I can feel how much you love me,

It's okay to be selfish today, right?

2011-06-20T07:16:05Z

Woohoo. Happy birthday to me :)

은혁's birthday today! ♥

2011-04-04T03:12:02Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

LEE HYUKJAE!!

I fucking love you so goddamn much, Anchovy/Jewel/Dance Machine/Monkey boy ♥ Enjoy your day!!

~~YOU ME BED NOW.~~

"I'M BACK."

2011-03-24T05:07:57Z

HI, F-LIST. I MISSED YOU. -squishes-

OH HAI THAR.

2011-03-16T05:22:31Z

Hey, guys. How're you all? :) I'm doing great and I think I've missed out on a lot in my dear fandoms </3

I JUST WANNA SAY, I MISS YOU GUYS :( I MISS LJ. I MISS FLAILING. I MISS SPAZZING WITH MY FRIENDS. I MISS MY FANDOMS AND FRIENDS. (Yay for redundancy!)
I can't wait to be back to fandom ♥ Just a few more days and summer, oh summer, here I come. ♥

P.S. Let's continue praying for Japan, yes? :) Even if some say that fandom is irrelevant right now. :(

Hey, you! :)

2011-02-13T09:00:48Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, all4cyanide !

Enjoy your day, bb ♥ Love you! :)

KIMI WO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

2011-01-25T11:57:55Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAKURAI SHO!

I love you so much, Mr. Fail ♥ Stay awesomeee :>

Uhm, MOO

2011-01-14T12:47:15Z

So today I found out that the zodiac signs have been changed and a new one was added.

I am now a Taurus.

But I still want to be Gemini :(

~~At least Neen and I still have the same zodiac sign. Hehe.~~

Goodbye and thank you, 2010 and hello 2011! <3

2010-12-31T16:36:16Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR, guys!

I love you all! ♥ Thank you for everything!

WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS IT TODAYYY?! <3

2010-12-24T02:42:09Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIBA MASAKI!

I love you. Stay happy, awesome and so damn cuticle. ♥

What, what, did you say?

2010-10-11T03:37:25Z

Yo! :) Hahaha. Just postin' after a long goodnight of our centennial celebration. It was superrrrrrrrrrr fun. Our TENSION was up. (Like Aiba's. You could say that.)

But I'm just here to pimp out my fanfiction community. :DDDDDDD Before I go to sleep again. Since I'm dead tired.

smilesonwheels smilesonwheels smilesonwheels smilesonwheels smilesonwheels smilesonwheels

Feel free to join/watch so you could watch out for my next updates. :D

So,yeah, I'm out. :)

(Multi-Chapter) Imperfect - Chapter One [Sho/Nino]

2010-10-09T15:39:28Z

Title: Imperfect
Pairing: Sho/Nino, Aiba/Ohno
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Fluff
Summary: He's perfect, Sho thought, his heart's pace unsteady inside his chest. And as the song ended, he chuckled to himself because he knew no one in this world is perfect.
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't. I don't own them. This is fiction.
Author's Notes: Well, here is a new multi-chapter fiction! I've actually had this on my mind for a while and now, I'm very very happy that I am to post it now! :D nino4ever , finally, I was able to start this! :) Hahaha.

Chapter One

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Sho spent the last days of his summer, well, doing what he usually does. He's either reading books, studying in advance to get ready for school or watching news or anything on the television when he's not with his friends. And now, he's here, holding a book of a popular literature book on his bed with a right kind of light, shining down on the page of his book so he could read properly. Honestly, he's bored of this but there's nothing else he was interested in doing.

That is, until he heard something knock against the window beside him.

It startled him and he looked around, left and right as if the one that knocked was right here in the room. He then bent over to check his window and was met by a pebble hitting the window. He backed away slightly with wide eyes and used his forefinger as a bookmark on his book as he closed it and stand up. He stood up and went over to the window, looking down with a light tip of his toes. He saw nothing.

But when he was just about to turn away, something or rather--someone caught his eye. Then a pebble hits his window again. This time, he opens his window to look down and saw the pebble thrower. Aiba.

He shakes his head with a smile as Aiba waves at him with that huge grin of his. He waves back at him, just in time for Aiba to stop waving 'hello' and change to a 'come down' wave. Sho didn't hesitate to deny his best friend's request. It was pretty late already, quarter to 12 'till it strikes midnight, everyone in his house is asleep and Sho takes careful steps as to not 'cause any trouble or sound. He steps out of the door, feeling the summer night breeze on his skin. Aiba greets him and gives him a high five that Sho responds too.

"Masaki," Sho says, placing his hands inside the pockets of his jacket. "What are you doing here?"

Aiba looks over at him as if examining if his clothes are decent or not. Then, Aiba clasps his hands together with mumble of 'this'll do' and Sho quickly realizes that he was checking his clothes. Sho eyed him weirdly and Aiba just grins at him.

"I'm here because I want you to come with me."

"T-to where?" Sho stutters for a bit and the next thing he knows, he was being dragged away from Aiba. He tries to struggle away because maybe Aiba will use him again as his assistant for his experiments but Aiba had a firm grip so all he did was give in, after all, he wasn't that type to say no to anyone so now, he silently prayed that he will be able to survive the night. That is, if he and Aiba were to do something obnoxious or anything like that.

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Sho hated crowds. His eyebrows were knitted together, mouth set on a frown as he follows his friend through a line of people. So, Aiba and he weren't going to do something odd but now he wondered what was on Aiba's mind, bringing him to such a place. He was being pulled by the wrist, not looking anywhere but what's in front of him and trying not to catch anyone's gaze. They both halted to a stop. Aiba brought him by his side and now he was facing a wide stage with drums, a guitar and microphones on stand-by. Sho held on to the steel boundary that was keeping the crowd and the stage apart and turned to Aiba to ask him a question.

Apparently, Aiba didn't hear or understand his question because of the simultaneous chatter of the crowds so maybe he looked like he was a fish out water, opening his mouth, uttering no words. Aiba looked at him funny and laughed. "What? Sorry, I didn't quite catch what you just said, Sho-kun." He shouts.

"I said," Sho starts to shout. "What are we doing in this kind of place? Who's performing?"

Aiba's mouth forms an "Aahh" and he shouts back. "We're going to watch a band perform. I wanted you to meet them because Oh-chan's a part of it." Oh-chan. Ohno. Sho knew who he was. He suddenly got curious how his friends were doing and what happened to both of them but that thought slips out of his mind and he mumbles a small "oh" with a scratch on his cheek. "What's the band's name, Masaki?"

"Their name? Well, it's---" But Aiba's response was cut off when the crowd's chatter changed into loud screams when the lights disappeared and the darkness enveloped them. Sho looked around the crowd for a moment and turned towards the stage when a spotlight shone down on the microphone on the middle of the stage. Ohno steps out of nowhere and under that light, taking a hold of the microphone. He taps it to check if it's working and then spoke with that sleepy and mid-low voice.

"This is our first song," Then two more spotlights came down upon the other instruments and two more people were under them. They were both unfamiliar and he wondered if Aiba knew them. And Aiba screamed something inaudible and Sho sighed. He did know them.
The crowd got louder and louder as the music started and Sho restrained himself to put his hands on his ears and run away. He knew he couldn't leave Aiba here alone.

The flow of the beat was lead by the drums and the lead guitarist, whom Sho didn't pay much attention too. Ohno's beautiful voice came in and Sho could only focus on how pretty it was. He remembered himself having a crush on Ohno back then when they were still freshmen, because of his beautiful voice, artistic and talented skills. But that crush he has slowly faded and he now only saw him now as his good friend and brother who he greatly respects.

Ohno's voice hits the high notes. As expected, Ohno's voice really is amazing and Sho's face turns into awe. Ohno's head bangs to the beat and he points over to a direction with a grin which Sho's eyes follow. A loud strum of the guitar got the crowds cheering for more and more people are pressing in. Sho's eyes darted away and he moves uncomfortable, like he's being squished and he tries to make some space by pushing back with the help of his arms.

It was useless and he cursed with a struggle. His eyes shot back to where Ohno was pointing earlier and his mouth fell.

Sho felt himself intake a breath. Dark brown hair, that looked messy and fluffy but as soft as feathers, bounced as he strummed the guitar. He had chestnut colored eyes that sparkled under the harsh light and he closed his eyes, getting lost in the music. Sho gulped. He looked like he breathed the music. He had a slim frame and was as tall as Ohno. His mouth was half-opened but turned into a smirk as he opened his eyes again and scanned the crowd. His head moved slightly with his eyes and then his eyes met Sho. Sho's heart thudded in his chest.

He smiled at him but quickly he averted his eyes to his fingers working on the guitar. The song was really good and it captured the attention of a lot of people. But Sho suddenly found himself unable to tear his eyes away from the guitarist.

He's perfect, Sho thought, his heart's pace unsteady inside his chest. And as the song ended, he chuckled to himself because he knew no one in this world is perfect.

I'M ALLERGIC TO SCHOOL.

2010-09-26T15:20:52Z

*Looks at the title*

*shrugs* It's pretty obvious. I mean, who even loves school? D: Whoever does needs to be kicked. But nonetheless, I enjoy it very much with my friends, seatmate, classmates, teachers, etc. And yeah, I have a huge crush on a male teacher too. Buwahaha. Randooom.
AND NOW, here comes the days that I don't want to face. :| TEST DAYS. F/ck it.

I shouldn't be touching the computer now but I can't help it. /escapes
I need update from the lovely ~~sometimes scary~~ fandom, anyways. ♥

BUT WHILE I AM STUDYING MY ASS OFF, I HAVE A HUGE HUGE HUGE MOTIVATION.

OR A DISTRACTION. ~~I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW.~~

ARGHHH, Nino, why are you doing this to me? *stares while drooling*

LET THIS WEEK BE A SUCCESS, PLEASE!

It's been too long. :x I'm glad to be back. :)

2010-09-04T07:22:06Z

Title: Kisses
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It was awfully sloppy and they both laughed because they both knew that their first kiss didn't have to be perfect.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of them, I only own the story. This is fiction.

It happened yesterday, Friday night, in Nino's living room. It happened after Sho confessed his feelings for Nino and wanted to take their friendship to another level. It took a lot of courage and a lot of nervous stuttering before Sho said it but Nino smiled, truly happy, showing the gums of his teeth and returned Sho's feelings with all his heart.

Then Sho leaned forward.

Nino met him halfway and sealed their lips together. It was awfully sloppy and they both laughed because they both knew that their first kiss didn't have to be perfect. The moment their lips met was sealed into their minds forever, making it a wonderful memory and something to remember first thing in the morning when they both wake up in each other's arms.

Their second and third kisses were better, their mouths adjusting to the feel of one another. But the rest of the kisses that went and passed, Sho and Nino stopped counting them. Nino liked how hot and steamy their kisses are, how it seemed like they were practised but never exactly bothering about it since he's the only Sho had been kissing for the past weeks or months. He liked how time always seemed to slow down between them and how it brings them closer and closer. He liked how perfect Sho's lips are and how it moves against his own.

"Sho," Nino breathes out when he pulls away. "Your kisses are..."

"What? Am I still bad at it?" Sho asks with furrowed brows, face contorted in concern. Nino shakes his head with a laugh.

"Nope, it's just that your kisses are addicting." Sho's face turns scarlet red and starts to mutter out things that Nino didn't quite catch. Nino shakes his head again with a roll of his eyes and kisses him again.

Title: Show And Tell
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Nino has always been jealous of Aiba.
Prompt # 006. Jealous
DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of them, I only own the story. This is fiction.

Nino has always been jealous of Aiba. Sho knew that. He knew because when he takes a peek over at Nino, he finds him glaring or gritting his teeth while he pauses his DS game just to look over at them on the other side of the break room. It makes him smile at how jealous his boyfriend can be even though both of them knew there was nothing between him and Masaki. And when he comes home with a pissed Nino behind him and closed the door, Nino gives him a raised brow, asking for some explanation.

"Kazu," Sho says, pinning Nino against the wall. Nino pouts at him then sticked his tongue out at him. Sho chuckles. "What did I tell you? I told you that there was nothing going on between us."

"Oh yeah? What with all this stories I heard from Jun about you two taking a bath together in one shower stall, huh?"

"It's normal for us to do that! Besides, you took a shower with him too when we went on our concert tour!"

"Still--" Nino stops, biting his lip. Sho tipped his head on the side with a smirk knowing that Nino didn't know what to say next. Nino looks away. Sho places a hand on his chin and made him look him in the eye. Nino chewed on his bottom lip again before he speaks again. "Fine, I'm jealous."

Sho smiles at that. Nino continues. "I know that we have to hide our relationship from others, and hell, we're so good at hiding it that no one suspects a thing. I can't even get close to you like I used to when we were in our junior days."

"Nino, you," Sho says, inching closer until their lips were only millimetres apart and they could already feel each other's breath on their faces. "You know I'm yours, right?" Nino nods, pressing his forehead on to Sho's. "And you know you're mine." Nino nods again.

"If you really want to prove that I'm yours and no one else's then you should show it more," Sho's voice is low now like he's telling a secret. "Rather than telling it to me."

Nino runs a tongue over his chapped bottom lip while his arm travels to Sho's back to his nape and pulled him closer into a fierce kiss. Sho kissed back, wrapping his arms around Nino, who in return, took the initial to wrap his legs around Sho's waist. When they broke apart for air, Nino smirks like a cat and whispers hotly against Sho's ear, I plan to.

The next day, Nino comes into the break room, huffing. The three other members paused for a while to greet him and he greets back, falling beside Ohno and reaching for the DS in his bag. Sho follows two minutes later, wearing a high neck jacket. They greeted him when he comes in and Sho sits down next to Aiba.

"What's with the jacket?" Aiba asks, unzipping the jacket for a little bit. His eyes widens at what he sees.

"Hickeys," Sho says with a sigh. "I need concealers."

Title: Piggyback Ride
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Rating: G
Summary: It was a bit difficult to hold on to Sho with his arms around his neck since his shoulders were making his arms slip off for just a little and he had to adjust it every now and then but he feels warm all over at how kind and gentle Sho is.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of them, I only own the story. This is fiction.

By the time the concert had ended with their final encores and goodbyes, they went straight to the break room. Nino was the fastest one to go there, planting himself on the sofa with a wince that made him bite his lip or else he might have yelped at the pain. The rest of the members arrived sooner or later, giving each other bright beaming smiles and hugs and a word of "Thanks for the hard work!". Aiba was up for yakiniku today and asked the members if they want to come with after they all took their showers.

Sho declined because he was too tired and Nino was the same and because he has to take a shower too. The three other members were okay with it and bid their last farewells to the two before going out of the door. Silence filled in the room though they could both hear the trio outside playing jan-ken-pon as to see who was going to pay tonight then they were gone.

Nino went into the showers and left Sho, who began to fix his stuff.

After Nino was done, he came out and started to put his clothes on. He falls down next to Sho after he's done to put on some shoes. Sho gives him a glance until he notices Nino's foot.

"Nino! What happened there?" Sho shouts, almost scaring the living shit out of Nino. Nino jumps back for a bit as he was about to put on the first sock on his right foot, giving him a look before he answers. "I sprained my foot yesterday when I was practising with the dance instructor for my solo. It's not that bad."

"Not that bad? Are you crazy? It looks worse than bad! Let me take you to the hospital, Nino." Sho responds back, grabbing a hold of Nino's wrist. Nino pulls his wrist back with a shake of his head. "I'm fine, Sho-chan, really. I can handle it."

"No you won't, Kazunari." Nino flinches a bit at the sound of his given name. Sho's look is serious, caring, loving and it really shows he's concerned for the latter. "If you don't let the doctor heal it for you, it will get worse. You might not be able to walk properly." Nino rolls his eyes and stands up. When Nino went over to grab his water bottle from the dresser, he trips for a bit. Thankfully, Sho was able to catch him.

"I told you so," Sho says, voice having the slightest hint of mock in them. Nino bites the inside of his cheek. Sho zips his bag and walks over to Nino, making him sit down in a nearby chair. He puts on Nino's socks and shoes for him. (Though at first, Nino wanted to pry Sho off him because he can do it by himself, thanks but he lets Sho do it for him.) Sho stands up right after and then bends down with his back facing Nino. "Hop on, Kazu. I'm pretty sure there's a nearby hospital here or so."

Nino hesitates for a while but gives in. He doesn't want to give Sho any more trouble so he hops on his back, his legs wrapping around Sho's waist and his arms around his neck for support. Sho grabs his legs to help balance both him and Nino and went over to grab his and Nino's bags.

It was a bit difficult to hold on to Sho with his arms since his shoulders were making it his arms slip off for just a little and he had to adjust it every now and then but he feels warm all over at how kind Sho is. ("Your shoulders really suck for piggyback rides, Sho-san." Nino teases but he was able to fully adjust himself on Sho's back until he was comfortable.) Nino's chin digs on Sho's shoulder blade at first but he places his head on it a while later with a happy sigh.

"My savior."

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Yaaaaaay for drabbles once again! :) I missed writing really much. ;_______;

Hope you liked them, everyone! ♥ Sorry for some writing mistakes. ^^;

Busy as a bumblebee, bzzzzz

2010-08-30T06:11:14Z

FIRST AND FOREMOST,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUN! ♥
Enjoy yerrr day, Princess. :)

And while you are, I'll be right here, finishing my homework and pending one-shot fiction about Mimada. Mehh. I hope I can get this one-shot done soon. :x So, I could start on my new multi-chapter fiction of ShoNeen. God, help me.
Good luck to me.

You and I Both - Chapter 13/13 [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-08-14T08:01:51Z

Ryo asked, forking his lunch lazily. Masuda blinks back at him with a "huh?" that makes Ryo rolls his eyes. "You look kind of... I don't know, a mixture of sad and happy?" Masuda's mouth opens with an "aaah," before Ryo continued to speak. "So, did something happen to you and Tego or what?"

"Something bad happened between us for the past days and..."

"Don't tell me you guys broke up?" Ryo says, waggling his eyebrows teasingly at him. Masuda shakes his head almost violently. "No way!"
Ryo laughs and gives him a pat on the back to egg him on.

"We talked about it yesterday and we sorted it all out." Ryo nods and speaks right after. "I'm guessing that's why you're happy. Then why are you sad?"

"I'm worried about Yuya," Masuda takes a breath. "He's been so upset over this accident about Yamashita. I really hope he wakes up soon so Yuya would finally feel relieved."

"Don't worry. He'll be fine just don't lose hope, okay? Ah, and where's Tegoshi?"

"He's visiting Yamashita at the hospital." Ryo shoves the meat in his mouth with a nod in response to what Masuda had just said. He's very thankful to have a friend like Ryo, who might be so perverted and evil but his words and kindness never fail to make him better. Masuda sighs and puts the last piece of his lukewarm gyoza in his mouth. He wonders when Yamashita would wake up so that Tegoshi would finally feel at ease. And for him to finally stop worrying about Tegoshi.

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It's been 3 months.

And within a few days, their break will be over, which means it's back to school again for the new semester. Masuda and Tegoshi's relationship have been going pretty well for these past few months, spending their time together aside from visiting Yamashita. Even though it's still hard for Tegoshi because of this, he set his mind to be positive about it. He knows that Yamashita is strong; he won't give up that easily. He'll wake up soon. He just needs to wait.

Now here he is in the balcony of his apartment, cuddling with his boyfriend.

Tegoshi giggles when Masuda blows in his ear after he gave a quick kiss on his lips. He pulls closer to him, swinging his arms around his neck and giving him another kiss, this time deeper. Masuda makes it deep, slipping his tongue inside Tegoshi's mouth. It makes him moan against his lips especially when his tongue met Masuda's. They pull back for air for only an inch, lips still touching each other. "God, you intoxicate me." Masuda says before kissing his lips again.

"I do, huh? Well, then---" Tegoshi gets cut off when suddenly, his phone starts ringing from his pocket. They both laughed for a bit before he digs it out of his pocket and finds out that its Akanishi calling. Tegoshi tilts his head, wondering why Akanishi would suddenly call at this very moment. He flips it open and holds it against his ear.

"Hello? Jin?" Tegoshi says, leaning his head on Masuda's shoulder. Masuda kisses his head.

"Tego? Why aren't you visiting, YamaPi?" Jin's voice sounded confused but overall it seemed rather cheery. His response made Tegoshi more confused. "Huh? What are you talking about? I just visited him yesterday and I--"

"Get in here right now! We have good news for you!" Tegoshi sat up at that, almost hitting Masuda's nose. "Why? What happened to Pi?"

"You'll see, now get in here!"

With that, Akanishi hung up on him. Tegoshi jumped out and pulled Masuda with him. "Where are we going, Yuya?" Tegoshi starts looking for his sneakers as Masuda asked. When he does find them, he flashes Masuda a smile, the brightest and happiest smile ever. "I feel like something great had happened already. YamaPi might have woken up already."

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Tegoshi was right, Yamashita has woken up. And when they had arrived at the hospital, Tegoshi practically dragged Masuda up in the elevator and out of it when they arrived with his fast pace. It was hard for Masuda to catch up with Tegoshi's fast pace since he sucked at running too much but he went along with him because seeing his boyfriend happy made him smile.

When they arrived by the door, Tegoshi swung it open too hard 'causing it to hit the wall behind it. He stops and looks around the room for a bit before screaming on the top of his lungs Yamashita's name. He ran over to Yamashita and gave him a hug. Yamashita had a hard time speaking because Tegoshi embrace was tight and when he pulled away from him, he flashes the same smile that was written all over Tegoshi's face. "I was so worried about you! I'm glad you're back!"

Yamashita, whose voice was a bit hoarse due to the fact that he wasn't able to speak for so long, gave Tegoshi an apologetic look. "I'm really sorry for the trouble I gave you, Tegoshi." Tegoshi shakes his head and gave him another hug, his eyes getting misty already at how happy he is to have Yamashita back.

From afar, Masuda smiles gently though there was a touch of jealousy inside of him, he was happy that Tegoshi's happy and that Yamashita have woken up. Tegoshi turned to him and waved him over and he was happy to oblige. He came over and Tegoshi took both his hand and Yamashita's bandaged hand and shook them together. This action made Masuda and Yamashita confused. "I want my two best friends to get along with each other."

It made Masuda and the others around the room--including Yamashita, laugh out loud. Tegoshi pouts. "Why are you laughing?"

"Yuya, it's okay. I'm not jealous. I used to be but now I'm okay." Masuda says, kissing Tegoshi's lips quickly as to assure him. Akanishi coughs from behind and they both jump apart from each other. It makes Yamashita laugh again while Masuda and Tegoshi blush scarlet red.

"Now that Yamashita is awake, let's celebrate! Let's celebrate here!" Akanishi grins right after and earns a lot of noises of approval from the three. "I'll start inviting people!"

"I'll invite some people too." Masuda suggests and Tegoshi agrees with him while he pulls out his phone. When Masuda starts sending messages to his friends, he glances over Tegoshi who met his eyes and smiles, dimple forming on his right cheek. He reaches for Tegoshi's hand, entangles their fingers together and squeezes it after he presses the 'send' button.

Tegoshi excitedly whispers in his ear. "This celebration is going to be great ne, Taka?"

Masuda smiles. "It will."

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THE END! Finally! :) I really had fun doing this fic! ~~SORRY FOR THE CRAPPY ENDING. ;___;~~ Thank you for all the support guys! ♥

You and I Both - Chapter 12/13 [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-07-17T10:28:40Z

He sits upright when he feels a tap on his shoulder. "Yuya! You're--"

It wasn't Yuya. It was an unfamiliar little girl. He looked back at Masuda with big round brown eyes and he tugged at Masuda's sleeve.

"Are you okay, Mister?" Asked the kid, mouth hanging a bit open after she asked. Masuda nods and asks why she came over. The girl pointed at his cheek. "I came over because while I was picking flowers, I saw you and you looked like you were crying, Mister."

Masuda's hand automatically went on his cheek and felt something wet under it. He was crying. He quickly wipes it with his sleeves and smiled at the girl right after. He pats her hair and gave her a heart-warming smile. "Don't worry, little girl. I'm okay."

The girl nods and smiles, showing her teeth that looked like it lost a tooth recently. She picks out a pink daisy from her flowers and hands it to Masuda. He takes it without hesitation and thanks her. After that, Masuda heard a woman's voice calling out and the little girl eagerly replied that she was here. Masuda assumes that must've been her mother.

"Cheer up, okay?" says the little girl, before sprinting off and grabbing her mother's hand. Masuda waves goodbye to her, feeling a bit better. Then, his cellphone starts ringing. He fishes his phone out, wishing it was Tegoshi calling but instead it was Shigeaki.

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Tegoshi practically shoves the money in the taxi driver's hands, not bothering to get his change. He lets out a "thank you" before swinging the door open and running out and in the hospital. Once he's in, he stops, looking from left to right, finding the register table. When he finds it, he goes to it and asks where Yamashita's room was.

"He's at room 417, third floor. " The nurse with a tag saying "Nana" says. Tegoshi nods and goes to the elevator. He gets inside and waits for the blinking letters to arrive at 3. When it finally reaches that floor and the metal doors of the elevator opening as it halted, he murmurs "excuse me," to the other passengers in the elevator as he passes at them.

He finds himself sweating after running down the long halls, careful not to bump at anyone who gets in his way. Tegoshi is finally in front of room 417, his heart beating faster and faster. He turns the knob with a nervous gulp and goes in.

Yamashita lies on the white bed. When Tegoshi gets a closer look at him, he sees that Yamashita had a lot of bandages on, on his face, body, arms and legs. He was pale and looked lifeless that made Tegoshi moved into tears. He covers his mouth with his right hand to stop the sound of sobs escaping his lips. Tears and more tears fall as he made his way over to Yamashita, grabbing a nearby chair and sitting on it beside Yamashita.

He grabs Yamashita's bandaged hand and gave it the gentlest squeeze and giving it a peck on the back. He lets Yamashita's hand rest lightly on his cheek while he wipes his tears away from looking at Yamashita's current condition.

"Pi," Tegoshi chokes out. "Please, please, be okay."

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"Taka, I saw Tegoshi today." Masuda's eyes practically widened and it made him stand up from the bench he was sitting on.

"Really, Shige?"

Shige coughs a bit to clear his voice before he continued. "I did. I was walking back from uni when I saw him and he was talking to a guy. He looked really troubled after the man left him."

"Where was he?" Masuda asks, getting more curious and curious.

"He was near the café you always go to. Did something bad happen?"

"No," Masuda shakes his head while his heart dropped. Why hadn't he noticed that Tegoshi was near him? Masuda asks Shige if he has any idea where Tegoshi is. Shige goes quiet over the phone for a moment, thinking something over.

"I overheard them saying about the hospital near Tegoshi's university. I'm not a hundred percent sure though, Takahisa."

"It's okay, Shige. Thank you. I can't thank you enough." Masuda says before dropping the phone call, not without saying proper goodbyes. He pockets his phone and starts to look for transportation. While he rides the cab later on, several thoughts go inside Masuda's head, making him a bit dizzy and worried.

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Masuda finally arrives at the hospital.

He was given the whereabouts of who he was looking for. (He almost slipped about telling the nurse "Yamapi" because he forgot Yamashita's family name, thankfully, later he remembered it.) He thanks the cute nurse by the counter that seemed to be flirting at him with her batting eyes and all as she spoke earlier. He blushed as he waved goodbye and went for the elevator.

When he reached the third floor, he dispersed out of the elevator along with the other people in it. He started to walk down the halls, looking at the numbers attached above the doors to find the room he was looking for. Masuda finally reaches the designated door.
He inhales and exhales, feeling nervous all of a sudden. The nervousness was making his heart beat fast and his palms sweat. He knocks before he whispers a small excuse before coming in.

The first thing he sees is Tegoshi's back. It made Masuda's heart do a flip and relief passes over his face. The next thing he sees as he steps closer and closer was Yamashita. He looked completely lifeless but he was breathing, thanks to the mask on his face that was attached to a monitor.

Tegoshi probably didn't notice the presence of him. It made him a bit sad but he can feel the aura that Tegoshi was emitting and it didn't look really happy. And that's when he realized that Tegoshi was crying really hard. There were wet splotches on the bed, he noticed and Masuda was about to call his name quietly but Tegoshi spoke.

"YamaPi, I'm right here. Tego is here."

Masuda continued to listen but there was something painful that started to grow inside him.

"You have to be okay, Tomo." Masuda gulped. Tomo? It was probably Yamashita's given name.

"I don't know what will happen to me if you weren't here anymore. Just please, please, be okay. You're my best friend; I don't want to lose you."

Masuda pulled his outstretched hand away and kept it at his side. The pain grew and it hurts. He feels something burning inside him, making Masuda frustrated. He felt really angry, sad and envious at the same time. He doesn't like the way he was feeling right now, it made him really confused. Masuda bit his lip, tears were stinging his eyes. He pulls all the negative feelings at the back of his head and focused on comforting Tegoshi instead.

"Yuya." Masuda had finally found his tongue and was able to speak.

He sees Tegoshi jump slightly from his seat. Tegoshi turns his head as Masuda steps closer and closer. Tegoshi's eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. He wipes his tears with his sleeve and stands up. "Takahisa,"

Masuda spreads his arms out and Tegoshi goes over to it, wrapping his arms around Masuda. He buries his face in the crook of his neck while Masuda holds him close with gentle pats on the back.

"YamaPi, he..." Tegoshi hiccups as he says but Masuda shushes him.

"Sshh, it's going to be okay, baby." Masuda whispers in his ear while he places a kiss on his damp cheek. "He'll be fine."

Masuda feels Tegoshi nods against his chest and grip at the back of his shirt tighter. Masuda pulls back to wipe Tegoshi's tears away from the handkerchief he pulls out from the back pocket of his jeans. After that, he slides his fingers in Tegoshi's soft hair and kisses his forehead.

"Don't lose hope."

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First of all, I want to say sorry for not updating last weekend. ;_________; School was pulling me back. The homeworks keep piling. I feel awful.

Lastly, there's one more chappie left! *dances around* But the ending, ohmygah, I don't know how to end this. ^^; But I'll start brainstorming naoooo. :DDD

I hope you like this chapter! :)

Happy advanced birthday to..? Have a Sakumiya drabbles, sweetie. <3

2010-07-03T16:14:00Z

Drabble batch. Yet again. Weee. XD

Harhar. It's still Sakumiya. <3 And this is for herpandalove as well. A very very advanced birthday present for her. (Her birthday is in 24 or 25 days. Sooo.. July 28. No, seriously, I'm serious.) Oh, and I'm in the mood to write again. IDK. When I'm supposed to be like doing my homwork and drinking milk and such. But somehow, writing Sakumiya makes me feel good.(and ignore my studs. ._.) Booyeah.

Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi. I don't own anything, just the story. This is fiction.

Title: Midnight
Pairing: PG-13
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Summary: He woke up in the middle of the night, having a strange instinct that maybe Sho's home.

He's away for work.

He had asked Sho a lot of times when he was coming home but he only got the reply of either "I don't know, I'm sorry." or "They haven't told me yet.". It's frustrating to wait for him because it feels like he's not only leaving for work but he's leaving for work and Nino's heart. It's only a feeling though, it's not exactly like that.

Sho's a good boyfriend. A very good one. He cares for Nino and never forgets to tell Nino he loves him no matter what. Nino loves him for that, equally but it's just that when he's away like this for work, he feels like they're both becoming distant with each other. Like their relationship is like a puzzle and it's pieces keeps getting blown or knocked off until it gets lost.

It breaks Nino's heart to wait. He has got to admit, he was getting impatient. It's been 2 months and he feels awfully incomplete.

He wakes up in the middle of the night, sweaty because of the summer air, by a weird instinct. Something telling him, Sho's home or he had just heard Sho's shoes slid next to his own and his voice calling out to check if he's still awake. If this is a dream, then it's cruel because a dream isn't reality, which means, there's no Sho.

He swings his legs out of the bed and he stands, tugging at the hem of his hiked up shirt down. He only wanted to know if this was true or not.

He opens the bedroom door.

"Kazunari..." says Sho, who's frozen up like Nino did the minute their eyes met.

"Sho-chan," 'Kazunari' responds, eyes failing to stop themselves from watering. He bites his lip at first then flashes him a smile. "You're back. Welcome back."

"I'm glad to be back." Sho steps closer to Nino, wiping his tears away. Nino leaned his cheek on his warm calloused hands. "Did I wake you up?"

"Yes," Nino admits. "I had the feeling you're back and you are."

He stretches his hand out that Sho took without hesitance. Sho pulls him close enough until their foreheads bump, their lips close to each other and their chests close that they could feel the fast beats of their hearts. Nino wraps his arms around Sho's upper back while the latter wraps his on Nino's waist.

"I'm sorry." Sho whispers before there was no more room between them, closing the gap with their mouths and their embrace tight. There were so many things that Nino wanted to say like how long he's been waiting, been frustrated and how it hurts to wait but he only focused on the way themselves have reunited with each other, both becoming complete once again.

Title: Goodbye
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Summary: "I will always be with you. Forever and ever."

The weather was harsh. The storm kept going and going, with it's powerful wind and large raindrops.

"I'm almost gone, Kazu."

"Don't, don't say that." He shakes his head, tears falling. He hugs Sho close to his chest. Sho weakly entwines their fingers together.

"You should be happy."

"I already am. I'm happy when I'm with you." Nino squeezes their held hands. "Don't leave me behind, Sakurai."

"I won't." Sho says, coughing up right after. He points at Nino's heart. "I will always be with you. Forever and ever. I love you so so much"

Sho smiles at him on last time before his grip starts to loosen and his last breath had left his body. "I love you too, Sho."

He sobs hard, pulling him close in his chest. His heart stings so much, he couldn't handle it. He then screams up in the sky at the loss of his special one. He lets himself be swallowed by the storm.

Title: After Rehearsals
Rating: G
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Summary: Sprawled out on the floor, lazy, laughing and being silly.

"I need water really badly."

"Get some yourself, Ninomiya." Sho laughs, scooting closer to where Nino is.

"Ehh, I'm too lazy. Can you please get some for me?"

"I'm sorry to say but I'm feeling the same."

"Uhuh," Nino smirks. "Then, I'll just have to do this."

He rolls and straddles Sho's hips. He gazes at Sho from above and Sho makes a face, a face that says "What the hell?!" at him that makes him laugh, Sho laughs in return. He mumbles "Dork," before leaning down and pecking him on the lips. Nino pulled away and Sho tried to follow him, trying to catch his lips again. Nino turns his head and Sho ends up kissing his cheek. Nino sticks his tongue out.

Sho puts on a deep pout, his eyes bulging and his nostrils getting big. Nino laughs at his face again and places both of his hand on his cheeks and pushes his hands to make a fishy or a chuu~ like face. Sho laughs at him and pecks him there.

"We're such dorks."

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I've got to stop writing at 12 in the morning. ._____________. And I hate writing DEATH fics. :( <//3

But, I'm happy to be able to write. ^__^ My homework is calling for me already. OHMYGAH.

Advanced Otanjoubi Omedetou to you, Francy! <3

You and I Both - 11/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-07-03T12:50:56Z

Title: You and I Both
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Summary: Masuda is a sophomore in college who is still a virgin. Ryo tries to change that for him by dragging him along in a strip club where he meets the "Erotic Prince".
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't. I don't own them. This is fiction.

Previous Chapters: One / Two / Three / Four / Five / Six / Seven / Eight / Nine / Ten /

Chapter 11

Tegoshi went to visit his parents for a week in Kanagawa.

"I'm going since I won't be able to go to them for the rest of the break," says Tegoshi, opening his luggage and placing the things he needed inside. Masuda hums with a nod.

"Why? What will happen in for the rest of the break?"

"I already have plans," Tegoshi beams him a grin when he turned around to face Masuda. "I already have plans for Taka and I."

Masuda matches Tegoshi's smile. And then, before the day Tegoshi leaves, they make love to each other again.

Now, two days have passed since Tegoshi's departure. Masuda sighs and fans himself with his hands because of the summer heat. It sucks that his apartment doesn't have an air conditioner in it. Maybe I should buy a fan or something this weekend, Masuda thinks. He lies back down on his bed and his mind had wandered off and thought of Tegoshi. He misses him dearly and it feels like Tegoshi had just left a while ago.

His phone vibrates, making bzz-sounds as it move slightly from the table. He its up abruptly and reaches for it, almost knocking off the glass of water beside it. He flips his phone open and opened the message that he received.

Ta-ka-hi-sa, how are you doing? I'm doing great here! My Mom and Dad wants to meet you because of all the stories I've told them about you. I hope you're not mad at me for telling them. Haha.

I miss you so much already. I can't wait to come back.

Tegoshi's message ends with that familiar heart emoticon that warms Masuda's heart. He clutches on to his phone and smiles.
Hey, Yuya. I'm doing fine. I'd love to meet your parents, Masuda replies. And no, I'm not mad at you, how could I ever be? He adds. I miss you too, very very much. Take care, okay?

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He spends the rest of the remaining days without Tegoshi with his friends.

Of course, his day wouldn't be complete without Tegoshi messaging him, I miss you, Taka!, everyday. It makes his day complete, his smile won't come off his face and he is too eager to reply back to him, telling him that he feels exactly the same. His friends tease him about it, telling him or both him and Tegoshi that they were like a highschool couple that was too lovey-dovey and cheesy.

Masuda glares at them. "We are so not cheesy."

"Really, now? You guys act like you are." Ryo teases. Koyama pats Masuda's back.

"Don't listen to him, Masuda. He's just not getting it lately with Shige that's why he's jealous. For me, you guys are sickenly sweet."

"Thanks, Keii." Masuda smiles and gives him a half-hug. He laughs at the pout Ryo formed and when he turned over to Shige with puppy dog eyes. Shige shakes his head. Ryo murmurs "Please?" while Shige rolls his eyes. "We'll talk about it later, okay?" The reason why Shige won't do it with Ryo was because of Ryo checking out Tegoshi, which at first Masuda was mad about but he let it aside and let Shige do all the scolding.

Ryo sinks back on his seat while Masuda continuously laughs. Masuda doesn't forget to check his phone that night to see if there were messages left.

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Tomorrow.

Tomorrow, Tegoshi comes home. Masuda's heart thumps fast in his chest, excited and he couldn't stop the thinking about it. He was so happy that his waiting time had come to an end.

"So, now you're going to abandon us?" Shige jokes while Koyama and Ryo nods with, jokingly. Masuda's eyes increased in size and he flailed his arms.

"What?! NO! I can never abandon you, guys!"

"We're just joking, Taka. Have some fun, tomorrow, okay?"

"I will, thanks, guys."

"Let's go to the karaoke bar next, guys!" Koyama suggests. They sprint off towards the place until they reach it.

By the end of the night, Masuda was tired but truly jolly. He opens the door to his apartment lazily and gets a cold glass of water. He gulps them all down and he goes straight to bed, not forgetting to remove his brightly colored sneakers. He goes to that spot of Tegoshi when they slept together in his bed and he inhales that faint scent of Tegoshi's cologne. He falls asleep right away.

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Masuda flutters his eyes open. The bright rays of the sun hits his eyes and he buries his face in his pillow for a while to protect his eyes from. He then sits up, using his arms on each side of his head as a lever, peeks over to look at the clock. Brightly, red colored numbers of 10: 15 with an am sign on the side, looks back at Masuda.

He scratches his eyes with a yawn and a stretch and slips out of the bed covers. He goes straight in to the bathroom to wash his face, brush his teeth and take a shower to wash away the smell of sweat on him. He goes out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and another towel in hand to help dry his hair up.

He hears that happy and lively tune play suddenly; the familiar tune he knew would come from--

Tegoshi. He runs over to it, clutching at the towel around his waist to prevent it from falling off and he opens his phone to see the caller's id flashing, Yuya on the screen. He opens his phone, pressing the 'answer' button and holds it up beside his ear.

"Yuya?"

"Takahisa!" That familiar voice comes out of the small speakers of his phone and it made Masuda's heart jump hearing it. He can almost hear the smile, that ecstatic smile behind his voice. "I'm back!"

"Welcome back, Yuya." Masuda warmly says back. "I missed you."

"I did too. So, are you free today?"

"I am. Why?"

He hears Tegoshi giggle. "Let's go on a date. Let's make my first plan happen."

Masuda makes a sound of approval. Tegoshi tells him to meet at the park near the Honey, honey Cafe by 11:30. Masuda mentally jutts it down in his mental notepad. Tegoshi gives him small details like where they're going, where they're going to eat and such. Masuda agrees along with him and he pinches himself, making sure if this was a dream or not.

And it hurt when he pinched. This wasn't a dream. It was reality.

"I really can't wait to see you, Takahisa." Masuda responds back to Tegoshi's last message that he feels exactly the same way before the call ended and Masuda goes straight to his closet to pick out his favorite clothes for the day.

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He glances at his watch when he arrives and he laughs to himself, thinking maybe he was too early. It was only 10:45.

Tegoshi was still not around. He sits down at the park bench, rubbing his hands together in a nervous manner and he breathes in and out to relax his heart that was beating fast. He was really excited.

He sees people passing by, mostly couples, kids running around and mothers watching over them while talking to other mothers beside them. It makes him smile at how the kids were playing around the swings, slides, jungle gyms and sand box. Time passes by both slowly or fast for Masuda and as the time went on and on, he has to admit, he got a bit patient.

Tegoshi was never this late. It made Masuda suddenly worried.

Did something happen to him? Did he get cornered by those rapists from last time? Masuda thinks and he curses for all the negativity he thinks. He tries to calm himself down by watching the people or kids in front of him, like a distraction. He fidgets slightly and he glances at his clock. 12:26.

He should really be calm, no negative thoughts but he just couldn't help it.

He takes out his phone out, scrolls down the contact list, finds Tegoshi's number and rings it. When he puts it near his ear, the line was busy. He ends it with a confused expression. He dials again but it was still busy.

Masuda got even more worried.

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Tegoshi hates himself for being late. It was already pass the time he and Masuda promised and he blames himself for it. He was late because he forgot to feed Tinny, he had to pay the monthly bills downstairs which took the longest because the landlord was dealing with business and he he remembers he forgot something half-way down the stairs and he had to go back to his place to get it.

Now, here he is, 2 to 3 feet away from Masuda,breathing hard from the running he did.

He was about to start walking off towards Masuda or maybe sprint towards him because he couldn't wait to be in Masuda's arms again, to see that adorable dimple on his cheek as he smiles at him until his phone rang and he was stopped abruptly. He pulls out his phone from his jeans pocket and presses the button to cancel it. But before he tucks it back in his pocket, it starts ringing again.

Tegoshi tsks and gave it a chance. It was his boss Akanishi.

"Jin?! Why are you calling me all of a sudden? I'm quite busy--"

"TEGOSHI!" Akanishi cuts him off. "I need you to come right away to the hospital near the university of yours! Something terrible happened!"

"Huh? What happened?"

"Yamapi got hit by a truck! He's really in a bad condition right now!"

"Eh?!" That was all Tegoshi could say, his heart leaping fast and his stomach tied knots. He started to panic but Akanishi calms him down by saying he should come to the hospital right away. He nods even though Akanishi couldn't see it and ends their conversation.
He starts to run again but he stops when he remembers Masuda. They have a date.

He looked back and forth from Masuda's smiling face at the children playing to the path he was going to take to get to a taxi cab to get to the hospital. He couldn't back out of their date so suddenly but Tegoshi was really worried, his heart feeling like it would stop any minute now. This was a very hard decision to make. He wants to think about what he had to do first but it was hard to think because of the pressure and worry and panic piling up inside him.

He grits his teeth and clutches at his cellular phone in frustration.

He then turns his head at the path, biting his lip. He looks over at Masuda one last time before he runs over to stop a cab.

"I'm so so sorry, Taka."

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This is my birthday present for Masuda Takahisa. I know, it's the worst gift ever. (I'll try to make up to this, I swear!) :| But anyways, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MASUDA TAKAHISA! <3 I love you so much! :*

HAI ANGST, you're back. :(

2 Sakumiya drabbles!

2010-06-27T15:03:01Z

Sakumiya drabbles! <3

Disclaimer: I don't own them. This is clearly fiction.

Title: Return
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Rating: PG
Summary: Nino begs for Sho to return.

They stood there under the cruel rain.

Nino, who's badly wounded and injured while Sho was perfectly fine, no bruises and such visible. Nino grips his sword tighter and tighter and charged towards Sho, who met him halfway. Their swords clashed together and their eyes met as they struggle to push each other with their swords.

"Why won't you come back to us? To home? With Aiba, Jun and Oh-chan?" Nino says, voice trembling and tears mixed with the rain as it ran down his pale cheeks. "We need you, Sho."

"There is no reason for me to remain there. I would only cause trouble." Sho responds, his heart breaking at the sight of Nino.

Nino's heart kept breaking too. He shook his head, not accepting his reason. He met his eyes again. "I can't accept that, Sho."

Sho bit his lip. Nino's tears kept falling as he spoke. "What about us, huh? Are you going to throw away what we have?"

"On what had done for the kingdom was shameful, Kazunari. I don't deserve to be a knight because I could not protect. I'm a fool."

"You're wrong!" Nino shouts and Sho has pushed him hard until Nino was backed away. "You're not! There's still hope!"

Sho charges again, his sword clashing powerfully with Nino that it brought him down on the muddy ground. Nino's sword fell from his hand and when he tried to reach for it, Sho kicked it away and pointed his sword at Nino's throat. Nino looked back at Sho with the same rage and sadness.

"If you won't come back then..." Nino says. "Kill me."

Those words had made Sho be taken back, his heart being torn apart. His eyes started to water, his grip loosing on his platinum sword. He felt awful, he didn't want this to happen.Then his tears have made their way down his cheeks and he dropped his sword. His knees dropped as well and his arms immediately were around Nino's body, holding him tight as he sobs.

"You fool," Sho says between sobs and hiccups. "Why would I do that? I love you too much for me to do that."

"I, too, feel the exact same way." Nino whispers. "Let's go home."

Title: Dinner
Pairing: Sho/Nino
Rating: PG
Summary: Sho prepares dinner.

"Ah, shit!" Sho jumps back as he cuts himself.

He told Nino to leave the dinner to him as he relax and play his video games in the living room. At first, Nino doubted he could do it but when Sho convinced him that it was his surprise for him and that he shouldn't worry because he spent all day last Friday and Saturday with Aiba when he taught Sho how to cook. He also said that he wanted to be a better boyfriend, in which Nino gives in and tells him to do his best while he pecks him on the cheek.

Sho was now in the middle of cutting the veggies and he cut himself. His finger was automatically placed inside his mouth to ease the pain. He goes over the sink and washes it, goes to the closet again for the medication box to get bandages. He wraps the band-aid around his index finger and when he's done, he pouts at his other fingers, which also had band-aids. He thinks maybe by the end of the night he'll be able to complete the set.

He puts the last ingredients in the pot. He goes to check on the cake he baked in the oven to see how many minutes left for it to finish. He then starts preparing the table. Sho was too busy that he didn't hear the footsteps coming. It was Nino, who came in to check if the kitchen was still neat and why Sho keeps yelping out.

"Sho-chan," Nino's voice scared the crap out of Sho. "Are you okay? I keep hearing you shout."

"I-I'm fine, Kazu." Sho laughs nervously. Nino raises a brow and goes over to him. He checks Sho's surrounding, which was dirty and when he checked Sho's condition, his eyes widened.

"Sho-chan?! What happened?!" Nino grabs Sho's hands and examined his fingers. Sho was flushed with embarrassment.

"I keep getting cuts. Sorry, Nino." Nino tsks.

"Really now, you should really be more careful." Nino advices. Sho nods. "But I'm very happy you're doing you best, Sho-san."

Sho blushes at Nino's comment and nods again. Nino places his hands on Sho's sloppy shoulders and kisses his forehead with a slight tip of his toes, then his nose, his cheek and his lips. Nino smiles when he pulled back. He took Sho's warms hands again and kissed every finger that had band-aids on them. Just then, they both heard a loud "Ding!" that signaled the cake was finished.

Sho grins excitedly and runs over to it and opens the oven and then--

"Sho-chan, get some mittens first or--"

"Fuck!"

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Now that puts me in a happy mood. ^____^ G'night, guy. I shall sleep naoooo. :)

You and I Both - Chapter 10/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-06-26T09:45:29Z

"Good morning, you." Tegoshi says with a giggle, planting fluttery kisses on his neck, cheek and chest.

Masuda props himself up with his elbows and leans in for a kiss again. "Good morning to you too."

Tegoshi hums happily when they both fell in to silence, both not wanting to get out of bed until Masuda breaks it when his stomach grumbles. Tegoshi laughs and pats Masuda's tummy. "Someone's hungry,"

Masuda blushes and nods. They both get out of bed in nothing but boxers. Tegoshi goes to the mirror to fix his bed hair and winces at the pain he feels on his legs. Masuda sees that look on his face and he was immediately concerned, going over to Tegoshi. Tegoshi turns around when he felt Masuda's hands on his shoulders. His face clearly asking the questions of, "Are you okay?" or "I hurt you, didn't I?".

"I'm okay, Taka. It's pretty normal for this happen since it's our first time last night. I can walk fine." Tegoshi tries to assure him with a smile. Masuda stayed worried.

Masuda bit his lip, thinking something over. When Tegoshi was about to leave first, Masuda catches his wrist to stop him.

"Takahisa, what--" He didn't get to f his sentence because Masuda does what he didn't expect. Masuda stands in front of him, turns around and crouches with his bare back at Tegoshi. Tegoshi stood still, unmoving and unsure of what to do next.

"T-Takahisa?" That was all that Tegoshi could say. Masuda looks over his shoulder and points with his thumb on his back. Tegoshi tilts his head in confusion. "Get on, Yuya."

"Why?" Tegoshi responds, surprised.

"I'll carry you," Masuda says, "I'll carry you to the kitchen because you're sore." With that, Tegoshi feels his heart warm up at how caring and sweet Masuda is. He's nods eventhough Masuda couldn't see it and is a bit shy when he moved a bit closer until he was able to climb on Masuda's back. Masuda holds his feet securely while Tegoshi wraps his arms around Masuda's neck tightly.

Masuda lifts, giving Tegoshi an adjust before he starts walking. Tegoshi had his cheek on Masuda's shoulder. "I'm heavy, aren't I?"

"A little but I can manage," He could feel Masuda smile when he responded. He breaths in the scent of Masuda's hair with a sigh, his heart beating in rhythm with Masuda's.

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They ate breakfast at peace.

Masuda had cooked them some sunny side up eggs and prepared rice balls and coffees while Tegoshi sat there on the table in awe. He wasn't good at cooking that much and he always had to eat something from outside or from the food his relatives give him when he started living alone.

Masuda's cooking was marvellous eventhough it was only a simple meal. He commented at how tasty it is at every bite he took and Masuda grins with a blush at his compliments. Then in between meals, Tegoshi shouted a loud "Ah!" that surprised Masuda. Masuda asked what was wrong and Tegoshi gripped his fist.

"I need to feed Tinny!"

"Oh." Masuda says, taking one last bite of his rice ball.

"What am I going to do, Taka?"

"Well, you could feed her twice as much later for lunch."

Tegoshi relaxes. Masuda stands up to collect their empty plates for dish washing. After Masuda has put it on the sink to wash later, he reaches for the cabinet and opens it to get something. He pulls out a bottle of pills. He gets a glass of water and walks back to the table to give them to Tegoshi.He asks what it was and Masuda opens it for him, placing two pills on his palm.

"They're painkillers." Tegoshi takes the pills and pops them in his mouth before drinking his water.

"Thank you, Taka." Tegoshi says, wiping the corners of his mouth. Masuda hums in return. He moves his seat closer so he could lean for a kiss. Tegoshi happily kisses back and just when the kiss about to deepen, Masuda heard a loud knocking coming from the front door.
Masuda groans but Tegoshi shushes him. "Don't mind it, they'll go away."

Masuda wants to ignore but the knocking was persistent and loud. He scratches his head with frustration, standing up and saying sorry to Tegoshi before he goes over to the door to answer it. The banging on his door kept going and going and Masuda shouts an "I'm coming!" before he stands before it and swings it open.

"Masuda!" He was engulfed by a sudden hug, not only one. He wriggles himself out of their arms with a pissed look.

"Ryo, what the fuck are you doing here?!"

"Hey buddy! I just thought I'd stop because of what Shigeaki told me!"

"What are you talking about?"

Shige walks out from behind and stands on Ryo's side with Koyama. Shige pipes in with a smirk. "I saw you with the "Angel boy" last night."

Masuda gapes and Ryo smirks. "I'm officially congratulating you for you are not a virgin no more. We should celebrate, Taka!"

Masuda stands in shock. Ryo peers over Masuda's shoulders in curiosity with Koyama and Shige.

"So, is he here? Naked, still?" Ryo asks and gets a smack on the head in return from Shige and Masuda. Masuda was staring daggers at Ryo for being a pervert. Koyama smiles beside him, patting his shoulder to calm down. It calms Masuda for a bit but he wants them all out of here. He starts to push them right out of the door. "Get out of here, you guys! We're at peace here and you suddenly come here and ruin it! Get out! Get out! Get out!"

Masuda kept pushing them out and failed to hear the sound of footsteps coming.

"Takahisa? Who was it? What's with all the noise--oh."

Masuda freezes and turns to see Tegoshi standing just a few feet away from them. Thankfully, He's wearing shirt, Masuda's shirt.
It was awkward but Tegoshi brought a hand up and waved his fingers.

"Hey, guys."

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"Nice to meet you, I'm Tegoshi Yuya."

Neat and fully clothed already, Tegoshi introduces himself to Masuda's friends on the diner, where Masuda and his friends usually hang out to, with a bow. It kind of feels like he was introducing himself as Masuda's boyfriend in front of Masuda's parents when it's not. He regains his composure and beams Masuda's friends a smile. Masuda fidgets at the hem of his shirt at how awkward this was. Ryo, Shige and Koyama introduce themselves in return.

"You're really cute, Tegoshi!" Koyama chirps, ruffling the boy's hair as if they were already close. Ryo nods with and Shige grumbles. Ryo whispers "sorry" to Shige.

Masuda facepalms himself at how silly his friends are around Tegoshi. He peeks an eye from his hand when he heard Ryo call his name. Ryo asks him what he was going to order and he replies back with a simple, "The usual,".

As time passes by, their conversations turned lively with laughters. Masuda thought it was still a bit awkward and all because considering the fact Masuda's friends know that he was the "Angel Boy"'s boyfriend. But that awkwardness was washed away as they continued to talk and talk and forget what time it is already.

"It's totally funny when I remember that Masuda ran away from you that night!" Ryo recalls, clapping his hands together as he laughs. Masuda blushes with an "Hey!".

"I was surprised that he'd run away like that." Tegoshi giggles. "But you know? When I said Masuda was cute at that time, I really meant it."

Masuda and Tegoshi's eyes met. Tegoshi smiles, hand searching for Masuda's under the table. Masuda blushes at Tegoshi comments while his friends throw him wolf whistles. They both look down at their laced hands and he squeezed tighter. Their gazes met and they both smiled while his friends continue to be silly.

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D'awwww. ♥ That's all I could say. Fluffy Tegomasu. ♥

But I don't think that fluff would be visible much in the next chapter because of something...

Well, let's just see. ;) Happy Saturday, guys! *huggles*

You and I both - Chapter 9/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-06-19T18:24:16Z

Title: You and I both
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: PG NC-17
Genre: Romance
Summary: Masuda is a sophomore in college who is still a virgin. Ryo tries to change that for him by dragging him along in a strip club where he meets the "Erotic Prince".
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't. I don't own them. This is fiction.

Previous Chapters: One / Two / Three / Four / Five / Six / Seven / Eight /

Chapter 9

Masuda's day felt like something was wrong or missing.

His days were filled with university and too much school work. He whines as he falls on his bed, wishing all those school work that waits to be done inside his backpack vanished in to thin air. He's got a lot to do and he's too tired to even process what was going on until he felt a grumble in his stomach. He pushes himself up and walked towards his dresser to get his phone which he forgot to bring today.

He brings it inside the kitchen. He heats up some food he got from Ryo when he came over the other day. While he waits for the food to heat, he opens his phone. He was surprised to see what he saw and immediately after he saw that it was 5 missed calls and 2 messages received, he panicked.

Maybe it's all from Yuya, he thinks. Looking at the details of the missed calls and he was right, it was all Yuya.

He bites his lip and and opened the first message, just in time he heard the loud 'ding' that signaled his food was done heating.

Hi, Taka, you weren't answering my calls so I thought I should send you a message instead since you're probable busy. It's almost semester break for me in a couple of days and I'm working my ass off to study for the exams this week. Just like you, huh? Oh, and I was just wondering when was...yours? Your break, I mean.

Haha, I think I'm a bit in a hurry about this but I couldn't help it, I'm too excited. But, yeah, I just thought I would...check. Anyways, Good luck to you on your exams!

Masuda feels happy and at the same time, guilty, for not answering back on Tegoshi's calls. He opens the second message and last message from Yuya.

I almost forgot to tell you,

I miss you, Takahisa. <3

With that last message and that small heart emoticon at the end, Masuda felt his heart ache and himself yearn for Tegoshi's presence, to hear that voice of his. So this was what was missing. Even if it was only a message, Masuda felt somewhat...complete.

He misses Tegoshi too, badly and he couldn't wait for his exams to be over. After staring on his cellphone for a few minutes or so, Masuda had lost his appetite and his mind was completely filled with him.

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Before Masuda prepares for bed that night, he messages Tegoshi back.

My break starts on Monday, He types, and I feel exactly the same way, I want to see you soon. Let's do our best! and with the last sentence, he smiles.

I miss you too, Yuya. A whole lot. <3

He hopes that his message would be sent faster so that his emotions would reach Tegoshi as much as possible with that tiny heart so that Tegoshi would not get worried if Masuda read his message or not. When the message was sent he relieves a sigh. He goes to sleep with a smile on his face.

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The whole week goes incredibly fast and it made Masuda more and more excited. And before he notices it, it's already Friday, the last day of his exams.

"Thank God, it's over!" Ryo says loudly and exactly after the bell rang that signaled them that tests were over and place their pens down to pass the papers, whether they were finished or not. Ryo flailed his arms around with his pen being thrown while he did. Shige sighs happily beside Masuda.

The professor dismisses them. Ryo swings his arms around Shige's and Masuda's neck with that toothy signature grin of his. "It's the semester break, guys! Don't tell me you're not excited because, hell, I'm very excited!"

Masuda and Shige laughs and they both agree with him. Ryo nudges Masuda with a smirk. "You got any plans for the day or anything, Masuda?"

"Eh? Why would you think so?" Masuda responds, caught off guard. Ryo laughs.

"It's written all over your face," Ryo points his finger over in front of his face. He could see Shige agree and quickly, he places his hands on his face like he was either trying to hide it or trying to erase it off him. It only propped more laughters from Ryo that made him blush. Ryo gushes him to confess 'cause if he doesn't he'll expose to the world that he's still a virgin.

"F-fine! Okay! I'm going to meet him today! I was about to turn down your offers if you asked after classes so that I could go to him!" Ryo nods, happily.

"What time are you supposed to meet him?"

Masuda glances at the watch on his left wrist. "Quarter to 3, maybe?"

"You better get going then!" Ryo pushes him. "You don't want your boyfriend waiting."

Masuda's ears grew red at the word 'boyfriend'. He was flushed but he didn't forget to say goodbye to his friends.

"Masuda!" He hears Shige shout from behind, suddenly. " Do your best at that, okay?"

"What, wha--" Masuda's eyes grew big when the sudden realization of what Shige meant hit him. He flashed a glare at his best friends, who he saw gave each other high-fives and ran. Actually, Tegoshi doesn't know that Masuda will be coming to his university today, it will be a surprise.

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Masuda waits near the gates of the university.

He half-glances from his watch to the spot he knows Tegoshi would come out from. He taps absent mindedly while he waits, humming himself the song Tegoshi sang beautifully when they were both in he karaoke last week. The familiar sound of the bell ringing catches Masuda's attention and he stops humming.

He peeks his head to start looking for Tegoshi. Soon, students came out like lava and Masuda had to keep his eyes sharp just to catch the sight of him carefully. A few girls stop or pause for a moment when they see Masuda, whispering "He's so cute!", "He's so hot! or "I wonder who he's waiting for...?" He blushes slightly, and nods at them politely when the girls giggle and throws smiles over to him.

His eyes never left on looking for Tegoshi and when he spotted him, Masuda felt his heart go that pace of it that was already familiar to him.
He knows he should get used to Tegoshi's presence but his heart still kept that fast beat. Masuda sees him surrounded with a few boys, a bit taller than him, laughing with him. Masuda smiles at the sight of his laugh.

When Tegoshi was close enough and was left alone by his friends, he gathered his courage and shouted: "Yuya!"

A lot of heads turn at his direction, catching attention that made Masuda regret doing what he just did. He sees Tegoshi turn his head, his eyes locked on Masuda's and he starts to run to him. When he's close enough, with small amount of people left around, Masuda drops his shoulder bag and spreads his arms out for Tegoshi to run into. He felt Tegoshi jump in to his arms instead of running into them. He lets out an "oof!" when he felt himself taken back, Tegoshi arms quickly wrapped around him in a tight bear hug.

"Takahisa!" Masuda inhales that familiar scent of his shampoo while Tegoshi buries his face on Masuda's neck. Tegoshi pulls back and flashes that smile of his that Masuda hasnn't seen for a while. He smoothens Masuda's hair with his fingers. "I got your message from last night. Why are you here?"

"It's your last day, right? Well, mine too and I figured maybe I should pick you up."

Tegoshi grew a pink blush across his cheeks. "Taka's so sweet,"

He sighs happily, pinching his cheek before taking Tegoshi's hand in his. "Let's go."

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Take me out on dinner tomorrow, Taka. At 7. Let's eat somewhere nice.

Masuda had took that note and thought about where to eat last night. The day for their dinner date has come and Masuda began to felt nervous about this as the seconds ticked away until that time comes. He heaves a deep breath and thinks maybe he should call Ryo for advice. He takes his cellphone out and dials Ryo's number with shaking fingers. He paused his thumb over the "call'' button, thinking if this was a good idea or not.

He doesn't even know why he's so nervous. Why was he so nervous? It's not like something will--

Wait, maybe something will happen tonight now, will it? He gulps down harder. He rushes towards the kitchen to fix himself a glass off water, adjusting his clothes afterwards. He checks his reflection from the mirror hanging on beside his couch, making sure he looked fine and neat.

Then his doorbell rang. Masuda's heart skipped a beat.

I can do this, he mumbles to himself. He takes a few more deep breaths before standing up and walking towards the door. When the door swings open to reveal Tegoshi, Masuda felt the nervousness he was feeling washed away.

For now.

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Masuda drove them to the restaurant. Tegoshi was amused at how big it was and wondered and asked Masuda how he knew of this.
Masuda tells him that Keiichiro's, his best friend, uncle owned the place and that his uncle invited them every after their exams while they were in their middle school years to this place. (That is after they had entered high school that they found a new place to hang out to, a smaller and much more comfortable place.) There were a lot of memories in here he says to Tegoshi. He couldn’t wait to tell them all.

The food was indeed good just like old times for Masuda. It was nostalgic, since he ordered the same order he ordered when he first came here. Tegoshi seemed to enjoy his food as well, mumbling how delicious it is between bites.

"Koyama's uncle was so great. I wonder where he is now..? Well, I'm not sure." Masuda laughs to himself for answering his own question. Tegoshi giggles and asked if he could meet Koyama one day and Masuda, of course, couldn't deny it.

Koyama was a good friend after all.

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After dinner, which Masuda gladly paid for, they both went to go for a little walk in the streets of Tokyo, where the lights where always bright.

They went to look at shops that were still open at the time time until they both craved dessert and bought ice cream to share with one another. The next thing Masuda knows is that their both going over to Masuda's place to watch a movie that Tegoshi wanted to see.
Masuda thought Tegoshi only suggested watching a movie because they both know they had nothing more to do outside but it was worth it.

He gets to spend the next three to four hours of movie watching with Tegoshi. Now here they were, snuggled close to each other on the couch with Masuda's television playing the movie "Avatar" or whatsoever that Masuda remembered went watching in the theatres with Shige and Koyama and Ryo but ended up sleeping through out the whole movie because he stayed up all night without sleep.

And now, he's watching it with the love of his life. As the movie started and went silently, so did Masuda's mind started to have think through out of it. He was thinking maybe, something won't be happening tonight or maybe something will. He thinks he's starting to rush things for them when he doesn't even know if Tegoshi wants to do it, here and now. He feels Tegoshi poke him. he snaps his attention back on the screen in time to see blue tall people on the screen being shown.

"They're really huge!" Tegoshi exclaims and Masuda nods. Watching the television for a moment before losing his attention on it again and focusing on his thoughts instead. He wants to know if Tegoshi was ready or not. If he is, then Masuda will be and if he's not, Masuda will learn to wait, patiently. He settles for that for a bit, realizing the weird silence was wrapped around them.

He feels Tegoshi adjust beside him. He feels a while later that Tegoshi too was losing his attention on the television. He looks down to see Tegoshi's eyes not on the screen but on the ground, biting his lip and Masuda knows he's thinking of something. Masuda reverts his eyes back on the television, pretending to watch.

"Takahisa," Tegoshi starts after a few minutes, Masuda's heart quickened. He hums back as a response. When he got nothing in return of response from Tegoshi, he turns his head over to him only in time to be met with a pair of familiar lips that belonged to the latter.
Tegoshi hands were on the face, kissing him deeper and hotter, pushing his tongue through Masuda's lips to meet his own.

The kiss grew hotter and hotter 'till they lost their breaths and pulled apart. Masuda was holding tight on Tegoshi's waist. "Yuya, I--"

"I don't want to rush things and it's supposed to be special and all but I'm ready. I want to become closer and closer to Takahisa. I--"

"I want you too, Yuya." Masuda cuts him off with another heated kiss. Tegoshi somewhat gets the message that Masuda seemed to say to him through this kiss and translates it as a yes and that he too was ready for Tegoshi. Tegoshi moaned into their kiss, opening their mouth more to let their tongues dance with each other. Tegoshi hands moved from Masuda's neck to his hips while Masuda found his hands wandering off at the bare skin under his shirt.

His skin was soft and his kisses are so addicting as always and Masuda wanted more.

Masuda nibbles on Tegoshi's bottom lip while Tegoshi hops on his lap to wrap his legs around Masuda's waist. Masuda shuddered in pleasure as Tegoshi grounds his hips down on Masuda's. He parts his mouth away from Tegoshi to lick and nibble at his earlobe.

"Bedroom, not here, Yuya." He whispers huskily with that voice he didn't know he possessed. Tegoshi nods and Masuda gave that as a go signal for him to stand up, with Tegoshi firmly wrapped around his waist and him holding him tight, preventing him from falling down. The short trip to the bedroom had been good because every step Masuda took caused his leg to bump on the front pants of Tegoshi while he groans at the contact, placing and scattering kisses all over Masuda's face.

Masuda turns the knob of the door and opens. He goes over to the bed and drops Tegoshi on the middle of it and climbing on top of him after that. Their lips found each other's again and it got more heated and heated. Tegoshi pulled away so that he could work on Masuda's shirt, lifting it over his head and throwing it somewhere, where they had to find it in the morning. They both slowly peeled each other's clothing until they were bare and exposed to the night air.

Masuda pulled away to scan the body of his lover, up-close it was even more beautiful than he'd ever imagined. Tegoshi's eyes were round and sparkly, his lips bruised and red and hair disheveled, hell, it only aroused Masuda further. Tegoshi blushed as he saw his boyfriend scan him and he can't help but do he same. His boyfriend was built and his muscles were big and he had the body of a god.

"Goddamn, Taka. You're really hot." He says, tracing the abs with is forefinger. It made Masuda blush but he smiled.

"Well, Yuya is beautiful as expected."

Tegoshi giggles. "I can't see why that girl of yours never lasted a long time. Taka has a really nice body but now it's all for mine!"

Masuda laughs and leans over for another heated kiss. Masuda doesn't even know what he's doing that much but before he knows it, Tegoshi breaks the kiss again. "Before we continue on, Taka, I want to tell you something."

Masuda urges him to go on.

"I-I-I'm a virgin."

And with that it felt like Masuda had a mixture of emotions of relief, surprise and confusion. But he can make it out that most of it were confusion because he could only stutter in response. "B-b-but, Ryo s-said! Wha-what? I-I thought--''

"They're rumors, stupid rumors. " Tegoshi clears it up for him. "You remember, Yamapi, right? He was my ex-boyfriend. We met during in highschool and I started my job as a stripper in my senior year, I started doing private sessions because I was with him and it was only for him but we didn't do it in the private sessions. We only do make-outs and blowjobs and such but we don't go all the way. We called it off because we thought it was better to stay as friends than lovers."

Tegoshi spilled all the answers to all the previous questions in Masuda's mind. He was speechless to respond after it.

"Oh, I see. To tell you the truth, Yuya, I'm actually the same as you; a virgin and I have no idea what i'm doing right now."

It was Tegoshi's turn to be surprised but it was quickly replaced by a small smile. "I wanted to find the right one, the one special for me and I think I've already did."

He leaned forward to kiss him again, to resume. Masuda's hand started to wander down until it reached Tegoshi's throbbing member. Tegoshi gasped in the kiss, breaking it, while Masuda then went for his neck to kiss, nibble or suck on a sensitive patch of skin he could find. He stroked fast and long and sometimes short and hard but it brought pleasure to Tegoshi, like trigger of happiness.

When that warm big hand of Masuda's left Tegoshi, he whines and Masuda shushes him with a finger as he dig something out under the pillow. Masuda brought out a small tube of lube. “I suppose this would help."

Tegoshi nods and burrows it from Masuda to coat his fingers. He lets Masuda watch as he inserts his first finger in himself that earned a moan from his lips. He adjusted to the feeling until he could put his second then his third finger. Soon enough, he starts to ride his own fingers while Masuda watched with wanton and a hanging mouth. Tegoshi looks at him with half-lidded eyes and he stops when he feels he's close because he doesn't want to end the great part yet.

Masuda was helped being prepared by Tegoshi when he grabbed the lube from his hands. He thinks that Tegoshi already knows what he's doing until that thought was quickly changed when he squeezed the lube a bit too tight and accidentally spilling it over his hands and on Masuda's clean sheets.

"Oops, spilled 'em." Tegoshi says with a guilty smile, the lube in his hand was now completely empty and was thrown to the nearest trash can. Masuda clucks his tongue but dismisses it and applies the lube on his member.

Tegoshi lies on the bed, legs parting. Masuda layed on top of him and grabbed his legs. "Ready,"

"Ready." Tegoshi responds and waits for Masuda to start.

When Masuda pushed in, Tegoshi screams. It hurts, it fucking hurts like he's being torn apart. He's not used to the feeling and it brought tears in the corner of his eyes. Masuda felt bad about the pain that was shown on Tegoshi's face. It hurt him to see him this way so was about to apologize and stop when Tegoshi abruptly tells him to continue but let him give him time first to adjust to this new feeling.

Every instinct inside Masuda told him to just thrust but he wouldn't do that. Instead, he does it slow, waiting for Tegoshi's pain to disappear.
When he feels that Tegoshi starts to move, he quickens his pace for a bit. He hears Tegoshi moan.

"T-Taka, harder, faster," He moans out loud and it only urged Masuda to do exactly that, hitting that particular spot within Tegoshi that earned him his moans. Their movements were in sync, their moans mixing together in pure pleasure. Then Masuda feels that thing in that stomach and he feels himself getting closer to come. Tegoshi's hand had started to touch himself between the legs.

With a few more hard thrusts, Masuda finally comes with a loud moan, deep inside Tegoshi, warm. He pulls out to roll beside Tegoshi, their breathing eratic. He pushes himself to look up at Tegoshi to see the mess he made but instead he saw Tegoshi still fisting himself, undone. Masuda felt pretty bad about forgetting all about him.

He nudges Tegoshi and removes his hand from his member. "Come here, Yuya."

Gesturing over in front of him and Tegoshi does exactly that, kneeling in front of Masuda. Masuda bends overs until he was close to the crotch. He wraps his hand around Tegoshi's hard member and stroked him. After that he gave the head of Tegoshi's member, an experimental lick. It gave something that he heard from Tegoshi's throat that he didn't quite catch so he gave it a lick a gain but more.
A moan passed Tegoshi lips, his fingers going through Masuda's silly locks. Masuda took it in his mouth until it hits the roof of mouth.
His head bobs up and down on Tegoshi's shaft, fast and sucking it hard until he feels Tegoshi shudder and he comes in to his mouth.

Masuda licked his lips clean and went off of the bed to get a towel. When he came back, he cleans the mess he and Tegoshi made and after cleaning, he tosses the towel away and curls up under the blankets with Tegoshi. He gives Tegoshi a passionate kiss and Tegoshi could taste himself on Masuda's tongue.

When he pulled away, he snuggles on Masuda's chest while Masuda wraps his arms around Tegoshi's smaller frame.

"That was amazing, Yuya. You're amazing." Masuda whispers in his ear. Yuya giggles and says "You too" with a peck on his cheek.

"I'm glad you're my first, Taka." He smiles and Masuda nods to agree with.

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Only a few more chapters left. But don't worry, I've got a new TegoMasu fic in mind. :)

WOOT. This was long. I'm glad I was able to get this finished before my birthday. Oh and we watched Karate Kid today. Hihi. :3

SLEEP NAO. :)

You and I both - Chapter 8/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-06-13T17:27:29Z

Title: You and I both
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Summary: Masuda is a sophomore in college who is still a virgin. Ryo tries to change that for him by dragging him along in a strip club where he meets the "Erotic Prince".
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't. I don't own them. This is fiction.

Previous Chapters: One / Two / Three / Four / Five / Six / Seven /

Chapter 8

I like how his smile is always bright and makes my day.

I like the way he ruffles his hair when he's nervous and such.

I like his flat and husky voice.

I like his laughter.

Tegoshi couldn't help but rhyme all the things he liked about Masuda as he waited inside the diner beside Masuda's university. It's a game that Tegoshi didn't know he started and it always made him smile. He feels like a kid, having a first crush that you met on the first day of school that you could not help but think about all the time. It made Tegoshi giggle and puts him on a good mood too. He was excited as well, because today is their first date.

I like that dimple that appears on his right cheek when he smiles at me.

He keeps an eye on the door on the left, the entrance, waiting for Masuda to push it open and appear. He checks his watch and almost laughs at himself because maybe he was a bit too early.

I like how he laces his fingers through mine.

"Yuya!" Tegoshi's eyes sparkled and saw Masuda run towards him. When he stopped in front of Tegoshi, he was breathing really hard with a hand on his chest. Tegoshi doesn't want Masuda to sit in front of him but he wants him to sit beside him on this fluffy yellow seat. He wants to be close. He rubs Masuda's arm, asking if he's okay when Tegoshi guided him and they both sat down together. Masuda nods with that striking smile.

"Did you wait long?" Tegoshi shakes his head. Masuda heaves a relief and tired breath. "That's good."

"You seemed to be really tired. What happened, Taka?"

"First, when I was passing by the university, professor noticed me and told me to help him put something back on the other side of the building, on the second floor, then after that I ran from there towards here. It was pretty far and I'm not really good at running too long."

Tegoshi laughs. "Come on, let's order, okay? I bet you're hungry."

"Please," Masuda replies. Tegoshi waves the waitress over to make their order. When the waitress walks away with their order, Tegoshi feels a hand grazing over his and the spaces between his fingers were filled with Masuda's under the table. That action made him blush and squeezed tighter.

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They spent their time between meals and after in the diner talking about themselves. Stories, facts, what they like or hate and many other things. Tegoshi learns that Masuda likes a going shopping, gyoza and yellow, Masuda learns that Tegoshi likes singing, playing pranks and pink. They tell each other random stuff alternatively like Masuda likes swimming and while Tegoshi likes soccer. They both hated bugs. Some of what they knew about each other were the same as the other's and some were different from the other's.

Masuda tells Tegoshi about Ryo, Shige and Koyama about their silliness and stuff and that they're all his best friends since middle school. In return, Tegoshi tells Masuda he wants to be a soccer player and play international. He doesn't say anything about that Yamapi guy is it? But that thought was quickly washed away as Tegoshi pulls his arm and they both head off towards the karaoke place.

Which they both requested to be their next destination.

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It was Tegoshi's turn to sing.

He was a bit shy at first, telling Masuda he's not really that good in karaoke. Masuda rolls his eyes, not believing. He gives Tegoshi a 'do your best!' smile before Tegoshi starts to sing. When Tegoshi's voice started coming out from his lips, Masuda was in deep awe.
His voice was god-like, so good, amazing and Masuda was speechless about it. He gave Tegoshi a standing ovation when Tegoshi finished it off.

"Was I good?"

"Good? That was the best. I like your voice a lot, Yuya. I didn't know you were so, so good."

Tegoshi blushes 'til it reaches his ears. "T-thank you, Takahisa."

Masuda grins and hands the microphone to him again. "Sing for me again?"

"Anything for you," Tegoshi nods enthusiastically, starts singing with a loud voice.

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He wishes this day wouldn't end, it was too great. They spend most of their time in the karaoke until they couldn't handle it any more like their voices would start to croak. It was fun, though. Definitely fun.

But before they knew it, sunset has fallen on them. They walk on the streets with small amount of people around. Masuda was leading the way with Tegoshi by his side. He tells Tegoshi that he wants to show him a special place, Tegoshi agrees. Tegoshi sneaks glances over their brushing hands with a bite on his lip, his eyes amused. Masuda stopped teasing with him and grabbed his hand.

They both halted to a stop when no one was around them anymore; to a place quiet and serene.Tegoshi gave Masuda a questioning squeeze as to ask on where they were now. Masuda looks around for a while, looking unsure and then shrugs. He starts looking around again and again without letting go of Tegoshi's hand. Tegoshi notices Masuda's eyes widened when he stopped looking and turns to where Masuda's line of vision was pointing at.

Masuda grins and starts to run, dragging Tegoshi with him. "Taka, wha--"

"I think I this is the place!"

They run up a small hill with a few trees sitting on it. They go in further and saw the biggest tree that stood out from all the trees. They both stopped in front of it, both looked up with Tegoshi's mouth quite opened. He feels himself get disappointed when Masuda lets go of his hand. Masuda flashes him a reassuring smile and climbs up the tree, careful with his steps.

He offers a hand to Tegoshi, who gladly accepts and pulls him up until they were both on their steady feet again. They turn and sat down by the tree branch. What surprised Tegoshi when they turned was the beautiful sight of the sunset. The colours and how it slowly sunk down were fantastic. He stares with a smile dancing on his lips, it was really beautiful.

"Thank you for showing me this, Taka. It's really beautiful." Tegoshi turns his head to meet Masuda's eyes. Masuda nods, taking in what was much more beautiful than the sunset. The way the colours reflected on Tegoshi's face and eyes made Masuda's heart skip a beat.

"You're more beautiful," He slips out, blushing at his own comment. He covers his mouth in embarrassment.

Tegoshi continues to smile, removing Masuda's hands away from his face before leaning forward to meet Masuda's lips. Masuda feels his back touch the bark of the tree behind him, his heart thudding wildly, his face getting hot but he kisses back with equal force, slipping his tongue inside Tegoshi's warm mouth.

My heart just won't calm when I'm with him.

Masuda thinks, curling his fingers through Tegoshi's golden brown hair. They both break the kiss to get their breaths in shape again before capturing each other's lips again. Tegoshi wraps his arms around Masuda's neck, pulls closer until his chest was touching Masuda's. They were careful, careful not to move around as so not to fall off but Tegoshi couldn't help but pull closer and closer and moan against Masuda's lips. Masuda feels exactly the same, breaking the kiss to travel his lips on Tegoshi's jaw, throat, pulse to his collarbone, sucking while Tegoshi makes those dirty sweet noises.

They were both in the heat of the moment and that heat kept growing and growing.

They should really stop now; this isn't suppose to be the place to be doing this. Masuda sneaks his free hand under Tegoshi shirt and kisses his lips again.

"Ta-Taka, w-w-we shouldn't be--Ah!--doing--" Tegoshi says against Masuda's soft lips. Masuda has to agree with Tegoshi but he couldn't bring himself to stop. He needs to stop. With that, Masuda tore his lips away from Tegoshi's. They were panting, breathing hard.
Tegoshi curls up against Masuda's chest.

"You make me go crazy, Yuya." It's a compliment and Masuda hopes Tegoshi takes it as that.

"I do now, do I?" Tegoshi teases and kisses Masuda's lips again. There was a comfortable silence after that, with Masuda petting Tegoshi's hair.

Minutes later, Tegoshi sits up and pecks him, slipping out of Masuda's embrace after to slide down the branch. Masuda whines, stretching his arms out, wanting Tegoshi to be back in them. Tegoshi playfully sticks his tongue out on him. "Get down from there first,"

Masuda does that and when he was close enough, Tegoshi runs. "Then catch me!"

Masuda thinks that will be tough since he doesn't like running but Tegoshi wasn't that really that serious and his pace was slow until Masuda was able to catch him with his arms. "Gotcha!"

Tegoshi giggles in his arms and buries his face in the crook of Masuda's neck.

"This was the best date ever, Taka." He gives Masuda a quick kiss before they start walking off, hand in hand.

I like the feeling of his lips on mine and the sound of his breathing close to me.

I like how completely loyal I will always be to him because he is just him.

I like how he makes me feel complete.

I like how it feels as though he's carrying half of me.

I love Takahisa very much.

_____

With one final kiss at Tegoshi's doorstep, Masuda pulls away and flashes him a grin, the dimple forming on his cheek.

"Call me, okay?" Tegoshi reminds, lightly poking Masuda's nose.

"I will." Masuda salutes. Tegoshi giggles before closing the door. Masuda sighs happily and turns to walk off.

"Ne, Taka!" He turns around again at the sound of Tegoshi's voice. He raises his brows in a questioning look. Tegoshi bites his lip, looking down then at Masuda again. "I want that night of ours to be special."

It made Masuda blush for a moment and he nods. "It will be, don't worry."

Tegoshi blows him a kiss before closing the door again. When the door closed, Tegoshi slides down behind it, happiness written all over his face.

I'll be ready.

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Writing this at 1am again. Thank God, there's no classes tomorrow. Because of a national holiday. :x

Uhhh, but anyways, I feel like this chapter is a bit...cheesy. :\ *sighs*

OH HAI SLEEP.

You and I both - 7/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-06-12T05:07:06Z

"I still cannot believe you were seeing the "Erotic Prince"."

Ryo laughs, playfully slapping Masuda while doing so. Masuda sighs and slaps his hand away. It's been almost two weeks since that happened. Masuda invited Ryo again, thinking of finally going over to him to clear things out and preparing on what was going to say to him but when Ryo came, he couldn't speak about it. He was too embarrassed of what he was going to say, mainly because they're about love and he's not really that type of guy to say fancy romantic stuff.

"Nishikido," Masuda massages the bridge of his nose. "I told you. I'm was not dating nor seeing him."

"It sucks that you guys are not dating each other."

"We had mutual feelings that I didn't know and I ruined it. I should've had discovered my feelings with him instead of pushing him away for time and space just for myself."

"Finally, you understand! And in other words, you were selfish."

Masuda groans, angry with himself. He pouts while he and Ryo drifted off to silence until he can hear Ryo shift behind him, putting on the boots and shake the keys. Ryo dusts himself before pulling Masuda up, forcing him to wear pants and a decent jacket. 'Huh?' is all what Masuda could say but he follows under the strict gaze of Nishikido.

"Solve things out, Takahisa. I know you want me to help you and I plan to but everything else is up to you. Now, come on."

Ryo rushes them out of the door and into his car to drive away.

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Tegoshi sighs and fumbles with the key Akanishi gave him whenever he goes to work. He goes back to work still, thinking he should because he needs the money. He's not really feeling well because he has trouble sleeping at night. Hopefully, he could put on his make-up before Akanishi would see what's under it when he see him today and hopefully, he could start working again.

Akanishi does let him but with concern written in his eyes as he looked at Tegoshi's performance tonight from afar. He's a bit unfocused too that he almost trips when the lights hits his eyes. The audience seemed didn't seem to notice though and Tegoshi was lucky for that.
When the show was over, Tegoshi lets out the biggest relieved sigh he has ever let out in his entire life. He was sweating a lot more than usual.

Doing this while he was still not fully feeling good wasn't really a good idea after all. Akanishi meets him up again in the dressing room, saw what's underneath that oily make-up and tsks. He hands Tegoshi's money for the month. Tegoshi was surprised at how early he got it, usually; he gets it at the end of the month.

"It's advanced and since I'm such an angelic boss, I'll give you another two-day break."

"Why are you doing this, Jin?" Tegoshi asks, keeping the envelope close to himself.

"Let's say I don't want my performers looking bad and then eventually something bad happens and my business breaks that's why I want you to rest already, Tegoshi."

"I'll do my best, boss."

"You bet you should or you're quitting."

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It started to rain outside when Tegoshi got out after fixing himself and checking if there were no stalkers or creepy perverts lurking around, waiting for Tegoshi so that they could do some nasty things and such that Tegoshi doesn't ever want to happen. He was always extra careful and if he does get attacked by weirdoes, the lessons he got from his father that earned him a black belt will be paid off and he's so ready to kick some ass.

He buries himself deeper in his coat, blowing at his hands to make them warm. It was a bit colder than usual and he coughs roughly. He looks from left to right and when he finds it with no one around, he crosses the street. He was thinking of what to eat for dinner and what Tinny would have as well tonight when suddenly he felt was pushed to the ground, thankfully, he landed on his arm.

He heard a cackles and he looked up to see several men looking down at him with expressions on their faces that makes Tegoshi disgusted. He scurries for his feet to run but he was held back and was pushed up on a nearby wall with so much force it nearly knocked the breath out of him. Good thing he was stable.

"Well, well, if it isn't the red district's most famous dancer, "Angel Boy". I heard you were called by that name because you were pure."

A man leaned against his ear, his hand crawling dangerously to his thigh. He could kick their butts if he wasn't pinned down by two to three people all at once. He growled with gritted teeth in response to them. The man backed up for a bit before getting closer again, hands wandering where it shouldn't be.

"You know, I really like innocent pretty boys. They're the most delicious kind of thing to enjoy." Tegoshi flinches.

"Why are you so shy? Don't worry, we ain't going to be so rough on you, we promise to be gentle." He could feel the man's breath on his lips, inching closer and closer until he was about to touch his lips.

So, this is where I lead to. I'll never get the chance to see Takahisa again.

Tegoshi squeezes his eyes shot when a hand grabbed his crotch. He should have felt those lips of the man on his already but suddenly everything halted and a shout was overheard behind the man that Tegoshi didn't quite catch. Next thing he knows, he was free, sliding down the brick wall with tears running down his cheekbones and the feeling of fear lingering inside him. He doesn't dare to look up on what was happening, he was too afraid.

He jumps at the feeling of a hand on his cheek and he pulls away, his eyes screwed shut. He could now hear the familiar sounds of punching and kicking.

"Yuya," That voice, that deep voice that Tegoshi is so familiar with, props Tegoshi's eyes to open. Masuda.

With a slight pause and a bite on his lip with tears rolling down, he jumps into the arms of Masuda. He holds tighter and tighter when Masuda hugs back while he sobs on his shirt, leaving tear stains that Masuda didn't mind. He murmurs sweet "Shh"'s noises in his ear with Masuda running his fingers through his hair. It relaxes him.

When Masuda kisses his hair, everything seemed to change in Tegoshi. With that single action that he did to him gave Tegoshi instant power and started to repair his heart. He missed Masuda so much. His warmth is enveloping him again. There's hope.

Tegoshi doesn't notice that he has lost consciousness with Masuda still firmly hugging him tight to his chest.

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Tegoshi blinks a couple of times before opening his eyes to get a clearer version of his vision to know where he was. The first thing he sees is a yellow colored ceiling from above and the light hanging down on it that hit his eyes that made him squint for a second. He opens them again but now with a hand over his eyes before he sits up to see what was surrounding him.

Where was he exactly? Is this a dream? This place was unfamiliar. He feels a pain on his head and it makes him dizzy. He runs a hand through his slick bangs and felt something on his forehead. He was curious on what it was and looked around the room to find a nearby thing to check his reflection on. When he does see his reflection from a big mirror on the other side of the wall, he saw that it was one of those things that you put on your forehead to cool down fever and such.

Did he get sick? He doesn't remember much.

A door suddenly opens that surprised Tegoshi. It almost seems like he was stuck in a dream because there stood before him was the man that he hasn't talked to for the last few days. So this is his room. The man's eyes immediately got filled with worry when he approached Yuya. He checked his temperature to see if he's fine and when he smiles, he was. He went beside Tegoshi to remove that blue thing on his forehead that he forgot was called and threw it in a nearby trash bin.

"Takahisa," His name passed from his lips, the name he hasn't said out loud for a long time. Masuda smiles.

"Yuya," Masuda says back, touching his hand. Tegoshi likes the sound of his name being called by him. "Are you okay now?"

Yuya nods, energy already building up inside that he's sure Masuda was the cause of it. "Good, good."

Now they were back to that awkward silence from a few days ago that made Tegoshi panic and gulped down hard. It seems like Masuda have read him and squeezes his hand. "Yuya, I want to talk."

Tegoshi gulps down again, nervous. He nods.

"For the past few days, I've been having trouble handling my feelings. They were so new and vague that I didn't know what to do. Truth is, I haven't been in a relationship since I was a junior in highschool and it wasn't really that serious because it only lasted for a week. There were no feelings attached at all."

Masuda looked at their hands together, pausing for a moment like he's collecting the next words he needs to say next. "But when I met you, I felt something new. A feeling that was kinda new to me that I wanted to feel ever since that relationship ended. I was afraid of this feelings because I didnt' know how to react on it so I panicked. I even pushed you away."

Masuda lifted Tegoshi's chin so their eyes would meet. "I was selfish, Tegoshi. I should've known what you felt first before mine. I'm sorry."

"I should be the one saying that, Taka. I think I was going a bit too fast."

Masuda shakes his head. "We're both at fault. Let's forget about what happened last time like it never happened, okay?"

Tegoshi agrees. Now this is the most embarrassing part, a couple of words he last needed to say for Tegoshi to let this uneasy feeling in his chest. These three meaningful words were the ones that Masuda hasn't said for all his life. It wasn't easy to say especially since he's so nervous about it.

"Yuya, I-I-I want you to finally know h-how I-I really feel a-about y-y-you." Masuda mentally slaps himself for stuttering. He can see Tegoshi being nervous about this or excited and there was tension surrounding them.

"Yes, Taka?"

Masuda breathes in deeply before taking Tegoshi's hand and placing it on the left side of his chest. Tegoshi could feel the thudding feeling at Masuda's chest which was in rythmn with his. Their hearts beating together as one. With that, Tegoshi seemed to understand how Masuda felt already. Masuda grows a scarlet blush and leans forward to whisper in Tegoshi's ear.

"I love you, Tegoshi Yuya."

Inside Tegoshi, he was jumping in utmost joy he hasn't experience in his entire life. Every doubt he had in his mind went extinct within the second. He bites his lip and feels himself grow a blush as well. He couldn't help but grin from ear to ear, throwing his arms around Masuda's neck and burying his face on the crook of his neck. Masuda felt a smile form on his lips and took Tegoshi's sudden embrace was a sign of acceptance.

"Masuda Takahisa," Tegoshi says with a touch of giggle, his breath tickling Masuda's ear. "I love you too."

Tegoshi pulls back to smile at him which Masuda returns. Masuda kisses his forehad, his eyes, his nose, his cheek and finally coming to stop on his lips. Tegoshi tilted his head to make it deeper, his breath getting taken away by Masuda. When they both broke apart, they brush their noses together with soft laughters.

"Oh, wait," Masuda says with a clap of his hands.

"Taka?"

"I don't mean to sound cheesy and all, Yuya but..." Masuda takes his hand and laced their fingers together. "Will you go out with me?"

Tegoshi blinks twice before breaking into laughter. "Of course, silly."

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Tegoshi and Masuda loooove. Awww. <3 This was kinda long too. :O

abi_chan , don't worry, I'm feeling great already. Thank you for the concern! :)

Guys, I love you for answering my question on the last chappie. You guys are so great. <3 Now, I know what I'm gonna write for that chapter. ;) I'm sorry that I couldn't reply to your comments, the first 3 days of school was such a drag. I want my summer back. ;++++++++;

Take care!

You and I both - Chapter 6/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-06-08T04:38:09Z

Title: You and I both
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: R
Genre: Romance
Summary: Masuda is a sophomore in college who is still a virgin. Ryo tries to change that for him by dragging him along in a strip club where he meets the "Erotic Prince".
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't. I don't own them. This is fiction.

Previous Chapters: One / Two / Three / Four / Five /

Chapter 6

I like him.

Tegoshi sighs. It's a silly thing to say especially with a broken heart and the one that he was thinking and describing about was the cause of it. He tries to prove that his feelings for Masuda were true and real and that he's really fallen. It hurts him more to know that he knows little of Masuda. He stares at the mirror, to himself with his puffy red and baggy eyes, thinking about him and imagining that he was in front of him right now instead of his own reflection.

Tegoshi starts to cry again. He buries his face in his arms and sobs. He shouldn't be doing this. He has a performance tonight!
He wipes his face when he looks up again with a couple of tissues and bit his lip because he ruined his make-up. He starts re-applying the make-up on his face and paused when he heard the door of the dressing room behind him open.

"Tego? Are you ready for the night?" It's Akanishi. Tegoshi meet his eyes in the reflection and when Akanishi caught the sight of his eyes, he gasps and ran towards him. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," Tegoshi says, continuing on putting make-up on his face. Akanishi stares at him, not believing what he just said.

"You're not. Want to cancel tonight's show and go home? You don't look so good, you know." Akanishi stops Tegoshi's hands from putting more make-up. He gets a towel and cleans Tegoshi's face. Tegoshi's heart warms a bit at the actions of his boss.

"Are you sure about this, Jin?" Tegoshi asks. Akanishi nods.

"From the look of your face, I feel like something is bothering you a lot. I want you to solve that problem." Akanishi smiles.

"Besides, I want to try and experiment if Kamenashi can handle the spotlight tonight." He adds with a smirk, gave Tegoshi a pat on the back before leaving him. Tegoshi whispers "Thank you,".

Tegoshi gave a small smile and looked at his reflection again. His mind fell back on him once again.

I like him.

I really, really like him and I think I've already fallen.

I love Takahisa.

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His break starts the next day.

His mind tells him to start forgetting about him but his heart is stubborn and tells him there will be a chance. A chance to where Masuda will like him back and accept him. He prays to God he does. He prays that Masuda will get his feelings sort out and they'll be together.
But then again, when he looked back on what happened that night, maybe he was going a bit too fast. He was going on his own pace and not caring about how Masuda feels that's why he got rejected. He shouldn't have jumped in to conclusions that Masuda felt the same that night.

He curses himself quietly, clenching his fists. His chest starts to hurt again, his heart keeps breaking.

He knows he was going on his own pace but he really couldn't help but fall for him.

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"Yo, Masuda!" Ryo barges in the said man's room. It was dark and the atmosphere didn't look really good. It was gloomy and cold and when he reached to where Masuda was, he feels like Masuda was emitting an aura that signals Ryo to approach him.

"Hey, Masuda?" He taps on Masuda's shoulder, Masuda slaps his hand away. Ryo leans closer, he was sobbing.

"Hey, buddy, I'm right here. Tell me what's wrong?" Masuda pulls away from his pillow, looks up at Ryo whose eyes widened when he saw how red his eyes were. He sits up to wipe his eyes with his sleeve. Ryo gives him a comfortable pat on the back.

"I hate myself for saying that to him," Masuda starts with a sniff. "I hate myself from leaving him and not give him a chance to speak."

Ryo gives an unsure laugh. "Who are you talking about, Masuda?"

"I need to figure it out soon."

"What the heck are you talking about, Masuda?"

Masuda shakes his head. "Ryo, how can you know when you have feelings for another?"

Ryo ignores the fact that Masuda hasn't told him about who he was referring to. "Love, huh? Well, I don't really know much about that thing. All I know is that the feeling of love is mutual, powerful; it's something you feel without doubt. You tend to start having such feelings when you feel like a part of you is missing or where you keep thinking about him or her."

Masuda nods in understanding. Ryo smiles at that. "Masuda, if you're still unsure on what you're feeling, follow your heart. Chances are you're already feeling it, after all love works like that. It's magic."

Masuda nods again, taking in Ryo's words, big and sweet words. Ryo nods with Masuda like he's mimicking him. A devilish grin grew on Ryo's lips after, and gave him a playful shove.

"You're having problems with your feelings for that guy that night, right? Well, who's this lucky fellow?"

Masuda hesitated for a moment before he gulped and told Ryo.

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Tegoshi sees him again after few days.

He sees him by the train station, through the crowded people, on the other side of where he was. Everyone seemed to take steps lighter today and no one around him was talking that much either. He focuses on Masuda, whose eyes were were somewhere else, waiting. He thinks that Masuda knows he's there but he's avoiding, avoiding eye contact. Tegoshi stood there, waiting for his nervous, aching and excited heart to loosen.

Gulping and half-listening to the announcement being made through the microphone about the next departures, Tegoshi sighs and goes inside the train to lead him to his university.

How longer, Taka?

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It had crossed over in his mind, again. The thought of giving up on Masuda and making him a part of the past now, then Tegoshi's heart will be free from this aching and Masuda doesn't need to bother about his denial or feelings or whatever. But there might be a chance that Masuda will figure it out and that in the end; he'll want Tegoshi to be with him.

He feels bigheaded with that kind of thought about Masuda wanting him.

But then again, Masuda had kissed him back and did enjoy it and practically when you kiss someone; it's a sign that you like them, right?

Tegoshi huffs and adjusted the bag on his shoulder.

He'll just have to wait on what's going to happen in the future.

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Poor Tego. :x </3 I'm sorry that's it's kinda short, I'm tired today.

I wrote this quick because my school will start tomorrow. It'll take me a while to update but it's not really that long.

I have a question for you guys, I currently fighting with myself on this decision and I need your opinion or answers.
What should I do? Should I make Tegoshi 'pure' as in he hasn't done that yet or not? Thanks, guys! ♥

You and I both - Chapter 5/? [Masuda/Tegoshi]

2010-06-06T17:46:01Z

Title: You and I both
Pairing: Masuda/Tegoshi
Rating: R
Genre: Romance
Summary: Masuda is a sophomore in college who is still a virgin. Ryo tries to change that for him by dragging him along in a strip club where he meets the "Erotic Prince".
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't. I don't own them. This is fiction.

Previous Chapters: One / Two / Three / Four /

Chapter 5

He spent half of the day with his buddies.

He re-unites with friends for the first time again after being away from each other for so long because of different schools. The four of them, him, Ryo, Shige and Koyama met up by that usual diner they used to hang out in when they were in high school. It wasn't Koyama's treat in the end, it was Shige's. He complained and complained on how many they've ordered and not really finishing all of it. Ryo pats his head and pecks him on the cheek, "Thank you, Shigeaki" he whispers low in Shige's ears.

"No PDA please," Koyama teases, playfully placing his hands at the front of his eye vision just so to cover it. Masuda gives him a teasing shove, giving comments about how Koyama was somehow jealous at how sweet they both looked together. (But, Masuda has to admit himself, he too was a bit jealous of them both.) They went to the karaoke next, Koyama's treat since he insisted.

They sang a lot, their voices changed a little but they had real loads of fun. They ordered service again, Shige pays again. He grumbles as he took out his wallet and shoved the bills in front of him.

"My wallet dies when I'm with you guys," He complains again and earned a roar of laughters coming out from his friends. Masuda wipes a tear in the corner of his eye and watched Ryo sing next. He sings a love song, about relationships, hardships, how they fell in love and just plain, well, love. He smiles at how Ryo's voice was good and his mind drifted off to a particular guy he was with last night.

He blushed at his own thoughts and tried to wipe his blush away when he saw it from the mirror at the other side of the room.

I wonder what it'd feel like if I was with him? I wonder what kind of story we'd make if we're together?

When Ryo called him, he snaps from his thoughts. Ryo tells him it was his turn to sing and gives him the microphone.

To be with Yuya...

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Koyama parts with them with a hug, tells them, "Let's go out again anytime soon! I miss you guys!" and a "Be sure to call me too, okay?" before parting off with a sparkle in his eyes and a grin on his lips. They wave until Koyama wasn't visible anymore in the distance.
Ryo's smirk appeared right after and poked Masuda with the look that he knows.

"Me and Shigeaki will drop you. Where's the cafe?" Ryo had that tone, Shige laughs and Masuda starts to get nervous. They rode Ryo's car with Ryo teasing Masuda about how he knows how excited and giddy Masuda is inside, about that guy from last night that earned a curiousity from Shige and how he was gonna be so proud for Masuda because he was finally got himself a mate again and finally, finally get laid. Masuda splutters out the water he had been drinking, Shige wipes the side of his face, visible annoyed at what Masuda did.

"Sorry Shige, I was just surprised," He apologizes to Shige, who tried to wipe it off him but Shige grabs his hand to stop. Masuda gives a sheepy grin before turning to Ryo. "He's not my boyfriend, Ryo! We're just friends who met in the cafe after I returned his dog back."
"Tch, that's boring." Masuda smacks him on the head.

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Ryo drops him off the cafe. Shige bids him 'good night' while Ryo gushes him with a 'good luck' and threw Masuda two condom packages.
"Play safe, kid" Ryo acts to sound all superior like he's so experienced (Well, he is...) and gave Masuda thumbs up. Masuda furrows his brows in anger and threw it away. Ryo laughs.

"You're wasting condoms, jackass." Ryo says with a touch of tease.

"Go fuck yourself, Ryo." Masuda says, annoyed but he brushed it off. "But thanks for everything anyways."

Ryo gives him a playful punch on the shoulder and a reassuring smile before driving off. Masuda waves at him for a bit before turning towards the cafe, looking at the name of the shop, 'Honey, Honey Cafe' before looking around in the windows. He spotted him, walking around the cafe. Maybe he's fixing it already?

He glances at his clock. 10:05 pm. He looks up at the cafe and walks over until he could reach the doorknob. Masuda takes a deep breath and a big gulp before opening, the bells jingles above.

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Tegoshi's eyes sparkled with obvious amusement and surprise as soon as Masuda steps into the cafe.
Masuda takes careful steps as if he was about to break something towards Tegoshi, Tegoshi meets him halfway. He laughs for a bit, that laughter that made Masuda's heart flutter. He regained his posture and gazed back at Masuda's brown ones.

"Takahisa, I see you're back here again." Masuda gives a weak nod. "I'm quite surprised you took my offer again."

Masuda snakes a hand on the back of his head with another nod, nervously. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw big boxes behind Tegoshi. He looked back at Tegoshi.

"Do you need help with those...?" Masuda points the boxes behind him. Tegoshi glances to it and back to Masuda with a grin. He nods.
Masuda lifts two boxes on top of each other and walked towards the direction Tegoshi told him to. He sets it down there and wipes his brow after. Tegoshi sets his own too.

"Taka," Masuda turned at the brunette who called his name. "Did I freak you out by kissing you suddenly yesterday?"

"No, It didn't freak me out a-at all! I was just...k-kinda c-c-caught off guard, is all."

"So," The latter approached Masuda, getting close enough until there was no gap in between them anymore. Masuda feels his heart pump hard in his chest as he felt Tegoshi's breath on his face. He remembered what Tegoshi smelled from that night, he smelled like mint with a bit of strawberry. "You like me, then?"

Masuda's eyes widened, his breath caught in his throat, his heart beating terribly fast and his face turning visibly red. He tries to think about that. He was straight a week ago and now is he...gay? Is he? Sure, he was attracted to Tegoshi but he doesn't know if that attraction involved feelings for him. Does he like Tegoshi? He likes him, he does, but does he like like him?

Tegoshi places both of his hands on Masuda's biceps, going up until he could hook his arms around his neck. He had a Cheshire grin before he closed the gap between him and Masuda, lips on lips. Masuda starts to kiss back with equal force. He feels a tongue lick his bottom lip, asking for access which Masuda gives until his tongue starts to dance with his.

It was addicting like a drug, he couldn't get enough of Tegoshi's pink flushed lips, his kisses and his dominance. They pulled back for air and immediately captured each other's lips again. Thank God, they were alone.
Tegoshi's hand travelled up to tug at Masuda's hair, pulling closer and closer as if it'd make them into one. Masuda was perfectly enjoying this until he felt a hand grab his crotch. Masuda yelps in their kiss, Tegoshi gives a smirk.

Masuda groans in satisfaction at the feeling of Tegoshi's hand on his crotch. It felt good, damn good that he suddenly felt like his clothes got tight. Masuda thinks this is like a reality dream where you don't ever want to wake up to, he's kissing the guy he--

Wait.

Masuda's thoughts scrambled. Did he like like Tegoshi, really? They're kissing, a steamy one, but after it's over, where does this leave them? What will happen to both of them?

Tegoshi never saw this one coming.

Masuda pulls back abruptly; he gives a sad, heartbreaking smile to Tegoshi. Tegoshi gives him a confused look, a question in his eyes asking Masuda what's wrong. Then silence.

"Takahisa?" Tegoshi asks, pain clear in his voice.

"W-w-we can't do this." That startled Tegoshi. Masuda looked at him, his eyes on the side with a confused expression on. Tegoshi tries to touch his face but stops midway because it might make the mood worse. "What are we doing, Yuya?"

"What?" That was all Tegoshi could say. He still couldn't believe what was coming. It was starting to break him.

"What...is this? What are we doing? What's this between us?"

Tegoshi's heart broke into small pieces. He couldn't answer. His mouth won't speak or answer. He wants to clear what was happening between them but he just couldn't speak. He couldn't speak because of that stabbing pain his chest that kept going as Masuda avoided his eyes. He couldn't speak because of this feeling that was vaguely familiar, this feeling that he experienced in the past, this feeling was too strong, too painful and he didn't want to get it from Masuda.

That same feeling that you get when you experience loss or something.

Rejection.

"I-I'm confused right now, Yuya." Masuda puts a hand over his eyes. "My mind is scrambled and unclear. I need time,"

"Taka, I--" Tegoshi tried to speak now.

"I'm leaving," Masuda says, biting his lip as if preventing himself to cry. He walked pass Yuya with his head down and his heart throbbing painfully.

While Tegoshi's heart kept breaking.

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As soon as Masuda was out, he stops and kneels down. He takes a hold of his head, muttering "no,no,no,no,no" like it'll help him about his current situation.

Masuda clutched at the left side of his chest. What was this painful feeling?

It hurts and Masuda feels the pain grow when he pictured Tegoshi's face, who had pain written all over his face.

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Why do I keep writing this fiction until 1 am in the morning??!?! Geebus. :/

So, yeah, there's the angst. I'm sorry. ;++++; *slaps self*

Next chapter, in a few days. ILU guys. ♥♥♥