As my temptation arises to go back on roleplaying the other side of me telling me not to.
They always tell that roleplaying shouldn't be a stress and have fun with it but this is wrong, it is lonely and empty. Nobody wants to talk to your muse unless if you're in a group of 'quality' roleplayers. I want to interact with other muses but they're so hard to approach they even judge you even if they said they wont.

I don't know. It's getting lonely and I had enough to be one.