L'esprit de l'escalier

okay nobody probably read this anyway but w/e...

ayedel — Mon, 21 Feb 2011 05:16:25 GMT

Blaine it on the alcohol. Blaine it

I'm kinda bored and wayyy too anxious for Wednesday morning to come. Drunk!Blaine, sad!Kurt, the Kiss and Burt talking with Kurt are all that's occupying my brain for the past 2 weeks. Still not happy about the idea of Rachel kissing Blaine, even if it's just because of a Spin the Bottle game. Remember the 7 Minutes in Heaven between Puck/Lauren that totally went into a relationship? Yeah, there are no games that are innocent in Glee universe. Not to say that Raine will happen (Blaine IS gay damnit) but another episode of Kurt being all sad puppy and serial killer look and Blaine being all emotionally stunned is not something I am happy about. Why can't anyone give my Kurt darling some happiness? Augh!! I'm way too emotionally invested in a show that can't even get their storylines straight :(

Darren being ADORKABLE in the Ellen Degeneres show just MELTS my heart. He's such a dork it makes me wanna hug him. Finding Nemo is totally my favorite Pixar movie (omg I can't tell you how many hours I spent rewatching it and squealing at everything) and him referencing Ellen and the movie? GENIUS I SAY.

Here's the download link for Ellen show with Darren if you haven't watch it. OMGGGG MY HEART.

Truer words has never been said, Puck.

Writer's Block: Roommate from Hell

ayedel — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 08:55:38 GMT

She would wake up early in the morning at ungodly hours and make lots of noise. She;'s selfish and if you ask her anything, she will just grunt or pretend she doesn't know anything. She talks bad about me and then pretend she has nothing to do with it. And she steals my things and money :|

sometimes i think i can fly when i'm with you but then i remember i am only dreaming

ayedel — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 01:34:33 GMT

this is how it looks like here, at least it was last week until the rain decided to pour every day since last friday and now its freezing cold.

Today is where your book begin, the rest is still unwritten

ayedel — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:49:25 GMT

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Are they blind?

ayedel — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 23:16:50 GMT

I know I rant about this before but the new profile page style seriously infuriates me. It's so ugly, intrusive (Great. Now everyone can search for my f-locked posts easily, can find out when I last posted, check my tags and whether I'm active on LJ), messy and devoid of personality. It feels like a Facebook profile and there's no privacy and its giving me terrible migraines just looking at it because of the horrible design style.

The design team should seriously remove the mention about beta-testers because they definitely has ignore us, the beta-testers' opinions about how much we disliked the new profile page and asked for an opt out. This mess is totally and 100% their own doing.

I just don't understand how many more pages of negative and hatred comments about the new profile do they need to get a hint that this new design is an utter and total disaster and all we want is just the old profile page back. We don't need every single permutation of the design, all we need is the old one.

I was going to restart paying for this account again but I'm never paying LJ again with this mess that obviously show that their customer service is horrendous and they don't value the customers' opinion at all. I demoted my account to basic again so that they won't get ad revenues from me anymore because LJ obviously only listen to us when finances are involved. (anyone notice whenever there's a major change in LJ, there's a permanent account sales?)

Please reply to this two posts about your opinion on this new profile design. Thank you.
http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17908.html
http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17491.html

One minute I held the key, next the wall was closed on me

ayedel — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 20:27:04 GMT

Did you ever have the blank feeling and all you want to do is disappear? Like everything's going to disintegrate. I miss too many people, feel too much and too little at the same time.