I Declare My Innocence...

blaak @ 2005-11-10T12:49:00

2005-11-10T04:49:10Z

Arrrggghhhh!!! Not fair!

Afrocare, the place I buy a lot of hair from for extensions, has a really high standard of customer service. But like phoenixfox puts it, they really do seem to have "psychic shipping".

I ordered some hair just over a week ago to make some hair for the hairswap on the hairboard. I received it within a couple of days as usual, so excellent service there.

However, I paid via debit card on their site, and they literally took the money this morning, despite me receiving my order over a week ago. I wouldnt normally be bothered by it, as it is their money really. However, when you are broke, and you find that you have less money in your account than you thought you had, because someone you paid nearly two weeks ago hadnt actually taken their money, well that really bugs me... so now Im stuck with £4 to last till the end of the month!!

uhuh, great eh. Well at least I'll lose some weight now that Icant afford to eat properly. Im just glad to have next week off work, no lunches to worry about finding.

What else? Hmmm.... oh, the bleached bit underneath my hair and matching streak in fringe.... it WAS purple, which faded enough for me to redo (but still had a really bright part at the top). so I bought some magenta/pink dye from the 99p store opposite where Wayne works, and dyed over it, so it now goes from purple to pink and looks pretty cool.

Yes I know, I DONT DO PINK, but I like this. I'll try and post pics later... ;oP

blaak @ 2005-10-27T12:51:00

2005-10-27T04:56:41Z

^_^

Anyone gonna own up to creating the LJ for lazy_gun_girl please, before either myself or hannah get the blame?

Anyone?

**EDIT: too bloody late *sigh**

blaak @ 2005-10-08T13:51:00

2005-10-08T05:56:40Z

Quote from previous entry: "I know your going to read more into that than you should"....

I appear to be right... *sigh*

And an onslaught of childish abuse? Uncalled for. But I guess some people will never learn that its really not the right way forward, eh.

And they still wonder why people dislike them? With things like that aimed at them, who could blame them! ^_^

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In other news, saturday working is just so so wrong! Off to go and meet Nick for coffee now in the real world....

huge bloody meep!

2005-10-07T04:30:48Z

WARNING: rant ahead, opinions kept to yourself please.

Feeling like cr@p today, just as I have been for the past two weeks. everything seems so stressful at the moment. Work is dragging me down, this in turn is affecting my relationship, and then theres other things to knock me completely over. And then to add to the injury, Ive completely come off my antidepressants, mainly because I was sick of feeling so numb on them. Theyve taken a few weeks to completely get out of my system, so its been a bit of a shock at the moment, Im still fighting it though.

For those wondering why I havent responded to your texts etc, I cannot reply because there is a block on my phone. I havent been able to afford the bill this month after Telewest completely screwing me over and having to foot other peoples bills, and this being the month that I have promised refunds to a couple of customers.

I then, we have people completely "throwing their toys outta the pram", demanding what I dont even have myself, and having silly little girly hissy fits, instead of actually questioning why. four words for you *GROW THE FUCK UP* (oh yes, this about money for all you spectators out there, but when Im struggling myself then they cant expect me to give them money that I dont have because they've spent all their money on things they dont need, like £170 rubber dresses for example. Dont we all wish we had the means to splash out like that eh?)

Anyways, enough of that. I know Ive had enough of it. I'll just sit back and wait for them to get what they deserve (and yes, I know your going to read more into that than you should).

Right, back to concentrating on my own life now.

*elric666 read above, call me tonight?*

Meh back to work....

blaak @ 2005-09-22T13:00:00

2005-09-22T05:02:04Z

Ack, dunno whats up with me lately.... Ive been overly irritable, easily annoyed and just all round emotional. Maybe it has a bit to do with me forcing myself off my antidepressants (stupid, I know, no lectures please!), but I think it may be something else right now too. Not too sure yet though, my gut instincts aren't always right!

In other news, work has been very very stressful this week, and now its taking its toll on me, I'll be so glad for this weekend to arrive! Not sure what Im up to saturday, but it probably wont be much because a) Im skint till tuesday (yes, Im still suffering from infests capability to burn holes in pockets), and b) I have a shoot with davecharsley on sunday. REALLY looking forward to that, I have some good ideas to put forward.

May try to make it out next weekend too (not this weekend!) seeing as I will have just been paid etc. Whats going on/what are people doing next friday and saturday then? Think a good drink and dance will do me the world of good right now.

Well, I guess thats all for now, gotta get back to work.

toodle pip!

oh me oh my!

2005-09-16T04:29:11Z

Was so good to be home (finally, after my mum delaying me a bit with a takeaway) last night, and sleep in my own bed, watch my own tv, use my own bathroom, look after my own pets.... although there is now one missing.

Sadly, my icckle jet passed on last night. He was the teeniest tiny bunny you have ever seen, and was only 10 weeks old. Stuart buried him in the garden.

Our initial thoughts were that he might have been squashed by big jasper, or maybe because he was so tiny it put a strain on him, like a premature baby or something. But after checking things in the cage, it appears that the water bottle was more than likely to blame. I discovered that no water was coming out when I pushed the bearing, so there was like an air lock inside it. It does sometimes happen with these animal water bottles though sadly to say. This seems more likely than anything else, so it was probably dehydration that killed him, though it is odd that he was still hopping about happily half hour before though.

It will remain a mystery, but from now on Im going to be extra cautious with jaspers water bottle!!

xx RIP LITTLE JET xx

Look, it liiiiiiives!!!

2005-09-15T05:03:02Z

Yeah, ok, so its been a while since I updated. TBH, I havent had the time to use the net much recently at all. Been house/dog sitting for mums boyfriend.

Its finally over though! YYYYAAAAAYYYYY!!!! no more nights in the house from hell with its very own hellhound!

But seriously, it really put a strain on me and Wayne, we are just so so so glad to be out of there now, we can get back things to normal and concentrate on us for a change.

Still havent done my infest update, so in short, best bands were decoded feedback, deviant uk (even if somewhat cheesy), and (suprisingly - to me anyway) Covenant. Danced long and hard throughout the weekend, saw tonnes of luffly people including latexangel, [Unknown LJ tag] and co, hornysimon and loooooads more, so may I cant remember! >_<

Nothing much else to tell really, apart from uberredfraggle has now moved in, so Im looking forward to some girly giggling and mucho fun! Also changing roles slightly at work, so Im working with the SLAs, spreadsheets, figures, number munching, and generally getting all confuzzled.

Oooo, and I got a bunny the other week to keep Jasper company. He is called Jet, and is the TINIEST thing you have ever seen! Will try to post pics over the weekend.

In the meantime, anyone fancy catching up n stuff, me and Wayne will be at SNFNGS on saturday doing a little socialising..... whos going?

PARTY TIME!

2005-09-02T04:31:06Z

I should have posted this aaaages ago, but things have been a little hectic lately.

This saturday (tomorrow) St Clabberts are having a party. Its a joint do for many reasons!

1. Zesty and Leanne leaving for sunny scotland
2. My birthday this sunday (I'll be 23 before you ask)
3. Stuarts birthday

Usual drill. start about 8ish till whenever people leave. Limited crash space available.

Address and my phone number available on request if you dont know where we are!

Anyone up for it? :oP

blaak @ 2005-08-29T15:00:00

2005-08-29T06:55:36Z

Two Words....

bunny-fucking-boiler!

Okay, so that was three, but you get the idea.

Infest was great, but I'll update on that later. Little too wound up at the moment. Why cant some people just get the message! grrr...

Off into town to get some keys cut and meet Wayne from work now. Havent seen him all weekend!! That was the first and last time we spend so much time apart, it was far too hard. :o(

Then off to see the parental unit, and off to her boyfriends to find out what we need to do when we house/dog sit next week. *joy*

Then off to see the parental unit

blaak @ 2005-08-24T12:30:00

2005-08-24T04:34:04Z

Wheeee! three and a half hours to go and Im outta here, and not back till next tuesday! *bounce*

Unlike gommog, my week seems to have flown by, but then again, I do have a lot of work everyday to keep me busy.

Having my hair done tomorrow, then infest on friday... its soooooo close now! And Ive just realised that I still havent packed anything yet! >_< Think I may have been a little distracted then eh...

*bounce bounce bounce bounce off the walls*

blaak @ 2005-08-22T12:26:00

2005-08-22T04:31:39Z

Feeling a lot better today, so sorry if I worried anyone with my last post, have now deleted it. Think I had a bit of an episode where anything seemed a lot worse than it was, and I got far too worked up over it. Went to stay at Waynes (last minute decision) to clear my head a bit.

Gonna be such a busy week, but Im sure its all gonna be worth it.

Just double checked the room bookings at the Prince of Wales in Bradford; 1 double and 2 twins for myself, laser_gun_girl, Zesty, scratchmeharder, and possibly (or so Ive heard) also a luger_). Still need to do my clothes customising thing, but shouldnt take long really.

Not long to go now!!! wOOt!! *bounce*

blaak @ 2005-08-21T18:03:00

2005-08-21T10:07:05Z

*ssstrrrrreeeeeesssssss!!!!*

Been a hectic week at work and whatnot, so spent the weekend unwinding at Waynes. Infest is getting really bloody close, So much to do, so little time! Ive barely got time to get my own stuff ready, let alone stuff for other people. I think Im gonna have to disappoint a couple of people.... :o\

The rest of today is being spent tidying a bit, then starting to customise my clothes for infest. I should really start packing stuff for it too. Having to change a few outfit ideas too *grr* due to putting on a bit of weight rather than losing it! boooooo!!! I have a few ideas to fall back on though. *thanks the joys of jupiter and charity shops* Might even get use out of these rubber gauntlets too at some point, Ive had them for aaages and not worn them yet.

Well, better get on with it then eh.... *sigh*

mew

2005-08-16T04:22:37Z

I really do hate letting people down and hurting their feelings, and today has been no exception. *sorry* :o\ but hey, things happen beyond our control, and in this case I had to follow fate!

So, to make it up to him, my mission for infest will now be to find hornysimon a girly, any takers? *bounce*

In other news, soooo looking forward to seeing my sweety tonight, lots of snuggles are due after yesterdays hiccup!! ;oP

*tingles and drifts into dreamworld....*

blaak @ 2005-08-15T21:53:00

2005-08-15T13:56:43Z

First off, I apologise if I worried anyone with my last post, was just having a bit of an emotional moment... *damned prozac*

Also, for those that have been texting me concerned n stuff because of Waynes new LJ being deleted, thank you, we're fine! :o)

He decided he wanted it deleted because he'd rather keep his private life to himself, and keep his friends close. He thinks you lot are great though, and hopes to get to know you a lot better! Im sure there'll be plenty of time for that... ;oP

blaak @ 2005-08-15T19:20:00

2005-08-15T11:29:02Z

horrible horrible HORRIBLE day at work today. Its really not nice when your workmates (also supposed to be a good friend) goes all moody with you because you can manage more work than them. I cant bloody help it if Im a lot quicker than anyone else there when it comes to getting things onto the system! :o(

Things even got worse when I left work.

Both of the above, all because I do nothing than be myself, if ya get my drift.

Todays just been one of those days I want to hide away from and forget about. I feel like curling up in a ball and cowering away from the real world at the moment, because it can be so harsh sometimes.

Arrrrggghhhh!!! My head seems to be all over the place!! *kicks self*

Deep down Im still on cloud nine though, and deeply in love with my lil sweety.

Soooo, Im just gonna grab some tea and chill this evening me thinks, and keep those 4 words close to me as always....

"Amare, Honorare, Fidere, Obsequi."

Maybe a little random to you lot, but they mean so much to me and how I live my life...

Ok, enough randomness.... *disappears*

blaak @ 2005-08-15T12:27:00

2005-08-15T04:32:23Z

eh up, hows about this then...

Livejournal is suddenly unblocked at work!! *yay*

Dont think I'll spend so much of my worktime on here though this time.... lol.

Works wierd today, me just wanna go home and sleeeeep. But its just not happening! >_< too much to do.

Need to pop in to neogenyxs work when I finish so I can go get his phone sorted out, then I have a busy evening of tidying and dread making in front of me.... *sigh*

Hmmm, wonder if I will actually get to bed tonight.....

blaak @ 2005-08-14T19:44:00

2005-08-14T11:47:30Z

sooo.... sleeeeeppyyyyy....

Been back home since 11, and havent got round to doing any of the stuff I planned to do! Went grocery shopping earlier, I forgot how much harder and expensive it can be buying for 2 people! >_< doh!

Have spent most of the rest of the day making a shiny new icon for neogenyx and catchin up on some much needed sleep. Think its gonna be an early night for me tonight. *yawns* Not seeing my luffly babes until tuesday now, but I guess it means I can catch up on my sleep more, and I still have fuzzy thoughts for company. (sorry people, Im just so happy for once. If ya dont like it, then press eject now, coz things are definitely getting better by the day for us)....

Had a wierd phonecall from my mums boyfriend earlier. Basically, him and my mum are going on holiday for 2 weeks in September with his 2 sons. He has already arranged for his doggy, Milo, to stay with a friend, but thinks he may play up. Hes going for a trial run this week. Anyways, if he does play up, then he wants me to "house and dog sit" while theyre away, which involves em staying there for 2 weeks to make sure everythings ok, feed the dog, take him for walks, let him out in the mornings etc. He would pay me the same as what he would pay his mate for this, which is £150. Sounds pretty fair to me! Money towards my holiday me thinks, once we've actually decided on somewhere anyway!

Rightyo, time to sort my contract out with the landlord so I have a home for the next 6 months.... joooooy.... (which reminds me, fuzzygoth, I need to talk to you to sort out this deposit business!)

blaak @ 2005-08-13T11:14:00

2005-08-13T03:20:48Z

Ive been a bad girl this morning....

Thanks to my sneaky naughty streak, my wuffly boyfriend is now part of LJ land.
Ive added some of you to his friends list, those he vaguely knows anyway, but the rest of you feel free to add him, and Im sure he will add you back! :o)

So everyone, please say hi to neogenyx!! *bounce*

blaak @ 2005-08-11T20:35:00

2005-08-11T12:38:49Z

First off, sorry to those who have been trying to text me lately. My phone is blocked at the moment until I get paid again. Yes, I was naughty and didnt pay my bill... >_<

Things are still amazing beyond all belief at the moment, and things just keep getting better and better. *bliss*

Well, Im off to pack my bag now. Im spending the weekend in dudley, which means I have to meet Waynes mum. I can just imagine the scenes from "meet the parents" now.... uh ohhhh..... :o\ *nervous*
wish me luck!!

blaak @ 2005-08-08T23:25:00

2005-08-08T15:28:42Z

Tonight was fun.... I dyed uberredfraggles hair for her...

My method involved me decapitating her, tipping her head upside down, and letting the blood run down her hair creating perfect red streaks!

and the result.....

Yayness!! *bounce*

blaak @ 2005-08-08T17:54:00

2005-08-08T09:54:50Z

*wails*

Im almost out of incense... this not be good considering I go through 2 a day... :o\
And Im skint, brill.

Anyone have any frankincense sticks that they dont use and willing to donate....? pweeety pweeeease? ^_^

blaak @ 2005-08-08T17:00:00

2005-08-08T09:05:56Z

Wah! So much to update on, but for personal reasons, most of it is being kept away from LJ, close friends will get the full lowdown when I see them (well, those that havent already anyway).

In short, for those that arent aware yet, me and Wayne are now going out (since about last tuesday), and since then things have been amazing, beyond any of my fantastic dreams.

Lets just say that I am the happiest Ive been in a very long time, and for once I am in a relationship that seems real and genuine. That initial spark just keeps getting stronger and brighter each day, and me thinks that things can only get better from here.

I may do an update on other stuff a bit later, but this will suffice for now, because this is my key event of the past week.

:o)

blaak @ 2005-08-04T00:08:00

2005-08-04T16:12:11Z

I had a wonderful evening with Wayne yet again.

And now its been totally destroyed by one of my closest friends turning on me because I was worried about another of my friends.

I hate being caught in the middle.
I really do. :o(

Did I mention that alcohol is more hassle than its worth?

Question...

2005-08-03T14:52:59Z

Do people still still go to the rose on thursdays?
Or has the pub of choice altered somewhat?

Can someone pleeaaaase let me know!! fank oo muchly!

blaak @ 2005-08-02T23:35:00

2005-08-02T15:38:19Z

I reserve the right to grin from ear to ear, for as long as I am so sublimely happy

Yes, it has been a while.... :o)
Now Im off to bed to snuggle my duvet and have fluffy dreams. >_<

I cant wait for tomorrow evening now!

Thank you titchy54321, I owe you a huge squishy hug for this! ;oP