blah

Why must I always be an insufferable bitch when it comes to parties and holiday gatherings? I swear, I was so bitchy and lethargic and just plain depressed today for Thanksgiving. I couldn't even sit at the dinner table. My mother had a party (which is still going on downstairs), and I'm just not comfortable with all these people I hardly know. Plus, I can never eat anything because everybody's in the way, the table is too huge for me to reach across, and its just plain intimidating. So, yeah. Didn't get to eat any turkey tonight because of that...not one frelling piece. I've been upstairs in my room or on the computer for the duration, and still am. Argh. I hate this. The only thing that's getting me through is watching U2 and the Buffy Skewer's Choice Marathon on FX.

/bitchy-rant

Hope you're all doing better than I am. *sigh*