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My new blog

bloc07 — Mon, 14 Nov 2011 01:42:42 GMT

I've moved on from livejournal

If you are interested in my tech posts then check out my new tech blog.

If you preferred my thoughts on politics then join me over on yakkstr politics

look what I got :)

bloc07 — Thu, 10 Feb 2005 05:30:34 GMT

Woot, look what I got :)

How not to send a resume

bloc07 — Sat, 23 Oct 2004 19:42:49 GMT

I've recently found myself on the hiring end of the job seeking process. This is my first experience with screening resumes and interviewing applicants, and it's been an eye opener.

We posted a job opening on hotjobs for an entry level programmer. The posting specifically said what the pay range was and that we wanted local candidates only. Over 50% of the applicants were either wanting too much money or were not local! Then there were the resumes that didn't fit the job description. One of the resumes objectives said, "Seeking a position in the wireless communications industry". We are very clearly a dot com. It's as if the vast majority of applicants didn't even read the description of the position. Only 4 or 5 resumes, out of about 60, had cover letters. This is even counting the cover letters that were just one or two sentences!

The lesson from all of this is that you will probably have a better change getting a job if you limit the number of resumes you send and tailor them to the job your applying to. Also write a brief cover letter that shows your interest in the particular field your applying to. I was expecting atleast one or two of these programmers to have a portfolio to show off some of the projects they've created. If just one applicant had done this they would have almost certainly gotten the position. I am no longer afraid of being unemployed as a programmer unless the market gets really bad.

Here is a good list of some of the violations of civil liberties that have been occuring

bloc07 — Thu, 21 Oct 2004 16:13:18 GMT

http://www.progressive.org/mcwatch03/mcwatch03.html

from the list:
"Three Teachers Evicted from Bush Event for Wearing "Protect Our Civil Liberties" T-Shirts"

Will we see a draft in the US?

bloc07 — Thu, 30 Sep 2004 13:38:10 GMT

I'll bet that if Bush is reelected there will be a Draft. Here is a little snippet from a salon.com article.

"Last week, it was reported that the National Guard missed its recruitment goals by 5,000, the first time it's fallen short in a decade. On Sept. 27, the New York Times reported that some Army planners want to cut soldiers' 12-month combat tours to improve morale and reenlistment. But others say they can't do that and still meet requirements in Iraq and Afghanistan. The Rocky Mountain News has reported that some Iraq veterans stationed in Colorado have been threatened with second tours in Iraq if they refuse to reenlist. On Monday, USA Today reported that more than a third of soldiers called up from the Individual Ready Reserve failed to report on time."

strong typing versus weak typing

bloc07 — Tue, 07 Sep 2004 16:35:06 GMT

This is one of the reasons I like python more than php and other weakly typed languages. Python would throw an exception unless you cast them to the same type, int or string.

if('23sadkjsi8' == 23){
echo "um, whatever\n";
}
else{
echo "php is sane\n";
}

if(abs('23sadkjsi8') == 23){
echo "23sadkjsi8 == 23!!!\n";
}
else{
echo "php is sane\n";
}

This code results in:
um, whatever
23sadkjsi8 == 23!!!

Imagine how hard it would be to find a bug caused by this in a large program.

Linux on the Desktop 3

bloc07 — Tue, 31 Aug 2004 19:32:30 GMT

Houston, we have a problem.

We just moved so my wife went to the DMV website to get the change of address forms. They were in pdf files which is fine because our Suse install has adobe acrobat. However, when she printed them the entire area of the fields for address, name, etc were solid black so the forms could not be used. This type of thing is a show stopper for Linux on the Desktop, and it concludes my expirement. Fortunately, she really likes the new imacs so we will probably get one of those :)

I'm glad I'm I don't eat fish

bloc07 — Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:10:24 GMT

Taken from www.salon.com

... according to the E.P.A.'s new national listing of fishing advisories. A full 35 percent of all lake acres in the country, and 24 percent of the river miles are now covered by such warnings.

LInux on the Desktop 2

bloc07 — Wed, 25 Aug 2004 18:49:12 GMT

We needed a new printer and printing is an absolute must for a desktop system. Let's see how linux handles printing.

www.linuxprinting.org has a wealth of information including a thorough list of printers, which linux driver to use, and how well it works with that driver. I used this to determine which printer to buy and I ended up getting an hp deskjet 5150.

I connected it to the computer via usb, and opened the kde control center as root. I then selected hp 5150 from the list of supported printers and printed a test page. The test page came out perfect and I was very pleased with how easy it was. Unfortunately the battle wasn't over. I then tried to print from a text editor under my user account and I got an error and nothing printed. I put the error into google and after about 10 minutes I found the solution. I needed to give each user permission to print :) After that everything seemed to be working perfectly until I tried to print from open office. I printed one of my wifes old word documents and the margins were way off. There was a lot of space at the top and virtually no margin at the bottom.

I haven't tried to fix this, but I'm confident that it won't be too much trouble. Overall I am satisfied with printing under linux. It isn't a turnkey solution as it usually is on windows, but without too much trouble I should be able to get it to work as it should. Maybe I'll just use koffice instead of open office.

Linux on the Desktop

bloc07 — Fri, 20 Aug 2004 20:37:26 GMT

I have an ibook (an apple computer) which I love and a dual boot pc that has windows xp and suse linux. My wife and I primarily use the pc because it's more comfortable to work on than a laptop. Recently I got a bunch of viruses on windows that I still haven't completely cleared up partly because I don't really like to use windows. The problem is that my wife uses it, but she recently read an article about how easy it is for crackers to get bank passwords and stuff off of windows while simultaneously becoming very annoyed with the gay porn that one of the viruses kept popping up. She told me to make the boot up default to linux instead of windows which began my linux desktop experiment. I am going to use this journal to chronicle her success, or lack thereof, at using linux as a desktop and my experience administering the system.

I already have suse 9.1 installed so this will be the distro that we use for this experiment. The sound, graphics, and networking worked out of the box (which I've come to expect from modern linux distro's). The only software she really uses is word, itunes, and a web browser. Let's see how well she does with open office, xmms (which I really don't like), and firefox. Too bad itunes doesn't work on linux :(

Let the experiment begin.

Windows Security ;)

bloc07 — Tue, 27 Jul 2004 16:39:07 GMT

I had a windows 2000 server hacked within a week of it being turned on, and it had all of the latest security patches! I was reading up on windows security when I found this little gem.

"How, then, can you take advantage of the convenience of Windows Terminal Services and still protect your systems? First, make sure that terminal services is not installed (or enabled) ..."

Justice

bloc07 — Sun, 25 Jul 2004 18:22:52 GMT

"When the rich commit the truly grand larcenies, which become too flagrant to ignore, their lawyers work out deals with the government and no one goes to jail, as would happen to a petty thief. For instance, in 1977 the Federal Energy Administraion found that the Gulf Oil Corporation had overstated by $79 million its costs for crude oil obtained from foreign affiliates. It then passed on these false costs to consumers. The following year the administration announced that to avoid going into a court of law, Gulf would pay back $42 million ... One wonders if a bank robber would be let off if he were to return half his loot."
Howard Zinn "Passionate Declarations.

I've been reading "Passionate Declarations" and this reminded me of all the corporate scandals of the past few years. How many of them have been sentenced to long jail terms?

From Carl Sandburg's "The People, Yes"

bloc07 — Fri, 23 Jul 2004 21:54:55 GMT

"Get off this estate."
"What for?"
"Because it's mine."
"Where did you get it?"
"From my father."
"Where did he get it?"
"From his father."
"And where did he get it?"
"He fought for it."
"Well, I'll fight you for it."

April in Falluja through the eyes of a clown...

bloc07 — Sun, 18 Jul 2004 10:34:59 GMT

April in Falluja through the eyes of a clown...
for more info on this group http://www.circus2iraq.org/

I'm sorry it's so long, but please, please read and forward widely.

The truth of what's happening in Falluja has to get out.

April 11th Falluja
Trucks, oil tankers, tanks are burning on the highway east to Falluja. A
stream of boys and men goes to and from a lorry that's not burnt, stripping
it bare. We turn onto the back roads through Abu Ghraib, Nuha and Ahrar
singing in Arabic, past the vehicles full of people and a few possessions,
heading the other way, past the improvised refreshment posts along the way
where boys throw food through the windows into the bus for us and for the
people inside still inside Falluja.

The bus is following a car with the nephew of a local sheikh and a guide who
has contacts with the Mujahedin and has cleared this with them. The reason
I'm on the bus is that a journalist I knew turned up at my door at about 11
at night telling me things were desperate in Falluja, he'd been bringing out
children with their limbs blown off, the US soldiers were going around
telling people to leave by dusk or be killed, but then when people fled with
whatever they could carry, they were being stopped at the US military
checkpoint on the edge of town and not let out, trapped, watching the sun go
down.

He said aid vehicles and the media were being turned away. He said there was
some medical aid that needed to go in and there was a better chance of it
getting there with foreigners, westerners, to get through the American
checkpoints. The rest of the way was secured with the armed groups who
control the roads we'd travel on. We'd take in the medical supplies, see
what else we could do to help and then use the bus to bring out people who
needed to leave.

I'll spare you the whole decision making process, all the questions we all
asked ourselves and each other, and you can spare me the accusations of
madness, but what it came down to was this: if I don't do it, who will?

Either way, we arrive in one piece.

We pile the stuff in the corridor and the boxes are torn open straightaway,
the blankets most welcomed. It's not a hospital at all but a clinic, a
private doctor's surgery treating people free since air strikes destroyed
the town's main hospital. Another has been improvised in a car garage.
There's no anaesthetic. The blood bags are in a drinks fridge and the
doctors warm them up under the hot tap in an unhygienic toilet.

Screaming women come in, praying, slapping their chests and faces. Ummi, my
mother, one cries. I hold her until Maki, a consultant and acting director
of the clinic, brings me to the bed where a child of about ten is lying with
a bullet wound to the head. A smaller child is being treated for a similar
injury in the next bed. A US sniper hit them and their grandmother as they
left their home to flee Falluja.

The lights go out, the fan stops and in the sudden quiet someone holds up
the flame of a cigarette lighter for the doctor to carry on operating by.

The electricity to the town has been cut off for days and when the generator
runs out of petrol they just have to manage till it comes back on. Dave
quickly donates his torch. The children are not going to live.

"Come," says Maki and ushers me alone into a room where an old woman has
just had an abdominal bullet wound stitched up. Another in her leg is being
dressed, the bed under her foot soaked with blood, a white flag still
clutched in her hand and the same story: I was leaving my home to go to
Baghdad when I was hit by a US sniper. Some of the town is held by US
marines, other parts by the local fighters. Their homes are in the US
controlled area and they are adamant that the snipers were US marines.

Snipers are causing not just carnage but also the paralysis of the ambulance
and evacuation services. The biggest hospital after the main one was bombed
is in US territory and cut off from the clinic by snipers. The ambulance has
been repaired four times after bullet damage. Bodies are lying in the
streets because no one can go to collect them without being shot.

Some said we were mad to come to Iraq; quite a few said we were completely
insane to come to Falluja and now there are people telling me that getting
in the back of the pick up to go past the snipers and get sick and injured
people is the craziest thing they've ever seen. I know, though, that if we
don't, no one will.

He's holding a white flag with a red crescent on; I don't know his name. The
men we pass wave us on when the driver explains where we're going. The
silence is ferocious in the no man's land between the pick up at the edge of
the Mujahedin territory, which has just gone from our sight around the last
corner and the marines' line beyond the next wall; no birds, no music, no
indication that anyone is still living until a gate opens opposite and a
woman comes out, points.

We edge along to the hole in the wall where we can see the car, spent mortar
shells around it. The feet are visible, crossed, in the gutter. I think he's
dead already. The snipers are visible too, two of them on the corner of the
building. As yet I think they can't see us so we need to let them know we're
there.

"Hello," I bellow at the top of my voice. "Can you hear me?" They must.

They're about 30 metres from us, maybe less, and it's so still you could
hear the flies buzzing at fifty paces. I repeat myself a few times, still
without reply, so decide to explain myself a bit more.

"We are a medical team. We want to remove this wounded man. Is it OK for us
to come out and get him? Can you give us a signal that it's OK?"

I'm sure they can hear me but they're still not responding. Maybe they
didn't understand it all, so I say the same again. Dave yells too in his US
accent. I yell again. Finally I think I hear a shout back. Not sure, I call
again.

"Hello."

"Yeah."

"Can we come out and get him?"

"Yeah,"

Slowly, our hands up, we go out. The black cloud that rises to greet us
carries with it a hot, sour smell. Solidified, his legs are heavy. I leave
them to Rana and Dave, our guide lifting under his hips. The Kalashnikov is
attached by sticky blood to is hair and hand and we don't want it with us so
I put my foot on it as I pick up his shoulders and his blood falls out
through the hole in his back. We heave him into the pick up as best we can
and try to outrun the flies.

I suppose he was wearing flip flops because he's barefoot now, no more than
20 years old, in imitation Nike pants and a blue and black striped football
shirt with a big 28 on the back. As the orderlies form the clinic pull the
young fighter off the pick up, yellow fluid pours from his mouth and they
flip him over, face up, the way into the clinic clearing in front of them,
straight up the ramp into the makeshift morgue.

We wash the blood off our hands and get in the ambulance. There are people
trapped in the other hospital who need to go to Baghdad. Siren screaming,
lights flashing, we huddle on the floor of the ambulance, passports and ID
cards held out the windows. We pack it with people, one with his chest taped
together and a drip, one on a stretcher, legs jerking violently so I have to
hold them down as we wheel him out, lifting him over steps.

The hospital is better able to treat them than the clinic but hasn't got
enough of anything to sort them out properly and the only way to get them to
Baghdad on our bus, which means they have to go to the clinic. We're crammed
on the floor of the ambulance in case it's shot at. Nisareen, a woman doctor
about my age, can't stop a few tears once we're out.

The doctor rushes out to meet me: "Can you go to fetch a lady, she is
pregnant and she is delivering the baby too soon?"

Azzam is driving, Ahmed in the middle directing him and me by the window,
the visible foreigner, the passport. Something scatters across my hand,
simultaneous with the crashing of a bullet through the ambulance, some
plastic part dislodged, flying through the window.

We stop, turn off the siren, keep the blue light flashing, wait, eyes on the
silhouettes of men in US marine uniforms on the corners of the buildings.
Several shots come. We duck, get as low as possible and I can see tiny red
lights whipping past the window, past my head. Some, it's hard to tell, are
hitting the ambulance I start singing. What else do you do when someone's
shooting at you? A tyre bursts with an enormous noise and a jerk of the
vehicle.

I'm outraged. We're trying to get to a woman who's giving birth without any
medical attention, without electricity, in a city under siege, in a clearly
marked ambulance, and you're shooting at us. How dare you?

How dare you?

Azzam grabs the gear stick and gets the ambulance into reverse, another tyre
bursting as we go over the ridge in the centre of the road , the sots still
coming as we flee around the corner. I carry on singing. The wheels are
scraping, burst rubber burning on the road.

The men run for a stretcher as we arrive and I shake my head. They spot the
new bullet holes and run to see if we're OK. Is there any other way to get
to her, I want to know. La, maaku tarieq. There is no other way. They say we
did the right thing. They say they've fixed the ambulance four times already
and they'll fix it again but the radiator's gone and the wheels are buckled
and se's still at home in the dark giving birth alone. I let her down.
We can't go out again. For one thing there's no ambulance and besides it's
dark now and that means our foreign faces can't protect the people who go
out with us or the people we pick up. Maki is the acting director of the
place. He says he hated Saddam but now he hates the Americans more.

We take off the blue gowns as the sky starts exploding somewhere beyond the
building opposite. Minutes later a car roars up to the clinic. I can hear
him screaming before I can see that there's no skin left on his body. He's
burnt from head to foot. For sure there's nothing they can do. He'll die of
dehydration within a few days.

Another man is pulled from the car onto a stretcher. Cluster bombs, they
say, although it's not clear whether they mean one or both of them. We set
off walking to Mr Yasser's house, waiting at each corner for someone to
check the street before we cross. A ball of fire falls from a plane, splits
into smaller balls of bright white lights. I think they're cluster bombs,
because cluster bombs are in the front of my mind, but they vanish, just
magnesium flares, incredibly bright but short-lived, giving a flash picture
of the town from above.

Yasser asks us all to introduce ourselves. I tell him I'm training to be a
lawyer. One of the other men asks whether I know about international law.
They want to know about the law on war crimes, what a war crime is. I tell
them I know some of the Geneva Conventions, that I'll bring some information
next time I come and we can get someone to explain it in Arabic.

We bring up the matter of Nayoko. This group of fighters has nothing to do
with the ones who are holding the Japanese hostages, but while they're
thanking us for what we did this evening, we talk about the things Nayoko
did for the street kids, how much they loved her. They can't promise
anything but that they'll try and find out where she is and try to persuade
the group to let her and the others go. I don't suppose it will make any
difference. They're busy fighting a war in Falluja. They're unconnected with
the other group. But it can't hurt to try.

The planes are above us all night so that as I doze I forget I'm not on a
long distance flight, the constant bass note of an unmanned reconnaissance
drone overlaid with the frantic thrash of jets and the dull beat of
helicopters and interrupted by the explosions.

In the morning I make balloon dogs, giraffes and elephants for the little
one, Abdullah, Aboudi, who's clearly distressed by the noise of the aircraft
and explosions. I blow bubbles which he follows with his eyes. Finally,
finally, I score a smile. The twins, thirteen years old, laugh too, one of
them an ambulance driver, both said to be handy with a Kalashnikov.

The doctors look haggard in the morning. None has slept more than a couple
of hours a night for a week. One as had only eight hours of sleep in the
last seven days, missing the funerals of his brother and aunt because he was
needed at the hospital.

"The dead we cannot help," Jassim said. "I must worry about the injured."

We go again, Dave, Rana and me, this time in a pick up. There are some sick
people close to the marines' line who need evacuating. No one dares come out
of their house because the marines are on top of the buildings shooting at
anything that moves. Saad fetches us a white flag and tells us not to worry,
he's checked and secured the road, no Mujahedin will fire at us, that peace
is upon us, this eleven year old child, his face covered with a keffiyeh,
but for is bright brown eyes, his AK47 almost as tall as he is.

We shout again to the soldiers, hold up the flag with a red crescent sprayed
onto it. Two come down from the building, cover this side and Rana mutters,
"Allahu akbar. Please nobody take a shot at them."

We jump down and tell them we need to get some sick people from the houses
and they want Rana to go and bring out the family from the house whose roof
they're on. Thirteen women and children are still inside, in one room,
without food and water for the last 24 hours.

"We're going to be going through soon clearing the houses," the senior one
says.

"What does that mean, clearing the houses?"

"Going into every one searching for weapons." He's checking his watch, can't
tell me what will start when, of course, but there's going to be air strikes
in support. "If you're going to do tis you gotta do it soon."

First we go down the street we were sent to. There's a man, face down, in a
white dishdasha, a small round red stain on his back. We run to him. Again
the flies ave got there first. Dave is at his shoulders, I'm by his knees
and as we reach to roll him onto the stretcher Dave's hand goes through his
chest, through the cavity left by the bullet that entered so neatly through
his back and blew his heart out.

There's no weapon in his hand. Only when we arrive, his sons come out,
crying, shouting. He was unarmed, they scream. He was unarmed. He just went
out the gate and they shot him. None of them have dared come out since. No
one had dared come to get his body, horrified, terrified, forced to violate
the traditions of treating the body immediately. They couldn't have known we
were coming so it's inconceivable tat anyone came out and retrieved a weapon
but left the body.

He was unarmed, 55 years old, shot in the back.

We cover his face, carry him to the pick up. There's nothing to cover his
body with. The sick woman is helped out of the house, the little girls
around her hugging cloth bags to their bodies, whispering, "Baba. Baba."
Daddy. Shaking, they let us go first, hands up, around the corner, then we
usher them to the cab of the pick up, shielding their heads so they can't
see him, the cuddly fat man stiff in the back.

The people seem to pour out of the houses now in the hope we can escort them
safely out of the line of fire, kids, women, men, anxiously asking us
whether they can all go, or only the women and children. We go to ask. The
young marine tells us that men of fighting age can't leave. What's fighting
age, I want to know. He contemplates. Anything under forty five. No lower
limit.

It appalls me that all those men would be trapped in a city which is about
to be destroyed. Not all of them are fighters, not all are armed. It's going
to happen out of the view of the world, out of sight of the media, because
most of the media in Falluja is embedded with the marines or turned away at
the outskirts. Before we can pass the message on, two explosions scatter the
crowd in the side street back into their houses.

Rana's with the marines evacuating the family from the house they're
occupying. The pick up isn't back yet. The families are hiding behind their
walls. We wait, because there's nothing else we can do. We wait in no man's
land. The marines, at least, are watching us through binoculars; maybe the
local fighters are too.

I've got a disappearing hanky in my pocket so while I'm sitting like a
lemon, nowhere to go, gunfire and explosions aplenty all around, I make the
hanky disappear, reappear, disappear. It's always best, I think, to seem
completely unthreatening and completely unconcerned, so no one worries about
you enough to shoot. We can't wait too long though. Rana's been gone ages.
We have to go and get her to hurry. There's a young man in the group. She's
talked them into letting him leave too.

A man wants to use his police car to carry some of the people, a couple of
elderly ones who can't walk far, the smallest children. It's missing a door.
Who knows if he was really a police car or the car was re-appropriated and
just ended up there? It didn't matter if it got more people out faster. They
creep from their houses, huddle by the wall, follow us out, their hands up
too, and walk up the street clutching babies, bags, each other.
The pick up gets back and we shovel as many onto it as we can as an
ambulance arrives from somewhere. A young man waves from the doorway of
what's left of a house, his upper body bare, a blood soaked bandage around
his arm, probably a fighter but it makes no difference once someone is
wounded and unarmed. Getting the dead isn't essential. Like the doctor said,
the dead don't need help, but if it's easy enough then we will. Since we're
already OK with the soldiers and the ambulance is here, we run down to fetch
them in. It's important in Islam to bury the body straightaway.

The ambulance follows us down. The soldiers start shouting in English at us
for it to stop, pointing guns. It's moving fast. We're all yelling,
signaling for it to stop but it seems to take forever for the driver to hear
and see us. It stops. It stops, before they open fire. We haul them onto the
stretchers and run, shove them in the back. Rana squeezes in the front with
the wounded man and Dave and I crouch in the back beside the bodies. He says
he had allergies as a kid and hasn't got much sense of smell. I wish,
retrospectively, for childhood allergies, and stick my head out the window.

The bus is going to leave, taking the injured people back to Baghdad, the
man with the burns, one of the women who was shot in the jaw and shoulder by
a sniper, several others. Rana says she's staying to help. Dave and I don't
hesitate: we're staying too. "If I don't do it, who will?" has become an
accidental motto and I'm acutely aware after the last foray how many people,
how many women and children, are still in their houses either because
they've got nowhere to go, because they're scared to go out of the door or
because they've chosen to stay.

To begin with it's agreed, then Azzam says we have to go. He hasn't got
contacts with every armed group, only with some. There are different issues
to square with each one. We need to get these people back to Baghdad as
quickly as we can. If we're kidnapped or killed it will cause even more
problems, so it's better that we just get on the bus and leave and come back
with him as soon as possible.

It hurts to climb onto the bus when the doctor has just asked us to go and
evacuate some more people. I hate the fact that a qualified medic can't
travel in the ambulance but I can, just because I look like the sniper's
sister or one of his mates, but that's the way it is today and the way it
was yesterday and I feel like a traitor for leaving, but I can't see where
I've got a choice. It's a war now and as alien as it is to me to do what I'm
told, for once I've got to.

Jassim is scared. He harangues Mohammed constantly, tries to pull him out of
the driver's seat wile we're moving. The woman with the gunshot wound is on
the back seat, the man with the burns in front of her, being fanned with
cardboard from the empty boxes, his intravenous drips swinging from the rail
along the ceiling of the bus. It's hot. It must be unbearable for him.
Saad comes onto the bus to wish us well for the journey. He shakes Dave's
hand and then mine. I hold his in both of mine and tell him "Dir balak,"
take care, as if I could say anything more stupid to a pre-teen Mujahedin
with an AK47 in his other hand, and our eyes meet and stay fixed, his full
of fire and fear.

Can't I take him away? Can't I take him somewhere he can be a child? Can't I
make him a balloon giraffe and give him some drawing pens and tell him not
to forget to brush his teeth? Can't I find the person who put the rifle in
the hands of that little boy? Can't I tell someone about what that does to a
child? Do I have to leave him here where there are heavily armed men all
around him and lots of them are not on his side, however many sides there
are in all of this? And of course I do. I do have to leave him, like child
soldiers everywhere.

The way back is tense, the bus almost getting stuck in a dip in the sand,
people escaping in anything, even piled on the trailer of a tractor, lines
of cars and pick ups and buses ferrying people to the dubious sanctuary of
Baghdad, lines of men in vehicles queuing to get back into the city having
got their families to safety, either to fight or to help evacuate more
people. The driver, Jassim, the father, ignores Azzam and takes a different
road so that suddenly we're not following the lead car and we're on a road
that's controlled by a different armed group than the ones which know us.
A crowd of men waves guns to stop the bus. Somehow they apparently believe
that there are American soldiers on the bus, as if they wouldn't be in tanks
or helicopters, and there are men getting out of their cars with shouts of
"Sahafa Amreeki," American journalists. The passengers shout out of the
windows, "Ana min Falluja," I am from Falluja. Gunmen run onto the bus and
see that it's true, there are sick and injured and old people, Iraqis, and
then relax, wave us on.

We stop in Abu Ghraib and swap seats, foreigners in the front, Iraqis less
visible, headscarves off so we look more western. The American soldiers are
so happy to see westerners they don't mind too much about the Iraqis with
us, search the men and the bus, leave the women unsearched because there are
no women soldiers to search us. Mohammed keeps asking me if things are going
to be OK.

"Al-melaach wiyana," I tell him. The angels are with us. He laughs.
And then we're in Baghdad, delivering them to the hospitals, Nuha in tears
as they take the burnt man off groaning and whimpering. She puts her arms
around me and asks me to be her friend. I make her feel less isolated, she
says, less alone.

And the satellite news says the cease-fire is holding and George Bush says
to the troops on Easter Sunday that, "I know what we're doing in Iraq is
right." Shooting unarmed men in the back outside their family home is right.
Shooting grandmothers with white flags is right? Shooting at women and
children who are fleeing their homes is right? Firing at ambulances is
right?

Well George, I know too you know. I know what it looks like when you brutalise
people so much that they've nothing left to lose. I know what it looks like
when an operation is being done without anaesthetic because the hospitals
are destroyed or under sniper fire and the city's under siege and aid isn't
getting in properly. I know what it sounds like too. I know what it looks
like when tracer bullets are passing your head, even though you're in an
ambulance. I know what it looks like when a man's chest is no longer inside
him and what it smells like and I know what it looks like when his wife and
children pour out of his house.

It's a crime and it's a disgrace to us all.

Tommy Trantino from Death Row

bloc07 — Sat, 17 Jul 2004 09:50:40 GMT

"i was in prison long ago and it was the first grade and i have to take a shit and ... the law says you must first raise your hand and ask the teacher for the permission so i obeyer of the lore of the lamb am therefore busy raising my hand so the fuhrer who says yes thomas what is it? and i thomas say I have to take i mean may i go to the bathroom please? didn't you go to the bathroom yesterday thomas she says and i say yes ma'am mr parsley sir but i have to go again today but she say NO .. and I say eh ... I GOTTA TAKE A SHIT DAMMIT and again she says NO but I go anyway except that is was not out but in my pants that is to say right in my corduroy knickers goddamm....
I was about six years old at the time and yet I guess that even then i knew without cerebration that if one obeys and follows orders and adheres to all the rules and regulations of the lore of the lamb one is going to shit in one's pants and one's mother is going to have to clean up afterwards ya see?"

Candidate Quiz

bloc07 — Wed, 14 Jul 2004 18:59:54 GMT

I just took an fun little quiz that is supposed to tell you who your ideal Presidential Candidate is. You can take it here. My results seem pretty accurate.
My Results
1.
Your ideal theoretical candidate. (100%)
2.
Cobb, David - Green Party (94%)
3.
Nader, Ralph - Independent (88%)
4.
Brown, Walt - Socialist Party (82%)
5.
Kucinich, Rep. Dennis, OH - Democrat (79%)
6.
Dean, Gov. Howard, VT - Democrat (73%)
7.
Sharpton, Reverend Al - Democrat (72%)
8.
Kerry, Senator John, MA - Democrat (70%)
9.
Clark, Retired General Wesley K., AR - Democrat (70%)
10.
Edwards, Senator John, NC - Democrat (69%)
11.
Moseley-Braun, Former Senator Carol, IL - Democrat (65%)
12.
Gephardt, Rep. Dick, MO - Democrat (62%)
13.
LaRouche, Lyndon H. Jr. - Democrat (46%)
14.
Lieberman, Senator Joe, CT - Democrat (46%)
15.
Badnarik, Michael - Libertarian (22%)
16.
Bush, President George W. - Republican (16%)
17.
Peroutka, Michael - Constitution Party (10%)
18.
Hagelin, Dr. John - Natural Law (9%)

First Post

bloc07 — Sun, 11 Jul 2004 18:13:52 GMT

Hi Everyone,

This blog will primarily be filled with tech/programming and politics. My old blog is at half-empty and my website is www.monkeyfingers.org.