Autumn Notes
Throwback Thursday
Another note from my book, Kayaking with Lambs.
There is a day each year, a day when you find yourself in the kitchen slicing the last of the season’s ripe tomatoes, a moment you have lived before and have known was in the cards, a day when the vines are still heavy with green tomatoes, a shortened day in which those green tomatoes will never fully ripen, destined instead for frying or making chowchow. How did that unstoppable summer deluge become a trickle and then a drought?
So begins fall, a final chance to cherish what is passing before the weather turns to ice and snow—too soon for us to dream of the fallow winter, when the cold months spoon next to the season of rebirth, that bare season, stark in its absence of greenery, when our native imagination colors in the palette of the riches to come, and too late to partake of the plethora of fresh bounty of the summer season just passed. The in-between season.
Fall is the season of salvage, of scouring the fields and paddocks for useful leftovers. It’s a time of rushing to harvest the last of the fruit to preserve in jams, jellies, chutneys, and wines. It is a time of movement, cattle to new pastures and forage to cover; of gleaning the excess hens and roosters and butchering for hours to stock the larder for the gumbo and chicken and dumplings that will get us through the cold months to come. It is a time to take stock with some soul-searching of Aesop’s Fables significance: Do we have enough firewood? Did we use our time well last winter, spring, summer in preparation for the next year?
Fall is a time for hog fattening. The cruel reward for an ability to gain 300 pounds in nine months comes in the form of a knife wielded the week after Halloween. The bounty is delivered to us in sides of bacon, salted hams, corned shoulders, butcher’s wife pork chops, hand-seasoned breakfast sausages, headcheese, pâté, and bowls of beans with ham hocks.
Fall is also sheep breeding time. As the days and nights cool, the ram has his pleasurable work cut out for him, making sure all ewes are bred. We, servant-like, make sure the ewes are conditioned for lambing, in good health, hooves trimmed, their every need attended to. Meanwhile, last winter’s lambs graze in their own pasture, fattening before they too fall under the butcher’s sword in the remaining months of the year.
Fall is the season of coming face to face with imminent and unavoidable death. It is the fever of the dying year, the mumbled words from the patient in the bed trying to get his affairs in order, to make amends. So much to do and so little time.
It is a season of contrasts, when we eat a ripe tomato while composting the vine it grew on, feed a pregnant ewe while fattening for slaughter her teenage offspring, crush grapes and pears while sipping the wine made last year. Past, present, and future are jumbled in this most hopeful season, when we weigh the year to come to see what is left in the balance. Like a culture that prepares for a future generation, we undertake this work for a year not yet born.
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Reading: Paul Kingsnorth’s new book this week.


"In the midst of life we are in death..." We're not yet into true Autumn here on the back porch of the Ozarks, but she's warming up (cooling down?) in the wings. Thanks for the reminder of all the things I need to get done before the end of September.
Also, please do write some reflections on Kingsnorth's new opus when you get the chance.
A sad time of foreboding as well…