Not Just Pretty Blue Eyes...

concealedshadow @ 2006-07-29T22:37:00

2006-07-30T02:38:50Z

Tomorrows the lucky day to put the speech to action and please pray for me...
No doubt I now grew very pale; --but I talked more fluently, and with a heightened voice. Yet the sound increased --and what could I do? It was a low, dull, quick sound --much such a sound as a watch makes when enveloped in cotton. I gasped for breath --and yet the officers heard it not. I talked more quickly --more vehemently; but the noise steadily increased. I arose and argued about trifles, in a high key and with violent gesticulations; but the noise steadily increased. Why would they not be gone? I paced the floor to and fro with heavy strides, as if excited to fury by the observations of the men --but the noise steadily increased. Oh God! what could I do? I foamed --I raved --I swore! I swung the chair upon which I had been sitting, and grated it upon the boards, but the noise arose over all and continually increased. It grew louder --louder --louder! And still the men chatted pleasantly, and smiled. Was it possible they heard not? Almighty God! --no, no! They heard! --they suspected! --they knew! --they were making a mockery of my horror!-this I thought, and this I think. But anything was better than this agony! Anything was more tolerable than this derision! I could bear those hypocritical smiles no longer! I felt that I must scream or die! and now --again! --hark! louder! louder! louder! louder!

"Villains!" I shrieked, "dissemble no more! I admit the deed! --tear up the planks! here, here! --It is the beating of his hideous heart!"

MUST READ

2006-07-04T20:10:22Z

If anyone reads this please comment cause i may not keep my journal nemore.
<3 KEM; VC

concealedshadow @ 2006-07-02T07:58:00

2006-07-02T14:18:54Z

I dont think anyone reads this anymore but thats ok i guess... Ryan thank you for last night/ this morning it felt really good to finally express those parts of me and now you understand a bunch of why im who i am and what my heart says.. last night i went to fireworks with d and it was amusing between the two of us and the thoughts that pass through both of our minds... tho i was worse yesterday "dusty you want ice cream?" "dean i wont eat it ill settle for one thing of fries thats it no more!" well then we saw mrs c and her kids, cute kids, she didnt recognize me... not like i cut my long hair, got glasses, grew, way changed my wardrobe *anyone remember my goth uniforms... baggy pants... i do miss those though i would never go back to black,* and im no longer the kid people hate im more of the kid you just dont know about... so Ryan heres the point you probably expect now... went to bed at 4 and woke up at 6 well om outy again as i must retend for another day that the world is wonderful and right now i dont like my sister much... 3 weeks alone will do that to you

concealedshadow @ 2006-06-21T22:03:00

2006-06-22T02:04:01Z

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing there across the road,
There's a choice you gotta make.

CHORUS:
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

CHORUS:
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
The night goes on, and some things that I'll have,
To give to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.

Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

CHORUS:
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Start to wave goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.

Wonderful by Everclear

2006-05-06T03:51:25Z

’hey, ain’t life wonderful? wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... isn’t it wonderful
Now? ’

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it’s over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you’re little
And the world’s so big
I just don’t understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it’s all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won’t know
When the bell rings I just don’t wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don’t believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you’re little
And the world is so big
I just don’t understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don’t wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don’t wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don’t wanna meet your friends
And I don’t wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now...

I don’t wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

*Ryan and Danica big thanks for tonight*

concealedshadow @ 2006-05-01T23:04:00

2006-05-02T03:05:29Z

Emily B. *beaver* says: everyone of her friends should send their updates via email

concealedshadow @ 2006-05-01T15:12:00

2006-05-01T19:12:49Z

> > ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
> > TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
> > THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
> > FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it
> > FIVE When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
> > SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
> > SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
> > EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
> > NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
> > TEN... In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
> > ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
> > TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
> > THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
> > FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
> > FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
> > SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
> > SEVENTEEN. R emember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions
> > EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
> > NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
> > TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
> > TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

PUBLIC PLEA

2006-04-11T22:49:52Z

I'm leaving in less than two days for Europe what am I forgetting????? HELP

concealedshadow @ 2006-03-29T21:18:00

2006-03-30T02:22:03Z

update... i cant update im sorry i just cant

concealedshadow @ 2006-02-16T18:31:00

2006-02-16T23:35:18Z

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Tim wonders "is a person with a taste for acorns sane?"
Kayley doesnt know the answer as she is questionably insane and likes acorns too

concealedshadow @ 2006-02-12T07:42:00

2006-02-12T12:44:31Z

Kayley will have to write:

I will stop collecting shiny things that I find on the ground

'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

concealedshadow @ 2006-02-04T23:02:00

2006-02-05T04:04:04Z

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concealedshadow @ 2006-01-28T19:24:00

2006-01-29T00:25:56Z

crazy day maybe a post later

concealedshadow @ 2006-01-13T22:41:00

2006-01-14T03:42:49Z

i know my new lay out is wierd but i needed change

concealedshadow @ 2006-01-06T00:20:00

2006-01-06T05:24:15Z

procrastination of my sleep- you know im sick and i still cant manage to drag myself to bed i just keep thinking what if........ then goes from there all i know is if i dont sleep soon nobodys going to enjoy me tom. and well i dont know i just feel like typing forever about nothing

concealedshadow @ 2005-12-01T18:56:00

2005-12-01T23:54:56Z

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concealedshadow @ 2005-11-29T20:26:00

2005-11-30T01:27:00Z

ryan i lost your quote so i prob mangled it but here we go, i tried to recall it, you are my quote of the day
"i hear your slightest whisper but you don't hear me screaming" - Ryan Walters

concealedshadow @ 2005-11-26T19:22:00

2005-11-27T02:23:27Z

"Sometimes I lie awake at night and ask why me? Then a voice answers nothing personal, your name just happened to come up."

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"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia."

"In the book of life's questions, the answers are not in the back."

concealedshadow @ 2005-11-23T15:03:00

2005-11-23T22:13:28Z

so frm what i hear a pretty sweeto pep? yay dusty for next yr plans... ok so well im bribing mara in order to get her to do her work... ewwy i wanna wear my elk shirt... hehehe i love it its soooo sweeto (sweet/neato)i went to maras dentist today yay dentist, hes wierd

jokes to make a shiny day, very funny read all

2005-11-23T00:16:36Z

A woman walks into a convenience store. She walks straight to the manager and asks, "Do you have any small notebooks?"

"Sorry," says the manager. "We're all out."

The woman shrugs, and asks, "Well, do you have any mechanical pencils?"

"Nope, don't have that either," says the manager.

The woman feels her stomach rumbling and asks, "Do you have Doritos? Nachos?"

The manager shrugs, "Sorry."

"Hmmph. How about Chapstick?" says the woman.

"Nope. Don't have that."

"My God!" the woman shouts, "If you don't have anything, you should close the damn store!"

The manager shrugs, "Don't have the key."

Rules For Choosing A Superhero Name
Don't call yourself by your real name: e.g., The Incredible Jenny Pinchuck, The Amazing Stevie Foster.

Don't call yourself by someone else's real name: e.g., Super Teddy Kennedy, Captain Dean Martin.

Choose a name that suggests power, heroism and prowess: e.g., Captain Power, Thunderman, Mr. Invincible, Justiceman.

Don't be too modest: e.g., Mr. Pretty Good, Captain So-so, Fairly Incredibleman, Captian Invincible on a good day.

But don't labor the point: e.g., Mr. So-Powerful- Don't-Even-Think-About-It-Buddy.

Don't choose a name detrimental to your crime fighting image: e.g.,Captain Spongecake, Mr. Silly, Yellow Streak, Purple Slippers, Captain Sweetiepie.

Don't choose the name of an existing Superhero unless you have lots of money and enjoy fighting litigation instead of supervillains.

It's no use calling yourself Captain Invincible if your only power is control over Hostess Twinkies and you suffer from a congenial hole-in-the-heart condition. It's just asking for trouble.

Don't call yourself the Invisible Boy if you're not.

Don't call yourself the Invisible Boy if you're a girl.

Don't give away important information in your name, e.g. The Glass Jaw, Captain Vulnerable To Strontium 90.

Don't call yourself The Green Avenger if you wear an orange costume. You'll confuse people.

Drumming...
There was once a small boy who banged a drum all day and loved every moment of it. He would not be quiet, no matter what anyone else said or did. Various attempts were made to do something about the child.

One person told the boy that he would, if he continued to make so much noise, perforate his eardrums. This reasoning was too advanced for the child, who was neither a scientist nor a scholar.

A second person told him that drum beating was a sacred activity and should be carried out only on special occasions. The third person offered the neighbors plugs for their ears; a fourth gave the boy a book; a fifth gave the neighbors books that described a method of controlling anger through biofeedback; a sixth person gave the boy meditation exercises to make him placid and docile. None of these attempts worked.

Eventually, a wise person came along with an effective motivation. He looked at the situation, handed the child a hammer and chisel, and asked, "I wonder what is INSIDE the drum?"

No more problem.

humor me

2005-11-15T23:54:10Z

Mr. Turtle was walking down the road when he spotted a eagle at the tip top of a very tall tree. He shouted, "Good Morning, Mr. Crow."

Mr. Crow shouted back down, "Good Morning Mr. Turtle." Mr. Turtle shouted up, "Whatcha doin' today?" and the answer shouted back down was, "Absolutely nothin' Mr. Turtle - Absolutely nothin' and loving it."

Well, that sounded pretty good to Mr. Turtle, so he shouted back up, "Do you think I could do that too?" Mr. Crow shouted back down, "I don't see why not!" So, Mr. Turtle lay down on the side of the road and began Doing Absolutely Nothing.

In 30 minutes a fox came along and ate him.

The moral of the story is: You can get away with Doing Absolutely Nothing, but only if you are really high up.

random thought

2005-11-15T00:37:12Z

why is it no matter how much colored bubble bath you put in the bath the bubbles are always white?

concealedshadow @ 2005-11-10T18:38:00

2005-11-10T23:44:52Z

im asgood as dead in my mothers eyes and its tearing me limb from limb i need an outlit, think im going to break completely,is anyone out there? well gone somewher and ill talk to you all someday, i love you all,
kem;vc

concealedshadow @ 2005-11-10T17:52:00

2005-11-10T23:05:58Z

sucking it up, cant write, shut the emos down, ttyl kem, vc

concealedshadow @ 2005-11-07T00:13:00

2005-11-07T05:13:08Z

GOOD MORNING YA'LL!!!!