I don't know.

Some times I just don't know, don't know what to write or what to do or what to say. I'd like to know why I continually waste time by literally walking around in circles. Why do I do that?? I don't understand it, then I get so mad at myself that I have wasted all that time. Now I have to figure outs what's for dinner and how to get smoke smell off me. Damn why did I start this again. I really need to go through this room  the closet especially.