Forget love!

bubblegumlocks — Sat, 11 Jun 2016 01:37:00 GMT

Omg I'm still alive!

I've been hanging out on tumblr. A lot. (Same username)

Also have an ao3 account, same username.

Not really sure what I posted the last time I posted.

There's a big bang happening, so it made me think of old school hp Fandom like 10 years ago. Got that's so long ago...

I'm in gay hockey hell right now.....thinking about writing a series for it. It's been a long ass time since I've written anything....I've been feeling it, my muse is waking up.

Today sucks

bubblegumlocks — Wed, 04 Jun 2014 19:33:02 GMT

Today is his last day. :(

Today my fave sous put his notice in.

Worst day ever.

Well, it's my Friday so there's that. Though I only have one day off.

Ugh.

Things happen for a reason. I just have to keep telling myself that.

Guh

bubblegumlocks — Sun, 25 May 2014 23:56:24 GMT

I just got asked if I wanted to make out with the guy I've had a crush on for over a year.

In dry storage.

Um, yes please!

Why am I still awake

bubblegumlocks — Mon, 24 Mar 2014 10:27:23 GMT

New tag!

New fandom. Writing a filthy story too. Bah!

Weird

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 20 Mar 2014 05:06:22 GMT

Saw a license plate today. Real one not a vanity plate.

BWL 3180

Cool!

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 16 Jan 2014 15:33:54 GMT

I had a dream that potter_lover456 wrote sequels to Harry potter. Like 12 of them.

Quick update

bubblegumlocks — Sun, 29 Sep 2013 08:15:14 GMT

Typed up the 8 fics I've written in the last two years. Pathetic!

But I wrote 2 more! Only around 700 words total, but still!

Fics... Almost

bubblegumlocks — Sun, 29 Sep 2013 05:34:58 GMT

So, I'm drinking prosecco, eating leftover Chinese, listening to imagine dragons and...

Typing up fics!!!!! Yay! I'll post when I can, but I have several for 100quills. I am not giving up!!

hey!!!

bubblegumlocks — Wed, 19 Jun 2013 02:58:41 GMT

at work. only have lj app....

so, its been 7 years since I started 100quills. I discovered this last night while reading old journals. also write 5 off of it. yay!

also found what might be the first fanfic I ever wrote. neat!!!!

I'm soon to be off hiatus when I get the internet. I'm calling tomorrow, so hopefully by July!!! yay!!!

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Music!

bubblegumlocks — Mon, 29 Apr 2013 04:37:11 GMT

so, i posted the other day asking to think about music.

so, here's my entry! :)

these are songs that make me think about hp, and why.

so, i'll start with the obvious ones...FANVIDS!

"move along" and "dirty little secret" by all american rejects. and it's been too long so i can't find the proper fanvids anymore. :(

collide by howie day.

she will be loved by maroon 5. one of two songs i like by them.

GENERAL

vindicated by dashboard confessional. inspired my fic, propose in haste, repent at leisure.

be like that by 3 doors down. i have a fic somewhere mostly finished that was inspired by this song.

no bravery by james blunt. i've mentioned this song before.

consequence by incubus. also mentioned in above entry.

BLUE OCTOBER

yes, blue october is one of my favorite bands. i've mentioned them many times over the years. the songs are always so emotional. i listen to particular albums depending on the season sometimes. crazy i know.

anyway, i'll start with my favorite, history for sale.

amazing.
a quiet mind.
and probably one of my favorite songs ever, chameleon boy.

also, from other albums.

weight of the world.

there's more, but i think i'm done. :)

eventually

bubblegumlocks — Sat, 27 Apr 2013 19:39:28 GMT

hey! I'm still alive, and I hope you are too.</p>

I'm going to be doing a music update soon, so I want you to be thinking about the following question:

What songs, lyrics, scores, etc remind you of Harry Potter? (besides the actual music from the movies)

I've been playing the lego versions lately and I'm about to read the books again. I still read a ton of fanfic, and still think of things to write all the time. and there are still things I hear that will always remind me of HP.

so, think about it, and expect my answer soon!

idiots

bubblegumlocks — Tue, 22 Jan 2013 23:56:32 GMT

you want to legalize pot, yet call yourself a republican?

methinks you're just racist.

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blah

bubblegumlocks — Mon, 21 Jan 2013 05:09:59 GMT

disregard last entry.

I feel better now. ranting helped. and taking my medicine. :)

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rant

bubblegumlocks — Sun, 20 Jan 2013 20:40:47 GMT

I'm tired.

I'm tired of being....

too smart, too fat, too loud, too intimidating, too bitchy, too mean, too nice, too giving, too lazy, too alone.

I'm tired of not...

fitting in, having friends, having a meaningful relationship, having a chocolate dispenser that follows me around everywhere, having insurance, having a friend that's a girl cuz boys suck.

I'm tired of feeling all alone. I'm tired of no one appreciating my nerdiness. I'm tired of stupid crushes that leave me feeling emptied inside. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of not being able to cry when I want to. I'm tired of not being able to get over this 4 year writers block.

ugh!

...pity party of one is over now.

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Ha!!!

bubblegumlocks — Wed, 07 Nov 2012 00:58:41 GMT

Anyone watch revolution??? The most recent episode started with the main characters coming across a band of kids.

Jet and the freedom fighters anyone? Bow and arrows....anger...

Anyhoo

hmmmm...

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 23 Aug 2012 06:26:18 GMT

so there's this guy....that really really likes me. coworker and all...I'm ok with him. very flattered that grounds me so much. he's cute, but I'm not sure.

his brothers wifes sister or something, told me that if.I hurt him she'd kill me. but I don't know if I even like him that way. he's cute, but I can't decide if I like him thay way.

ugh. I'm so very flattered. but...

I'm intoxicated and confused. he' is really into me. really really. it makes .me feel .special, but I don't know if I like him cuz he likes me or if i actually like him.

I was intensely jealous when he was talking to the new girl though.

so confused!

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I quit!

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 05 Jul 2012 23:27:06 GMT

work is still boring.

found out my so called friend is telling everyone that I can't handle the position which is why she hired someone else. such shit!!! and this is after she tried talking to me on Tuesday, saying she misses me.

whatever. I'm done. I hate to lose another friend, but what can you do? I don't give third chances.

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still hungry

bubblegumlocks — Sat, 30 Jun 2012 03:43:15 GMT

I'm much less depressed today. ac is fixed and work wasn't so bad.

just slow as fuck. its been soooooooo slow this week. oh well, one more day then a three day weekend!

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I'm hungry

bubblegumlocks — Wed, 27 Jun 2012 19:35:11 GMT

I'm feeling very depressed today. and yesterday too...

I don't like where I work anymore, I can't stand my sous chef, and I'm tired of the same old crap. this sounds very familiar.

I hate apartment looking. thought I found one, doesn't look like it. now I have to keep looking...I'm too poor to move somewhere nicer. but my parents can't really help me cuz their credit is jacked up. mine is so much better but I make shit money.

all my friends are gone. one of my best friends screwed me over big time, and I haven't talked to her in two weeks. she offered (and promised) me a new job, had me come and work two days and then the third day I was on vacation she hired someone in my spot. my other friend, I've known him for less than four months but we got really close, is in Colorado.

I'm fussy and stressed out and the ac doesnt work at my house and my phone is acting up and I'm just so ugh that I can't stand it. I've already cried like three times today. hate this!

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goodness

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 19 Apr 2012 18:57:58 GMT

had a filthy dream last night.

....i miss him so much today. I'm practically in tears at the gym. its ridiculous. I still think about him every day.

...I'm listening to dubstep now. its great to work out to. :)

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ha ha!

bubblegumlocks — Wed, 14 Mar 2012 19:53:52 GMT

so!

I've written three drabbles for my 100quills table. I am bound and determined to finish it!

two of the drabbles are connected. actually several of them will be eventually. snapshots, really. I'm excited.

but I have no internet and I really don't want to type them on my phone. so you'll have to wait.

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hmmmm

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 08 Mar 2012 08:51:06 GMT

I just finished going through all of my scrapbooking stuff. I found all sorts of random shit.

including the first handwritten drafts of at least half of my seven letters or whatever I called it fic. my epic regulus/sirius. its good. like really good. and I found my handwriiten smut #20 sight. also good. reading over what I have theres not much I would edit. I'm proud of them.

it makes me want to write dirty things again. lol. it makes me want to read the series again. it makes me want to revisit my table and maybe finish it. or at least do more of it. I've done over half....I need to finish it. five years is a loooooong time.

so, any suggestions?

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happy 2012

bubblegumlocks — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 20:06:35 GMT

thank you Kelly. you've reminded me that I do have a soulmate....

....so this entry was started on the first....I'm just going to leave that bit up there.

he wrote me back. and it wasn't bad at all. it wasn't what I hoped but I totally understand....it made me smile and tear up a bit but I'm happy he finally wrote back. I figured he was mad at me and never wanted to talk to me again....

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ugh

bubblegumlocks — Fri, 30 Dec 2011 06:24:58 GMT

wrote a long entry on my computer. I don't feel like typing it again on my phone so meh...

needless to say I still haven't heard anything and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to. I know he checked his email. my Facebook stalking tells me that he got an eticket today so he would have had to check it today.

my mantra continues... "he doesn't love me"

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last day

bubblegumlocks — Fri, 23 Dec 2011 00:00:50 GMT

so happy Christmas to all my peeps first of all....

second. my last day at my first job in the culinary industry is tomorrow. I'm leaving along with the f&b director and a fellow cook. this fellow cook has been a really good friend to me. I've mentioned him before.

anyway, because we spend a lot of time together when we are working the same shift everyone thinks we are going to work at the same new spot. :( we aren't. he's moving to Austin. I wish he was staying in dallas. I'm really going to miss him. more than I thought I'd realized.

jeez I'm tearing up just writing about it now. he will be out of town for Christmas and plans to leave after new years.

I plan to spend as much possible time with him...that he will let me.

this guy is the one I've been messing around with for over a year now.

I told myself more than once to stop, to not feel anything. but lately...especially the past two months every time we hang out it feels like more. on both of our parts.

we've never talked about it and because of my last relationship I'm afraid to bring it up. but now that he's leaving its pointless. yeah Austin is only a few hours away but long distance relationships suck.

but I really like him. still. and my heart is breaking just a bit at the thought if him leaving.

because of the Christmas party especially a lot of people think we are together. ugh.

I don't like the holiday season. it makes me depressed.

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