cephiedvariable 😊thoughtful

Listens: Piano Man; Billy Joel

Doodles, doodles, doodles...



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(Justin got to have colored hair since we HAD to color Adam's hat, and since he and Justin are twins, it was only fair. o__O)

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And, uh, yay. The Posse. ^____^;; More or less. I missed a few people but, hey, it's like five in the morning.



EDIT: Now featuring TIM! *points up* and DEMIDEVI! *points down*

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I HAVE INSOMNIA AND SLEEP OVER WITH LESLIE AND LICI. >____>

And man, drawing with a mouse is hard. >__> How do people do kick ass oekaki with those things!?

LATER:

Sometimes there are huge upsides to being an insomniac. I realized that no sleep was happening tonight (well, it seemed about time of the week o__O), so I headed home from Lici's around five o clock. Usually it only takes me about fifteen minutes to get home, but I took a full hour this morning.

The sun was coming up over the trees and everything was just pink and orange and glowing. The world was so quiet and still- nothing was open, there were no cars. All I could hear was birds chirping. Best of all, since there were no people I could silently sing along to my music without people thinking I was some sort of crazy woman. ^____^

I went to the playground and watched the sun bleed orange through the trees- it was like when you make those bright tissue pictures in elementary school, with big strips of black construction paper down the middle. Immature stained glass. And then I went and laid in the soccer field and stared at the sky as it changed colors.

I really love taking long walks just to get lost in my thoughts and in music, however I hate taking them in the middle of the day. I must be a more private person than I give myself credit for. Taking a walk in the middle of the day doesn't give you any chance to just BE ALONE. No matter where you go there are people and they're probably thinking: "Hmm, I wonder where that girl with the big hat is going." The reason I love late night and early morning so much is that it's the only time that feels truly private for me.

It's kind of like the reason I can't go to church. My relationship with God is very personal to me, so I don't like to share it with other people. My relationship with myself is also very personal (ha, you don't say).

So, am I a super thoughtful genius?

Or just a narcissist who hates people?

Or a little bit of both?

Or should I just stop boring you with my annoying, self absorbed insomniac babble.



Only one thing to do now. WRITE. *heroic pose* Of course, that's my solution to everything...