I've had enough of this BS

That's it. I'm moving to New Orleans, so that I might actually be able to buy hard to find Poppy Z. Brite books. Grr. Amazon.com used to have it (a long ass time ago, before it went out of print.) They have a hardcover of what I want (think it's used), for $60. I am not totally insane, people. Gah. I have bills to pay! ...loosely speaking.