bugs8590

hmmm

bugs8590 — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 16:37:45 GMT

hmmm where do i go wit this its been a while since i wrote i havnt had a lot to say but cameorn is 2 and half now he a good little boy hes just crazy at time hes a good boy :) me and Dave r still together we have our ups and downs but we still r together 3 years still living at home goin to classes at the adult ed and taking classes Monday Wednesdays and Fridays. i took the placement test for cmcc and that didnt work well... The pats r goin to the super bowl its crazyyy!!!! this sunday in foxbrough they r have a FREE meet the pats and meet and great i am still tryin to find a ride there dave hates football soo who knos.. iam sick today flu bug ot soemthign 24 hour is sucks.. but i guess this is all i have to say today...

aug

bugs8590 — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 13:58:58 GMT

i havnt wtoe in a long time but mybaby boy is goin to be 1 in 4 days wow time has gone by fast! this mouth is goin b fast cosue evey weekend wehave somethign i just turne 20 on the 5th next year partytime :) soo last week i took a test to try to do coallge calsses and it jsut sucked all around i hate math math suck and i guess i read at a 7th grade leavl idk i feel like down about it andidk what to do i jsut wish i did goo din school and apply for collage and not got preg and i waouldnt be in this mess i dont regret cameorn at all i jsut wish i woul have gone to coallge ect.. i feel mad and angry cosue i feel i lost mybest friend and she gone to amy i mean idc i jsut wish we were friends idk what heppend and dont blam me and dave cosue we r togrether andu hate me i love dave meanddave r doin good :) he wantes to get married inthe next year iam not sure yet i been thinkin about it idk yet..i jsut wish my friends were around more i am just with dave and cam all the time i want my friends aorund and not highall the time and shit i wish they coem aorund andnotcosue i have cameron and cant do anything iam kinda sick of all that i want my friends back an di wish eveyone would jsut get along really people iam jsut sad cosue iam cam nto eating good is stressing me out idk i jsut want to go to school studie and eveything i want to be an untasoudn tech andstart from the bootomand work up i cna do that its all good :) <3 <3 <3 ilove dave :) andcameron:)

stuck

bugs8590 — Sun, 13 Jun 2010 10:29:39 GMT

i havnt wrote in this in a long time cosue iam not good with writing but now iam jsut doin it. Cameron is 10 mos old and hes getting bigg and tryin to walk hes a lil cutie i love him :) i cant wait till his birthday we r goin to have a big party :)

Iam soo sick of my "friends" i feel like i cant do anything anymore iam always stuck here and i cant do anything and when camerons gone to his dads i need to catch up on sleep and iam with dave hes my new boyfriend yess hes 44 WHO CARES REALLY we r great together and hes soo good with cameron :) we love each other.. but when i want to hang out with people there busy i get that i thought me and some(sonya) were friends and she come over now that we r better but she is up amis butt i miss somya i wish i had some more freetime withfriends i miss all the old times....and i love that me and dave have our time together we really need it :) i love uu <3 <3 <3

i love myfamily and my mom is great with cameron :) i love cameron and i love dave... Yes larry is out of the picture and cam see his dad evey other weekend and hehasfun with his dad... yes maybe i didnt cheat and fall in love with someone elch but our whatever we had was failin idk ...i love dave and i love cameron... i jsut wish people coudl be around more really.......

Bucket list

bugs8590 — Fri, 26 Mar 2010 11:23:36 GMT

ALL theses people r dieing aorund me or diein in my town i think its time to make a BUCKET LIST soo i kno what i want to do in life soo i can acaive it :)

MY BUCKET LIST

1.go to collage
2.take a cruise
3.white water rafting.
4.visit switzerland.
5.Visit France
6.Visit greace
7.visit germany.
8.Get a tattoo
9.get married.
10.viste most of the states
11.meet tom brady
12.go to malls throw out the states
13.visit the buhamas
14.visit the cribbribin
15.go on a road trip
16.see a meteor shower.
17.ride in a limo
18.visit italy
19.visit spain
20.visit the UK
21.visit mexico
22.ok visite all of Europe
23.meet a nascar driver
24.watch a movie marththon
25. Owen GOATS
26.visit all the smithsonians
27.go to the places on the monopoly board.
28 Really improve my handwriting.
29.learn to play and instrment
30.go jet skeling and tubeing
there its prob more but can think right now i had to do this for myself soo i coudl get thinkgs done more to coem

http://www.sunjournal.com/node/811724

bugs8590 — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 12:36:58 GMT

http://www.sunjournal.com/node/811724
HERES TO MY FRIEND :)

WHAT is goin on

bugs8590 — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 15:30:12 GMT

iii dont kno about this anymore iam worryed about my friend all she dose is go on okcupid.com and find boys and gose off with them.. i feel like she is too much into being with thses boys she never met and i get worryed about her... she dose it way to much and iam worry that hey she goin to be with a boy when iam in labor and she wont come becosue she too busy with them.... i hope she reads this cosue this is how i feel and she never wants to hang out any more.....
soo iam feeling anxious and ansty i am sacrd i am having like braxton hicks it werid and iam feeling tired i might have the baby in july who knos :P and my ankls r swelling wow its commign fast...

6 weeks

bugs8590 — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 14:39:58 GMT

there 6ish weeks untill iam due i just had my baby shower and took soo mnay pics it would be a lot to put in here there on my myspace. I got all the baby stuff and i have to clean out my room and have to put baby stuff in there omg idk what to do anymore i am soo over whlledmed i jsut need help and i cant do this by myself.. iam soo scard i jsut sit here and ponder what the heck am i goin to do ..what ifs.... i want to do this i jsut its slow.. my cousins bridle shower is this weekend and i think iam goin to stay here with larry soo he cna help me ponder and whatnot idont even kno what iam talkin about right now iam sooo scard there soo much goin thorw my mind i need help............

what to do

bugs8590 — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 13:30:07 GMT

WHY cant people stay sober when u ask them... Y i sy this is cosue me and adurie r back to being friends now and she was in florida and it was horribal for her she was on coke bad and pills ok well i thoguth she changed. Well the other night we were havign a fire liek we do all the tiem and she decied to take pills and i got really mad at her y iam so mad at her is cosue we used to have soemthign together and i dotn want her hurt or anything and shes my girl :D soo i got mad and she said she thorw them in the fire well she wasnt happy about it but she did and she asked of she coudl still smoke idc about that its the pills thing and the coke thing i care about and she went to her boyfriend last night and siad she was drinkin beer i texted her and i was liek dotn go overbored cosue u have to march tommrow blah blah well i guess she dont want to here from me soo i think she shut her phone off but if she is not at grad today iam goin to yell at her yes iam preggers and i feel mothey but i mean i want to help her stop and if she just goin to go off and go do shit then i dont kno what to do with her maybe sayin here for a week and not let her do anythign or go with anyone and see hwo she is for a week whatever idk anymore.....
soo i had my drs appt and eveythign is good for baby but iam having an outasound monday cosue he was masureing at 27 weeks and iam 30 weeks soo it was prob the way he was laying like normal but things r good and the baby shower is comming up i canttttt waitttttt :D soo that all i had to talk about shes my fgril adn i dont want anythign to heppend to her :D

baby is good

bugs8590 — Wed, 06 May 2009 19:35:53 GMT

wow i really havnt wrote in this in over a mouth wow.. soo i had my drs appt today it went good iam 25 weeks and from now on i have them evey other week untill 36 weeks and then weekly and all they did was check out the babys heart beat witch was good and my blood prusure was really good i have gained 12 pounds since i got preg witch is good :D. So we kinda deiced a name for the baby it is CAMERON........... Burgesss we still havntt deiced on a middle name yet i like brady but not sure if anyone ahs ideas tell me :D my baby shower is june 20th and yes i kno about it but it will be a suprise of who is commign eveyone gonna rsvp to my mom and my friend amy and iam reguasted at wal mart,jcpannys,and khols soo iam tell u people soo u all kno :P my next drs appt is May 20th at 1040... soo thats all for now..

OUTRASOUND

bugs8590 — Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:17:51 GMT

this is my baby at 21 weeks 85% boy soo if anyone has names jsut give me some for a baby boy :D

85%

bugs8590 — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 20:37:29 GMT

soo i had my outasound yesterday and the girl was 85% sure that iam having a boy and the baby was beign a pian and he was face towend my back and sittign on his legs soo u really coudltn see good but the lady siad she saw a littel pee pee and larry said he saw it i didnt lolol but hes soo exicited and he was talkin about putting the baby in ganter outfits oh gosh my kid is goin to be all pimped out goody...Hey if anyone whats to think up some boy names that be good cosue we havent got that far any names anyone ....
Sooo my told told me i shoudl tell me 100 year old nana that i was preg well we did monday and she calls me tonight and tells me u shoudltn be doin this and u shoudltn have it wtf am i goin to do get an abourtion ha let me tell u this NEVER AGINE and adoption there soo many that r out there y woul di put my kid thorw that .. soo i got all upset crying and callin mom and she was all liek dont worry about it i will talk to her on friday it will be ok i have had a sucky afternoon it jsut made it worse wow....
ps i will put my outrasind on soemtiem i dont have a scaner and i will prob go to a friend tommrow and do it :)
rember think of nameeeeessssss :D

Cant wait

bugs8590 — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 15:47:25 GMT

soo yesterday i finaly went to the drs and did a lot of things but one thing iam happy about is WE HEARD OUR BABYS HEART BEAT IS WAS SOO AMAZING I THOGUHT I TELL U ALL :)

What am i doin

bugs8590 — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 11:23:59 GMT

sooo it been 2 weeks keep updated evey 2 weeks its 6am idk what iam doin up i cant sleep cosue there is too much on my minde. Oh iam at my moms fianly cosue family from florida came up and she wanted to hang with them at the hotel ect.. soo me an dlarrys stayed here thirseday night after we all went to dinner at the chaince restrunt it was good. Friday mornign i took him to work at 630 i had the car and eveything. went home chilling there for a bit untill i had to meet eveyone in town. Well i was home i kinda had a meltdown of iam home i should stay home and now i cant leave i talked ot my friend dave i was liek iam home and i dont want to leave and he was liek once u r home its home and u want to stay.. i do and its not that i dont want to go back with larry its the fact iam home,but idk what to do. I need a car and thats really stressing me out cosue i cant see sonya and ami and whoever i usaly see mostly eveyday maybe now seeing them once a mouth not even or whatever. if anyone knos or can get me a car that would be amazing :P i was goin to write yesterday i was crying to much to even begging on what i was goin to say. Now i dont know if i can stop. I was talkin to amy and my mom kinda wants to move to texas thats fine and i want the hosue and all 4 of us can live in my house just clean a lil bit and stuff,me,larry,ami,and dan. for some reson dan misses me idk y. I am having ami talk to larrys today and maybe have a relity check and amy was like u alrady have yours and i was liek mine is still comming cosue iam preg and everything changes. Wow this is vary long..i told dave when i need someone to rant too its goin to be him when eveyone elch is busy or whatever.I mean its not that i hate living with larry and his mom and dad and sister its jsut we need to move becosue when the baby comes we wont have enough room in the house thats jsut it.. and mosltly what iam upset about its we dont have a car we need one bad.... Wednesday i have a first drs appt to go to and if they do an oultasound and give me the pic i am goin to put it on here soo everyone can see it :) and then when i kno its a boy or a girl i can tell eveyone to buy me stuff and come to maine for my baby shower. Yes baby showers r sppoed to be a suprise but iam damanding one it wil be fun.. ok iam out for now got to go lay down iam kinda hungry too but w/e eat later ok bye byes for now

3 days untill xmas

bugs8590 — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 15:35:12 GMT

soo i used to think getting married and then havein babys is way to do it my mom did it alot of people did it but now thses days r havine babies and then getting married and guess what i might be preg soo gettin marrired later is down the road. soo what am i doin idk yet. ..... There is 3 days untill xmas wow it came soo fast and there so many xmas i have to have with people larry and his fam,mom,dad and gail,ami and dan,sonya and my aunt pat but there is probly more iam kidna exicted and not i have no money to buy anythign anything.....but thats ok i guess. soo we go a lot of xmas card this year heres a pic

soo i hope everyone has a great christmas love u all i will put up xmas pics from eveyhtign soon

Writer's Block: Under the Same Sign

bugs8590 — Thu, 18 Dec 2008 15:39:26 GMT

i share my b-day aug 5th with 1950 Huey Lewis (singer) he sang with garth brooks :P

11 days untill xmas

bugs8590 — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:10:57 GMT

Wow xmas is commign soo fast.. ok soo me and sonya went to get a preg test friday and mine was + like usaluly i am kinda freakin out but i mean iam happy larry whats this this time and if i did get rid of it idk what i would do this time iam keeping it its nto that ia m nto happy iam jsut freakin out cosue idk what to do yet i havnt told my mom yet and idk when i am goin to i am preob moving out in january and to live with larry at his perents cosue this weekend shit isnt workin i need ot see him eveyday not once a week i ove him and we r gonna share this life together :) idk i have no many emostons about this idk if people coudl help that be good. Soo i heard that my friend nate is getting out of icu soemtime this week and and good be ina room he still isnt ready to coem home yet but thats good that he is getting better.. i think thsi is all i ahve to say about all this it jsut idk scary......

y..

bugs8590 — Fri, 12 Dec 2008 23:20:39 GMT

one sentence... I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO............................................................

Ba HUMBUG!!

bugs8590 — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:12:20 GMT

Well there liek 14 days untill xmas and i have no money for anythign i cant even get my own boyfriend anythign or my mom for xmas and sonyas was all liek what r u gettign larry for xmas havent thoguth of it. i kno it lame but i am tryein to save bottles for money i wont get a lot tho...its snowin and it sppoed to be a bug storm and i hope it stops tommrow becosue i get to see larry tommrow. well amanda jsut texted me tellin me to pawn stuff hahah i think i jsut might do that :P i will fin dsoemthign to pawn maybe soem of my benie babies but i love them that much idk i will find soemthing maybe soem other games. i jsut had to write this entry becosue i am kidna depressed about xmas comming and no money ect..

me in the snow

bugs8590 — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 15:56:20 GMT

Up early y

bugs8590 — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 12:21:09 GMT

Well its been a week sence i wrote well the pats lost last night agisent the stealeers it was a stupid game i was sad and my boy watched it with me well we were talkin about the phone when we were watching it.... The other day it was snowin and when it stoped i played outside and made a snowman well kinda eveyone made fun of me cosue it was jsut balls lol but it was still fun :) well when we all went to bed it was snowing and i woke up and it was dark and there is liek 2ish inches out there maybe i will go play :). Thankgivign with larry perents was fun and his brother enad his gf came over and she is preg soo she was bitchey a lot but it was fun. i spent the night b4 and me and larrys sister jackie made pies that was fun and i made a lumpy pie but it was still good i guess i didnt put more milk in it and it was jsut lumpy it.. this weekend was fun cosue me,larry,ami,dan,matt went to the movies and saw bolt that was a cute movie and larry loved it he was a little hyper and he was baby llook look an di was watch i was yes look look its cute when he dose it. and tommrow is tuseday and me and ami r goin job hunting i really hope we can get one i am goin crazy it not funny i wish i had a job soo i can get xmas persents for eveyone i kno this may sound dume but i am saveing bottles for persents i realyl hope i can do it.. Larry and me and ami and dan and matt went to stones pet shop and omg there was hot dog dogs omg i love them and larrys friends have soem puppy dashhounds omg i want one soo badddddddddddddddd and larry may get one for xmas maybe i can get one i cant wait for xams....

this is fun

bugs8590 — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 11:49:21 GMT

1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13: Post the most recent picture of yourself:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you

this weekend

bugs8590 — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 16:11:36 GMT

WOW friday night soo kayla came and me and larry up she lives in cheaterville i didnt kno where it was but it was cool it was dark on the way there. So we got to kaylas and we were jsut chillin for a lil and then there were liek thses kids well they looked liek kids that hung out with kayla all the time and we jsut drank and had a good time ia m soo tired from friday nighttt. Saterday kayla brought us home and now i kno where she lives me and larry can go up and there and party and drink that will be fun and also smoke cosue yes i cna understand now hoe to smoke out of a bowl with a carb ect.. kayla is such a stoner but she is soo fun and she cool shit. Saterday night me and larry helped with the supper at the church for the old people it was good we helped a lot .Now today is sunday and mom is gone and aiam all alone no ones online ect.. nothing to do but if i do something i will not see the pats play maimi and they better win thay lost aginst stupid jets thurseday night it was sooo baddddd but they better win today it been a great weekend and oh ya saterday was me and larrys 8 mouths omg i love u larry u r the best :)

haveine fun cant wait

bugs8590 — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 01:04:30 GMT

Soo sunday me and larry said for our 8 mouths that we deiced to go to his friends kaylas to hang out and party smoke and drink this will be a fun night i cant wait for tommrow night i will take pic they will be crazy i havnt met kayla yet i cant wait we have the same name its gonna be a goo time, So trista today was being stupid i tryed to talk to her if jsut didnt work she being suck a bitch about hangin out with her cousin with out me maybe i want us to all hang out ect.. w/e thats ok and to han gout and go paintballin that be fun but goin to this party it will be fun and i will be soo gone maybe i wont beable to take pics huh maybe haha well i will write to u agine when i get pics on here ect..

this is a fun weekend

bugs8590 — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 23:47:10 GMT

Soo thuseday when larry came over it was good we have cuddle time and sexy time good times . Then took him to work in the morning and met his boss wade he a good boss and he was happy i kept him out of truble ect.. Friday i went and pick up kelly up from school and we hung out at my place and then went to the football game at 7 witch is a high school game and they lost 7- 0 and that was a playoff game to bad leavitt u get it next year :) then saterday today me and kelly just hung out here boreign day. My unlces came hunting this monrnin and didnt see shit witch i want deer thats ok. My boy went hunting too and he saw nothing ....better luck next time guys. The pats play tommrow i hope they win its at 1 ageint the bills and if they win this and thurseday game we can do it. soo gonna say good bye for right now ..... GO PATSSSSSSSSS

what is goin on

bugs8590 — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 21:18:24 GMT

soo starting with hallwoeen i steped on a nail in like the after noon omg that was crazy and then this morngin went to the drs thay gave em antiebyotices. Larry came over and waited for ami and dan to come too we watched the hills have eyes that was scary.. My unlce don came over that becosue the hole mouth os novmber is huntign seson soo we woke up at liek 3 didnt have breakfast untull like 5am yes in th emornign it was soo crazy. So idk what to say ot how to start this me and my friend sonya r idk she blame larry for stuff maybe idk what the hell girl is u read this is am sorry for freaking out on u an di am dreading januray u r my best friend an di love u i am looseing my bff i want her back b4 januray ok i suck as a frined i am sorry fuck this idk what to do...