Cheese… milk's leap toward immortality

Embarrasment.

aurelia — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 16:08:00 GMT

I had to ring up my bank today, because for some reason my netbanking wasn't working. To confirm who I was I had to give them the answers to 2 secret questions. Well, being a smart arse and writing well, innapropriate thinks backfired on me today. lol

Imagine what it would be like your parents walking in on you having sex, THAT'S how embarassing and uncomfortable it was.

To make it worse the guy cracked up laughing and I swear I was bright red and my cheeks were burning I was that embarassed. I'd have most likely died if I actually KNEW the person.

BUT, in less embarassing and exciting news I got my NCIS and The Office (UK) DVDs today which almost, but not really, made up for that embarassing probably 10 minutes of my life.

I have a think for TV shows lately and I'm trying to think of what TV shows I love that I don't own the boxsets to so I can buy them.

So far I own: BTVS, Absolutely Fabulous, House, Alias, Six Feet Under, Sex and the City, Charmed (I won that though. The books cool but I've never watched the show), The Young Ones...

I KNOW there are more shows I like, oh and I own the Friends boxest but back to more shows I like... I can't think of more I like right now.

I hope I get over my need for more DVDs craving because I'm SUPPOSED to be saving money for my overseas trip at the start of the new year.

It's 2am here so I should get some sleep seeing as I'm going to see both Tropic Thunder and Stepbrothers tomorrow. :D

Helpless is the most gut wrenching feeling at times.

aurelia — Tue, 15 Jul 2008 07:41:27 GMT

I hate seeing someone I love cry. I hate the fact more that I'm standing there and I can't do anything about it. I can't make the pain go away, click their eyes dry with my thumb and middle finger.

I feel guilty when I cry. Not for the situation but because someone I love is hurting enough to cry.

My mum hardly ever cries but tonight, right now she's crying and when I asked her if she wanted a hug, she wanted to be alone.

I don't even know why I wrote this here. To get it out maybe? Somewhere that it can't hurt anyone else?

Being an only child and not having friends I can turn to can be hard sometimes. I mean, being an only child has it's advantages when it comes to Christmas... :D But when you need a brother or a sister to talk to they're not there.

I'm sitting here 5 rooms away and there's nothing I can do but sit 5 rooms away wondering which my chest and stomach twisting in knots... It hurts and I can't handle the fact that my mother is probably hurting quadripple that.

aurelia — Sat, 27 Oct 2007 03:12:00 GMT

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aurelia — Sun, 21 Oct 2007 04:12:36 GMT

Childhood crushes...

aurelia — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 04:20:51 GMT

Today at work we were yet again talking about something completely random while we were waiting for the chief editor to watch the video and pick it apart like he always does and always makes it worse.

Today's topic was 'childhood crushes'. Most were either actresses, actors, especially James Dean or supermodels.

Who was mine?

Mr. JOE STRUMMER!
(of The Clash for those unfamiliar)

Yep, I know this is sad to admit but I had a Joe Strummer lunch box, a Clash t-shirt, well many Clash t-shirts but one in particular I'd painted over everyone in art class minus Joe Strummer. lol I also had a picture like above screenprinted on my school bag.

Now, I'm not a freak and it really wasn't just because he was hot I promise. The Clash, the WHOLE of The Clash, were and still are my second favourite band but Queen will always reign.

I still have that lunchbox but I don't use it. Random things are just stored in there I just can't remember what and it's also packed in a box somewhere but it's too cool to get rid of.

Right now, I don't really have a crush, I think people are hot, Justin Theroux in particular but not so much when he's not a character in a movie/tv show. He looked sexy as hell in Alias, Six Feet Under, the Hysteria music video and Charlie's Angels. I don't know many other movie's/tv show's he's been in... lol

Oh! Yes I do. Sex and the City but he didn't have the sexy Alias hair neither did he in the other movies I remember him being in, that stupid Duplex movie. I really didn't like that besides the semi okay perve factor that was Justin Theroux. :D

I've have to get some more work done but I will throw the question out there for those on my friends list, who was your childhood crush and your now celebrity crush? If you're game enough to say. :)

An introduction of me.

aurelia — Fri, 31 Aug 2007 05:44:00 GMT

First of all, to indroduce myself, my name's Aurelia. :)

I was born in 'Czechoslovakia', meaning I was born before it ceased to exist but moved to Ireland before I could even talk in which I lived up until I was 13. We packed up and moved to London, I got to see two London Christmas' before we moved to Australia when I was almost 16 and I'm still here...

It's sad really that my 'first language' is English but I've grown up in English speaking countries my whole life and know little of my native tongue. Just enough to say Merry Christmas to the relatives each year although I'm slowly learning, I want to learn because that's who I really am and wish I could have lived there longer prior to moving to Ireland.

Now, don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore Ireland and loved living there and I'm lucky to have had the opportunity to live in 4 different countries in my short existence, to experience what I have.

I have an older brother, no other siblings and my mum and dad are still happily married. My dad buys companies down on their luck and makes them strong only to re-sell them at a profit. Mum, she's an author, well, if you can call her that. She writes the kind of books that has Fabio look-a-likes on the front cover. It's shameful so don't ask and lucky she goes under an Alias. My brother's following in my dad's footsteps so he doesn't have to go to Uni to learn something, he's quite lazy but he loves money and is confident, that's all you need in dad's business.

Me? I don't like talking about myself, I've never been good at it. I remember, I was being interviewed after making a documentary for my final piece to complete my media degree and they asked me questions about myself and I was clueless. Ask me questions about my family, my doco or anything but me and I'm fine, I could talk for hours but try I will.

I, as I just stated, have a degree in media and don't do anything else but have a part-time job at KFC which is really bad for my hips! :) I'm shy therefore I like to be behind the scenes. Directing, producing and it's the only time I come out of my shell and I also get to be bossy and it's quite fun people doing what you tell them to do. :D

- I've never had a nickname besides the perverted guy who calls me 'legs', I like to avoid him.

- I could live on pizza, Chinese, porridge and guardian cereal. Well, that is if I wanted to be obese. I'm a lazy person. I did sign up at a gym once. I went twice within the year that I paid membership for. I felt good and proud that I wanted to get more healthy then the novelty wore off.

- I don't smoke. I have had one but that was the last because I couldn't stand the smell on my fingers even after I washed them.

- I want to go back to the Czech Republic, to Prague and live for a few years. Not forever because there's opportunities here that I wouldn't get in the Czech Republic.

- I can't stand the smell of meat cooking or oysters. If I do smell meat cooking I just can't eat it.

- My favourite bands would have to be, well top 3 at least, Queen, The Clash and Placebo.

- I don't watch much TV but I watched Alias religiously and I also watch Numb3rs if I remember what day it's on.

That's pretty much the extend of my profile for now. If you want to learn more about me gradually, please, feel free to add me. :)

Window's of time.

aurelia — Sun, 05 Aug 2007 08:17:56 GMT

I've had the update window open for almost a half hour flicking back and fourth from the other three windows I have open. Photoshop, a folder, one web browser, a movie editing program and occassionally winamp when I don't want to listen to a particular song.

I don't really know what to write. I'm one of those people who likes to be behind the scenes because I'm shy. That's why I sit in front of a computer editing a documentary or directing one rather than star in it.

Well, there's also the fact that I don't want complete strangers looking at me and judging me. I don't have a face for radio or anything just if you're up on the screen, no matter how big people are judging you and that's the truth. Not having an ego doesn't help my situation either.

I'm one of those people who questions everything even if I know it's right. I check everything 10 times and even though I know everything's done I'm still paranoid until it's been confirmed that it is right.

Speaking of getting things done though, I have some editing to do that can't wait.

New

aurelia — Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:04:16 GMT

There will be a decent post here soon! I'm still being fussy with the layout.