I still stand by my beliefs that “thai cinema” is too underdeveloped both in support but also in identity to fully be coined as such however Behind the Blur is easily the most comprehensive look at the history of Thailand’s turbulent relationship with cinema even if it was made almost 20 years ago yet it’s scary how still Thailand is faced with the same issues regarding censorship and freedom of expression and in just 70 minutes Fleshman is able to…

The GAZE or my defensive love letter to controversial female directors or Feministsploitation

For cis boys (I’m not sure and thus I don’t think I can speak for trans or non binaries boys) sexual coming of age means the full realization whether they like or not of their patriarchal position meanwhile for cis and trans girls, I think it’s mostly observing and realizing how vulnerable we are in society. Not just to how men can take advantage of us or…

Disagree heavily on the film being yet another modern horror film with “about trauma” as its main thematic interest when really I would argue it’s more about how one tries to find comfort, numb or understand their own individual traumas and shortcomings and how that can result on in us creating or chasing the hollow and the unreal presented via the Backrooms, but it’s easy to mistake that starting point for the characters to share as generic when the film…

(CW: Mentions of sexual assault, sex work, dehumanization, depression)
“Hey look at me, and tell me you’ve seen me before” and that’s why I’ve been fearful of tomorrows lately. Especially after David Lynch passes 3 days ago, it felt like a light had just vanished, we all felt it and just two days before then, it was Monday night and I was sexually assaulted. I didn’t want anyone to know me after that, not after this life I have been…

When you try to shit post and you end up writing a lesbian queer manifesto confession about the internet’s influence on our pure psyche, down to how we communicate, how we express ourselves, how we are trapped further the more we escaped into the screens even since we were pre egg cracked closeted kids cuz we don’t own the computers it’s the system that makes us buy our computers that owns our computers so, no wonder we so like complicated…