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I hate how im somewhere..... that no one wants to be.
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[08 Feb 2007|11:28pm] |
So like i now realize that people are the same everywhere.
Also i suck at writing, and at life. Can i just give you my 80,000 and get my fucking diploma already?
Everything is bullshit I hate these times when everybody goes into study fucking mode. It makes life very dull. Also i had my anthro midterm today. I think i did well. I had my Humanities midterm yesterday. I KNOW i did horribly.
I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling my my little problems are insignificant, then going and talking to some little rich piece of shit whose biggest worry is if he'll get a new 50,000 dollar car or a new 60,000 dollar car, thus making me feel totally significant. I hate not knowing how Im going to pay for college , i hate the unknown, i hate fucking everyone trying to bring me down, for the soul reason that they don't like the soulful joyful person that i truly aspire to be.
O. Thats gotta count for something.
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[23 Dec 2006|04:16pm] |
what the fi=uck. why cant she see how important this is to me why the fuck cant she just leave me alone. why the fuck cant she take care of herself. i am so fucking donte wioth this bull shit
i cant believe thqat im still deazling with this mabye ill go to irvine eaficking deal with her stupid fucking hipocritaial ass buithc lifadshj;kkhghfsrftgftrghgh
gar i wanna fiucking kill someone
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[17 Oct 2006|12:18am] |
I live on the second floor of a wonderful building christened Balin, situated at the heart of Middle Earth, UC Irvine. It is a comfortable distance away from various eating facilities and a tolerable walk from all of my classes. It is inhabited by the most attractive and amiable people in all of Middle Earth, and quite possibly (from a biased position) all of UCI. Although the hall theme happens to be Harry Potter, a subject as foreign and unappealing to me as John Locke's hideously boring Two Treaties of Government, it is compensated in the dorm theme of interpersonal relationships, a topic that has been thoroughly demonstrated by all. Balin is happily composed of two fish markets, a party hall, a cock hall and a third floor suite that has yet to be charted. The common room furniture is constantly changing and its floor is permanently littered with Jack in the Box taco wrappers and cheerios. The use of profanity has been sorely abused to the point that it has lost its vulgarity . "Fuck" has somehow found its way into Balin's daily vocabulary. Many standard ideas are foriegn to those who dwell in Balin. Paper towels and soap are neccessities that apparently aren't considered neccessary to the housing office. Privacy is nonexistent. Quiet hours resemble communism: excellent in theory, but a disaster when applied. Twenty-four hour counseling is available to everyone...all you need to do is look for the nearest open door and a friend is guarenteed to lend you a shoulder to lean on, some insightful advice, and possibly some stolen ice cream from Brandywine to cheer you up. Sleep is optional. Laughter is inevitable.
That is my impression of dorm life according to the full month I've been living here. Yay Balin! Happy move-in anniversary! Hahaha
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[24 Sep 2006|07:31am] |
Hi everyone its your friendly neighboorhood michael cintron.
As some of you might know I am now a current student of the University of California, Irvine.
Im having a blast, this is the college experience that i have always wanted. im making some incredible friends, my roomate is tight as hell and is a pimp, so he brings all the hot girls around and classes are amazing although i have a lot of reading homework to do.
I strongly incourge anone who is right now debating about weither or not they want to apply to any college or just to go to community college to apply to whatever school that they really want to and apply to more. Im so glad that i made the decision to come to UC Irvine, even though its only an hour away. It really feels as though its an entire country away.
Anyway, if you were at all at any minute worried about me, which im quite shure that you werent(because i recived no calls from any of you, no hard feelings though because i am having such an amazing time) Dont be because i know that this will be one of the best years of my life.
To everyone else:
Good luck in your life and your experiences. I hope that everying you want, you achieve. I know that i will never see most for you for the rest of my life, and i really do truely hope that you do what you want, and not what your expected or supposed to do.
FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
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[15 Sep 2006|09:35am] |
Im going to college tommarow.
Wowo. its actually finally happining.
This dream of mine is comming true
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[31 Aug 2006|07:36pm] |
Im turning 18 on monday.
Fuck. The World just keeps turning weither your there or not.
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[31 Aug 2006|06:00pm] |
Welcome to Michaels new pet peive board.
Ive decided that i hate fake tans on rich people.
If you have enough money to do nothing all day go get a real one.
Also, people that try too hard. Like everyone on the VMA's.
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[29 Aug 2006|05:22pm] |
So i leave in three weeks and i want this now more than ever. The past couple of weeks have been horrible, me wanting to leave and my mom yelling at me all the time.
Everyone says there going to be sad when they leave, but the momemt my mom finishes droping me off im going to drink a whole bottle of vodka with my roomate. Im fucking done with all her bullshit. Im might miss my friends, but the felling of no more of ther bullshit will more than placate my feelings about missing anyone
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[19 Aug 2006|04:11pm] |
Okay, so i went to the Dentist today, and i find out thet in exactly four days from today, im getting my god forsaken braces taken off. Does anybody else know what four weeks form today is? It just happens to be the day before i move. now how fucking swwet is that. here i was expecting to have to live with braces for a couple of more months and not be crackin with the chicks because of them. But i will have beautifully brilliant white,not to mention perfectly straight teeth going into college.
Everything is falling into place in my life right now. First this week i figured out exactly what i need to to to get ready, and i figured out all of my expensies and all that stuff, And.... come to find out that i am better of financially than i would have thought. One less thing to worry about.
So only four more weeks, and even though i know that this is the only thing that i have talked about since like forever, but its the only thing thats ever on my mind.i just want the four weeks to be over already.
Well, i guess i could put in some things about my last week. This week i reread the entire harry potter series, in this order. Book 6:The Half blood prince. then i read Book 5:The Order of the Pheniox, then Book:4 The goblet of fire then i got bored of reading the seires backwards, so i went back to the basics Book:1 The sorcerors stone Then Book:2 The Chamber of Secrets Then book:3 The prisoner of azkaban.
Also ive been having a lot of trouble getting to sleep lately the earliest i got to sleep this week was 3 and jus today i dint get to sleep untill 5 30 and i was woken up at 630. needless to say i was very grouchy. So right now i just tryed to take a long nap but its way too fucking hot to sleep i need to find out whats wrong because i am not a happy person without sleep. Any sugestions. IM hungry, im gunna go get pineapple fried rice.Bye everyone!:)
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[12 Aug 2006|10:52am] |
I just got my brand new laptop for college, its amazing and i love it. I got an amazing deal, a new laptop, new printer, extra battery, and a wireless mouse for 900 dollars after the rebate. Im super excited.
Plus i was just sitting in my living room just tinkering with this mofo and come to find out someone in my imediate vicinity has a wireless router that i was able to tap into, so now i get to sit in my living room, instead of the bedroom an the internet. Fuck that means i will always be on this shit now. O well, not a bad price to pay for having a fucking sweet ass new computer. YEAY!
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[05 Aug 2006|05:11pm] |
HEY! guess what!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
College starts in like 6 weeks. Im more excited for this thatn i have ever been about anything in my entire life. Seiously other than the fact that im going to college this fall, the summer has sucked major ass. I that ive been doing is smoking alot and destroying any sembelence of a fit body that i have ever had. But going to college is so awsome that my shitty summer is still a good sumer because im going to college in the fall.
It took me going to orientation to realize both how excited i am and how close it is to moveing. This week i am totally dedicationg to all the people that are moving in like 2 weeks, i have to try and hang out with all of them more before there outta here and i wont see them till christmass.
Okay im totally tired of writting, so untill next time
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[30 Jul 2006|12:14am] |
why am i so numb to everything?
Am i even capable of feeling remose for anyone? I dont express my feelings ever to any one, why why do i feel the need to never tell anyone what im feeling I get friends and dont make anyone mad or dislike me but i hate myelf for doing that
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[24 Jul 2006|09:49pm] |
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I miss each and everyone of you.
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[22 Jul 2006|05:14pm] |
1. Its Fucking hot
Global Warmimg is a very scary thing. I saw the Al Gore move "An Inconvienient Truth" about it.It wasnt so much a boring documentry as it was a Fucking scary ass look at how we conduct oursleves in America and the world today.I hope something is done to change the way that we do things without crippiling the economy of the world. Fucking republicans. Ooops i mean FUCK BUSH.
2. Aaron Blake and Katie Burns going out......
Fucking finally.... shit. I never thought either of them would ever have the balls to do anything, but it looks like aaron finally grew some and did something. Whoooo hooo for becoming a man!
3. Davids party tonight.
My parents are out of town and i am going to get sooo shitfaced. AHAHAHAH yeay!
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[09 Jul 2006|02:10pm] |
fuck you fuck you fuck you
I hate my mom more that anythinfg fucking fuckity fuck!
2 more months and im fucking gone PRAISE THE FUCKING LORD!!!!
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[03 Jul 2006|10:26pm] |
From highest to lowest
Government/Polotics 5
Macro Economics 3
Spanish 3
Lit 2
I passed spanish and not english,
And i cant even speak spanish
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[09 Jun 2006|10:37pm] |
Ever have one of those nights when you just want someone to hold and to hold you?
Tonight is definatly one of those nights.
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[06 May 2006|10:44pm] |
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Why is it so hard just to live your life?
Why is it so hard for ME to tell the girl of my dreams(literaly) that i like her?
Why does this fear consume me?
Why do i fucking forsake myself?
Theres a much better chance with this one and yet still i do nothing. Mabye i just dont deserve it.
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[21 Apr 2006|08:41pm] |
Really long time, no update.
Lifes getting hard. Well not really, i think that its just that im losing my will to do anything.
Im going to college, my final goal has been achevived.
UC Irvine.
Not my first choice, but, its a good college and it seems like it'll be a lot of fun.
so only a couple of months away and im gone o thsnk god.
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