Saturday: D'awww or not D'awww, that is my question.
Amelia Barr
Is there truly a heart in my chest? I know there's something there, forcing the blood through my veins, forcing oxygen into that blood, but is it truly a heart? I don't know that I feel love the way a normal person should, or a normal witch for that matter. I do, however, know that I love some things, and some people. I love my friends, they're the only family I have left, and they've accepted me back after running away for so long. I love my "nieces" and my "nephews". I have to put that into quotation marks because they are not mine by blood, but because they choose to love me as their Aunty Mione. I would give my life to protect them, just as I did as a teenager to protect the entire wizarding world. But to truly love someone, a man as a husband specifically, I don't know that I can. I suppose it's partly because of Ronald. When he hurt me, he ripped out a gigantic piece of my heart, and I've never been able to repair it.
Wow. I guess that settles it. I do have a heart, it's just broken.