Thank you to everyone who tried to make heads and tails of my last post. Um, depression comes and goes and makes no sense. I was just feeling particularily unproductive last week- it's nearly the end of summer vacation and I haven't accomplished ANYTHING I've set out to accomplish. Also, I haven't written nearly as much as I wish I had. No Cessation, no After Destiny, no Tactics Novelizations and perhaps worst of all, no Illuminati. I think I might just be in a rut. Either that or my Ryuuguu obsession has risen to new levels. All I can write is Ryuuguu. Omoidasu, Soshi, Akaihi, Altair... these are the characters who have been eating my summer (Sorry Mirai, Darkflower, Kehdia and Dhoresha- I've got you four all figured out). I think perhaps I'm just exorcising some demons, since I really, really wanted the first draft of our first manuscript of our first book to be finished by September or October.
Meh, Jenn you have to realize that some things are out of your control, and Ryuuguu is one of them. By stressing out like this, you're just being unnervingly control-freak like.
I don't really feel like writing a long journal entry right now. I've had a okay last few days- I've been hanging out with Leslie a lot. Which isn't unusual since I usually hang out with Leslie about five times more than anyone else during summer vacation (except that one summer where I spent every waking hour with Rebecca and Gregory). I decided that my sleeping patterns needed a nice reset so I stayed up all night last night. I've been awake for nearly thirty hours and I'm not tired. >_<
Oh, I realized that I don't like horror movies at all. I usually just find them incredibly predictable and boring, but for the first time in my life I have been left with an unsettling feeling after a horror movie (What- I don't like Felsh Eating Dieseases. I don't like the idea of contagious viral infections getting into a water supply. And I don't like it when people are eaten while still alive). It was not a good feeling. I felt like I had wasted an hour and a half of my life pumping garbage into my brain. Weird, huh? It's kind of how I feel about teen comedies. ^___^
But this doesn't mean that I hate all scary movies. I love psycological thrillers and I'm fond of Zombie flicks. I just don't like movies where it's all a bunch of sexed up young people interspliced with unrealistically brutal violence.
Yes, Lici, Cabin Fever inspired this in me. It wasn't bad as far as horror movies go... I just happened to watch it at the right time for it to be a catalyst in the same way American Pie made me realize how much I hated "funny" movies and base sexual humour. I don't want to diss your taste in movies, since I can understand the appeal in those sorts of films (as Leslie said: "They're my version of comedy.")- it's just each to their own. Wow, I'm writing annoyingly formal today, aren't I? o.O;;
I don't think I'm going to get used to the fact that my mom isn't ever coming home from work. She's three provinces away. I'm not too broken up about it, but I know I'll miss her in about three days. Mostly because I'm a creature of habit, and part of my habit was coming home after dark and ranting to mom about my day. I don't just ramble at my dad in the same way I do my mom. I'll talk to my dad about, y'know, meaningful and relevant things. Mom was always just someone for me to say pretty much any stupid thing to, right. I think I might go a little stir crazy without her around.
ASHLEY: If you were wondering... I'm having trouble finding you a good webhost. I don't want to set you up with someone crap, because then you'll be forced to move later on. The webhost I was going to register you with is apparently a dirty liar and has ads because it's stupid.
To tell you the truth, I have been procastinating a bit. I'm pretty ashamed of myself because I really could have had it all done in the first week of August, but I am just so lazy sometimes. >___< This is why I say you have every right not to pay me.
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Um, wow. This is a long post for someone who just claimed they weren't going to write a long post. Yey Jenn.
Well, since it's a behemoth of an upate already... just thought I'd inform you that my new lj layout is based on the song 'Hallelujah' and the games Galerians and Galerians:ASH. Excellent storylines, not so excellent gameplay. ^___^ The default avatar features Lilia and a dead Rion from the end of the first game, while the other two feature my sorta-favorite character from the second game, Parano (he's crazy). Why "sorta"? Well, ASH has some of the most insane psycological plot twists I've ever seen in a game, so I'd rather not elaborate.
Audieu, boys and girls!
Meh, Jenn you have to realize that some things are out of your control, and Ryuuguu is one of them. By stressing out like this, you're just being unnervingly control-freak like.
I don't really feel like writing a long journal entry right now. I've had a okay last few days- I've been hanging out with Leslie a lot. Which isn't unusual since I usually hang out with Leslie about five times more than anyone else during summer vacation (except that one summer where I spent every waking hour with Rebecca and Gregory). I decided that my sleeping patterns needed a nice reset so I stayed up all night last night. I've been awake for nearly thirty hours and I'm not tired. >_<
Oh, I realized that I don't like horror movies at all. I usually just find them incredibly predictable and boring, but for the first time in my life I have been left with an unsettling feeling after a horror movie (What- I don't like Felsh Eating Dieseases. I don't like the idea of contagious viral infections getting into a water supply. And I don't like it when people are eaten while still alive). It was not a good feeling. I felt like I had wasted an hour and a half of my life pumping garbage into my brain. Weird, huh? It's kind of how I feel about teen comedies. ^___^
But this doesn't mean that I hate all scary movies. I love psycological thrillers and I'm fond of Zombie flicks. I just don't like movies where it's all a bunch of sexed up young people interspliced with unrealistically brutal violence.
Yes, Lici, Cabin Fever inspired this in me. It wasn't bad as far as horror movies go... I just happened to watch it at the right time for it to be a catalyst in the same way American Pie made me realize how much I hated "funny" movies and base sexual humour. I don't want to diss your taste in movies, since I can understand the appeal in those sorts of films (as Leslie said: "They're my version of comedy.")- it's just each to their own. Wow, I'm writing annoyingly formal today, aren't I? o.O;;
I don't think I'm going to get used to the fact that my mom isn't ever coming home from work. She's three provinces away. I'm not too broken up about it, but I know I'll miss her in about three days. Mostly because I'm a creature of habit, and part of my habit was coming home after dark and ranting to mom about my day. I don't just ramble at my dad in the same way I do my mom. I'll talk to my dad about, y'know, meaningful and relevant things. Mom was always just someone for me to say pretty much any stupid thing to, right. I think I might go a little stir crazy without her around.
ASHLEY: If you were wondering... I'm having trouble finding you a good webhost. I don't want to set you up with someone crap, because then you'll be forced to move later on. The webhost I was going to register you with is apparently a dirty liar and has ads because it's stupid.
To tell you the truth, I have been procastinating a bit. I'm pretty ashamed of myself because I really could have had it all done in the first week of August, but I am just so lazy sometimes. >___< This is why I say you have every right not to pay me.
...
Um, wow. This is a long post for someone who just claimed they weren't going to write a long post. Yey Jenn.
Well, since it's a behemoth of an upate already... just thought I'd inform you that my new lj layout is based on the song 'Hallelujah' and the games Galerians and Galerians:ASH. Excellent storylines, not so excellent gameplay. ^___^ The default avatar features Lilia and a dead Rion from the end of the first game, while the other two feature my sorta-favorite character from the second game, Parano (he's crazy). Why "sorta"? Well, ASH has some of the most insane psycological plot twists I've ever seen in a game, so I'd rather not elaborate.
Audieu, boys and girls!