been working on this google doc for a couple days now,
its honestly tiring but i keep trying to put it aside and just relax sometimes,
but the times ive been harassed/manipulated, im cant just do nothing about it
of course it happens through the time that passed since then
where i finally think ive found my peace and where ive recovered
luckily of course, i have my friends beside to help me through this
of course, none of this will go public until further notice,
but i will continue to add on to it over the upcoming days or maybe weeks, and will be released when most nessecary

can you all just shut up??? this isn't helping anything, its just making EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING worse for EVERYONE involved. This is PETTY. this is STUPID. I didn't WANT THIS. NOBODY wanted this.
You get offended when he streams, yeah, I got mad too until I realized WHY he did it.
But NOBODY is going to get mad at Oka for doing the SAME THING by taking a private matter and putting it on a site where IT DIDN'T EVEN HAPPEN.
They're both my friends. And I will defend them. But I won't defend one and not the other.
(things related to oka, if you arent concerned, then you dont have to read this.)
because i quit this site, id like to care as much as nothing if i lost any followers, i just hope that people understand
but id like to bring up that i have done nothing wrong.
anything related to me "streaming" something was purely not to disregard the other side or to hurt them in any way.
i had been with my friends in a call during the entire fiasco because i needed the moral support
the "talk" would have never happened without them, but if i did then i would have too stressed out to be able to handle it.
i did not "stream" to hurt anyone, to expose anyone, or to make people harrass. It was only to a friend group I had trusted to see what they would say, but mainly just to be my moral support in all of this.
i am not blaming oka or anyone else for this matter, but i really needed people by my side desperately