I am Free!!
Thank you God I am finally and definitely free from that crazy bitch!! For awhile I was seriously thinking I wouldn't ever be able to be free of her but she fucked up big time, Thank God and that made it really easy. It did hurt like hell but I guess it had to to be done so definitively in my life. It has taken me quite a while to get through this but now I see that it is time for me to go within and learn and grow and nurture my whole self! My Intuitive self in particular. I need time to myself now to read and practice and meditate and learn and open up totally yet go within completely!! It is time to open myself up to all the universe has to show me, to offer me. I now know to trust myself and all of my little feelings, let everything come that wants to come. I am open to all experiences that will raise my vibration and open my chakra's I will never second guess myself again. I really hope she gets the help she needs but I doubt she will, she doesn't want to face any of it. Thank you universe, for making it so black and white for me, I really needed that. In the last year I have chopped my so called friend list down to practically nothing, unfortunately there was a lot of his family that went with that, and some of mine too. I am not putting up with any bullshit from anyone anymore, I don't care if they are family, shouldn't they have more compassion and understanding for you if they are your own family and have known you since birth?? Nobody should have to put up with being accused of telling somebody to shut up when they absolutely did not but did have to play the lets interrupt me 3 times in a row while you rip me a new one for being a nice person and helping someone else out, all because you can't even come close to being that kind or having anything that resembles empathy. Don't shit on me because you cant only think of yourself!! I will not let you treat me like that. You are a selfish, self-centered, narcissistic bitch!! Even my mother said so!!