azulkan2 😟depressed

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Well I'll be really glad when 2016 is over. Been a sucky year all the way around. I've been having a hard time the last couple of months...I think last year at this time I was so out of it that mom's passing wasn't something I could deal with so I evidently didn't. This year since about the end of September I've been dreaming about her. Now lately I keep thinking I need to call her and tell her whats going on...and then I realize I can't.
Hopefully this coming year will be better. I'm going to New Mexico in March to see my older brother and then to Europe in July. Really looking forward to that. It's one of the reasons I've gone back to a basic account as I need to save up for this trip.
Here's hoping everyone had a great holiday and will have a super new year.