megan danylle

new job!!!

bludgeons — Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:02:24 GMT

i went to my job interview on friday. andrew says, "how does monday thru friday, 8am to 4:30pm, at 15 dollars an hour sound?" i say, "that sounds fantastic!" so i start my new job on monday, october 1st. i get paid every two weeks, so i'll be rollin' in about 800$ a paycheck!! all i'm doing is data entry and filing, plus the place i'm working is a plant about five minutes from my house. anyways, i'm happy! it's the first time i'll be getting paid over seven dollars an hour!

mostly

bludgeons — Mon, 16 Jul 2007 04:03:07 GMT

"YOU'RE CORNY!"

handmade tomato stakes.

everything is going back to being as normal as could be around here after my papal passed away. everyone has been so kind with helping my family with everything. God blessed us to have so many kind and generous people in our lives. grandma said some people in the neighborhood probably think we've all lost our minds; having a million people at the house, staying up til three in the morning, hanging out outside, drinking, and riding go-carts. strawberry moonshine took out about half of our shindig the other night. the night of my papal's funeral we all chugged a natural light in honor of him. he was a devoted natty man. they put a can of it in his casket, along with a family picture, and a pouch of redman. also, my grandma is playing little miss matchmaker with me, trying to find me a 'nice' boy. the fair is coming up and i'm going to be helping my little cousin wash her pig and feed it everyday. this may sound a little rednecky, but i am so excited to watch the mudbog. when i feel that i won't cry my eyes out, i'm going to upload the pictures of the parade where all the firetrucks were honoring my papal.

papal

bludgeons — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 08:19:54 GMT

Larry Lee Morrison
October 6, 1943 - July 2, 2007

Papal Larry was the most amazing man. There are so many things I can say about him. His heart was filled with kindness and love. He was full of life, always the one that was making us all laugh. He would do anything that needed to be done to help someone. He would always check my car before I went on trips to make sure I was going to be safe. He'd call me his little Meggie and say "Aww, I love my little Meggie." He would always tell me I was driving too fast. He'd pull onions straight out of the garden and start eating them. I always knew when he was near because I could hear his big dodge truck coming. He loved animals; he helped me with the raccoons, he loved his dog ol' Romeo, he loved taking care of the pigs, and he was excited about finishing the fence so we could get cows. My dad and him did everything together. He just started his vacation and was leaving to go Summersville this weekend. He kept saying the days he was just hanging out at the campground that he was going to clean up his boat.

Yesterday, My brother and I were on our way to go work when we heard on the firehouse scanner in my dad's truck that there was a bulldozer accident behind my uncle's house. My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach because I knew papal was on the bulldozer. My brother turned the truck around and went 90 mph and ran the siren the entire way back home. I tried calling everyone when I had signal and couldn't get ahold of anyone. Then my cousin called me crying and didn't know what was going on either. We pulled into the driveway and everyone, all the firefighters, emts, and neighbors, were just looking at us and they were all crying. I knew, I just knew that it was bad. Kim was hugging me and I finally found my mom and dad. My dad was sitting propped up against the truck crying and Gump came up, grabbed me, and hugged me. I sat down side my dad and started hugging him. Then my mom told me that papal was going up this little incline on the bulldozer and it lost balance and flipped over on top of him. I was devastated.

My family is very close and we're close with everyone in our community. My papal was the man that everyone came to. He was like a dad and grandpa to everyone at the firehouse where he was chief and everyone that he worked with at the plant. Everyone packed my grandma's house tonight, and we all hugged, cried, and told stories about the crazy things that my papal did. I love him and I'm gonna miss him.

aww

bludgeons — Sun, 01 Jul 2007 23:04:08 GMT

GAH! I THINK THIS IS TOO FUCKING CUTE.

nostalgic

bludgeons — Sat, 30 Jun 2007 10:12:01 GMT

these four videos make me think of my junior year in highschool.
it was back when i use to love going to shows and we went all over the place for them.
i was hopelessly devoted to drive-thru records, more so the early november.
i've grown up a lot.

little pee machine

bludgeons — Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:49:36 GMT

i took some really awesome pictures when i was stoned the other night with mr. little pee machine. i looked at them the next day and i was like, good job for being one of the shittiest photographers ever, megan. because i talk to myself and give words of encouragement daily. i only got part of my night captured, because when i get intoxicated, i hide all things expensive so i don't wake up the next morning asking where my phone, camera, and ipod are at. i've had that happen too many times. i'm getting experienced, son. ps; the first picture may be the best picture, ever. really little league like.

good duo

bludgeons — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 03:28:51 GMT

i love both matthew mcconaughey and woody harrelson.
they may be two of the coolest dudes, ever.

gross

bludgeons — Sun, 17 Jun 2007 18:18:35 GMT

for the last two weeks, every morning when i wake up, i puke.
i. want. to. stop. fucking. puking. please!

pigs

bludgeons — Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:06:11 GMT

dad was trying to calm down maisy to get her shot.

piggie was licking michele.

it reminded me of a carwash.

dad was covered in pig shit.

besides gardening, my little cousin, michele, is raising three pigs. she's had them since they were babies. they have the most insane personalities ever, too. i love them. anyways, i took pictures of michele washing the mud off her pigs and of my dad and grandpa giving them their worm shots, which i thought was the worse thing ever to watch. the one pig hooved my foot and i thought i broke every bone in my foot. don't wear flip-flops in the pig barn.

confession

bludgeons — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 22:37:31 GMT

i love boys who wear brown jeans and have messy hair.

06-11-2007

bludgeons — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 15:47:33 GMT

"Breaking up is hard to do, but sometimes making up can be even harder. You and someone important are on your way to repairing your relationship, but it is still going to take some long heart-to-hearts to get things to a healthy place. Good communication requires trust and honesty -- which happen to be two of your specialties! The stars say that you should stop being afraid and start opening up. You two will end up stronger than you ever were before."

scratch the first line. horoscopes make me laugh. irony? irony!

last night i got really drunk. we went swimming, drank vodka and coronas, and listened to bright eyes. it was a great time. jessi is watching the stupidest fucking movies ever. simon birch freaks me out a little bit. despite the huge fight, i think i'm going to go to columbus with trevor in a couple days. i want to go shopping at some places up there, esp since i got a little bit of cash right now. come down and we'll lay out, drink some sweet tea, get a tan today!

insane

bludgeons — Fri, 08 Jun 2007 20:49:48 GMT

it went from being a sunshinin' beautiful day to storming horribly and knocking over trees. i went to parkersburg with nick and trevor. we went to their friends' apartment to pick something up. when we got there, i went to the bathroom, and i realized i wasn't wearing any underwear. what the hell? i never go commando. i don't know how the hell i forgot to put underwear on. it bothered me the rest of the day. i almost bought a pair just so i could put them on. i think i might go see knocked up tomorrow with some hot ladies. i've been utterly insane the last week and a half. i need some cool down and calm down time. the raccoons are starting to eat really solid foods. my babies are growing up!

garden

bludgeons — Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:54:28 GMT

i had to take pictures of the process of our garden for my cousin's 4-H book.

i love these two pictures of my papal rototilling, or as we call it 'rototil'ring'

my mamal kept running out of pictures, as did my mom and dad.

michele pulled the weeds from the lettuce and spinach patch.

since it hasn't rained here in over two weeks, they used the firetruck to water the garden.

my little cousin, michele, is in 4-H and one of her three projects she has to do is gardening. so i was volunteered to take the pictures for her book she has to do. the garden is like a huge family garden. in the summer, everyone comes down and gets things from the garden whenever they need it. the lack of rain and the extreme sun lately hasn't been that fantastic for our garden. and birds, mostly crows, came and pulled up all of our corn shoots awhile back, so our corn is a little late because my dad and mom had to replant it. the lettuce should be ready to eat in a week or two!

girls gone wild

bludgeons — Sat, 02 Jun 2007 07:29:23 GMT

hailey let's it all hang out!

raccoons

bludgeons — Thu, 31 May 2007 01:31:33 GMT

we rescued three incredible baby raccoons.

we stumbled upon them while walking on a trail behind my house:

they were talking to each other and trying to hide from us:

despite the fact they could possibly have rabies, my grandpa larry helped gather them up:

this is the bucket we took them home in and they were pissed about it:

this is what we mixed together as a big mess for them to eat:

this is the cage that they're in for now:

they are so precious:

aww, i love them already:

we couldn't leave them on the trail in the wide open and alone like that. that's why we decided to take them in. we think that the momma raccoon was killed by another dog and now the dogs were trying to capture the babies. at first they were terrified of us. they would hiss, growl, play dead, and hunch up trying to scare us away. now we've only had them one day and one night and already two of them let me pick them up and carry them around like babies. when i hold my ring finger out, the one baby wraps his little hand around my finger. my brother scratches the one behind the ear, and he starts purring like a kitty cat. we're feeding them three times a day and making sure they have enough warmth and water. if we can't find anyone around here that raises and releases them, my dad is going to build a bigger cage and we're going to try to raise them. i don't want to give them away to someone who is just going to kill them. that is ridiculous. they're so awesome and i'm already becoming attached.

babyfeet

bludgeons — Tue, 29 May 2007 04:38:48 GMT

i was born december 12th, 1986 at 8:15pm.

this is from www.astro.com:

Sun in Sagittarius, Moon in Taurus
Your astrological combination suggests worldly success. Your determination and reserve temper the Sagittarian impulsiveness, and your foresight can be used for practical ends. With your warmth and geniality, you usually find fulfillment in personal relationships. In love you are patient until you have made your conquest. Your pace is slow and determined. You have a reservoir of knowledge that can be practically applied. It is likely that you would be a faithful and devoted friend, and that your conscientious attitude could be relied upon.

Restless, cheerful, and friendly, Sun in Sagittarius people are generally on the go. They have a love of freedom, and a disdain for routine. Generally quite easygoing, Sagittarians make friends with people from all walks of life. They love to laugh and tease, and get along well with both sexes.

Sagittarians have an often blind faith in people, and in the world. Their optimism is infectious, although it can get them into trouble from time to time. These are curious people who love to learn. Their idealistic nature is hard to miss.

Although generally easygoing, Sagittarius is a fire sign. This gives natives a generally quick temper. Fortunately, they're usually as quick to forget what got them angry in the first place.

The need for escape is generally strong, and some Solar Sagittarians come across as a little irresponsible. They're generally easy to forgive, however. After all, their direct, honest approach in life is admirable.

Ascendant in Leo, Sun in the Fifth House
At the time of your birth the zodiacal sign of Leo was ascending in the horizon. Its ruler the Sun is located in the fifth house.

People with Leo in the Ascendant seem to possess a flair for the life of nobility and regality. Your life will be in many ways influenced by decisions you make that have been motivated by your pride, desire for power, for authority, and your need to convince others of your courage.

In life you will act with a rather frank, generous, and amiable disposition. The course of events in your life will unfold themselves swiftly, and a life full of chance and circumstances will be the outcome of your desire to rule, to organize, to hold the keys of authority. You should be aware that as a result of overly strong impulses there is the danger of failures and upsets in life. You will be generally regarded as an amiable, sincere and generous person who, however, has much pride and sensitivity. Egocentricity is one of the prices of being born with the Ascendant sign of Leo. Another aspect of this zodiacal sign is that your personality becomes excessively charged with passion and sexual desire. On the other hand, these zodiacal signs grant in life a large dose of vitality as well as a fine physical shape and a strong, healthy constitution.

Willpower is a characteristic of your personality. You seek opportunities and when you find them you go to it, using both your mind and your emotions to strive for success with zeal and determination. You are very self-assured and you implement ideas with a self- assurance that lets nothing get in your way of success.

It would be beneficial to you, however, if you were not so candid and frank and if you did not expect others to act and feel as you do.

Leo will grant you very sincere and affectionate relationships in which you desire to bring happiness and an overall feeling of charitable spirit and warmth to your loved one. In your sexual relationships you appear as happy, strong, playful and even a little innocent.

You will always act better as a leader than a subordinate.

The Sun, ruler of your life was found located in the fifth house. This house has regency over the hedonistic aspects of life, social inclinations, emotions and children. It is also concerned, in a more material sense, with speculative affairs in business and other related activities.

Venus in the Fourth House
Venus was found in the fourth house at the time of your birth. This is usually a very favorable and fruitful position that grants excellent family relationships within peaceful and beautiful environments.

This position indicates many social affairs, feasts, parties, celebrations, and related activities. Near the end of your life you should experience financial gain and an overall economic improvement. A natural lover of country life and nature, you will find many opportunities to gratify these sentiments.

Sun in the Fifth House
The Sun was found in the fifth house at the time of your birth. This is a very significant location for the Sun.

There seems to be a progressive and gradual expansion of your feelings, especially the generative ones, throughout the years. Your life is oriented towards success in matters of enterprises, businesses, speculations, and society and pleasurable activities. Your love life promises to be very rich and will list many rewarding emotional attachments. In love you conduct yourself with dignity and certain poise.

Your pride is very sensitive in matters connected with your emotional nature. You are easily injured if your possessiveness and majesty in love is threatened. You can be very magnanimous and forgiving with the object of your love, and you will extend many positive qualities along with natural protection and strength.

Saturn in the Fifth House
Saturn was found in the fifth house at the time of your birth. Circumstances may oblige you to appear humble and patient in connection with love affairs and as a response to obstacles that will come between you and the object of your love.

It is possible that unless you can exert good control of your temperament, the obstacles can create a response from you that is harsh and severe. You must view these matters in light of the spiritual cause and effect.

We advise you to be very careful in business speculations and not to become involved in operations that have a risky element.

You should make an effort to become involved with the various human experiences of love so that your communicative power is increased. You must be sincere with yourself. Secretly you nourish the desire to be involved in human situations, but you apparently have lost the ability to relate to other people. A little more openness and confidence in your loved ones could be a good course to follow.

Moon in the Tenth House
The Moon was found in the tenth house at the time of birth. Among other things, this is an indication of your ability to adjust to varying conditions. Whatever your temperamental qualities may be, destiny will place you in situations where you will have dealings with the public.

Some public note could eventually come your way. Yet you should remember that the Moon successes are rather ethereal and do not maintain a permanent state.

Imagination, a tenacious disposition and ability to relate to the public are among your attributes. Outwardly, you will appear as one who reacts to emotions rather than to reason, yet you attempt a logical rationalization of your impulsive notions. You will better develop your potentialities in any professional circle where your natural inclinations can be reasonably manifested.

cupcakes

bludgeons — Mon, 21 May 2007 04:38:15 GMT

i helped my little cousin make cupcakes for school.

**just kidding. we just wanted to eat some motherfucking cupcakes.

good things

bludgeons — Wed, 16 May 2007 05:58:49 GMT

here's what all i'm helping to grow this summer:
strawberries, raspberries, blueberries, spinach, corn, tomatos, banana peppers, and lettuce.

living is amazing.
i love driving barefoot, through old country roads, with the windows down, blasting ben kweller and saves the day.
i love sitting by the river, watching barges go by, while drinking cheap beer.
i love the friends i have made and things we do.

long, boring

bludgeons — Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:17:13 GMT

my current situation has been my situation for the last year or so. i'm getting tired of it somewhat. at times, like tonight it makes me feel like a horrible person. there's a person/guy in my life that stays a constant. we'll call him person #1. for the last year, he's always been there when i needed someone to go to. this is my latest example. i was going and hanging out with person #1 pretty much every other day. i would stay with him a lot and it was pretty good at times. he would get pissed off a lot though, too, pretty much the biggest con about him is that he has a serious temper. but overall, i liked hanging out with him. then a few months ago, another person randomly fell back into place in my life. we'll call him person #2. when i started hanging out with person #2, i shut person #1 completely out my life. i stopped going to the same parties as him, ignoring his phone calls, and barely speaking to him if i saw him in public. after a few months of me hanging out with person #2, he decides he doesn't want/like me, so that's over. i was very sad, so what do i do? a couple days later, i call person #1. he answers the phone and is extremely nice to me. i go and see him like the next day. things were really cool between us and he surprisingly hugged me and kissed me. i wasn't expecting that at all.

i guess i feel so horrible, because i know that i'm using him as a space filler and a pick-me-up. i run to him when i'm sad or when i'm lonely. however, i know he does the same thing to me. i've took the backseat just as many times as he has. the first time, it hurt, but now it's come accustom. we don't accept much out of each other. we're there when we can be, but when we're with other people, we don't need each other. we stand in as the subsitute boyfriend/girlfriend to each other. that person that you can call anytime to tell them about what you did that day, that person that you can hold hands with, and all those other well-needed things. it's not just about sex either. since i've been hanging out with him this last time, we haven't had sex once. and usually sex is that thing that we use to fill that loneliness void. honestly, i know that i don't have any feelings for him but i'm still worried that one day i'm going to need him and he's not going to be there. it made me nervous to call him the first time after the thing with person #2, because i didn't know if he was going to act shitty towards me or if he was seeing someone. and i knew i needed him a lot more this time. i need him to help me suppress certain feelings. i can't become an alcoholic.

tonight, while i was at his house, we got high and him and his friends talked about a million different things. i kept telling myself that i didn't want to be there, and that i didn't want to be with him. but i know that i need him right now.

why am i doing this?

mexicans

bludgeons — Mon, 16 Apr 2007 03:38:49 GMT

last night, cody told me that every time he sees me i smell like flowers, marijuana, and bubble gum.
i shouldn't ever drink moonshine, especially if it's from a mason jar.
i watched reno 911 tonight and it was hilarious.
soyjoys are absolutely delicious.

kickin' it oldschool, son:

statements

bludgeons — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 10:15:07 GMT

friday, i wish you would arrive faster.

i want to go camping. i hate snakes so much. my eyes are heavy, but i can't make my mind shut off. my cat is giving herself a bath. i get to see jessi friday. i miss her. i'll probably be drunk. i'm going to wash my car later. don imus has always said things that he shouldn't say. i'm drinking warm water. my room smells like vanilla. i got a new purse. it's hoboish. i also got lotion with sea kelp in it. i want to go scuba diving again. i have clothes in the dryer. rushmore is such a good movie. i'm chewing gum. i love my icon and mike kinsella. i'm thinking of a number between one and ten. i wish someone was awake to talk to. i got three private calls tonight. i wonder who they were. watermelon sounds so good right now. i listened to copeland a lot today. my foot is asleep. my dogs are barking outside my window. kevin barnes is insane. i've only been to a public library twice in my life. i wish i had the patience to read. it's gross when it rains and worms come out. dolce and gabbana's new smell is awesome. i got a bright ass yellow hoodie. i'm confused.

seriously

bludgeons — Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:41:06 GMT

i can't sleep. on a side note, i'd like to have one of these:

thanks.

quickie

bludgeons — Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:31:56 GMT

quick statement: yahoo graffiti and text twist are the two most fun games while inebriated.

mix

bludgeons — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:42:36 GMT

my new mix to listen to while i'm showering is called:
'songs i'd like to have sex to'

lazy

bludgeons — Thu, 15 Mar 2007 18:32:16 GMT

today was the most perfect day to lay in bed and sleep.
my room was cold so i stayed under warm covers.
it was cloudy and it stayed dark in my room.
it was thundering and raining all day.