The Meganism!

Lost in my own Thoughts

beachgurrl — Mon, 25 Apr 2005 02:43:42 GMT

Hey guys sry I haven't gotten to you in almost a month probably and you probably don't even check anymore to see if I have updated anything but I have been very busy.
Three weeks ago I went to Thespian State Competition in Tampa which is an acting thing there and got a good on my musical solo piece and than I went to prom next week I had the musical Oklahoma performance and cast party woot woot. than this week we had a chorus show and cast party woot woot and than I had two parties to go to yesterday and today I went rollerblading on the trail with a few of my friends and played basketball with Dustin and this coming week I have state competition for chorus and my solo pieces there.

And the newest news of the week is I broke it off with Brian, which honestly was one of the hardest things I have had to do in my life. I don't know if all my reasons made sense to him but I know I broke his heart, but I just need this time for myself. He is all I've known since I moved here and I need this time to get to know the single meagan again. I don't think such a comitted and serious relationship is good for me in H.S. right now. If we did have something special which I know we did than it won't be hard for us to find each other again in the future just right now I need some time. And though I know in my head I did the right thing for now, in my heart it is killing me. I mean I finally realize that he is gone and it makes it worse that he won't talk or look at me. It is really hard exspecially since I known the man for 2 years and for him to be cut out of my life just like that kills me. Every couple I see I cry I mean a piece of my heart is missing he was a big part of my life. And when rachel called him and he said I can't look or talk to her b/c she ripped my heart out I felt horrible and I know I shouldn't feel guilty but I my heart keeps fighting against my mind wether I did the right thing or not, but I guess for now it is best. And if you read this Brian I just want you to know that I still deeply care for you it is just right now I'm scared on where the relationship would lead too and it was time to break up for now. I know you feel bad I do too and you probably hate me but I need this for me right now and I hope you understand. Well on that depressing note I'm going to go beat myself up again convincing me what I did was right for me. Love you guys!
P.S. Stephen when you get the chance call me

beachgurrl — Wed, 02 Mar 2005 01:58:09 GMT

hey guys things have been pretty good though I'm sick right now I have a fever. NOT KEWL! I'm am just zonked. Well for things to say not much except rehearsals and school. I have a B in Chemistry!! yay for me, but now we are learning mole conversions and it is hard. I hate it! grr..and I was doing so well. Brian and I are doing good I don't know if we will get to see each other this weekend b/c it will be sad but I'm going to try and see him ref. basketball saturday. Oh well I'm feel like crap so i'm going to go watch tv and take it easy though I have tons of homework and tomorrow I can't miss b/c I have projects due, tests, rehearsals, and volunteer work. Plus I dont' understand chemistry as it is missing a day won't be good. I guess I'll just see how I feel tomorrow. luv ya all very much!
PS Hey my steve please call when you read this

beachgurrl — Mon, 21 Feb 2005 02:36:44 GMT

Hey everybody! New news I have my license! Final I'm so... happy today I went to the trail and walked around with Brian it was fun and I got exercise then I went to go and rent a blockbuster movie by myself. I'm so... soaked I love it. It is so much better being in the car by yourself w/o my mom in the background saying STOP!!!!!!!!! I just feel more free. though it sucks that we have to share a car b/c I can't take it out for a long time like an hour tops, but my mom is thinking of getting a used car though we can't get anything yet until I have a job to help pay for gas and insurance.
Anyway other than that not much else going on. HAPPY SWEET 16 TO CHRISTINE!
I love you guys.

PS Gina if you are there I try giving me a call or let me know how the sturm kids are. I miss them and you all.

PPS Steve hey HAPPY VALENTINES DAY let me know how your dance went.

NATALIE GIRL I LOVE YOU GIVE ME A CALL IF YA CAN.

YOU TOO SYD OR I'll try reaching you on aim.

PC I haven't been able to get a hold of you you are too damn busy lol

emily I love you coz and I miss you let me know how you are doing!

BETH I'm NOT AN LJ SLACKER HAHAHA!

Lauren I love you and I'm happy for you and Brennen

Great Night

beachgurrl — Sat, 12 Feb 2005 18:19:03 GMT

Well last night was crazy first of all it was me and Brian's one year yesterday!! I can't believe we've lasted a year that is the longest relationship I've ever had and even though we get in fights I think it is worth what we have. love ya babe. Also last night I went to Chorus competition that was fun Bel Cantos and Horizons got a Superior on their ensembles and I got a superior on my solo. So we are all going to state. I'm very excited. I was fun I had a blast and can't wait till State. Now finally I can relax a bit and start concentrating on Oklahoma now that all my competitions are done, but it will soon get pretty crazy in end of April and May but oh well. I love every minute of it. Today I'm just sitting around the house and than Brian and I are going to celebrate our one year tonight since we didn't really have a chance to see each other b/c of chorus. We are going to Macoroni Grill. Well I'll keep ya updated in Meagan's World luv ya all who are patient with me b/c I don't write that much buh bye!

Lazy day after busy week!

beachgurrl — Sun, 06 Feb 2005 15:26:43 GMT

*sigh* I can finally have a relaxing day. I've been quite busy with lots of theatre thespian things. We had competition last weekend and I got a superior on my solo musical, which is the best. Then play rehearsals are getting more and more. Also in other news b/c I haven't updated in a while Paul and lauren to me it was a matter of time, but now lauren has moved on to "Brennen of innocense." Brian's Birthday was last friday we went to allison krauss and the Union Station it was Great. Brian and I will be going out for a year next week. I got him for his birthday Sea World tickets and I thought we would be able to go there for our one year next weekend, but he is too busy. Oh well I guess we can go some other time. Though I don't know what we will be doing for our one year. hmm.... anyway. I've enjoyed the past days very relaxing and just chillin catching up on a few things here and there. Today is the super bowl the big event everyone watches for its comercials and all. Goodluck trying to get a hold of any guy today! I've lately been really missing my peeps in Tulsa you guys are the bomb and I would love it if you guys would try calling or talking to hear how you guys have been doing. I've talk to a few of you and have been trying to get a hold of others but please if ya read this call or e-mail to let me know what you have been up too.
Well I'm gonna go and enjoy my nothing of a day. I luv ya guys who read my lj even though I'm a very bad lj slacker though I'm getting better.

PS Beth if you could e-mail me on how to fix up my lj a bit better that would be great. I hope you computer is fixed.

Keith Urban rocks in concert! I saw him last week at Hardrock live it was awesome!

beachgurrl — Fri, 21 Jan 2005 02:33:01 GMT

What is shakin everybody? haha
Nothing much has been going on with me the past week my mom is gone to Virginia to see her grandaughter (my neice). I got to talk to my neice too, but she didn't really answer back oh well it is only a matter of time. Anyway so my aunt has been coming to spend the night and it is kinda annoying I have to be very patient with her. She is 75 and getting senial and it like babysitting her at sometimes. Oh well mom is coming back Saturday. I haven't been feeling all that well lately Brian gave me something. well I'm going to bed I have rehearsal tomorrow and I'm tired so I'll write again later.

beachgurrl — Thu, 13 Jan 2005 17:29:49 GMT

Hey guys sry I haven't been updating like I should, but there was something wrong with my lj but it is fixed now. SO.... lets see what has been going on well the first week of school back we had 9 week exams which was really fun! jk Then this week is semester exams but I am exempt from all of them so this week I have all off.
Also for the musical Oklahoma coming up the girl who was understudy for Laurey dropped out so the teacher asked me if I wanted to be the understudy so that was exciting. And the most exciting news ever is my NEICE IS BORN AVA!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was born at 7:57 am on Jan. 11 I am so.... happy! Ava Nichole Garseusalu is her full name though the last name I can't spell right. She is 7 lbs 8 oz and 21 1/2 inches long. Very long baby she is probably going to be tall. Well that is it for now when I have pictures I will post them up.

P.S. Stephen if you read this contact your meagan ASAP I want to talk to you.
P.P.S. Phantom on the Opera is the greatest movie this year I love that musical I saw it for my 3rd time last night. Not as good as the play they all say but I still really like the movie too.

beachgurrl — Tue, 04 Jan 2005 03:03:33 GMT

Hey ya'll I'm finally updating my live journal YAY!!!!! I know you are all excited especially thoose of you in kentucky! I loved coming up and seeing you guys I missed you all so..... much. Even if it was for only 3 days it was well worth it. I got to see emily, jennifer, joey, elizabeth, brittany thoose were the cousins and paul and julie (brother and sister) also lots of aunts and uncles and nanny of course. Well while I was up there I saw snow ... well... mainly slushy, icy snow but overall snow so.. that was fun and cold. Than I went to see Phantom of the Opera and it was by far the greatest movie I have seen this year! I loved it! Than I also went to build a bear and made my own bear which he/she is so... cute he/she name is snowball and is a polor bear!

Well I started school again today it was ok, went by fast so that is good. 9 week exams are this week though so I am nervous about my chemistry exam! AHAHA!!! I want to do good! Our whole schedule now is messed up b/c of the hurricanes!!! grr....
well this is all I can think of for now. I'm going to try and write in here like 3 or 4 times a week now. it is a goal of mine. Tomorrow is our first cast meeting for OKLAHOMA (it starts!)
P.S. I also had a blast on New Years and I hope you all did too.
P.P.S. I miss you 2 emily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.P.S. LONG LIVE HERMIE AND THE GANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

beachgurrl — Wed, 03 Nov 2004 18:02:18 GMT

SORRY GUYS I'm a bad girl I haven't updated in forever. I've just been very busy I went on a cruise for 7days in the West Carribean 3 weeks ago that was a blast if you want info on that let me know and I'll give you details and pictures (if I can), but I had a lot of fun on that. Then the week after that Nanny came to visit and I was glad I got to see her. I miss her a lot. So it was kewl to see her I'm trying to get my mom on letting me or both of us come up this Christmas and I think we might I don't know yet. But I'll let you Kentucky people know.

Then just last Saturday was the Homecoming Dance I went with my boyfriend Brian of course we have almost been going out for 9 months! WOW this has been the longest ever and I'm enjoying every minute of it. Also there was HAlloween I hope everybody had fun. I dressed up as a Vampire and scared the kids while giving them candy, but I was nice to the little little kids.

And the Biggest news of all is my BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY! I'm now offically SWEET 16!!!!!!! WOO HOO I'm was so.... excited. Oh and thanks lauren again for the big Inflated Whale that I had to carry around to all my classes. And also like to say a Happy late Birthday to Stephen I love you Stephen happy 16th to you too.!

Well I better get going I'm also working on the Fall play so once things settle down I'm going try and write more to you all
buh bye! luv ya all!

FED-UP!

beachgurrl — Thu, 09 Sep 2004 12:30:03 GMT

Hey guys! WOW the last month has been pretty hetic. Since I wrote to you last I've had 2 hurricanes come and hit central Florida! Charley and Francis damn them all! We had more damage with charley than francis, but francis took forever to go through. Like a day and a half. "literary" omg I was bored stiff. I went for Francis to my aunts house 20 min. north from here. We got it worse there than if we were to stay home which really sucked. At some points it was fun, but other times it was just boring like staring out the window boring, which I did for 2 hours. There was 6 cats, 2 dogs, and 7 people living in this little house for 4 days and I was the only one under 50 there. It was boring at some points. So anyway that has been my life right now. Oh and there is another one coming that is very strong Ivan! ahaha leave florida alone! I swear by the end of hurricane season (sometime in the beginning of november) florida is just going to be one big sandbar! lol anyway other than that stuff I got into Thesbians! which is really an honor. It is a top acting club that only a few select people can get into. It is like a elite group in act. I'm going to have fun this year, but I still miss last year. anyway ttyl. YOU PEOPLE IN TULSA NEED TO CALL ME! luv ya bye!

WE SURVIVED!

beachgurrl — Tue, 17 Aug 2004 20:31:37 GMT

Well I've been very busy lately. I SURVIVED HURRICANE CHARELY! Actually our neighborhood got nothing compared to everyone else. We had power the whole time. We had a few shingles fall off the roof and a couple of trees fall or bend (four). I mean I feel really bad b/c I drove around the area and trees are just everywhere on the streets, in peoples houses or laying on them. Screen in porches are collasped by trees. It is so.. sad. I've had my friends come over and take showers and what not or spend the night or do laudry b/c all of them had no power.

Though now the good news I heard all my friends have power now. SO I'm excited for all of them. YAY!!!! I still haven't yet been able to do my surpise with Brian b/c of interruptions lately so... grr....! And SCHOOL is closed until MONDAY!!! YAY b/c of all the damage and stuff. so I'm excited for that and kinda not too b/c we have to make it up but oh. well. It is just so... hard to describe the things I have seen here. You really dont' get a sense for anything until you see it in person. I know are bowling alley half of it is gone! The Wall is torn off. It is really sad and tons of people are dead or missing. There were like 3 or more small tornados that came through Oviedo lucky none came toward us.

I was like hiding in the bathroom for 2 hours the eye came right over us. It was so.. amazing but very scary. The bathroom vent was eching the wind and we had some leaking in our vents from all the wind and rain.

Anyway other than that it has been really boring b/c everything is shut down and I'm just sitting around the house I'm gonna get out tomorrow and do something. Well I g2g ttyl bye! luv ya all! and yes we are fine and safe, once again! bye!

DAY IN THE LIFE OF SCHOOL!

beachgurrl — Wed, 11 Aug 2004 18:13:52 GMT

Hey guys sry haven't updated in a while, but I have been busy with school and stuff. I like school it is pretty kewl it sucks not being able to see the people that graduated and to see all these new freshman and stuff it is funny at times. The freshman this year look really small. lol Well I like all my classes except I'm mad b/c Acting 2-4 and Bel Cantos (auditioning chorus) are at the same time. So I had to choose, which was Bel Cantos and I'm taking Acting 1, which sucks b/c they're alot of freshman in there but I know people my age there. Plus I feel more expeirenced there and the teacher knows me really well so I get to help her with a lot of stuff.

OH and good news peoples I got a piano!!! I told you I'm taking lessons again and I got one. It sounds so... pretty, its one of those traditional pianos that stand upright, and is a Kimball. I love it I haven't stopped playing except to write this update.

Other than that today it has been 6 months that I've been going out with my boyfriend (Brian) I think that is so... kewl the longest relationship I have ever had. I'm enjoying every mintue of it! well I'm gonna go to bed and enjoy another day of school.... grrr..! lol luv ya guys bye!

Blah Blah Blah

beachgurrl — Wed, 28 Jul 2004 17:45:56 GMT

Well today was a boring day! My mom was at work all day. So I woke up this morning and Jess calls me 3 min. before she comes over to see if it is ok to pick up something. She dumped her boyfriend phill after a while of rocky relationship. (I say good for her!) Than I practice some piano trying to remember how I use to be able to play so I won't look like a loser when I go back to my lessons. hehehe. Than I tried to tan today, talk to lauren for a bit, and did laundry. YAY how fun! Oh yea and I returned my poncho that I got b/c it had a whole in it, but I got another just like it. I love it it looks very classy. I'm also excited b/c tomorrow Brian is coming back! yay! I missed him bunches. I think Lauren, Paul, Brian and me are going to the mall if Brian doesn't have to work, which I hope he doesn't b/c I want to spend time with him. Well I'm tired. luv ya!

LONELY!

beachgurrl — Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:15:34 GMT

Hey well I'm really starting to miss Brian now I know it sounds bad b/c he is only going to be gone for 3 days but they seem to just drag on. oh well.... I just can't wait till he comes back. I'm gonna give him a big hug! hehe.

Well I got my schedule today I'm going to be running back in forth between the campusses.... great.....!!! and I found out I'm not in any classes with Lauren, which really sucks...not even Acting 2-4 b/c of some mix-up. well at least we have lunch and our lockers are next to each other. YAY! I'm ready to go back I guess... I just hate the first day b/c all it is is about rules in the classroom. please save me....! lol anyways

Lauren, Paul and me went to the mall after picking up our schudules and ate some lunch than we walked around I swear those too are such a great couple. We also saw Jess and Phill at the mall and ducked for cover. AHAHA!!! lol it was funny. Than I got my report printed at her house and we all watched this comedy video on the guy who plays in The King of Queens he is hilarious. Well I'm gonna hit the sac. ttyl luv ya guys!

What To Do While In Wal-Mart.......

beachgurrl — Mon, 26 Jul 2004 19:22:21 GMT

My friend Gina had this posted on her Xanga it is really funny take a look!

1. Get boxes of adult diapers & randomly put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking.
2. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at 10-minute intervals.
3. Make a trail of orange juice on the floor to the rest rooms.
4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "I think we have a code blue in house wares," and see what happens.
5. Put some M&M's on lay away.
6. Move CAUTION WET FLOOR signs to carpet areas.
7. Set up a tent in the camping department, tell others you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department.
8. When someone asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why won't you people leave me alone."
9. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose.
10. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from 'Mission Impossible.'
11. While handling guns in the hunting department ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are.
12. In the auto department practice your Madonna look using different size funnels.
13. Hide in the clothing rack and when people browse through whisper "PICK ME! PICK ME!!!!!"
14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker assume the fetal position and scream "NO! NO! It's those voices again!"
15. Go to the fitting room and yell real loud....."Hey we're out of toilet paper in here!"

BUSY WEEKEND!

beachgurrl — Mon, 26 Jul 2004 08:32:07 GMT

Hey guys,
First I want to congradulate my friend LAUREN for being in a miss national american pageant she did very well and looked beautiful! LUV YA GURL!!! I've had a very busy past couple of days. I went to Jess's to spend the night and we goofed around all night. Than I went to a b-day party for Tim across the street. It was a army theme it decorated really kewl, we got shirts too!

Today I got lockers for me a Lauren while she is hanging with paul today at the Cybris Hotel, which is really pretty it is HUGE!!!! I also think that Michel Jackson had some influcence on the place. LOL. oh. I didn't have to fight for your locker Brian! hehe.

Stephen today I watched your Wizard of Oz tape today it was really kewl you guys had really great setting and costums! I'm gonna send you my Damn Yankees tape so.. be looking for it in the mail when I get around to sending it. Well I'm gonna go try to get a tan! ttyl luv ya guys!

ELIZABETH YOU ARE SO.........LUCKY!!!!

beachgurrl — Tue, 20 Jul 2004 13:01:52 GMT

OMG GUYS GUESS WHAT?
ok I'll tell you. My cousin Beth got to meet Orlando Bloom and Kirstin Dunste!! That is no fair. Apparently they were filming a movie called Elizabeth Town. (funny that it is my cousins name huh?) that must of been so... kewl. I'm really jealous! lol. She had Orlando sign her purse b/c she didn't have anything with her. They are filming at her school in Louisville, KY. She couldn't get Kirstin's though b/c she ran into her trailor when the news crew were coming to set up. That is just too kewl it was her and like 7 other girls. GRRR>. I wish I could of been there. To meet celebs is too kewl. Well I got to get ready for when Brian comes over tonight ttygl!!! bye! luv ya guys!

beachgurrl — Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:46:07 GMT

I'm sad very disappointed because I wanted to talk to brian and catch up and stuff and when I think we were gonna talk all he wanted was what time tomorrow to come over and make dinner. There was no I'm happy your back or I missed you. Just you back... ok.... give me a time I g2g I can't talk. grrr...... I hate that. He shouldn't of called me if that was all he wanted and just waited till his friends left. but whatever. I should of told him that our plane didn't get in and we are stuck some where in a ghetto neighborhood or something. Oh well I'm updating everything in my live journal from the help of my cousin BETH. I LOVE YA GURL! your the Best! THANKS!!!

beachgurrl — Mon, 19 Jul 2004 15:59:36 GMT

Hey everybody I'm thru with summer now. No worries Nothing to do. Just relaxing! YAY!!

SO I will be keeping you guys updated everyday now.

I just got back from Tulsa today. I had a blast, but I'm glad I'm back too. I missed everybody up there.

Happy 16th B-day PC!!! I hope you got you license sorry you couldn't get it yesterday and drove us around instead. YEEEE HAAWW!!! Riding the saddle. hehe.

I'm going to be so.... tired tomorrow lol. I have nothing to do now it is weird. lol
OH YEA Lauren I love the RENT CDs I listened to them the whole trip I need to make copies for myself. I let some of my friends listen to some of the songs and they thought I was all weird. oh,.... well... like I don't get that anyway.

I hope my bf wasn't that upset with me so seeing my ex-boyfriends, nothing happen or anything. I mean I can be trusted. gosh. hmm....... l wonder if Jenn will make a move on him. Even though I don't think it is likely but ya never know.

Summer I feel so bad that I didn't go see you I probably wouldn't of had enough time anyway, but I would of tried to fit you in. Please forgive me.

OMG I saw the new baby of the Sturms, Mereitdith her name she is 3 months old. Gina and I want one now. lol She is adorable. I feel bad that I'm not there to raise her like I did with Maggie and Chip and half of Tanners life. Well maybe she will know me from seeing her twice a year. Well I'm gonna get some pizza and pig out and talk on the phone.

OH I have a question for you guys What do you think I should take this year for after school activies piano or dance. I don't know what I'm gonna do I love both and I'm already taking voice. Piano is more helpful for a music career and b4 it helped me with reading all the music, plus I can get a real piano EEEK!!! But than there is dance and it is good to have experience in dance, singing, and acting for Broadway plays and what not. So I don't know we can't afford both so.. if you have any suggestions please help me!!!! ahaha!!!

beachgurrl — Wed, 09 Jun 2004 18:17:19 GMT

Hey Hey peoples!
I'm am so............sorry I haven't updated this in forever I've not had a break all of this summer. I went to Brian's graduation, that was kewl, but sad though I didn't cry lol. I knew a lot of people to who were graduating. He is now officially a freshman hehe I'm older than him finally b/c I'm a sophmore. lol not really its college.

Anyways yea Julie I got your e-mail and I think it is an outrage and I'm going to tell everybody!!!!

I went to Virginia to see my bro (Andy) and Gayle. GUESS WHAT I'M GOING TO BE AN AUNT!!!!! I'm so... excited!!! eek. Beth soon I will know how you feel. We did a lot of kewl stuff there we went to Williamsburg, Yorktown and Jamestown. Pretty kewl.

Also I haven't been on in like forever b/c I have summer school. It stinks 7:15 am to 6:00 pm I'm taking two classes not to metion I have dance for 2 hours after all that on thursday. Than I have dress rehearsal this Friday night. Than our actual performance on Sunday. I'm going to be so... tuckered out. I'm taking standard history and Drivers Ed. I'm not a bad student I just wanted to take Acting and Chorus next year and I can't b/c of the 2 language you have to have to gradute and they don't offer language during the summer so.. I had to take a standard class. ::snore:: oh well it isn't that bad and I'm hanging in there. So don't get mad at me if I don't get on I will on the weekends mainly. Drivers Ed is 2 weeks (5 Hour class) and World History which is 4 weeks (5 Hour class)

beachgurrl — Sun, 21 Mar 2004 06:25:49 GMT

ok happy Beth I'm updating!! I'm so... sorry guys I haven't updated lately. I'm trying. ok. lol
gosh there is so.... much that has been going on. Well me and my b/f are doing great we have been spending are Spring Break together a lot I went to the beach w/ him and his family yesterday. That was fun! I still can't believe I can go to the beach in March!!! lol My pool wouldnt' of been open yet. pools down here they stay open all year round it is really kewl. Though cold. lol.

I'm really starting to miss you guys in Tulsa and Kentucky I want to see you guys so... bad. I had a few dreams about everyone up there last night. I feel bad I haven't been keeping much contact w/ you guys. My bad. I was really busy w/ 9 week exams (which I got good grades and brought up my english a lot.) 4 A's and 2 B's I think yea..

Than I have been have Play Rehearsals for the Spring Musical everyday now after school until 5:00. So... I haven't had a lot of time to get on b/c than I have homework dinner and usually get one phone call. so... by than it is time for bed. I feel bad I will fine time!!!! lol

oh yea and for you people up in Tulsa I'm planning on coming up there sometime in end of July. I have barely anytime to see everyone I want to because I have summer school taking history as an excel class so I don't have to take it during the school year and I can take both chorus and drama which is what I want. It is going to suck but I have to do it. Not to metion we start school August 2 doesn't that suck!!! don't give us much time. grrr...... oh well.
I hope everyone is doing good. e-mail me or chat to me when you see me on but if I don't answer it is probably my mom so.. don't get mad. bye! luv ya guys!

beachgurrl — Sun, 22 Feb 2004 15:17:25 GMT

Hey everybody!
I'm so... sorry I haven't written in like forever. Let me update you on some new things that have been going on in my life. One is I got my permitt YAY! now I can drive we'll I kinda have been, but I can now do it legall. hehe.There is also a funny story there w/ my driving if you want to hear about it e-mail me, im me, or call me on the cell or home. It is worth the call trust me. lol

In recent news I have a bf. We have been going out now for about 2 weeks. His name is Brain and he is a senior. Now I know what your thinking he is 18 too old it is illegal well we aren't planning on sex so... chill. Plus my mom really likes him if he only was a little long she would think it is perfect. Not too comfortable w/ age but she is getting use to the idea and thinks he is a great guy. He plays the gutiar and sings in the chorus and is on the dean's list. So he has brains too. but anyways yea if you want anymore details you can call or write me.

I've been booked with so many projects last 2 weekend it isn't funny!! lol but they are all over now and I'm enjoying my free weekend of homework. Well that is the short version of what has been going on and if ya want details Call me. ttyl luv ya guys! bye.

oh yea I almost forgot this Sat. I went to Solo and ensemble contest. I sang 2 solo pieces and I got rated Superior which is the best rating possible so.. now I'm going to compete in State!!! I'm so.. excited to go to state that is like so.. kewl. And as a freshman I was the only freshman trying out the rest were seniors and I think one was a junior. I just think its so.. kewl. well bye.

beachgurrl — Mon, 29 Dec 2003 19:41:31 GMT

Hey guys sry I haven't updated this in 2 weeks. I've had a lot of things happen to me. Lets see I got my english from a high C to a B so.. I was excited about that b/c now I have all a's and b's thank the lord. all exams are over. Except are stupid english teacher assigned us reading to do in a book called Tale of Two Cities I read the first 4 chapters and don't know what the hell I'm reading about lol.
other than that....
oh yea I got my wisdom teeth taken out which sucked ass. The painkillers they gave me didn't work and made me sick for 24 hours NO JOKE!!! I was puking for 24 hours not straight though, that would be gross, but I could not stand with out support I felt so nauseated. It really sucked. But now It has been an exact week and I feel so... much better and I can sing now.

Christmas was really fun I had a blast got a lot of kewl things and hung w/ the fam.
well that is it for now keep you posted and hopefully sooner than 2 weeks. Luv you all bye!

beachgurrl — Fri, 12 Dec 2003 19:06:24 GMT

OMG I haven't wrote in this forever! I've been very busy! lets see I have 9 week exams up this week well I've already taken 4! 4 more to go! yay! and I'm also excempted from my semester exam. WHOO HOO!!!! I'm happy about that.
I did my first performance to Lion Show Choir today, it was amazing! but I hated waiting in the weight room for us to go on. grr... but oh.. well we have been practicing all week practically after school. It is a big thing here, or for them. Also we are working on Candlelight! we are singing at Disney this Tuesday!!!! AHAHAHA I'm hyped up about that, it is going to be so... cool.

I heard it is snowing up there in Tulsa!!! whoot whoot!!! You guys already got a snow day you suck! lol

Oh PC man I'm sry for that thing on the phone. I tried calling you back and you never answered me. Well I hope you ain't mad I'll try again this weekend!

Just thinking about you guys up there I'm getting teary eyed. I miss you guys bunches! I hope you all are partying and having a good time. I haven't really gotten invited to many get togethers yet. A few here and there but not many which is ok but I kinda want to get my social life out of school back up. So... I guess I'll ttyl BYE!! luv you all very much!!!!!

beachgurrl — Tue, 02 Dec 2003 17:03:57 GMT

Hey I havn't wrote in a while so let me update you on what is going on. I found out Bryan likes me and I have a crush on him so... I'm waiting for him to make a move.

They moved my Wisdom teeth surgery to Dec. 22 AHAHA!!! OMG I DON'T WANT TO GO!!! I went today to get a check up and like grr...they moved me!! I'm pissed now!!

I'm going to be really busy this week w/ chorus and drama. we have like 3 performances to do this week and than drama auditions for the Spring Musical this Friday!! I'm excited for that I hope I make it no matter if it is just to walk on stage give something to an actor wouldn't matter to me! lol so.. wish me goodluck on that!!!!

Lets see other than that not much has been going on. so... I guess I'll ttyl lyl bye!!!