Total Eclipse of the Heart
Well, since I've been stressed out lately, I decided to do that:
1) Writing slashy fanfiction. Writing fanfiction in general is carthatic for me, but for some reason slashy fanfiction works particularily well. And, no it's not because of the boy-smut factor. Anyone who knows my writing knows that people hardly even kiss in my fanfiction.
2) I love reading reviews of bad anything. I think I nearly killed myself out of joy when Seanbaby recieved his own monthly column in EGM. Whether it's movies, books, games or music I would MUCH rather read a review of something bad than something good. In this same vein, I also have an unhealthy love for staying up until the wee hours of the morning reading internet snark. Fandom Wank is a shameful love of mine and, well, I am a member of the
ff_anbu. So, as much I hate lj drama, I oh so do love reading about it.
3) Putting on any of my low-quality, pirated tapes (Digimon, South Park, FMA, Slayers, Evangelion) and writing a good dozen or so pages freehand while sort of half watching stuff.
4) Staying up until three or four in the morning while listening to the radio and either doodling or reading. Between three and four in the morning is my absolute favorite time because it's so dark and quiet and you just really feel as if you're alone with your thoughts. I don't actually like staying up much later than four thirty because after that it starts to get all... morningy. Plus I have a hard time getting to sleep because my dad gets up and the sun starts coming up and at that point I just end up not sleeping at all. I can't wait until summer vacation when I can stay up until four in the morning every night with no negative repercussions whatsoever.
5) Chewing cinnamon gum. Whenever my anxiety level is high, I chew and chew and chew until my jaw aches. It's chronic and kind of compulsive, but does it ever calm my nerves. And that, my friends, is why I go through a pack of that stuff a day.
- because doing silly MEMEs is so much easier than ranting about real life.
I've been mildly sick for the past few days- all fevery and aching and dizzy. It comes and goes in waves, but I have a nasty cough and my throat burns like a bitch. On top of that, my nose is so stuffed up I can hardly breathe and I've had horrid headaches for over a week now.
All this has been putting me in a rather sour mood. I don't really want to be hanging out with people excessively, but for some reason I can never seem to escape my social life. Um, don't get me wrong, I love my friends but I've been staying up waaaay too late these days just because I can't seem to give myself any alone time that isn't between midnight and four in the morning. It would be cool if I could resist the allure of free caffiene and the Naruto fighting game. -__-;; *sigh*
I think that after Anime Club tommorow, I am just going to go home and WRITE. Or maybe, y'know, finish up 'Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy'. And listen to music.
Well, at least I don't have to go to first period tommorow. Which means that staying up late will have no negative repercussions. Whoo.
1) Writing slashy fanfiction. Writing fanfiction in general is carthatic for me, but for some reason slashy fanfiction works particularily well. And, no it's not because of the boy-smut factor. Anyone who knows my writing knows that people hardly even kiss in my fanfiction.
2) I love reading reviews of bad anything. I think I nearly killed myself out of joy when Seanbaby recieved his own monthly column in EGM. Whether it's movies, books, games or music I would MUCH rather read a review of something bad than something good. In this same vein, I also have an unhealthy love for staying up until the wee hours of the morning reading internet snark. Fandom Wank is a shameful love of mine and, well, I am a member of the
ff_anbu. So, as much I hate lj drama, I oh so do love reading about it.3) Putting on any of my low-quality, pirated tapes (Digimon, South Park, FMA, Slayers, Evangelion) and writing a good dozen or so pages freehand while sort of half watching stuff.
4) Staying up until three or four in the morning while listening to the radio and either doodling or reading. Between three and four in the morning is my absolute favorite time because it's so dark and quiet and you just really feel as if you're alone with your thoughts. I don't actually like staying up much later than four thirty because after that it starts to get all... morningy. Plus I have a hard time getting to sleep because my dad gets up and the sun starts coming up and at that point I just end up not sleeping at all. I can't wait until summer vacation when I can stay up until four in the morning every night with no negative repercussions whatsoever.
5) Chewing cinnamon gum. Whenever my anxiety level is high, I chew and chew and chew until my jaw aches. It's chronic and kind of compulsive, but does it ever calm my nerves. And that, my friends, is why I go through a pack of that stuff a day.
- because doing silly MEMEs is so much easier than ranting about real life.
I've been mildly sick for the past few days- all fevery and aching and dizzy. It comes and goes in waves, but I have a nasty cough and my throat burns like a bitch. On top of that, my nose is so stuffed up I can hardly breathe and I've had horrid headaches for over a week now.
All this has been putting me in a rather sour mood. I don't really want to be hanging out with people excessively, but for some reason I can never seem to escape my social life. Um, don't get me wrong, I love my friends but I've been staying up waaaay too late these days just because I can't seem to give myself any alone time that isn't between midnight and four in the morning. It would be cool if I could resist the allure of free caffiene and the Naruto fighting game. -__-;; *sigh*
I think that after Anime Club tommorow, I am just going to go home and WRITE. Or maybe, y'know, finish up 'Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy'. And listen to music.
Well, at least I don't have to go to first period tommorow. Which means that staying up late will have no negative repercussions. Whoo.