stop time and smile for me

has it really been that long?

charmedjunkie — Tue, 29 Jan 2013 07:37:54 GMT

So it's 2013, I didn't realize it had been quite that long since I last posted, and god knows that last post was depressing...

Not that things are peachy but lord have mercy I was being an over dramatic queen. So since I last updated, I moved out of my house and in with my best friend, I changed jobs, not for a better one, but one that is probably a little more mentally healthier, and i'm 30 almost 31 who the hell saw that one coming, I remember being in my 20's and just spending all kinds of money on crap and having fun and now it's just constant responsibility. No fun, and might I add that i'm so used to auto correct it's throwing me off when this thing just tells me i'm wrong and doesn't spell it right for me LOL.

Well guess that's all for now, i'm going to go back to obsessing over Zachary Quinto and Tyler Hoechlin.

thank god it's almost over

charmedjunkie — Tue, 28 Dec 2010 07:49:03 GMT

thank god 2010 is almost over cause dear god what an awful last couple of months it's been. Halloween on has pretty much just sucked every last bit of hope and dream out of my already drained body...

Christmas was just uh, I had one to many to drink the night before while Nick was sleeping and then I woke up still drunk after 2 he stepped out I freaked out, and well everything was fine but it sucks when your really drunk and you expect someone there and they aren't...then the next day was just god awful I was just depressed as all hell, and I actually got really good gifts this year, but I had no holiday spirit so everything just got to me. Then I managed to get a freaking cold. Which hasn't helped anything.

Today me and Nick headed down to King of Prussia mall cause he was going to buy me coach, anything I wanted in the store, and I couldn't find a damn thing and that just added to my mood, we had a nice lunch at one of my favorite resteraunts, so that helped until we got back into town and hit up our mall. Um hello Christmas is over come december 25 so my question is why the hell was the mall like super busy as if it were christmas eve. So yeah by the end of our little drop by I was near tears, I yelled at someone for cutting in front of me. I just had had enough. We ended up deciding on a Wii instead of Coach since the new logo makes the bags look fake and I don't want some solid leather with some little coach tag, totaly not worth it then. And the wii's were sold out, I shouldn't have been shocked, I've worked retail I know things sell out. So we hit up one last place before heading home and they had it. I was so happy. I have a red wii. very exciting..i'm sure the exciting will wear off sooner or later but for now i'm happy.

Well sort of, in the next few months i'll be moving out, i'll be 29 and I need to get my liscense...so basically i'm freaking out. I just need a vacation and badly...just be away from everyone and everything. It's so sad I told nick we are at our happiest when we don't involve anyone else, just us. Now in a perfect world it would just be us no more guys dating, gays, just us being happy people. Going to our families for holidays, and just being low key.

another am entry

charmedjunkie — Tue, 30 Nov 2010 11:30:52 GMT

so yeah it's 6:26 am and i'm doing my usual staying up all night to make sure Nick gets up...not sure why I do this, I could be getting 17 hours of sleep...and with the holidays coming up i'm gonna need it. Survived another black friday, it really wasn't that bad, it was busier today to me then it was on friday, so sad. But at least i've been making my goals...I am taking some bitches down...lol.

Can I tell you I actually really want to see that new movie Sucker Punch coming out in march. I know me I doubt I will but it looks so good. Its rent worthy if anything else. I'm sure you could tell because of the new icon.

I know i'm doing my usual babble like I always do at this hour. I'm so bored, and no one is up. Uh so boring. Oh well, i'll just continue to listen to lords of acid. Totally takes me back to when I was a teen. God how the years have flown by.

I'm not sure if this is wtf or a fml moment

charmedjunkie — Tue, 19 Oct 2010 13:25:16 GMT

so I totally need to change my title from ASM (assistant store manager) to something like DCM (damage control manager) its just been one clean up situation after another at my store..when my manager goes on vacation I would love for him to come back to hey no troubles. Course when im out for a few days I would prefer to come back to fabulous and clean and no engraving but hell would freeze over first

testing

charmedjunkie — Mon, 11 Oct 2010 15:18:50 GMT

so I have an andriod phone and it has a livejournal app so im testing it. course it doesnt let you pick an icon or any of that other stuff

another morning

charmedjunkie — Sat, 09 Oct 2010 09:08:17 GMT

well it's 5 am and i'm up as usual. No matter what these days i'm up till this god awful hour. I can't go to bed though cause Nick is in it sleeping since he has work and I have off...Hell yeah 3 days off don't know what to do with myself. Probably just sleep the weekend away is what it will come down to.

Other then that, I really am starting to be annoyed with work. I mean I feel like i'm surrounded by idiots, and I don't mean in my store I mean in general just the shit they come out with and then what they want to you to say to sell it. I mean really why don't I just play a recording and say if you'd like to speak to a customer service agent please press this button. Oh well it's retail they just want money and to be the #1 blah blah blah.

It's so sad really I have been like super crushing on some guy I went to high school with. I don't even know if I even talked to him in high school. And yet I can't seem to get him off my mind. He's super hot and i'm sure has a super sexy voice to go with it. Speaking of guys, my ex has been living in NY for over a month now, keep in mind that he's bi and well had never been with a man before, Well that certinaly changed it's always nice hearing about your gay virgin ex (well virgin in the gay world) go on and on about his tranny neighbor who apprently is pre op and well he did every gay thing possible. I was shocked, and a little upset. but that's probably because with me he was all talk and with some random stranger was all for it.

Why oh why can't I get a boyfriend to meet me halfway. They either are whores, or don't want to do anything. I may not be sexual but damnit I do have needs that do require attention from time to time. Guess that's really about it. I know so exciting but i'm super tired and i have to be up for at least another 4 hours.

some icons before I go

charmedjunkie — Tue, 05 Oct 2010 10:16:30 GMT

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memories

charmedjunkie — Mon, 04 Oct 2010 12:33:43 GMT

I was going through 8ball graphix when it dawned on me. I was such an icon whore...

it happens

charmedjunkie — Mon, 04 Oct 2010 12:06:37 GMT

So wow almost 2 years and I finally made my way back..lol...guess this is one of those things you can't really ever get away from. But it's something to do at 8 am when you should have been in bed, but aren't because thank god I have off again which means I can sleep all day.

Update wise, i'm still working for things remembered, my life is full of drama, work is drama right now. I do like my job but I do get a lil tired of always having to clean up messes or be the go between I may be the assistant but that's not my job. Basically I get treated like the store manager and yet i'm not.

Other then that, I am sort of dating Nick again, and for those of you who don't remember him he's my ex turned best friend. Well he wanted to get back together, but now he's playing the I want to take it slow, I need to get my head into it, blah blah blah game. I'm happy to wait not forever but I don't want to rush him and have him run off and ruin something because I have the paitence of a 2 year old who wants their way and wants it now.

Other then work and Nick, I pretty much come home, get on facebook and relax. It's been a lil stressful with Nick just getting back to work after a couple months of medical leave from the car accident. I do own a car now, sort of, it's in my name. But her name is Alice and until I slid into those leather seats I never got why people name things. Now I know. It was just meant to be. LOL. But that's all for now. Who knows when i'll get on again I just saw my friends and got inspired for a few simple icons, and it brought me back to a simpilar time in my life.

way to be an ass

charmedjunkie — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 09:24:05 GMT

so my best friend calls me after hanging out tonight like we do every night, to inform me that his father won't let him in the house because it was 3 am. ok I will admit I don't like athority very well, but I do respect rules and know when to not break them, and when your father is an ass all the time and is in control of the house because your mom's out of town you probably should get home when your supposed too. But he figured he'd be in bed. Well he wasn't. so yeah and his brothers well the one didn't want to be put out way to be a douche bag to your twin, WTF, the other wasn't picking up his phone which means it was downstairs and not beside him and I don't know who does that, I keep mine beside me 24/7 if I don't pick up it usually means i'm busy or i'm just not in the mood to deal with whatever drama is going on right now.

so he came back and now is going to be sleeping in my bed and i'll be staying up all night to make sure he doesn't get caught for being here which if I do I run the risk of getting kicked out...YAY go me. Which is not good since well the best friend doesn't live on his own, and my other friends can't just let me move in, at least not that I know of, and I really can't afford rent right now I have bills like everyone else and oh good news I did get my permit yes I still don't drive, i'm so shocked. But I had my first driving lesson the other night on a stick shift and I actually did it. LOL. don't ask me how I did better then the driver of the car his first time round. YAY go me...but in a good way this time

Other then that i've been working all the time, vday is over so thank god for small favors, but it sucks not being in charge anymore because with the store manager being back now i'm not in control and it's constantly something isn't up to code or done right and it's not well things were fine when I was in charge never had an issue to to much so I don't understand what is wrong now. and well things have changed there so YAY..ok i'm going to go for now, thanks for listening I mean reading...

omg stfu

charmedjunkie — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 22:00:47 GMT

ok couldn't think of anything else to put there, but just watched shutter, WTF that is just the oddest movie alive, wasn't half bad but still kind of OMG. I do tend to love those japanese inpsired flicks, and what is with the main female that goes to japan why is she always blonde, can't she be a brunette and just blend in, no blonde wavy hair. Sorry I know this is random but i'm bored and there isn't a damn thing happening on my myspace or my facebook, not that much happens on here but me ranting.

Nick's hanging out with Jim love how I got invited along beings I have off and all. Thank god David had off so I had a movie buddy, i'm sure nick won't show up cause he'll be to busy getting it on. UH!!!!!! I hate men, although nick's brother is HOT. And so straight damnit. Just my luck, but not everyone can have an entire gay family for me to pick from so I shouldn't bitch to much.

OMG My coworker has the entertainment weekly with twilight on the cover, so mine she said, I almost DIED, robert pattinson shirtless. Can I be kristen's stunt double ok I know we don't look alike but that's what editing is for...

best friends, theropy and clubs oh shit

charmedjunkie — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 21:19:15 GMT

So I found out that my theropy is completely covered by my insurence so i'm going for free basically. YAY cause god knows I need it. I saw her once but that's when I thought I was paying and of course when do I ever have money, so now that it's free i'm totally going more often. And of course i'm nervous again I mean it's like pressure to think of what to say, I mean obviously they are there to listen to me rant and rave and bitch about anything I damn well please, but I don't know I mean I feel I have problems until I need to go to the shrink then it's like what's wrong with me again.

I need to work on my depressoin that's for damn sure balling all the way home from a party or the club because your lonely is never fun I feel so bad for nick, but he owes me. LOL.

And of course it's club night. YAY, i'm trying like hell to get up there tonight cause apperntly my friend Karie has a new girlfriend and she needs my approval course even when my friends disapproved I still dated someone, it's my choice in the end. I'll pay for a mistake god knows I have.

And i'm starting work at crocs again now, I need money like no other, so I start next week, my manager is going to flip a shit, but I need money and until my hours pick up or I get a raise i'm going to need to continue working it's as simple as that, end of story. So I can't wait. Yeah it's only a hundred bucks but I need it.

twilight icons

charmedjunkie — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 15:05:35 GMT

told you I was obsessed

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why isn't anyone stopping the maddness it's been so long since I've done these, but guess you never really loose your touch...

well what do you think

charmedjunkie — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 05:28:12 GMT

View Poll: #1239159

why me...

charmedjunkie — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 05:22:38 GMT

so I have to say i'm like totally obsessed with getting back with my ex, and I don't know why. I have a very certin type of guy I usually go for, dark hair, green, brown or blue eyes. Gottee always helps glasses, dorky looking guys, taller guys, buff guys, skinny guys I have without a doubt always drooled after these. And my ex is blonde, shorter then me, stocky gray eyes I mean holly hell it's like a polar opposite and I told him tonight while at work no less (i'm his bloody manager) and I go what the hell have you done to me. And yet i'm his best friend WTF, who better to date, I hate people who agree with him on the friend front, I'm sorry I'm not a bitch and I won't stop being friends with someone just because we aren't a couple anymore I mean obviously, we're closer now then we were when we dated, I mean jesus. I don't know what to do, I mean don't get me wrong if someone else comes along i'll be more then happy to give them my full attention but for now I can't help looking back and wondering where did we go wrong and why can't we try again. I would never treat him like his ex fiancee's would hell I'd follow through like no other with a wedding.

I'm ranting I know. Work is just well work. Today sucked I had like 13 valley girls (I may be one but in large groups JESUS) they only bought one thing no engraving I almost cried, that wold have been phenom to squeeze 6 more bucks out of them. I bet they'll come back on at a time and someone else would so get the credit DAMNIT. Oh well.

I hurt, and you know it sucks i've had 2 dates lined up and well one canceled the other I just might cancel because well it's the same ex as aboves guy that he was roomies with and well chances are they'll go out and then well what's the point if you don't get another date, a boyfriend or a friend out a date then why bother, and i'm already friends with the guy, as much as I would love to go out with him, he's so my type, like how I listed above, and it's like well shit. That could totally sway me to get over the ex.

holy hell

charmedjunkie — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 07:39:50 GMT

so yeah it's been over a year, wow WTF, who knew a year could go by so fast, I think I may get into this whole livejournal again cause I can't do the whole writing in a real journal thing.

To catch you up well i'm currently single I've been through 3 boyfriends, i'm still in love with number 2, but he's just a friend, actually my best friend, and having to listen to what he does and dating and all that KILLS me, might as well just pull a missery on me dude will hurt less. Oh well, shit happens.

I'm currently working for things remembered, no clue if I mentioned I was working there a year ago, I think I was in line for a job but it wasn't full time at first so I worked at Journey's instead, but now i'm full time there and YAY, it's not really bad, the staff consist of 2 hags and 2 fags, so..LOL. you can imagine the trouble we get ourselves into.

I have to say this now. I'M OBSESSED WITH THE TWILIGHT SERIES, waiting on the movie is pure torture, I love Robert Pattinson and i'm thrilled he's playing Edward, and they couldn't have chosen a better Bella Swan. They all fit the parts well. I am on book 3, I am going over board with the merchandise, but oh well shit happens, you know me I'm not very subtle when it comes to merchandise I do belive I should get a cut of the proceeds cause god nows I should get something back for all the crap I buy.

Not even sure who still even reads this thing but oh well, guess i'll see...I've missed it and i've missed you guys...

here again

charmedjunkie — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 22:57:43 GMT

So I sometimes don't know how to handle some things, and people. I hate when I feel I have to apoligize or explains my actions, I mean when I do something really shitty i'll be more then happy to say i'm sorry or try and make it right. But it gets exhausting trying to keep the peace and please everyone. I can't. And I won't. It's not worth it.

But I should probably get into more details about the things I posted about yesterday beings I barely said much and it was a quicky update.

Work: I have been written up twice,and i'm on my way to getting a 3rd and that means grounds for termination. I've been getting in trouble for taking legal breaks, such as getting something quick to eat, or using the rest room, or just taking a 10 minute break so I don't go nuts being in that damn stand 24/7. And my numbers haven't been good, even though I used to blow away numbers now i'm down a thousand again, and thank god this monday will be my last day there and I can be FREE. I am so excited, it was a good day when I left for the beach. I managed to basically land a man and quit my fulltime job and got my life back.

So now i'm trying to find a new job and I think I have one, but on some level i'm not sure if I even want it, cause it could cause complications, and I don't like shit like that. I don't have the tie or the paitence anymore. So guess time will tell.

My man, he is amazing, I met him at xs, I think in april I need to figure it out for sure, so I can remember when the magic started, from day one we were flirting and a couple months later I managed to turn someone who wasn't looking for a relationship to wanting one. Now that's magic. LOL. He'll be 30 on the 26th of this month. He's just what I've been looking for, someone older then me, someone that knows how to have fun, someone my family loves, someone I feel comfortable with, and I do. I can tell him anything and do anything and he's still hooked. I think the shock hasn't warn off. But i'm sure it won't cause I can't belive someone wanted to date me, I mean seriously. And what's really sad is I have christian to thank for it. he took me up there, introduced me to jenny who then introduced me to joe. So, ok i'm rambling. But what's new with that. I'll have pics of the trip from the beach as soon as I get home long enough to download them to my computer.

long time no see...again

charmedjunkie — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 08:42:58 GMT

So wow it's been like a few months since I last posted, I thought I had let the paid thing go, but guess that was just for the user pics cause they went from over 100 to like 5 so not cool..I had a ton...damnit, oh well.

I've just been working tons, and partying even more..I am in the final week of my two weeks at my full time job, I finally had enough of the threats of more write ups and being fired, so not cool. So I figured better quit before I get fired, being fired doesn't look good on my app. Although the one place I thought I could get another full time job from hired someone I know instead, don't get me wrong i'm happy for them and all but I need the benefits and that, they already have those...

I also wow who knew these words would come out of my mouth, but I have a boyfriend. We just made it official yesterday so, he's amazing. His name is Joe, love him to peices. He and I have moved so close this past month. And yeah I got a man, so I can finally stop bitching about that. Guess i'll have to find a new hobby since that one got taken away, thank god. So that's about it really. I've just been having fun left and right, went to the beach last week. Was a blast, but glad to be back home. I actually missed lancaster, who the hell thought i'd see the day. But it's good to get away get a bit of color and all that jazz...

Well my b/f is sitting on his computer while i'm on mine, so guess i'm going to get going to spend time with him. Or at least maybe we can get some sleep while we're both in the same room. That would be odd.

just some icons

charmedjunkie — Sun, 18 Feb 2007 21:51:11 GMT

So since I have no idea if anyone even goes to 8ballgraphix anymore, even though I did post there too, I figured i'd post my icons here too...since I know you guys read this, or at least I hope you check in once in awhile.

2 Hello Kitty
2 Lauren Grahamn
4 Jason Lee
1 Ryan Reynolds
4 Smokin' Aces
1 Fergie
1 Hoobastank
2 Shirota Yuu
3 Basilisk
2 Excel Saga
3 Naruto
2 Prince of Tennis
9 Gakuen Heaven
8 InuYasha

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Blank icons are NOT bases. So do not put text on them and then recycle them saying you made them.

credits & resources. I love feedback. And always remember to credit charmedjunkie

the harder you try the harder you fall...

charmedjunkie — Sat, 10 Feb 2007 13:12:57 GMT

If you couldn't tell yesterday was just straight up SHITTY. I was still sick, so I wasn't in th best of moods, and I come in to this LONG list of things the RM said to change, ok so i'm working on those, oh wait we have to do like 2100 bucks yesterday, WTF we could only do that during the holidays, but yes I know it's like real close to the big ol S.A.D. (single awareness day) that we love to celebrate every year. But still, and then wait here comes 600 peices of shipment and the items we needed to have earlier in the week to put out for this special day. And then in comes 2 new double towers, so now we have 4 single towers sitting around full of paper. SO needless to say we were also pretty dead, now when the night came around we did pretty good. But I did pretty decent considering it was just me till like 4 or 4:30, and there was supposed to be someone there at 1:30, but my manager was sick so of course that wasn't going to happen. Oh and then m RM once again gives jackie a hard time, Jackie isn't a manager, this is the one time i'll say she's just a key and that's all she is, she doesn't do anything me and kara do. Hell she's not trained too which is not my fault, i'd rather she be trained to pick up where we can't do it. Like I don't think she'd even know how to set up a tray. So and get this, Jackie told the RM how I been working so hard all day by MYSELF, and all and guess what she said. Basically she and Emily said it was along the lines of I would probably screw it up anyway. Oh really, that just makes me want to work even harder, what is with me and Dm's and RM's just boosting my work ethic there. I'm sorry i've spent 2 very misserable days at work barely being able to talk i've been coughing so much, But she didn't know my manager took the day off because she was sick. Uh oh, someones in trouble but i'm sure she'll put on the tears and it'll all go away. Only her. If I tried that, yeah I could just see how well that would go over. Anywhere else she'd pull that the DM would call her bluff and fire her.

good lord

charmedjunkie — Fri, 09 Feb 2007 02:33:38 GMT

Well today SUCKED ASS. I felt like crap the entire day, I even tried to call my manager in to work for me, just because I just couldn't take it anymore. Well turns out she's sick too, and guess who took off for tomorrow and guess who is by himself again till 5 tomorrow. I can't belive it, Although she is running a fever, but it's a bit extreme to call off already. I mean see how tonight goes. I on the other hand decided to out to use my benefits again, went to see my doctor, And you will not belive what I freaking have, AGAIN. A sinus infection. I mean good lord, last time it was just a bit of dizzyness. Hell I can deal with that, the not being able to breathe and going through tissues like crazy I can't. Oh well, at least I got some meds to kill it. But according to this guy I know at the mall, some jack danials will kill anything in your body. So guess I should go get drunk and let the alcohol do it's thing.

You know me, some cute guy says to do something i'm going to do it. Next up will be that bridge and all. So then my RM just shows up and what amazes me beyond amazes me, is that she spent the whole time at the other store, and then decided to stop by my store after I left. I mean i'm sorry I do belive I am the assitant manager, should you not drop by oh say while i'm still there. I mean hey she may have needed me to come back, but my phone didn't ring and nobody flagged me down so guess I was good to go. I still don't belive this, I mean why th ehell am I anything at that store if i'm going to be just put with associates. Having a title is supposed to mean something I thought. But I should be thankful I didn't have to deal with anything.

leave it to me

charmedjunkie — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:39:00 GMT

I swear these past two days have just sucked. I am completly sick, I have gone through 3 boxes of tissues. Yes I know that's not possible but trust me I did it with ease. I have been popping dayquil and nyquil, you know those names are just weird, whose the dork who came up with those names. And I mean seriously. Do these pills really do anything, because i'm still sick as a dog, and the nyquil makes me feel like i've had a drink or 2, so seriously. And you know i've heard you can't buy both at the same time anymore or something along those lines, or at least the liquid form, I guess people are making it into boose or drugs or something. I'm telling ya who really gives a crap who does what.

So other then that, i've been working all the freaking time. I did have today and yesterday off. Today I was supposed to go out shopping and to eat with my mom but she had to cancel because we got a little bit of snow and they put up a delay, Guess you can't blame them since the past couple winters have had like no snow, so guess they didn't know how to act when we got a half an inch. Where the hell is a blizzard so the damn mall closes and I get more time off.

One of my best friends is coming to town in a week or so. And I am so excited, last time our plans got screwed up but not this time. This time they will go through as planned. I'm going to introduce her to the wonderful world of InuYasha. Our friend Anthony will be so pleased. Beings she thinks we're nuts when we talk about half demons and sacred arrows of the priestess. Well i'm on the later half of that conversation. So I have three seasons, she says she may be able to get through one, so. Thank god for gilmore girls, charmed, bewitched and my zillion other dvd collections to keep us up all night. I will be working that day which will suck. But I managed to get that sunday off. But what really pisses me off is that I asked my manager to work it, I said i'd take one of her weekdays in place of that sunday. What does she do, she actually puts someone whose NEVER opened by herself to open and put me in her place. When the hell did an assitant manager be put in the same position as a key holder who is just a glorified associate. Why is it I had more responsiblity and tasking to do at BBW then I do being an assitant manager. I mean seriously.

Plus i'd like to know that why in the hell do I pay extra for express delivery and still not have it HERE. I mean it was supposed to be here today, I did not pay more to have it get here in the same time frame as it would have if I let it go as normal. The whole point was to get it here today so I could watch it. I ordered Shrine of the Morning Mist. It's this anime that I currently am obsessing over. It's all about priestesses and demons and what not. I blame InuYasha, anything that has to do with a preistess or witch i'm there. Plus I ordered this uber cute InuYasha bracelet that I Hope gets here soon too because it's really cute and I can't wait to see it in person.

shopped out..

charmedjunkie — Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:33:04 GMT

So today was work, of course, but this morning me and my mom and my grandfather all went out for breakfast before I had to work, Which is always nice, then of course came work. I know so exciting. But I was basically by myself, Ronice was downstairs doing inventory and I got all the sales, gold here I come, my mom stopped by and bought a new pair, even though I just got her a new pair, and like got 10 jibbitz. I got myself 6, well she got them I just picked them out. Super bowl ones. yes I know when did I start watching football. I don't watch religiously but I actually watched a game one day and I actually liked it. Now mind you I am no die hard fan, but I will certinally be rooting for the bears during the superbowl. GO BEARS, and yes I chose them because this guy I like likes them, so that swayed my decision, but still. Who doesn't do that to strike up a conversation with a hot guy. We all do it, don't deny it.

So then we went and these earings turned into a pendant for each of us, I wanted it to match a ring my grandmother got me for my birthday so, of course this charm was perfect, bad thing was they only came in purple, burgandy and pink. I needed green. But they had the earrings, yea I know makes no sense to me either. And then after work my grandmother picked me up and we went to Linens and Things, I got a new shower curtin and such for the bathroom. I was sick of the one we had, and I figure that at some point I do need to move out, and will not have the money then so why not just get it now so I have it. It's very cute, it's got green leaves and blue flowers, not girly but still not to manly. I also got a matching rug, toothbrush holder and soap dish. I will need those too you know. I also got 2 pillows for my room and a storage unit for my shoes, but it's to big, and the pillows I read the price wrong and did not want to spend that on them. So those are going back. I also hit up old navy, got a St. Patty's day shirt and these very cool socks. And tomorrow 3 shirts I got but will NEVER wear are going back that I got earlier this month. I don't need more tshirts, and these were just bought because once again some guy said he liked them. Never go into a shop where a guy you know and find attratcive is working because he could say that a puke green top with a orange top underneath is hot and would buy it just because he said it was hot. So that'll be tomorrows to do's.

Then we headed to kmart, then out to dinner and then came home where I watched some InuYasha I love that I can watch dvd's on my computer and replay the same parts but not worry if i'm annoying my neighbors with the same exact scene replaying 30 times, although they annoy me with beyonce and usher and really shitty singing. Oh well. Life goes on.

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charmedjunkie — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 22:17:09 GMT

So since it's been a couple weeks I figured it was probably time to update this thing a bit, since I do pay for it to be more fun and all.

Well last week me and my friend Adri her fiancee Tom and their friend all went down to King of Prussia, I had been looking forward to a day of well deserved hang time and mega shopping sprees. Of course we had a blast, We went into Kate Spade, amazing stuff but no prices, which of course means you can't afford it. When there is a price you can see then you really know. Course BBW does that too, they think it's some trick to make you think your not spending money. Ha until you get your credit card bill to see whoops you spent a bit to much. Then we hit up the C.O. Bigelow store, now that store kicks ass, not that this is exciting but I did get some hair products. They are really good ones. Gotta love high end products that are cheapish.

Then along the way we hit up sketchers, journey's, well looking just for me, I don't need anymore shoes. I wear crocs now people. It's not like I need any other shoes. And then of course a much needed stop at the Hello kitty store, got a baditz maru plushie, a little bunny that is like a stress ball, poor thing is gonna stay in my room, other wise i'd squeeze it to death. And a keychain of hello kitty in a top hat and fish nets, how hot is that. Many other items were almost purchased, but I had to restrain myself, there was still much more shopping to do. We hit up cold water creek for my mom since she's OBSESSED with that store.

We had lunch at this place called the california pizza kitchen or something along those lines, Gourmet pizza, is amazing. I only had half of mine, but OMG they have chocolate banana smoothies, I LOVE THOSE, way better then the strawberry ones. Hung out there for a bit. Hit both victoria secrets. And the bath and body works. And the best place of all is my new little slice of heave. COACH. I got this really cute keychain change purse in the dark brown, and a keychain with my zodiac. I want to live and die in that store, Ok not really but still it's pretty damn cool in there, and I saw this scarf but it's like 150 bucks. I'm sorry but if i'm going to get a scarf for that much it better be a burberry. Where else did we go, Oh urban outfitters, they are wicked. I got a scarf that looks like i've switched from Gryffindor to Slytherin. But oh well it's some good colors, that go with my old navy gray wool coat. Then I got a union jack tshirt, and these little junk really but they are really cute. And then there was the very long trip back. why is it that trips go so fast getting there, but then the way back when your done it takes F O R E V E R !!! Oh well, it was fun and I got a chance to do some chill time and shopping with Adri which is rare, and well it was a first since we're both always working, or she's in school. Hell I don't even get to see my best friend like i used too, but at least she's living closer to me now so at least that's a good thing.

I have got to do that kind of shopping every few months, It was ablast, and I was even good and saved money to shop with.

now for work rantings
So work has been up and down for weeks now. On some level I hate it, on another I want to stick it out just because I can't just leave when there is a bit of bullshit, ok alot of bullshit. Besides my insurence is kicked in and I need them. I really need to make an appointment with the dentist. I need a cleaning and now I can finally get my teeth fixed filled what not. Hell maybe even replace the ones I lost, aren't I lucky.

But I've been getting more and more upset with things. My coworker and i were talking the other day at Crocs, and she mentioned how no one can work sundays, and I asked why, and she said how the one girl was doing cheering or something and I about flipped. I mean i'm ranting about prioritizing and all that junk and making myself look like a jackass, all because of my other job, who has me working every damn weekend. She never works weekends, well sundays, we should be alternating like any other place of business. The one manager at the other stand said how they don't have to work sundays. Bullshit, sunday is a weekend day and a big day for business.

So after that little outburst I was sitting there looking like I was about to cry and or explode, so I appologized to my friend Ronice, who was a little confused at first until I explained that I was apologizing for bitching, and she goes yeah you've been a little, I don't remember the exact word, it was along the lines of being really moody, upset or angry. Which is very true. I've looked misserable for weeks now. But I go through this stage at all my jobs i'm sure. And if I hear talk to my manager one more time, i've talked to her, i've talked to the RM and I did get my 2 days off, but i'm still working eveyr freaking sunday. I can't even go visit my sister anymore, I had plans a month in advance to take off for a weekend and I get told no. Yes granted it is the weekend before valentines day, but what the hell is the point of having key holders if they don't get used or don't work, Fire them people. If people pulled this shit at Bath and Body Works you'd be looking for a new job or you'd find yourself being an associate again, this is rediculous. This is the shit that pisses me off. You don't give people promotions who can't work. Hence the reason I was not moved up to shift leader at crocs. I wanted to be, but I really can only work 4 days out of the week, and it's only inthe mornings, we need closers. So it was given to someone who actually can work, it upset me a bit, but looking at my availibility it's not good. It's not bad, but it's not the best.

Hmm what else is going on, nothing really. Just working, shopping all that jazz.

about damn time

charmedjunkie — Wed, 03 Jan 2007 02:26:35 GMT

So me and Nichol finally got a chance to hang out after god knows how many months. Hell girlfriend hadn't even gotten to hear about Ryan's big gay clubing/bar adventures. And that was months ago. So we exchanged our xmas gifts. She got me the cutest hello kitty pez set that came in a metal lunch box. Very kick ass, I got her a charm bracelet and put a winnie the pooh charm on for her. Guess i'll start a tradition with her and that. We then headed to our usual spot, ruby tuesdays. still by far has the best cheese fries on the planet, or at least in this city. LOL. I do enjoy others, but theres are the shit. Then we sat and talked, her about work, me about work, boys, how they suck and all that jazz. And you'd think the way I was talking about the guys in my life that they were actually anything more then just a pain in my backside. Hey that means boyfriend potential. If you annoy the hell out of someone it's bound to happen. Then off to old navy. Ran into Chris who is usually the guy who puts up with me and the girls getting smashed usually on a sunday. LOL. Poor chris, but he sure does get some pretty wicked tips off of us. And I almost didn't buy anything, but you know me, put a cute guy in any place that sells clothes and they suggest anything i'm going to spend alot of money. But I got 3 tshirts, 3 long sleeved shirts, a scarf and a new wool coat. This thing is kick ass. And looks good too I just couldn't help myself. But I also did have about $30 off my next purchase, YAY go me.

Then it was off to target almost bought a Hello Kitty toaster, but where am I putting that. But I did get me and my mom this cute pig piggy bank, little plastic things for a buck. Then got bewitched season 4. Since it was out and I was using christmas money. Then out to the mall, where I don't really think I bought much. We went into FYE, christmas tree hill. I ended up buying something at Hot Topic. Hello Kitty buttons. I'm obsessed what can I say. I also got 4 mangas, the new Prince of Tennis, Flame of Recca, Fruits Basket and shrine of the morning mist. Hey anything with a priestess and shrine maidens i'm there. Damn InuYasha ruined my life. And then we headed home because her husband was waking up soon for work and I wasn't feeling to well. Damn those pills. And Plus I wanted to watch my dvds. I got through the first disk. Then figured it was time for the internet, ALthough yet again some nasty note was left ON MY LAPTOP to clean up the mess in the den. So I still had xmas stuff in bags, like wrapping and junk so that went into the hall closet, and then I went in my room picked it up. Put away my new books, and the clothes that had been in bags for about a week now. I really had no excuse anymore. With xmas being over and feeling better obviously bring sick and tired only goes so far. I do belive tomorrow I should clean the bathroom and vacum the upstairs, and the downstairs because it's straight up nasty. Ok not that bad, but it should have been done a few days ago. And now here I am online, and listening to super junior while having a butterfinger. Life is pretty damn good. Although I do have to work tomorrow, now that sucks, but oh well I only have to deal with her for a little bit.