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  <title>L'esprit de l'escalier</title>
  <subtitle>starcrossed lover.</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>starcrossed lover.</name>
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  <updated>2011-02-21T05:19:47Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayedel:114450</id>
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    <title>okay nobody probably read this anyway but w/e...</title>
    <published>2011-02-21T05:16:25Z</published>
    <updated>2011-02-21T05:19:47Z</updated>
    <category term="too emotionally invested"/>
    <category term="how adorkable can darren criss get"/>
    <lj:music>Darren Criss - Not alone</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://i548.photobucket.com/albums/ii356/pastlover/Tumblr_lgs4h6mdtR1qcfeid.gif" fetchpriority="high" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;Blaine it on the alcohol. Blaine it&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm kinda bored and wayyy too anxious for Wednesday morning to come. Drunk!Blaine, sad!Kurt, the Kiss and Burt talking with Kurt are all that's occupying my brain for the past 2 weeks. Still not happy about the idea of Rachel kissing Blaine, even if it's just because of a Spin the Bottle game. Remember the 7 Minutes in Heaven between Puck/Lauren that totally went into a relationship? Yeah, there are no games that are innocent in Glee universe. Not to say that Raine will happen (Blaine IS gay damnit) but another episode of Kurt being all sad puppy and serial killer look and Blaine being all emotionally stunned is not something I am happy about. Why can't anyone give my Kurt darling some happiness? Augh!! I'm way too emotionally invested in a show that can't even get their storylines straight :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Darren being ADORKABLE in the Ellen Degeneres show just MELTS my heart. He's such a dork it makes me wanna hug him. Finding Nemo is totally my favorite Pixar movie (omg I can't tell you how many hours I spent rewatching it and squealing at everything) and him referencing Ellen and the movie? GENIUS I SAY. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.megaupload.com/?d=FUTGK51T" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"&gt;Here's the download link&lt;/a&gt; for Ellen show with Darren if you haven't watch it. OMGGGG MY HEART.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id="114" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;Truer words has never been said, Puck.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayedel:113287</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Roommate from Hell</title>
    <published>2010-02-03T08:55:38Z</published>
    <updated>2010-02-03T08:55:38Z</updated>
    <category term="writer&amp;apos;s block"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;lj-template name="qotd" lang="en_LJ"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She would wake up early in the morning at ungodly hours and make lots of noise. She;'s selfish and if you ask her anything, she will just grunt or pretend she doesn't know anything. She talks bad about me and then pretend she has nothing to do with it. And she steals my things and money :|</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayedel:112226</id>
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    <title>sometimes i think i can fly when i'm with you but then i remember i am only dreaming</title>
    <published>2009-02-27T01:34:33Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-27T01:34:33Z</updated>
    <category term="cold"/>
    <category term="me"/>
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    <lj:music>never again - the midway state</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="https://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q280/georgeryanross/211220083350.jpg" fetchpriority="high"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is how it looks like &lt;i&gt;here&lt;/i&gt;, at least it was last week until the rain decided to pour every day since last friday and now its freezing cold.&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayedel:110501</id>
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    <title>Today is where your book begin, the rest is still unwritten</title>
    <published>2008-12-02T16:49:25Z</published>
    <updated>2008-12-02T16:57:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://s138.photobucket.com/albums/q280/georgeryanross/Live%20in%20Chicago/?action=view&amp;amp;current=030-1.jpg" target="_blank" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;img src="https://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q280/georgeryanross/Live%20in%20Chicago/030-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" fetchpriority="high"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We walked along a crowded street&lt;br /&gt;You took my hand and danced with me&lt;br /&gt;Images&lt;br /&gt;And when you left, you kissed my lips&lt;br /&gt;You told me you would never, ever forget&lt;br /&gt;These images&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy&lt;br /&gt;I thought you'd want the same for me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Goodbye, my almost lover&lt;br /&gt;Goodbye, my hopeless dream&lt;br /&gt;I'm trying not to think about you&lt;br /&gt;Can't you just let me be?&lt;br /&gt;So long, my luckless romance&lt;br /&gt;My back is turned on you&lt;br /&gt;Should've known you'd bring me heartache&lt;br /&gt;Almost lovers always do &lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayedel:109293</id>
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    <title>Are they blind?</title>
    <published>2008-11-07T23:16:50Z</published>
    <updated>2008-11-08T16:09:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Don't stop the music</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;I know I rant about this before but the new profile page style seriously infuriates me. It's so ugly, intrusive (Great. Now everyone can search for my f-locked posts easily, can find out when I last posted, check my tags and whether I'm active on LJ), messy and devoid of personality. It feels like a Facebook profile and there's no privacy and its giving me terrible migraines just looking at it because of the horrible design style. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The design team should seriously remove the mention about beta-testers because they definitely has ignore us, the beta-testers' opinions about how much we disliked the new profile page and asked for an opt out. This mess is totally and 100% their own doing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just don't understand how many more pages of negative and hatred comments about the new profile do they need to get a hint that this new design is an utter and total disaster and all we want is just the old profile page &lt;b&gt;back&lt;/b&gt;. We don't &lt;i&gt;need&lt;/i&gt; every single permutation of the design, &lt;b&gt;all&lt;/b&gt; we need is the old one. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was going to restart paying for this account again but I'm never paying LJ again with this mess that obviously show that their customer service is horrendous and they don't value the customers' opinion at all. I demoted my account to &lt;i&gt;basic&lt;/i&gt; again so that they won't get ad revenues from me anymore because LJ obviously only listen to us when finances are involved. (anyone notice &lt;b&gt;whenever&lt;/b&gt; there's a major change in LJ, there's a permanent account sales?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please reply to this two posts about your opinion on this new profile design. Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target='_blank' href='http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17908.html'&gt;http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17908.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a target='_blank' href='http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17491.html'&gt;http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17491.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayedel:102103</id>
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    <title>One minute I held the key, next the wall was closed on me</title>
    <published>2008-06-27T20:27:04Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-27T20:49:57Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Lost - Coldplay (Viva La Vida)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://s138.photobucket.com/albums/q280/georgeryanross/?action=view&amp;amp;current=95882871_50262cbb5e.jpg" target="_blank" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;img src="https://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q280/georgeryanross/95882871_50262cbb5e.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" fetchpriority="high"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Did you ever have the blank feeling and all you want to do is disappear?  Like everything's going to disintegrate. I miss too many people, feel too much and too little at the same time.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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