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Translated by Rabbi Lazer Brody<\/p>\n

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In Forest Fields, Part 30<\/b><\/div>\n
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People chase after leading rabbis and tzaddikim<\/i> in search of blessings. They don\u2019t realize that all the blessings of all the generation\u2019s tzaddikim<\/i> are not as effective as a person\u2019s heartfelt prayers for himself. Once a person begins to pray for himself, he opens the gate of salvation.<\/div>\n
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People ask, \u201cHow can my prayers be stronger than the prayers of the great tzaddikim<\/i> in this generation?\u201d The answer is surprisingly simple: the prayers of the tzaddikim<\/i> don\u2019t bring a person close to Hashem as his or her own prayers do. Getting to know Hashem and coming close to Him are our task on earth. By doing what we\u2019re supposed to do, we see blessings in whatever we do.<\/div>\n
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Getting to know Hashem means becoming familiar with Hashem\u2019s indescribable mercy. Only those who pray attain this priceless familiarity with Hashem\u2019s mercy.<\/div>\n
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What\u2019s going on with me?<\/b><\/div>\n
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We all have ups and downs. During \u201cdown\u201d periods, people have a tendency to persecute themselves when they see the emotional and spiritual darkness that seems to envelop them.\u00a0They lose faith in themselves and gradually lose faith in prayer and in Hashem, G-d forbid, until they completely fall by the wayside.<\/div>\n
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A lack of spiritual arousal means that some type of severe judgment is hovering over a person and is blocking the Divine illumination from reaching that person. That\u2019s where the feeling of darkness comes from.<\/div>\n
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If a person is weak in emuna<\/i> and weak in the cognizance that there is no one but Hashem, then he attributes his lack of spiritual arousal to himself rather than to Hashem. If he\u2019d only open his mouth and cry out to Hashem, he could pierce the darkness. Hashem is more than ready to help a person make teshuva<\/i>, mitigate harsh judgments, and escape from the darkness.<\/div>\n
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In light of the above concepts, it\u2019s readily understandable how many people returned to Hashem after a difficult challenge or tribulation. People\u2019s suffering served to atone for their sins, mitigated harsh judgments, and brought them to subjugate their ego to Hashem to the point where Hashem\u2019s Divine light illuminated their souls giving them a prodigious desire to come home to Hashem and to their roots. Once a soul becomes a suitable receptacle for Divine light, the person tastes the sublime sweetness of Hashem\u2019s presence and returns to Hashem with all his heart.<\/div>\n
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Each of us should therefore do our utmost to invoke Divine mercy, and to mitigate the collective stern judgments against our people as a whole in addition to our personal stern judgments. The collective stern judgments block Divine illumination from the soul of the nation and thereby delay the Geula<\/i>, the full redemption of our people. Apathy toward the prospects of Geula<\/i> and the coming of Moshiach<\/i> can also be traced to outstanding stern judgments that block Divine light. Without Divine light, people are cold and dark; they lack a yearning for Hashem and therefore make no progress in accomplishing the very mission that their souls were sent here for in the first place.<\/div>\n
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Many fool themselves and think that they don\u2019t make teshuva <\/i>\u00a0because of their desire to live a \u201cfree\u201d lifestyle; they\u2019re mistaken. They don\u2019t make teshuva<\/i> because they don\u2019t have the merit. A cloud of stern judgment hovers above them like an iron curtain that blocks Divine light. One needs Divine light to declare a fresh start and to make teshuva<\/i> daily<\/b> as the Torah requires. A person that doesn\u2019t yearn for Hashem won\u2019t have the necessary spiritual visa that will enable him to enter the portals of teshuva<\/i>.<\/div>\n
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True freedom<\/b><\/div>\n
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A lack of desire for teshuva<\/i> is therefore not the sign of a blessing or of a person\u2019s free choice \u2013 the opposite holds true. Any person \u2013 nonreligious, religious, Chassidic, or whatever \u2013 that lacks a yearning for Hashem, for teshuva<\/i>, and for prayer won\u2019t feel any spiritual arousal unless he first mitigates whatever stern judgments there might be against him.<\/div>\n
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We now begin to grasp the significance of hitbodedut<\/i>, personal prayer. Nothing mitigates stern judgments like personal prayer. During personal prayer, we express our desires and yearning to get close to Hashem \u2013 this in itself pierces the spiritual darkness and invokes Divine compassion that serves to mitigate stern judgments.<\/div>\n
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Some people make the mistake of persecuting themselves and blaming themselves for their troubles even during personal prayer sessions; that\u2019s not being with Hashem. Talking to Hashem means that we cast ourselves on Hashem\u2019s infinite mercy. We ask Hashem to illuminate our lives and our souls, and to bring us close to Him. Our appeal to Hashem should be like the appeal of a baby or toddler to a loving parent. Prayers that invoke Divine mercy are the same \"\"prayers that trigger spiritual arousal and enthusiasm for the service of Hashem.<\/div>\n
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Don\u2019t be discouraged if you feel far away from Hashem or if you feel like a dried-up log on a spiritual level. Nothing\u2019s inherently wrong with you. We all make mistakes from time to time that invoke stern judgments. So, rather than persecuting ourselves, we simply have to turn to Hashem and seek His assistance in helping us do teshuva <\/i>\u00a0and to remove whatever obstacles that are obstructing Hashem\u2019s Divine light from reaching our souls. With such simple, sincere, and straightforward personal prayer that purely and innocently appeals to Hashem\u2019s infinite mercy, there\u2019s no such thing as despair in the world. Ultimately, Hashem will send us an opening in the darkness and illuminate our lives.<\/div>\n
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To be continued.<\/i><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Translated by Rabbi Lazer Brody In Forest Fields, Part 30 People chase after leading rabbis and tzaddikim in search of blessings. They don\u2019t realize that all the blessings of all the generation\u2019s tzaddikim are not as effective as a person\u2019s heartfelt prayers for himself. Once a person begins to pray for himself, he opens the … Continue reading “Opening in the Darkness”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":62109,"featured_media":1320469,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_joinchat":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[83788],"tags":[20006,47184],"author_post":[14273],"new_serie":[86761],"class_list":["post-350224","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-hitbodedut-personal-prayer","tag-personal-prayer","tag-cheshbon-hanefesh","author_post-rabbi-shalom-arush","new_serie-in-forest-fields"],"acf":{"intro_text":"

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