A lesbian thinks I'm hot.
That makes me feel all special and fuzzy inside. I guess I'm easily amused. I don't really know why. =]
BTW, broke up with Boy. No, that was completely unrelated to lesbian thing. It just wasn't working out. I really dont want a relationship right now with anyone I guess. And there were other reasons but eh.
I'm all dressed up and look really cute right now since I just came from dinner with family but now I'm home. Alone. And bored. Woe. Set is wicked fun this year though.
I think this year, senior year, has been the best year ever for me. I just feel like I've grown a lot. In maturity (heh, okay, maybe not so much), but definetly in confidence. Confidence in everything I do. And that's... that's really cool. And it's a really nice feeling to have. Confidence I mean.
I have more of a grasp of who I am. And what I do. And where my next steps will go on from here. No, I don't know where I'm going to college yet (I'm probally the only one in my high school who has no clue) but next month most of my letters should come in. And even if the ten billion other schools I applied to reject me, I still got into Guilford and it really is an amazing school. So everythings good and will work out for the best.
I don't know how people can think life is predestined. I feel that WE choose the tracks we want it to go. We choose the road to wander. Because, y'know, there can be lots of twists and turns. It can go on for miles and be super straight and suddenly take a wicked sharp turn to the right, or their can be crossroads. And yeh, crossroads can sometimes be a bitch, but part of the fun is seeing where you'll end up. And how it's different then you thought it would be.
I'm not making a lot of sense right now but somehow in the tangled jumbled mess that is my head it makes sense.
I'm a cluttered sort of person and we're always the most interesting sort. I would never want to be boring and clean. Although I feel sorry for my future roomie in college. Because my dorm room will be ridiculously messy.
Arg I need a prom dress. AND I need to talk to Pedro. You Brazilian bizitch, why are you never on aim anymore? Call me tomorrow perlease.
My mum's found religion and it's rapidly growing more and more annoying. Though it's still funny. In one of those 'dysfunctional families how stereotypicaly Jewish can ya be?' sort of way. One day in the not so distant future I will write a one woman show about my family. Performed by me. Because I'm just that cool. Well, I'll let Natalie Portman do it if she wants. I've always really loved her. I've already written down some material for it. The show I mean. I'm dead serious to. About writing it. And performing in it. It's kinda annoying that all the best Jewish comics have already done stuff like that about their dysfunctional Jewish family(Billy Crystal, Adam Sandler, Woody Allen) so I have to put some sort of twist on mine. To make it cool and stand out.
Sadly the fact that I lacketh the penis won't help since now there's actual FEMALE Jewish comedians out there (damn you Sarah Silverman for ruining my schtick).
Well I'll think up something fucking brilliant. Watch out world. Here I come.
This entry brought to you by the makers of Sickness and No Sleep. Allowing for weird brain thoughts since 1856.
That makes me feel all special and fuzzy inside. I guess I'm easily amused. I don't really know why. =]
BTW, broke up with Boy. No, that was completely unrelated to lesbian thing. It just wasn't working out. I really dont want a relationship right now with anyone I guess. And there were other reasons but eh.
I'm all dressed up and look really cute right now since I just came from dinner with family but now I'm home. Alone. And bored. Woe. Set is wicked fun this year though.
I think this year, senior year, has been the best year ever for me. I just feel like I've grown a lot. In maturity (heh, okay, maybe not so much), but definetly in confidence. Confidence in everything I do. And that's... that's really cool. And it's a really nice feeling to have. Confidence I mean.
I have more of a grasp of who I am. And what I do. And where my next steps will go on from here. No, I don't know where I'm going to college yet (I'm probally the only one in my high school who has no clue) but next month most of my letters should come in. And even if the ten billion other schools I applied to reject me, I still got into Guilford and it really is an amazing school. So everythings good and will work out for the best.
I don't know how people can think life is predestined. I feel that WE choose the tracks we want it to go. We choose the road to wander. Because, y'know, there can be lots of twists and turns. It can go on for miles and be super straight and suddenly take a wicked sharp turn to the right, or their can be crossroads. And yeh, crossroads can sometimes be a bitch, but part of the fun is seeing where you'll end up. And how it's different then you thought it would be.
I'm not making a lot of sense right now but somehow in the tangled jumbled mess that is my head it makes sense.
I'm a cluttered sort of person and we're always the most interesting sort. I would never want to be boring and clean. Although I feel sorry for my future roomie in college. Because my dorm room will be ridiculously messy.
Arg I need a prom dress. AND I need to talk to Pedro. You Brazilian bizitch, why are you never on aim anymore? Call me tomorrow perlease.
My mum's found religion and it's rapidly growing more and more annoying. Though it's still funny. In one of those 'dysfunctional families how stereotypicaly Jewish can ya be?' sort of way. One day in the not so distant future I will write a one woman show about my family. Performed by me. Because I'm just that cool. Well, I'll let Natalie Portman do it if she wants. I've always really loved her. I've already written down some material for it. The show I mean. I'm dead serious to. About writing it. And performing in it. It's kinda annoying that all the best Jewish comics have already done stuff like that about their dysfunctional Jewish family(Billy Crystal, Adam Sandler, Woody Allen) so I have to put some sort of twist on mine. To make it cool and stand out.
Sadly the fact that I lacketh the penis won't help since now there's actual FEMALE Jewish comedians out there (damn you Sarah Silverman for ruining my schtick).
Well I'll think up something fucking brilliant. Watch out world. Here I come.
This entry brought to you by the makers of Sickness and No Sleep. Allowing for weird brain thoughts since 1856.