bionic thinking

Listens: Portishead - Roads

Sex and the City almost made me cry tonight. O,o And it was on TBS, heh.

Mmm..listening to Portishead. Awesome. I love the song 'Roads.'

Just finished all my homework that I've been putting off for a while now. Wow that took a long time. I practically bs-ed the Calculus part. lol. So what else is new?

I did a stupid thing today. Well, I behaved stupidly, internally, if that makes any sense. Sometimes you just need to get over yourself, you know? Yeah. That's what I needed to do today. And it's all good now, I think.

/cryptic

I was kind-of sort-of thinking about college the other day. Again. Heh. But maybe, if I really wanted to, I could go to UTSA for two years and then transfer to UT Austin. I kinda want that transition from high school to college to be a little more smoother...I don't want to abruptly pick up and move to Austin to go to UT in the next year. I'm not ready for that yet. I'm definitely ready for the freedom of no longer living with the parents - who isn't? - but other than that little flight of fancy, I don't think I'm ready yet. If I really was, I would be seriously getting my butt into gear and working on college admissions, scholarships, etc.. And I'm not, so I think that says a lot.