existential dread and existential horror. to get lost in an ocean of your own memories and regret. time is such a strange concept. it flows through you, non-stop, without control. maybe that's why going back in time is such a human fantasy. a chance to make it right and the unexplored dream of what could have been.

get me to that ocean. no matter how addictive or destructive it can be, let me go. let me have all I never had and still lost. let me.

"it's your sound. it's beating away. a gentle sound... i've never heard it before."

escaping is addicting. a quick fix. it is a desperate solution. and in the depths of it, we are the most human.

you cannot prison desire. lust will gnaw at the walls and love will seep through the cracks.

to feel
to express
to create
and the freedom to do it all
this made me feel so human

manic pixie dream girl vs. arthouse film cinephile baddie

"I'm back. My love."

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