breaking_vanity 😕lethargic

Listens: Comfortably Numb: Pink Floyd

HAVE U EVER.....?
Have you ever had someone from your past suddenly appear? yes
Have you ever seen true beauty? beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
I've seen what i consider truly beautiful...
Have you ever had somebody care? yes
Have you ever tried to make things right; only to realize they work out if you let them be? -shrug-
Have you ever needed to be held? yes...who hasn't
Have you ever needed to cuddle? yes
Have you ever made something you thought was great but no one else liked? sort of
Have you ever been alone? yes. So much...
Have you ever splashed in puddles? yeah...way back
Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard? no
Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return? no..not yet
Have you ever had a crush? yes. -sigh-
Have you ever had a kiss? -shakes head-
Have you ever not know how good it was until it's gone? the irony of like really..
Have you ever tried to write poetry but ended up throwing it away? quite a lot actually in the past...now i keep it.
Have you ever found it later and laughed at yourself? yes. i was so ridiculous...
Have you ever given a love letter? no.
Have you ever tried to make someone feel better, just because you saw they were down? yeah <<3
Have you ever wanted to just do things on impulse? -nods-
Have you ever needed to get away? all the time..but there is no where to gom to escape from yourself.
Have you ever tried? yes...i only wish i was strong enough to stay put
Have you ever lost a love to death? no
Have you ever experienced puppy love? no
Have you ever experienced love at first sight? i don't believe in it. Lust at first sight...
Have you ever tried to tell someone something but the words wouldn't come out? im so bad with words...unless they're written. I stumble upon every syllable...
Have you ever wanted to die? yes. Life really does get sickening...beacause at some point you really..that this is as good as it gets.
Have you ever had a really good time with your best friends?yeah..my best friends..mean the world
Have you ever told them how much they mean to you? ...not in those words
Have you ever shown them that you love them? i try
Have you ever told your parents you love them? .....a long time ago
Have you ever told someone else you love them? no
When were you born? i have no fucking clue. really
What was your first word? -shrug-
What was your favorite television show? i luuvvdd...uh...some stupid ass cartoons

Age: 0-7
What was your favorite movie? dunno
Do you have any siblings? yup
If so, give their names and ages: bobby. 4
Did you have any pets? a cat.
Did you have a best friend? Who? i dont think i had one
Did you have a favorite relative? my mom...or grandma..or something
What is the most memorable moment from these years? I don't know...europe probably.

Age:13
What was the name of your elementary school? Sunrise
Did you get a boyfriend/girlfriend during any of these years? no :(
Who: __________
What was your favorite year of elementary school? 5th i guess
Why? it sucked less then 4th and 3rd
Who was your favorite teacher? no one really...
Who was your least favorite teacher? i had like..1
What was the reason for your first detention? uh...talking too much
Who was your best friend during these years? libby
What was your favorite television show? simpsons.
What was your favorite movie? the new guy.
What was your favorite song? didn't really care about music that much...
What is the most memorable moment from these years? they outright blew okay

Age: 13-17 [Teenager]
What junior-high school did/are you go(ing) to? OGMS/ECMS...now its Catalina Foothills
Who was/are your best friend(s)? Chancey, Cassie, Taylor, and Erik
Who was/is your favorite teacher? don't have one. my 8th grade art teacher didn't bite..neither did my 7th...and now..my writ/lit teach is pretty cool. -cough-Hippie-cough-
Who was/is your least favorite teacher?my fuckign art teach this year is a bitch..
Who was/is your boyfriend/girlfriend during these yrs? don't have one. :(
What was/is your most prized possession? my writing.
Why? because it's all that i have keeping me on this earth.
Were you ever suspended or expelled? no
Were/are you still a virgin during these years? yes
What was/is your favorite television show? The O.C. and Viva La Bam
What was/is your favorite movie? Sin City, Sid and Nancy, SLC Punk, Edward Scissorhands, The New Guy [i heart that movie]
What was/is your favorite song? i have a lot.
What is the most memorable moment from these years. still being alive.