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Fucking Christ, another year has passed and yet, I still feel as though I got fucked over with this year. It started out fucking AWESOME. I was back in touch with one of my best friends that I had drove away because I was dating a complete dick. It was great, shit couldn't be better. Then it went down hill. Needless to say, I lost that friend, and part of me really misses the brother that I found in him years ago. I just pray that one day, things can maybe be back to normal. I was jobless for a while and went back and forth between other jobs. Atleast now I'm at one that I do really like, even if it is crazy at times. My summer was all in all pretty good, I met some awesome people, started hanging out with old friends again and picked up where I left off. I couldn't have been happier. But, we all know that doesn't last. Things went to shit by my birthday. It's been a steady line of shit since then. Granted, there are some awesome times in there..but..I've been depressed, angry, cynical, repressed...I really feel like I'm a ticking time bomb and the ticking is getting faster. And now, this is where this entry gets different from the one you would read on myspace. I don't know who my friends are, they all constantly dick me. They start out great, and within this past year..who the fuck knows who is true or not...If anyone knows what has happened then they know what I'm talking about. So, here's to you, 2008, may you not suck like you predecessors. :/ |
exhausted.