll rain though...ruining my jogging plans >_>

i've watched a few episodes of the first season of supernatural. it is lovely. i love it so much so far. dean winchester, get in me unf.

lol k for some reason i feel so awkward posting on lj! it's probably because i'm used to tumblr and its sporadic style of posting. i have no patience to sit and make a long post about multiple things. hopefully i'll get into the style again. and my friends page is filled with comms i'm not sure i care about anymore. will edit that later i suppose!

hello everyone YOU ARE ALL LOVELY

conditionally — Sat, 11 Jun 2011 07:28:20 GMT

my sleeping patterns are totally off =___= i woke up at like 3 today so i've only been up for 9 hours...i'm going to try to pull an all nighter and slowly fix my cycle. it's no good being like this pfft. i guess i'll spend it trying to write fic teehee. try to get some practice in at least. i haven't written anything fandom related in a really long time. oh wells. i will give it a shot. it'd be nice to write a lot of things. i miss writing! you guys should rec me some fic so i can get the juices flowing again :D

in other news, if any of you follow me on tumblr, you'll know i watched x-men: first class yesterday and...i was totally in love with it. the movie ugh everything, especially the cast, particularly the males. oh god the most epic bromance between young! charles xavier (professor x) and erik lensherr (magneto). THERE WAS SO MUCH LOVE YOU GUYS DON'T UNDERSTAND. AND THEN THEIR LOVE WAS TORN APART. I WANTED TO CRY AT THE END ASLDFJLADSFJ BAWWW. luckily, like for all good otps, there is a kink meme and i have been rolling around in it right now. it is a beautiful thing. they are beautiful men.

also lucas till is amazing. get in my bed you rugged blonde hunk you.

ugh fangirl mode is such a scary mode. whatever, i don't even care.

conditionally — Sat, 04 Jun 2011 05:38:56 GMT

i graduated yesterday you guys! my high school life is finally over. i still don't know how to feel about it. i'm usually a really emotional person and i cry at things like this. i cried as my last day as key club president and my last day as editor-in-chief. but i didn't cry at graduation. if anything, i felt liberated. i rolled down my window and screamed into the air 'I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE.' goodbye bullshit! but at the same time...i feel like i'll be coming back next fall. but i won't.

oh yeah, hi :) i hope i can start being active on lj again now that summer is here. we'll see. no promises. but i have missed all of you ;~;

obvious but -

conditionally — Mon, 09 May 2011 20:13:40 GMT

INACTIVE
...until further notice.

why do i always write when i'm feeling crappiest

conditionally — Mon, 24 Jan 2011 14:16:10 GMT

KATEKYOU HITMAN REBORN!
||one sentence/drabble/snippet/fic meme||

conditionally — Tue, 28 Dec 2010 04:11:54 GMT

jinwoonieaday;
dedicated to posting one picture of this gorgeous boy a day
click the banner to visit! :)

dies where are my real entries.

conditionally — Fri, 19 Nov 2010 03:37:28 GMT

school is seriously stressing me out over here. i'm so stressed, i'm like in zen-mode, where my body is constantly stressing but i'm not even aware of it. IT'S GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHEN I FELL ASLEEP AND WHEN I WAKE UP IT FEELS LIKE I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL.

go request something here. MY SENTENCE FICS, THEY ARE A TREND, THEY ARE A TREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEND.

this isn't even a real entry oh god.

i have to go and sort out key club dues and tshirt money. so much money to sort out, my god. being president is hard and my officers are so incompetent >:| well, only two are, but still. whatevaah.

my mommy brought me a cinnamon bun. that made my week, like no joke.

CAN I HAVE REAL SLEEP SOON?

conditionally — Tue, 16 Nov 2010 16:43:44 GMT

more friends from more memes. oh my god i need to stop. but i won't, i never will. i don't mind having a lot of friends so long as we talk~ HI GAIZ MY NAME IS SHII I AM A CUHRAZY GIRL AND I LIKE CINNAMON BUNS. MMM. ~~i don't usually greet myself like that, i just really want some cinnamon buns~~

in other news, i did nothing but sleep on monday. sleep. and when i woke up it was 8:20 which gives me like, what, 10 minutes to get ready? WTF WERE MY PARENTS PLANNING ON LEAVING ME AT HOME? I HAVE TOO MANY ABSENCES AS IT IS -.-

Reply with a fandom and I'll tell you the following:

favorite character
least favorite character
prettiest character
character I wanna marry
favorite pairing
favorite episode
unpopular opinion

also also also

Respond with a fandom and a pairing and I will write one sentence of ~~porn~~ FIC for you~

and uh ask me any other questions idek i am tired and going to school looking like a zombie. MY LIFE!!

conditionally — Mon, 15 Nov 2010 07:46:10 GMT

FOR ALL THE PEOPLE I JUST ADDED, IT'S BECAUSE I FOUND YOU ON THE OOFURI FRIENDING MEME AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE AWESOME EVEN IF WE DIDN'T TALK FOR A WHILE ON THE MEME. K? K. IF I'M TOO CREEPY FOR YOU PLEASE TO BE SHOVING RESTRAINING ORDER UP MY ASS AND I WILL FLY AWAY FROM YOUR LIFE FOREVVVVER.

WIP MEME!

Post an excerpt from as many random works-in-progress as you can find lying around.

Tajima-centric future!Tajima/Mihashi; canonverse

Tajima Yuuichirou had always been considered lucky by the people around him. He got the most attention from his relatives because he was the youngest. He gathered a large number of friends because of his outgoing personality. He was chased by baseball coaches all over the Saitama district because of his talent. To put it shortly, Tajima had been born a blessed child.

"Lucky," peopled would tell him. "You're so lucky, Yuuichirou."

Tajima shrugged it off. He wasn't the type to brag about his so-called luck or anything - he just wanted to have fun in life, and his fun included baseball, sleeping, good food, and more baseball. Not much more to it.

Then he met Mihashi.

Mihashi was this strange guy who had cried in front of everyone about baseball of all things. Baseball, which was the best thing ever and wasn't supposed to make anyone cry. Unless you were a senior. Or if you lost. Which Mihashi had at his old school...oh.

Well, yeah anyways, the catcher - Tajima was pretty sure his name was Abe - made Mihashi pitch a couple of times and that Hanai kid couldn't hit any of them, despite his confident stature. Tajima wasn't really sure what Abe was talking about when he explained the dynamics of Mihashi's pitch to everyone else but all he knew was that Mihashi was an awesome pitcher.

With this in mind, Tajima took another look at Mihashi. Nervous shoulders, a worrying mouth, and an overall fidgeting aura. But Mihashi's hands, though they trembled, were strong and sure, and though his eyes were watery they shone with a desire to play, a desire to pitch.

Plus, they were a really nice color.

future!Abe/Mihashi; prologue

Back in Girigiri apartments when Ren was very small, his mother had gotten a phone call. He had been rolling his favorite baseball around and didn’t notice the way his mother’s shoulders stiffened, the way her face fell. However, he did notice her drop the phone and fall to the floor, shoulders shaking in great heaving sobs.

Small Ren had panicked because okaa-san wasn’t functioned to cry – she smiled, laughed, cooked, and tucked Ren into bed! Okaa-san didn’t cry! He had fluttered around her crouched figure nervously, until tears streamed down his own face. When otou-san had finally come home, Ren had dashed to the front door and buried his small face in otou-san’s leg.

“Okaa-san,” he whimpered when otou-san asked him what was wrong. Otou-san had a weird serious expression on his face as he gently pried Ren off his leg. Ren watched nervously from the doorway as otou-san knelt down to okaa-san and managed to get her to lift her face from her hands. Otou-san smiled and okaa-san cried some more. Otou-san looked over to where Ren was and made a shooing motion with his hand.

Ren fled to his room and buried himself under his covers. He’d nearly fallen asleep but startled when otou-san suddenly crawled into the covers with him.

“I-Is okaa-san alright?” Ren had asked nervously. Otou-san smiled and stroked Ren’s hair.

“Okaa-san’s fine now.”

Ren sighed happily. Otou-san was a magician for getting okaa-san to stop crying. He should teach Ren all his tricks. “Ne otou-san,” he said eagerly, climbing into otou-san’s lap.

The man looked down at Ren with an amused smile. “What is it Ren?”

Ren tilted his head to the side and asked what kind of magic otou-san had used on okaa-san. Otou-san laughed for a good five minutes before leaning to press his forehead against Ren’s smaller one.

“Listen closely Ren,” Otou-san started and Ren scooted closer to him. He was warmed by Otou-san’s body and his smile as he told him, “You need to be able to take care of the one you love. No matter what, you need to always take care of them. You got that?”

Ren beamed. “Got it!”

AU Kyuhyun/Seohyun; based on the Seoul MV

Kyuhyun moved into his small apartment last summer. He moved even though his father yelled and his mother cried. He packed his things into dusty brown boxes and put them in the trunk of his faded blue Honda Civic and drove away. Later, he got out at the gas station and wiped off the egg his father had thrown at the window.

Everyone;
It’s not running away. It’s not about freedom. It’s about finding myself, without any help. Don’t get too angry. Please. (Can you understand?)
-Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun turned his phone off even though he knew Zhoumi and Hyukjae would be texting him. He drove until he reached the large white building – his new home. He smelled Lysol when he walked to the front desk to get checked in.

Homes don’t smell like Lysol. They smell like kimchi and Umma’s perfume.

bandverse Yuri/Jessica

Months passed and with each day SoNyuhShiDae was getting more popular. And with each day Jessica seemed to be getting thinner.

Yuri stared at her friend’s figure as she and the other girls began dance practice, stared at her hollow cheeks, tiny waist, and shrunken chest.

“Yah.” Ignoring Hyoyeon’s objections she walked straight to Jessica, effectively cutting through the group and halting the dance. Her lips curled.

“Where did your breasts go?”

Immediately Jessica’s cheeks flushed in anger. “Is this really something to interrupt practice with?” she hissed.

Yuri shrugged. “You tell me.”

They stared at each other for a long time until Taeyeon anxiously slipped in between the two of them. “Hey,” she began awkwardly looking at Yuri’s unusually calm face and Jessica’s stormy one. “Hey let’s just – go back to practice. Okay?”

Yuri turned on her heel and stalked out of the practice room. Jessica watched her retreating back until Hyoyeon put a gentle hand on her shoulder. She blinked, startled.

She hadn't realized she'd been trembling.

AU SNSD; old olympfic story

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As Yoona rambled on about color coordinating shoes with the ribbons they’d wear in their hair, Juhyun walked towards the bus stop and sat down on the bench. She murmured small agreements as she observed her what little of her reflection she could see in the glass advertisement panel. Juhyun had broken out into a nervous sweat during the rather tense part of the conversation and she wanted to make sure her concealer hadn’t been ruined.

She paused.

Her reflection. Something about it was odd. Her hair seemed lighter, cheeks brighter from her usual pale. Maybe it was the lighting or something. She scooted closer to the panel, temporarily ignoring Yoona’s voice, to get a better look at the barely distinguishable reflection.

Yes, there was something definitely different about it. Utterly perplexed for what seemed to be the millionth time that night, Juhyun tilted her head to the side and pulled on her hair, while her reflection watched her with a grim expression –

She froze.

What?

Juhyun found herself incapable of making a single noise as her reflection lifted up a slender finger to her lips, signaling that she be quiet. Then, using the same finger, she began to write on the panel. She moved her finger as if it was a pencil and magically, Korean characters suddenly appeared right in front of Juhyun’s face.

She felt her heart stop.

Be careful.

The characters glowed eerily and her reflection nodded at her before they both faded away and her normal reflection was staring back at her, mouth open, eyes frightened.

Onew/Taemin bandverse

It’s raining, pitter patter pitter patter, when Onew finds Taemin sitting on the living room, blanket over his head, watching the rain pour with wide eyes. He doesn’t move when Onew sits next to him, when Onew shakes his shoulder, when Onew whispers his name worriedly in his ear.

Five minutes go by until – “They say when you grow older, your soul dies.” Taemin’s voice is painfully fragile and when he turns to lock eyes with Onew, his face is younger than he’s ever seen before. “Has your soul died yet, hyung?”

Onew wants to say “that’s the silliest question you’ve ever asked in the world” or “why are you being like this, why.” Instead, he scoots closer to Taemin, lifts the blanket up until it’s covering both of them, and rests his forehead against Taemin’s.

Taemin closes his eyes with a sigh and his head slides slightly so that their noses are touching too. “Hyung,” he whispers softly. “Hyung, I like you.”

Onew closes his eyes too and covers Taemin’s hands with his own. He listens to the rain hit the ceiling, pitter patter pitter patter, until his own heartbeat is going pitter patter pitter patter. He lets the rain drown out Taemin’s shallow breathing, pitter patter pitter patter.

“Hyung – “

“Me too.”

Onew looks up to see Taemin with teary eyes and forces a smile on his face. “Me too, me too, don’t you know?”

Pitter patter pitter patter.

The first and only tear slides down Taemin’s cheek and his arms are around Onew’s neck before the older boy can say anymore. “Hyung,” he sniffles into Onew’s shoulder. Onew lets his hands wander up and down Taemin’s back in a soothing manner. Something in his brain is screaming at him but it doesn’t matter. Nothing matters because the thunder will drown out his lie and the rain wash away the face Taemin made when he asked if his soul had died.

there's actually more but i'm too lazy to search through my docs and post them. if you're curious about anything else i'm working on, just ask lol. i literally have dozens and dozens of WIPs!

also yes, i finished most of those op drabbles but they're on the other laptop that my uncle has temporarily taken hostage so he can pay his bills -.- god knows when i'm getting that back asdlfjalsdfj

MY ROOM IS SO MESSY I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE IT AM I A TEENAGE GUY IRL? I CANNOT BE FEMALE AND BE THIS MESSY...or so says my mother lololol

conditionally — Sat, 13 Nov 2010 23:23:50 GMT

-RAWR IF SNSD WERE TO GO TO HOGWARTS WHAT HOUSES WOULD THEY BE IN? ~~CAN'T LEAVE SICA ALONE IN SLYTHERIN~~ whatever i will find some way to write this and put everyone in the wrong house but I DON'T CARE ANYMORE AHHHHHHH.

-i'm tired. like really tired. college apps do this to you. but it's my secretary's (key club) quincenera (TOTALLY SPELLED THAT WRONG) today and i have to make an effort to look pretty :| :| :|

-it's really windy.

-i love my brother but he can be a jackass sometimes.

can you tell how lazy this entry is? i'm so tired i don't wanna do anything but sleep~

conditionally — Thu, 11 Nov 2010 08:27:38 GMT

ah sometimes my mother and i just don't communicate on the same wavelength. it's like she understands my reasons for the way i think of things sometimes - and i understand her reasoning for hers - but she always thinks my emotion is unjustifiable or unnecessary. it's irritating being treated like a little girl like. just because i'm still young doesn't make my feelings any less legitimate >:|

on another note this morning was feeling extremely dizzy, i couldn't even walk. went to the doctor's office and took a couple of blood tests and an ekg (heart monitor thingy) my oxygen and blood pressure is fine - so it's probably vertigo? yuck.

these random updates are prolly gonna stop next week ;~; i have to finish applications SOB.

also HOLY SHIT I NEVER DID AN INTRO THINGY. uhh welcome to all my new friends from the friending meme! my name is shii and i'm currently a highschool senior that likes to sleep and sleep. also obsesses over pretty kpop boys and more recently animanga. beware of incoherent spazzing. that is all. ~~tell me your names too so i have something to call you, otherwise i will come up with a ridiculous nickname /bricked.~~

i can't stop staring at enma. he is so cute. also julie. wtf. the whole enma-raging-at-tsuna situation is already such a piss-off and YOU'RE ADDING MORE TO IT? FUCK YOU, I WANT TSUNA TO WIN AND FOR THEM TO *FORGIVE EACH OTHER* AND FOR ENMA TO GIVE TSUNA GREAT BIG MOE EYES AND FOR THEM TO HAVE HAPPY MAKE UP SEX UNTIL MORNING ~~just like their ancestors!!~~

but seriously, seeing julie like this kinda relieves me because while he's manipulative bastard, at least he's a manipulative bastard rather than just being a skirt-chaser. so he's more similar to mukuro ohohoho. THIS IS INTERESTING.

...i miss my yamamoto :( byakuran better not rape him or i swear, there will be hell raging everywhere ydek

LOL OMG. SHITT. P. I...DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT HER. SHE'S SO RIDICULOUSLY STRANGE. and like. she totally wants to rape gokudera. like. rn. in front of tsuna. like i don't even know how to say this, it's like she's looking at him all predator like "come to me little boy" kind of thing.

GOKUDERA IS CUTE WTF. AND OMG HIS DYNAMITE OUTFIT IS SO MUCH LOL I CAN'T EVEN SAY. OH MY GOOOOD. but i missed his dynamites so i'm glad to see them ^^

also, 5927. do you see it? ♥

so the last couple of chapters have been like a shoujo manga...considering how most of my love for bleach stems for its character i kinda would like to see it as a shoujo manga ;A; but since it's SHOUNEN the last chapter was kinda bleh wtf what is this i don't even etc etc. this one was slightly better but still kinda a filler (you get used to that when you watch bleach...)

but at least it ends on a semi interesting note? idek what's going to happen to ichigo. we shall see. his boss is amusing. ikumi-san is like a combination of yoruichi, tatsuki, and matsumoto LOLOLOL and her son is sooooo cute. i kinda find it funny that her son hates on ichigo - considering he's a pretty good older brother. maybe he only has a soft spot for younger girls?

okay well i'm going to rate everyone's new looks!

ishida: gay
mizuiro: gayer
ichigo: he changed? wut.
keigo: better. he looks more mature.
tatsuki: awkward. i love tatsuki but i'm not really digging the long hair. maybe it'll grow on me.
orihime: doesn't look much different.
yuzu&karin: CUTE. they aged well.

WHERE IS CHAAAAAAAAAD

as for one piece, i love this manga, i love this crew, I LOVE THEM AHHHHHH ♥

stares at the cuts above. wow look at all those spoilers...

i'm working on girl!verse~ :D tbh someone who commented on my post over at oofuri_etc told me about princess nine and i looked it up and now i'm wondering if i should write it with just nishiura as females in a male baseball world lololol that would be so funny! ~~though haruna motoka kinda needs to exist in life~~ ALSO TBH I DON'T KNOW IF I JUST WANT TO WRITE A BUNCH OF RELATED SLICE OF LIFE FICS OR ONE GIANT FIC. IT'S LOOKING TO BE A BUNCH OF FICS. well, well...i don't know. we'll see. most writing will take place in winter break ~~i hope.~~

here are some more short excerpts!~

"Kaasan," Azusa started after the two of them had ushered Haruo and Akihiro to bed. Azusa's mother was reading a magazine and Azusa was diligently painting her nails - a pale respectable pink, one that was proper enough to play baseball with. Azusa's mother raised an eyebrow to indicate she was listening.

"Um," Azusa blushed but continued on with her question anyway. "If...if I was born a boy, what would you call me?"

Azusa's mother blinked before beaming at her daughter. "Oh that's easy. You'd still be my beloved Azu-chan of course!"

Azusa stared. "...What," she finally managed to say. Her mother's beam brightened.

"Well, Azusa is such a perfect name. I'd always planned to name my first child that, no matter what."

Azusa slowly shook her head, placing her nail polish aside. "You're telling me that even if I was a boy," she said this slowly, stretching out the word as to make her mother understand what she was trying to say. "If I was a boy, you'd still name me Azusa?"

"Yup!"

Suddenly, Azusa was struck by an image of her as a boy, still tall, still lanky, but with a constantly embarrassed expression every time he got up to introduce himself. "Hanai Azusa," he'd greet in a deep voice, because hey, Azusa pictured herself as a pretty manly guy okay? And then all the classmates would giggle and the guys would make leery faces and -

Azusa shivered. She was so glad she'd been born a girl.

"Taka!" Shun shrieked as Takako popped his egg into her mouth. "Quit stealing my food!"

Takako pointedly ignored him and began gulping down her milk. Incredulously, Shun looked to his parents for support. His mother was giving Takako a look, lips pursed in disapproval. His father, on the other hand, looked rather calm, continuing to eat his breakfast like nothing had gone wrong.

"Taka," his mother started. "You need to stop stealing Shun-chan's eggs. It's not very ladylike."

Takako grunted - in a very unladylike manner, Shun thought to himself - and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand before fixing her mother with her blank gaze. "Taka's not a very ladylike nickname," she pointed out.

Their mother twitched. "Takako..." she started off warningly but Takako cut her off.

"I need the extra protein anyways. Momokan's training is killer. Don't feel so cocky because you're a boy Shun." Now Takako was glaring at Shun and Shun felt bewildered because when the hell did being a boy have anything to do with eggs?

"That's right," his father said in his booming voice. "Let Taka have her eggs. It won't do Shun any harm - he won't grow for another couple of years anyway - "

"Tousan!" Shun protested hotly, cheeks turning pink. Takako snickered at him before stealing another egg. Shun groaned and slumped his head onto the table. He just couldn't win today.

other moments to come:

mizutani gushing about male!shinooka "oh, chiaki-kun."
mihashi's use of "chan" (aka the horrors of first calling abe, "abe-chan.")
tajima talking about boobs (duh.)
takako and haruna's dysfunctional relationship
junta, on mihashi's face

and many more? LOL IDEK. GIVE ME IDEAS.

holy shit this photoshoot. they are so...beautiful, i don't even ;___; taemin looking ridiculously cute in those glasses and MINHO DRINKING TEA OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

LONG AND USELESS ENTRY IS LONG AND USELESS!

conditionally — Wed, 10 Nov 2010 06:28:05 GMT

just a default thing about glee - i watch for the characters and the music. mainly the music. as a show, i personally think it sucks because it literally is just plot what plot the whole freaking time. which is okay but if it wasn't for the music, it'd be a terrible show. but i love it anyways. sue me.

ANYWAYS. THAT KISS. OKAY. WHEN IT HAPPENED I SCREAMED. then i couldn't talk english. i literally had no words. mumbled things like "aldskfjasldjf" and "wioqurewoafj" came out of my mouth. my parents laughed at me so hard. i was in so much shock.

THEN THE SECOND KISS I WALKED OUT OF THE DOOR SCREAMING "I CAN'T."

yeah just...mind blowing. honestly. MIND BLOWING. FML.

random: gyuri looks sexier in her dark hair. she can pull off the blonde look, i just prefer her dark hair. btw gyuri i need a kara icon. gyuri or nicole. FIND ME ONE PLS BB ♥

i'm so not updated with kpop, it's terrible. i write fic like "holy shit i don't know what i'm talking about" then i feel guilty and then i just go back to writing anime LOL. i'll get caught up in december! everything good will happen in december lol ;^^ when i have free time~ kpop friends should leave me bands/songs to listen to. OR BETTER YET GIVE ME FIC RECS ♥

funny story; my friend sent me a link to this anime and told me how it was perfect - had the right amount of humor, fluff, and sexy.

two episodes later, she discovers it's a hentai.

i laughed for hours.

one of these days i really want to write oofuri!girlverse ;__; i've already told ryuutchi but if i type it up it seems more plausible. idk. it'd be really cute. but names. NAMES. so...

edited!

Mihashi Rin (Ren is unisex so maybe just keep it as Ren? lol)
Abe Takako (LOOOOOOOL)
Tajima ~~Yuriko~~ Yui
Hanai Azusa or Aoba
Mizutani Fumiko
Sakaeguchi Yuuka
Izumi ~~Koumi/Kouki (Kouki is a BOY NAME but i think it'd be a cute tsundere girl name LOL WHAT DO I KNOW I AM NOT JAPANESE ;A;)~~ Kou or Koume
Suyama Shiori
Oki Kazue
Nishihiro Shizuko

~~Shinooka Chiaki?~~

PLEASE THROW BETTER SUGGESTIONS AT ME -____-

~excerpt~

Hanai sighed and looked back down at the clipboard. "Right, with Tajima injured we'll have to change the lineup a bit..." Sakaeguchi chewed her lip thoughtfully and Abe furrowed her brow in concentration. Exasperated, Hanai lifted her head from the numbers and froze.

"Tajima," she shrieked when she managed to find her voice. "Tajima, put your shirt back on!"

Horrified, Abe and Sakaeguchi glanced over to where Hanai was gaping to see their short petite clean-up strutting around the field in nothing but her training shorts and bright orange sports bra. Mihashi was several feet away from her, looking very blue, pulling at her blonde braids anxiously. A very red Shinooka was hiding his face behind the tray that usually held onigiri.

Tajima looked at them with a frown. "What," she complained loudly. "The uniform is tight on my chest!" She poked her left breast for emphasis and Sakaeguchi buried her face into her arms. Hanai looked away. As of today, she wasn't captain anymore. She couldn't do it. She couldn't.

"ARE YOU AN IDIOT," Abe screamed in response, slapping her notebook down, and stalking over to the other girl. Tajima blinked as Abe poked her chest furiously. "Your tits are the size of apple seeds!"

Tajima's face darkened. "My tits are great!" she shouted in retaliation. "Size isn't the only thing that matters, Abe! Perkiness counts too - "

"STOP TALKING."

oh yeah that's it. LOL.

conditionally — Tue, 09 Nov 2010 13:45:01 GMT

lol well this month is college application month and i've slowly been doing those. last night as i was finishing the app for uc irvine, i guess i knocked out and had this really strange dream. basically i got my acceptance letters and discovered that i didn't get into ANY college. not even csu of northridge. so i basically die inside and to avoid all the pity my friends and family bestow upon me, i escape to prague.

...yes prague. don't ask me what prague has because I DON'T EVEN KNOW. can't even point it out on a map aldsjfalskdj!

anyways! so i go to prague with plans on eating as much comfort food as i can (...what kind of food has prague even have crying why is my mind like this) and i meet this really rich prague guy and we become friends ish? more like he follows me and i go along with it because like i'm in fucking prague with no idea what to do.

apparently he falls in love with me. apparently he's a millionaire. i dun love him back.

so i run back home. (LOLOLOLOL OMFG I WOULD DO THIS AHH T___T)

...but he follows me!! and he like finds my house because he's a millionaire with connections or smth idek and like he declares to my family how much he loves me but is heartbroken that i don't share the same sentiments. then, he says he's a millionaire. my dad immediately says, "LOVE HIM!!"

LOLOLOL MY DAD WOULD SAY THAT. HAHAHAHAH SO RIDICULOUS. anyways, as i was telling my mom this story, she asked me what the guy's name was. i didn't know. his name is unknown. so let's call him boris.

...like hell i'm marrying anyone named BORIS. (jk jk jk jk jk)

oh my god this weather. it was sooooooo cold and soooooo windy. i wore a skirt LOL but it was really cute so i wanted to wear it. wore tights underneath so that it wouldn't be a problem if it flew around.

random guy in gov: shii you look like a sexy congresswoman.
me: i fear for our government if congresswomen dress like me.

LOL BUT REALLY? CONGRESSWOMAN? THAT'S SO WEIRD~

AHHH i don't want to de-anon from the kink meme so i'll describe things vaguely lol ~~but if you ask me specific questions i might just end up answering them LOL~~ and it'll be obvious who i am later idek WHATEVER. i have like...four WIPs ;A; and three that i really want to write but haven't started yet LOL. it's because they're all long-ish. well. 1000 words or so and i haven't stopped. i'm fantastic.

okay nvm not really going to rant about fic i will give myself away. anywaysss to my new friends i'm just going to talk about oofuri pairings now? KEKEKEKEKEKE. well so at least you have background on my favorites.

first off, there's nothing i don't really like. if it's well written or drawn cutely, i will honestly ship anything. i like believable ships but i slip into "ridic fangirl mode" in which i don't really care about how believable a situation is, i just wanna read it~~ SO I'M PRETTY MUCH OPEN TO EVERYTHING, NO JUDGING HERE. which is why the kink meme has become like my second home.

...I'M A BIG FAN OF ANGST! *__* because i'm a sadist

buuuuuuut if i had to pick a canon pairing that i'm really :| about it'd probably be tajima/hanai. granted, they're cute but...i don't know. tajima makes hanai all weird and dysfunctional which works for some people but not really for me? also, i don't understand mizutani/sakaeguchi...as in i've never really seen it in the show. ~~distracted by abe anyways LOLOLOLOL~~

warning: may be spoilers for second season!!

1. abe/mihashi. if that wasn't obvious then LOL SERIOUSLY i've never shipped a canon pairing (yeah they're canon, they're both super gay irl not even joking ESPECIALLY ABE mhm) as much as i've shipped these two. usually i don't love the "main pairing" as much as everyone else does but gah really how could i NOT love them. they're just so so so adorable and they're otp forever because i'll never get tired of their dysfunctional relationship. i would spazz about this but it'll take too long, ask me what i like about the pairing and i will try to go into detail!

2. tajima/mihashi. I REALLY THINK THIS IS ADORABLE. i know most people go for the bff-ery aspect rather than a romantic relationship but i think what mihashi really craves is affection and tajima is the one person that readily gives it to him, simply because he likes mihashi and cares of him. during the second season you can definitely see tajima overprotective of mihashi (DON'T BULLY MIHASHI >:|) and i can see him as a really good boyfriend in that respect. ALSO MIHASHI ISN'T SCARED OF HIM SO HE CAN TALK BACK. he even cleared up the misunderstanding with tajima which shows that he's comfortable enough with the other boy to say what he wants to say. this would probably be the healthiest mihashi relationship out there. also the fact that mihashi adores tajima and tajima adores him just as much and SHOWS IT is the cutest thing ever. mihashi is really lucky to have tajima~

3. hanai/abe/mizutani. yes all three. class 7 is my favorite class and i love pairing them up in all sorts of different combinations. i'm partial to mizutani/abe because it's ridiculous - mizutani would be the most annoying boyfriend ~ever~ and abe would be all "I'M SO TIRED OF YOUR SHIT :|" but then mizu would seduce him with cuteness like "but ta-ka-ya~" and abe would get all scary and annoyed but BLUSHY because he loves mizutani and and hanai/abe is the healthiest relationship imho because hanai would be his normal dorky self and wouldn't exactly show up all the flaws abe has in his character. pretty much they put two normal guys with a guy that thinks he's normal but he's really not but it's CUTE because mizutani is like D: and abe is like D:< and hanai is like .__.

IF THAT MADE SENSE I APPLAUD YOU.

other nishiura pairings include: izumi/mizutani, izumi/abe, izumi/mihashi (yeah i like izumi too LOL) sakaeguchi/suyama, tajima/abe, nishihiro/hanai, HANAI/MIHASHI ADSLFJ BECAUSE OF THE SECOND SEASON AHH, etc etc.

rival teams: i like junta *__* and i'm a sucker for kaguyama/haruna. KAGUYAN IS TOOOOOOOO CUTE.

also: OH MY GOD THAT POKEFURI FANART HAS KIMOBE aldsfkjasldf dying!!

/goes back to fic./

omg hai gaiz

conditionally — Mon, 08 Nov 2010 06:40:06 GMT

OH MY GOD MY USERPICS ;A; some of these titles are so unoriginal but whatever okay i chose the best/retarded ones okay! >:| i'm so happy~ /caresses userpics./

anywayssss hi to my new oofuri friends from the friending meme! :D finally i have people on my flist i can spazz incoherently to! because...thats' what you're getting. incoherent spazz. yes.

anyways, i'm stalking oofurikink like a creeper and that recent shun/mihashi/abe one makes my heart break. like srsly. IT'S SO SAD. I DON'T WANNA SEE SHUN CRY B-B-BUT ABEMIHA IS OTP ;A; WAAAAAAAAAH. on a side note, there are so many requests i wish would get filled quickly! *___* if i had time, i'd archive all the unfilled requests so potential writer anons could see what else is out there but i have no time. maybe after november when i'm done applying to college =__= a lot of things...i have to do after november. the only thing i've allowed myself is oofurikink LOL MY GUILTY PLEASURE NO JUDGING NO JUDGING~

on another note, i finally got to watch snsd's "hoot" and while i'm not that fond of the song the chorus is really catchy and everyone looked pretty good :) one of the photoshoots their bangs are kinda nasty and i'm like uh dnw but in general my girls are super cute ♥

conditionally — Sun, 07 Nov 2010 18:55:34 GMT

GUESS WHO HAS A NEW SHINY PAID ACCOUNT *________* THAT'S RIGHT, YOU GUESSED IT.

/runs to upload userpics./

edit: I'M MOSTLY TREMBLING FROM THE FACT THAT I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PAY FOR ONE BUT IF YOU CAN'T TELL I AM REALLY FUCKING EXCITED

conditionally — Tue, 26 Oct 2010 06:28:42 GMT

i've been sick :( like the sore throat, hoarse voice, sniffly nose, kind of sick. which basically means me out of action. WAHHHHHHHH. and i'm still coughing ahhh!!

conditionally — Fri, 08 Oct 2010 03:13:32 GMT

IT'S FINALLY COLD HERE it like rained all week omg! :D i just hate rain at school because it's small but a ton of kids go there. so there's student traffic EVERYWHERE it makes me want to punch everyone! so i've just spent the days curled up in my bed because it's warm~ i feel so lazy like a cat...:3

I BLAME compatable

conditionally — Mon, 04 Oct 2010 01:29:39 GMT

shiibangs shiibangs shiibangs shiibangs shiibangs shiibangs shiibangs shiibangs

...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

all drabbles are officially finished! yay!