bionic all mixed up

Listens: oh the woe

i'm so fickle

Well, I think I've come to a decision. I'm going to drop Calculus because we found out our ranks today, and I am top ten %. If I continued in Calc. and continued to fail miserably every test, then my gpa is going to get dragged through the mud and then some, and I can't afford not being in the top ten - plus, my parents would be livid. I'm on the end of the top ten % list sooo..I've gotta drop the class. Hopefully I'll be able to drop it this week/early next week. Mrrr. *crosses fingers*

Hmm. Anything else to report today? Nothing much.

I've gotten out of the swing of writing. Instead, it's weird, but I feel like I would be happier doing something computer-oriented, graphic-wise, like.. uh..designing webpages and whatnot. But come on, what kind of a job would that be? I don't think many people are looking for webpage designers, I don't think it's a steady job, but I'd love to do something like that. I like to make things pretty. I think I'd probably be a good designer for anything visually, either clothes, websites, or even (and this would be super) magazine spreads/layouts. It would be cool to be an editor too. Or possibly and english teacher.

I seriously despise law studies, now that I think about it.

hmm. I'm rambling on because at school today we had to update our info. sheets about what college we want to attend, what field of study we'd be interested in...and I put down the following: "Law, teaching (english), computers, possibly psychology, advertising." O_O In other words - I have no clue what I want to pursue.