Pumpkin Face

snorts

binkikitty — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 19:12:14 GMT

I take back what I said last night about not wanting to watch cutesy performances for a while.

Pajama Party is the cutest fucking thing ever. Ugh. UGH. Dying. And I actually giggled out loud watching the MV AND the live performance. XD

GIGGLED.

cramps have not gone away. it's a curse.

August 3rd, 2008

binkikitty — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 04:12:30 GMT

Ugh, jesus christ.

I've been aching all over all week, and when I woke up today my legs were extremely weak and my feet were sore. Then came the cramps... and they haven't gone away all day. I was in so much pain earlier, the cramps were so strong that I actually felt like I was gonna throw up. Cried. Cramps aren't as painful now but I'm still in pain and just...blah.

- watched Siwon's speech at the MTV Asia awards, lol his English voice is so cute. So fobby.
- Suju H pajama party, I haven't watched it yet because I just feel crappy and not really in the mood for more cutesy performances. Don't get me wrong, I love my boys to death but Eeteuk does not look right in that pajama costume imo.
- Sungmin's hair is saiyan style lately lol. xD Minnie-oppa, do it down instead of up D: They put so much makeup on him that he looks pale and his lips lack color. I honestly believe he looks healthier without the makeup, even if he has a few zits here and there lol.
- We Got Married episodes 20 + 21, ugh, ugh, ugh, Joongbo madness, I love it, I love it, I love it, I love it, I love it. Alshin was cute too, and usually I hate watching Alshin because they bore me, but when they were with Hwangbo and Hyunjoong they came alive, especially Shinae. She was so cute. I kinda wish she were still dating Minwoo now D; WGM also helps me balance out my yaoi fangirliness with het. fangirliness. Really, it really does. Healthy dose of het never hurts.
- I haven't checked up on Soshi these past few days, no energy for them, but I do know the Mabinogi single finally came out, I just haven't listened to it yet.

I love A&E Channel. And History Channel. Last night I watched something about the books that were banned from the bible (omitted) and it was just so totally awesome. Those kinds of things have always interested me, ancient texts, I'm wondering if I should major in the study of ancient texts? I'm considering it as a fall back, if my current major doesn't work out.

Speaking of majors, 17 more days before I move into my dorm. I'm starting to feel a little bit excited, but I'm still incredibly nervous. Far more nervous than excited. I just keep thinking, will I really be able to do this? Am I disciplined enough to keep myself from failing all of my classes? No one is going to push me to do my work, to pay attention, to study. It won't be high school. But then again when I was in high school, I did what I had to do.

I want to be in love and have that love returned.

Oh, and I want to be a boy. :)

Long rambling post, /end.

Last day of Chunji

binkikitty — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 05:59:02 GMT

Chunji has officially ended. :( :( :( :(

Minnie didn't cry except for at the end of one of his and Sunny's duets. He got emotional after the last word and dropped his head and covered his face. It made my heart hurt.

and for those of you who'd like to watch the actual duet, along with Just the Two of Us:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooikc4elkwE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_KyFIyh9fE

Really, :( Minnie, you didn't have to be so strong. He sang beautifully. I was so proud of him.

edit:

message to his parents: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLDU3L4GN5w&feature=user

from his mom: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e27ZtDdR858&feature=user

cuteness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdEjFQlrgCY&feature=user

binkikitty — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:47:55 GMT

For those of you who haven't seen Jokermin on Chunji yet...

Hey Sunny, why so serious?

Also, #1 thing I hate when reading comments on fics -

If the pairing is, oh, I dunno, Sungmin x Sunny, and the person who comments writes (this fic was sooo cute!!! ~~but minyoung is so much cuter xD~~)

I grew up on a pepper farm.

binkikitty — Tue, 08 Jul 2008 02:13:59 GMT

You know, google image search isn't all that great.

I typed in "boys wearing lipstick" and got one of Siwon's evisu photos.

0.o

I know what you're thinking: oh no they di'in't!

binkikitty — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 15:55:54 GMT

Well I'm here to say, oh yes they did. 8}

</div>
My Sunny! So fucking cute~! And also, all of them looked gorgeous.

Yuri, rawr gurl, good rappin' thar with Hyoyeon.

I'm so proud of you guys!!!

And I realized as I was watching it, how much of a fan I've become. 8)

I watched the Wondergirl performance of Kissing U, it was cute. XD

Also, Sunny is really really really really, ridiculously gangsta.

(Oh, for those of you in the U.S., happy 4th of July~)

Drabbles: The Won Collection

binkikitty — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 03:10:11 GMT

Five at a time. Whole collection is dedicated to eeveil, who I love more than she knows. I write for you because it makes you happy, and because you're my friend, your happiness brings me happiness. (You've already read these five, by the way)

001. Chocolate

“Stop squirming, you're ruining my lines.” Sungmin, snuggly nestled between Siwon's denim-clad thighs, breathes against the glossy bold lettering peeking out from beneath the waistband of his pants while he dips three fingers into the hot bowl beside them. “And shush already,” dark eyes peering mischievously into his pink face, “Heechul-hyung's still awake.”

Siwon can only watch, panting and gripping the pillow above his head, as Sungmin opens his fingers to let the warm melted chocolate drip thickly onto his abdomen – over the rock hard muscles contracting beneath it – then traces the gracefully curled lines of cocoa with the tip of his tongue.

002. Tattoo

You don't stop to ask yourself why you didn't even hesitate when he came to you, clutching his favorite pink hand towel and shaking a perfectly cut temporary tattoo in your face, whining with jutted lower lip for you to please, please, pleeaase Siwonnie, help him put it on since he's the only one here and it's too hot for him to do it himself. The next time you open your eyes, he's laid out flat on the living room floor shirtless, his arms folded to cradle his cheek – and you're straddling his hips, hunched over the creamy back while you squeeze a bit of water from your towel onto the thin tattoo sheet on his shoulder.

It shimmers, once you peel the paper off; a bright pink, yellow, and blue butterfly fluttering within a cloud of glitter and shine. You feel him shiver as you blow on it, your lips only centimeters from his skin, the sparkle, the butterfly, and you hear yourself through a dull pounding in your ears, a rush of heat up your neck and cheeks, it suits you, hyung.

003. Tongue

Siwon pretends not to notice it when Sungmin's cheeks thin out and lose their color because no one else seems to see it – which means he must be imagining it; the others would never let something like that pass over them without a word.

He pretends he can't tell the difference between the healthy olive hue of Sungmin's skin a month ago and the pasty, washed-out tint now when he hovers beneath a set of studio lights. Porcelain is pretty and just as desirable as any other. From the corner of his eye during rehearsal, he sees Kangin brush his knuckles down his jaw and says, in passing, looks good, kid.

No one tries to ask any questions the afternoon Sungmin returns from his doctor's appointment clutching a handful of differently sized and colored informational brochures and prescriptions; not even when he shuts himself up in his room with his favorite mixed CD on repeat for two hours to try to muffle the pathetic sobs that they all can hear anyway. Eeteuk places a bowl of hot broth in Siwon's hands while Yesung and Ryeowook and Donghae quietly set the table behind him, Sungmin's CD filling the silence. Tell him I have another bowl for him here if he wants seconds.

“Hyung...” Siwon calls from the front door that night, knuckles white as he grips his umbrella, watching the boy with all the secrets that no one seems to have enough courage to pull from him standing at the curb, barefoot, soaked, sick; his head dipped back only enough so that he can stick his tongue out to catch the cool autumn rain on the tip. “Hyung.”

004. I'm Here

I can’t do this, you realize when Hankyung hands back the grammar exercise sheet you spent all night working on, marked up in bold bright red marker. Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong…

I can’t do this, you think as hot tears well up at the edges of your eyes while you try to focus on everything Hankyung is saying, one wrong answer at a time, with a patience and wisdom that makes you wish you’d have laughed less at his mistakes with the others back in Korea.

I’m tired hyung, you want to say but your stomach turns to knots at the thought, I just want to sleep and eat my mom’s seaweed soup and play games on the bus with Hyukjae and tell bad jokes with Yesung and slap hands with Sungmin on stage and I miss my drums and I just…I just…

He sees right through you when you try to hide your eyes behind your hand, because he’s been there, he knows what it’s like to know nothing and miss everyone you love and to want to give up when you can’t stand not being able to understand that’s being said to you. You hear his chair scrape against the floor and then his hands are cupped around your head and he’s pulling you forward into his chest so you can feel his heart beating against your cheek while you cry like a homesick child.

I’m here, he whispers into your hair, in thickly accented Korean, I’m here.

005. Happy Birthday to You

“We have to be up in three hours, hyung…”

“Siwon, we’re in Manila! I know we’re big bad busy idol stars, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t do anything for your birthday. Shut up and enjoy yourself, a couple shots won’t hurt.”

“But what if—“

“No one will find out.”

“How do you—“

“Because I’m just that good, Won-ah. Here, drink.”

“…oh god, what is this stuff? Acid?”

“I don’t know, I just bought the first thing my hand touched.”

“It burns…”

“Siwon…you’re not supposed to sip a shot.”

“But it burns.”

“That’s why you take it down in one shot.”

“...did Heechul-hyung set you up to this?”

“No, I didn’t tell anyone about this. I only had enough for one bottle of…whatever this is.”

“Well then why don’t you try it?”

“Fine, if you’re going to be a baby about it, I might as well show you how real men drink.”

“…”

“…holy…burns…burns…can’t…you! Don’t…laugh at…me!”

“Sorry, I just realized if that’s what real men look like when they drink, I’d rather not drink at all.”

</div>

june 23rd

binkikitty — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 04:42:46 GMT

My grandpa's been in the hospital all day today. I think he'll be okay, though.

Feel like shit, so am practicing piano for a while. Lilium. Beautiful Thing. The keys are dusty. I need a full sized keyboard because there aren't enough keys for the music i play. even when I do everything an octave up, I still don't have enough keys.

I honestly don't want to try to fight anything anymore...so I'm just taking whatever comes at me.

You fucking douchebags.

binkikitty — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 18:56:22 GMT

Shinhwa's Soulmate concert has been postponed because:

While preparing for the concert, THE STAR COMPANY has received a lot of requests from the Chinese fans who are affected by the Sizhuan earthquake, and those who are preparing for exams to postpone the concert. Hence, we decided to postpone the concert which was scheduled to be on 21 and 22 June.

This coming from the shinhwa.biz. As I was scrolling through the comments I was shocked to see people bashing Chinese fans and saying how much they hate Chinese fans now. So I said..

Everyone in here who is saying things like "I hate china fans" and things of that nature need to snap out of it and realize that people's lives have been affected by a disaster, villages have been lost, homes destroyed, families and their loved ones harmed.

Do you even realize what you're saying? Shinhwa's concerts aren't just for overseas fans; for Shinhwa to have that concert while fans are still recovering would have been an insult. Why should China fans have to miss out on something they've been looking forward to just as much as everybody else because of something that happened completely out of control and destroyed so many lives?

You people who speak badly of Shinhwa fans should be embarrassed to call yourselves fans at all. Shinhwa fans act with much more maturity and understanding than this, regardless of whether they associate themselves with Shinhwa Changjo or not.

Suck it up, grow up, stop being selfish, and be patient until the postponement is over.

Because I can't stand ignorant, selfish fuckers.

Anh, <3

Pics.

binkikitty — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 19:46:26 GMT

I just took some pics of my messy room.

My desk
Upper desk
Music corner
Dresser
My homemade Shinhwa poster.
The poster that came with the album.

Quick update:

Self portrait
unfinished portrait of Sam

The first one I did for my art class. Second one was for fun. Can you tell I'm not very good at...shading? lol.

DO NOT FLOAT ABOVE ME WHILE I'M DYING IN THE ABYSS

binkikitty — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 18:21:04 GMT

I talked to Rash this morning for a little while. Rash is an old friend of mine that really meant a lot to me and allowed me to open up. He used to intimidate me because he's so intelligent it's unbelievable - he's also a heavy drug user, though, but he's never gotten out of control to the point of it being hard to be around him. We lost touch for almost two years because we both just got busy, and he is older than me so he's even busier than I am, but I talked to him this morning and am glad I did. I thought a lot about when we used to play World of Warcraft together xD and now I really want to play - with Kendra too. Mabinogi is fun but still isn't WoW.

His ex-girlfriend, Andra, did a tarot reading for me once when I was going through my breakup with Alex. It was really painful for me because I felt so...betrayed. It was the hardest, longest breakup I've ever endured. Her tarot reading help me a lot - she said some things that picked up my spirits. I feel kinda bad because when she and Rash were going through their breakup, she asked me if I wouldn't hold it against her and I said no...but we ended up losing touch anyway.

My puppy wouldn't let me sleep last night cuz he was sleeping all over my legs and I kept kicking him.

I asked Tatty on shinhwa.biz if we could make a new rule for the Bookstore because I don't read through everyone's stories to see which ones are complete and which aren't, so I wanted people to PM either of us when their story is complete so we can move them to where they're supposed to be and I can actually do my job, but nothing's come of it yet.

I want Eric's new drama to come out noooowwww~~~ It's a period drama but Eric makes anything good.

Hwangbo and Hyunjoong are doing We're Married together xD So dorky. Secretly hoped for Hwangbo + Junjin since they're best friends but meeh ;.;

It's been nice relaxing this weekend. Next week I should find out which Hall I'll be dorming in once school starts...exciting. :) I have graduation practice all week next week and knowing my senior class, we'll be there for a long, long, long time. Rumor has it that Monday we're there from 8 - 2. T_T NO. DO NOT WANT.

Someone's listening to Evanescence somewhere down the block. Also, is Friendster like old school myspace? Before myspace?

drabbles

binkikitty — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 00:50:52 GMT

Three shimin drabbles. Prompts by jangmi

001. Chocolate

“Stop squirming, you're ruining my lines.” Sungmin, snuggly nestled between Siwon's denim-clad thighs, breathes against the glossy bold lettering peeking out from beneath the waistband of his pants while he dips three fingers into the hot bowl beside them. “And shush already,” dark eyes peering mischievously into his pink face, “Heechul-hyung's still awake.”

Siwon can only watch, panting and gripping the pillow above his head, as Sungmin opens his fingers to let the warm melted chocolate drip thickly onto his abdomen – over the rock hard muscles contracting beneath it – then traces the gracefully curled lines of cocoa with the tip of his tongue.

002. Tattoo

You don't stop to ask yourself why you didn't even hesitate when he came to you, clutching his favorite pink hand towel and shaking a perfectly cut temporary tattoo in your face, whining with jutted lower lip for you to please, please, pleeaase Siwonnie, help him put it on since he's the only one here and it's too hot for him to do it himself. The next time you open your eyes, he's laid out flat on the living room floor shirtless, his arms folded to cradle his cheek – and you're straddling his hips, hunched over the creamy back while you squeeze a bit of water from your towel onto the thin tattoo sheet on his shoulder.

It shimmers, once you peel the paper off; a bright pink, yellow, and blue butterfly fluttering within a cloud of glitter and shine. You feel him shiver as you blow on it, your lips only centimeters from his skin, the sparkle, the butterfly, and you hear yourself through a dull pounding in your ears, a rush of heat up your neck and cheeks, it suits you, hyung.

003. Tongue

Siwon pretends not to notice it when Sungmin's cheeks thin out and lose their color because no one else seems to see it – which means he must be imagining it; the others would never let something like that pass over them without a word.

He pretends he can't tell the difference between the healthy olive hue of Sungmin's skin a month ago and the pasty, washed-out tint now when he hovers beneath a set of studio lights. Porcelain is pretty and just as desirable as any other. From the corner of his eye during rehearsal, he sees Kangin brush his knuckles down his jaw and says, in passing, looks good, kid.

No one tries to ask any questions the afternoon Sungmin returns from his doctor's appointment clutching a handful of differently sized and colored informational brochures and prescriptions; not even when he shuts himself up in his room with his favorite mixed CD on repeat for two hours to try to muffle the pathetic sobs that they all can hear anyway. Eeteuk places a bowl of hot broth in Siwon's hands while Yesung and Ryeowook and Donghae quietly set the table behind him, Sungmin's CD filling the silence. Tell him I have another bowl for him here if he wants seconds.

“Hyung...” Siwon calls from the front door that night, knuckles white as he grips his umbrella, watching the boy with all the secrets that no one seems to have enough courage to pull from him standing at the curb, barefoot, soaked, sick; his head dipped back only enough so that he can stick his tongue out to catch the cool autumn rain on the tip. “Hyung.”

cuz it's friday, you ain't got no job, and you ain't got shit to do.

binkikitty — Sat, 24 May 2008 01:34:14 GMT

Friday. At last. this week has taken forever to end.

Corey and I performed our scene, finally, and save for a few mistakes like mixing up the words in my lines, which I covered up quickly, we did really really well and got the loudest round of claps. That made me happy, considering how nervous we'd both been. Mr. Renfree wants our class to have a softball game next week. ;.; lol. Sports + me = D: D: D: D:!!!!

I think I'm crushing on Jorge. Small time right now, but may build to big time pretty soon. I love his mind, and his sarcasm and intelligence and the fact that he suffered through reading a five hundred page biography of Einstein. Today, we were the first two in drama class, and he mentioned how I didn't seem happy today. It wasn't that I wasn't happy, I just wasn't feeling well; still sleepy and with headache. But I asked, "happy how?" and he said, "well...you know...Cassie happy. Like you always are." And I about died I wanted to kiss him. But I'm afraid to move forward and flirt more because I'm afraid he'll just reject me because I'm not pretty enough. Same old story. I don't do my makeup for school usually, my hair is done almost the same way every day, my skin is very bad right now, etc.

I'm doing really well on my vocal solo. When we perform, which will hopefully be soon, I was wondering how many of you would actually watch the video of my mini-recital if I posted it? I know for sure I'm showing it to Kendra no matter what, but last time when I posted a video no one ever said anything so I assumed no one watched it. I want to be able to show you guys my own videos and stuff but if no one's gonna watch them there's just no point. So if any of you have any interest in watching one if I can record my performance, just let me know. And if not? Then just don't mention it.

I'm going to Indiana tomorrow to visit some family there. They have a hot tub...which kinda makes me look forward to it a lot more lol.

My head really hurts again. all lights are off.

edit:

o.m.g.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6sfqj_2dDU

bleh

binkikitty — Tue, 20 May 2008 01:47:31 GMT

oh jesus...

my head has been hurting all day today. i have to keep my lights off because it hurts if i don't. sensitive.

so much to do but i can't seem to get myself to do any of it. i want to stay home again tomorrow but I really can't get away with it. *scrubs furiously at eyes*

i got new glasses though.

Weekend

binkikitty — Sun, 18 May 2008 17:42:35 GMT

So, Friday was prom night, but since I wasn't going, Anna and I decided to go to Chinatown for dinner and shopping instead. Before we left, we ran into Phil and Soe who, when they found out we were leaving, decided to come along with us. Phil is a hilariously funny Vietnamese guy and Soe is funny in her own way. She's older than be by a year but she could pass for a 12 year old, she's so tiny and innocent looking. Anyway, we all went and she shopped first, I bought a Monokuro notebook to write story and fic notes in (like Jihee's Monokuro pig that scares the living shit out of me) for 4.95 or something, and they took FOREVER shopping for something to buy their english teacher Mrs. Wellner. Also, the Chinese ladies that work at the store are kinda racist and so they kept a good eye on me and any black people that were shopping rofl :x

Then we went to go eat and it took us forever to decide what to order -- when we started, this guy sitting at the table next to us was just ordering, and by the time we were done deciding, he had finished eating and was paying the bill. It was worth it though. We laughed a lot and didn't tip enough so we had to kinda run out of there quick. Then we went to Anna's house and hung out for a bit before we all left. It was nice to spend time with them. We realized during dinner that none of us had spent time with anyone from school like that in all four years of HS...lol. So it was really nice. I needed to get out.

Anna's usually very indifferent and tries not to show how happy she is about stuff, but I could tell she had fun because when I got home, she IMed me and couldn't believe how much she'd laughed. </div>

Hollywood Bowl: w/e. I at least got to see some fanpics of Minwoo and watched a fancam of him tearing his shirt off (<3333333) also a fancam of suju T and a few pics. Waiting for someone to post more. I heard Soshi's perf wasn't all that good? I wonder why? I'll wait for a fancam before deciding too.

I might be able to go see FTTS in Cali. Maybe. Still trying to work it out.

I didn't get to meet suxing this weekend because there was no way we could really meet up. Next time, though.

Tonight they're showing Mencia's new standup on Comedy Central. I'm definitely gonna try watching that shit because Mencia + standup = old school, classic, badass Mencia. None of that Mind of Mencia crap.

jangmi , if you're home around that time let's watch it together~

:OOOOOOOO SO CUTE

binkikitty — Sat, 17 May 2008 04:52:42 GMT

I'm so sorry, but this is one of the cutest things ever.

Sunny's birthday at Chunji; Sungmin wrote her a birthday song and in the beginning of the recording he does an intro and throughout the entire thing they're both so shy and ugh! And then Sunny cries at the end.

ARE THEY WEARING MATCHING BRACELETS?! WHAT IS GOING ON! D: D: D:!!!

California - You go, girlfriend!

binkikitty — Thu, 15 May 2008 23:45:36 GMT

California legalizes gay marriage!

Randy Thomasson of VoteYesMarriage.com, a campaign to amend the California Constitution to ban gay marriage, said the decision was in effect telling children that they have a "new role model — homosexual marriage, aspire to it.

"This is a disaster," he said.

IN WHAT FUCKING WAY?!?!?!

Fuck off, homophobes.

binkikitty — Thu, 15 May 2008 15:32:53 GMT

Home sick today.

stuff to do while at home -

write poem
finish puerto rico essay

MAY 15th

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUNNY-BEAR!

You make me smile and I am very happy to be a budding fan.

I love Shinhwa but I'm really mad at them at the same time. I wish they hadn't all decided to rush to do their solo stuff before they enlist into the army. They haven't done any promotion for their album or appeared on any shows together at all since their concert...and I'm a Shinhwa fan, not really a fan of a single one of them, except for Eric but his drama is still in production :\

So frustrating.

sniffles

binkikitty — Thu, 15 May 2008 04:26:19 GMT

with any luck i'll be able to stay home tomorrow and sleep off this cold thing. it's making my eyes itch. mm Nyquil~

i do have a sense of humor. i am sensitive to some things if they are said to me without me being prepared, but I can and do laugh - a lot. a whole lot. so i hope no one's ever afraid to be funny with me. if no one is, how can i ever be fun back? you know? sometimes i feel like the only thing i have to offer people is fandom, that single common interest, or fanfiction. but having a nice conversation once in a while, opening up, or even just laughing with me and responding to me makes me feel like less of a source of stress relief through fandom and more like a person.

really.

i am sensitive to some things, but i still do laugh. remember that. everyone~

my bologna has a first name

binkikitty — Thu, 15 May 2008 00:06:19 GMT

officially sick. coughing and sneezing. uuugh i have poetry to do.

A thirteen year old uses his dad's credit card for naughty things.

oh yeeaaaah.

Asked why he ordered two escorts, Ralph said he thought it was the thing to do when you win a "World of Warcraft" tournament.

Minwoo-baby~ Also, if these kids next door don't stop screaming and swearing at the top of their lungs, I swear to god I'm going to go outside and beat them.

breathing

binkikitty — Wed, 14 May 2008 11:29:58 GMT

i'm getting sick. i haven't been breathing well these past few days and it's even harder to sing. our first perf is today. *rubs nose*

i don't know if i'll be on for a while. if anyone needs me or wants me for anything, feel free to text and if I need to sign on, I will.

art

binkikitty — Wed, 14 May 2008 04:17:45 GMT

Our new project in art is to make two figurative candle holders. one of mine is inspired by that old picture of min on KTR in which he lifts his shirt and you can see his delicious spine.

totally.

i am making icons nonstop. someone stop me. but it's so relaxing in a way.

--

fmsdklfmrpog,rgflvmcx,.vmro;fmsd;fmfcv,xclv,sof,l;sd,f.mcvb,mtrigmxkgd

*mashes into infinity*

lol

binkikitty — Wed, 14 May 2008 00:26:36 GMT

Russell Peters xD

our first performance is tomorrow. nervous as hell. really really nervous.

tuesdayz

binkikitty — Tue, 13 May 2008 12:06:51 GMT

i had crazy ass dreams last night.

I wanna watch Friday and anything else that'll make me laugh 'till I'm crying.

Campo, yo vivo triste!

binkikitty — Sun, 11 May 2008 23:12:39 GMT

Been experimenting with photoshop a lot lately. Did a few more icons today lol. I was so mad because I realized I don't have any full body pics of Sungmin that aren't watermarked or aren't too dark and it really pisses me off. :\

For real hafta memorize lines today. I found the song I've been looking for for my latin music project; i've been looking for it for years and turns out my aunt had the CD the whole time XD

She bought me a couple U of I t-shirts. :) *wearing one right now*

next week is gonna be brutal. really worried about the two performances we have Wednesday and Thursday. I have rehearsal tomorrow till seven, and then Tuesday we have rehearsal again until whenever she says we can go, which will prolly be never. Weds. we have performance and then after school rehearsal till hopefully 6:30 but prolly till 7. Thursday a perf, dunno if we're staying..and dunno if we're staying Friday. :x

Then Friday is prom, but I'm not going so gonna be out with Anna for dinner and stuff. Saturday and Sunday i prolly won't be around because no one else will. Everyone else will be at Hollywood Bowl and having fun together and prolly getting close and shit.. :\..

then a new week.