The one with all the fear

Oh My God.

I know I love the sun. But I hate the heat.

GAH.

I don't know actually. There's several things I love and hate about all soprts of weather.

eg Winter = hate the cold, hate being sick. LOve the fact that there are no wasps.
Summer = hate the heat, love the sun, not really ill, HATE WASPS.

I can't win.

God should have created a place, a really rare place, where no wasps can live, where it's cold, but sunny.

As a result, there's a nest outside my window of what people are claiming are mason bees. I am not convinced. Am too scared to open my window. Am too scared that they'll still find a way into my bathroom somehow or another.

So I had to bite the bullet.

I have a deskfan in my room.

Thought I was fine with it. Honestly did. Fiddled with the dial to turn it onto its lowest setting. And then accidentally switched it to its highest setting.

Shreiked.

I think I hate wasps and fans because they make a similar buzzing sound. *shudder*