aster13
trying to be happy
Aster
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I've learned how to be a grown-up, but it doesn't mean I have to forget how to be a child. "Was she happy? In the end?" The Doctor's Reward, Dr Who, The End Of Time (pt 2), Season Finale "I look back on where I'm from look at the woman I've become and the strangest things seem suddenly routine... ...I put on some make-up and some LaVern Baker and pull the wig down from the shelf Suddenly I'm Miss Beehive 1963 Until I wake up And turn back to myself." Wig In A Box, Hedwig and the Angry Inch ..."And what if I stay?" "You will find yourself destroyed by grief. All you know will be around you, and at the same time far from you. Better to find a new place now." People do go back, but they don't survive, because two realities are claiming them at the same time. Such things are too much. You can salt your heart or you can kill your heart, or you can choose between the two realities. There is much pain here. Some people think you can have your cake and eat it. The cake goes mouldy and they choke on what's left. I came to this city to escape. This city is full of towers to climb and climb, and to climb faster and faster, marvelling at the design and dreaming of the view from the top. At the top there is a keen wind and everything is so far away it's impossible to say what is what. There is no one to discuss it with." Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit, Jeanette Winterson I am: passionate, loyal, angry, gentle, intense, thoughtful, friendly, considerate, bitter, shy, forceful, articulate, anxious, flamboyant, generous, selfish, provocative, emotional, intelligent, ethical, uncompromising, singular, determined, private, charismatic, radical, friendly, principled, late, honest, marmite, difficult, open, idealistic, stubborn, romantic, geeky, unusual, awkward, helpful, blunt, kind, critical, lazy, hardworking, silly, fierce and a hundred other conflicting things. I moved to London to study something of great interest to me, which will hopefully provide me with a career i can be passionate about, and a reason to get up in the morning. I'm working on creating and nurturing a social network in London. Most of my journal is friends-only, or filtered to smaller groups, so if you've been friended, you might not see the whole picture straight away. If you do friend me - please introduce yourself or i will not friend you back. Favourite radio: Livejournal's current mood (updates automatically) www.mychores.co.uk Hug me! *HUGS* TOTAL! give aster13 more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own
assam tea
bare feet
belly dancing
board games
books
burlesque
charity shops
chickens
cider
clothes
coffee
cups of tea
custard
cyberlox
cycling
discworld
dominion
dr who
dressing up
drinking tea
egyptian dance
environment
essential oils
fairtrade
fairy lights
feminism
food
foraging
fresh dates
friends
fruit
geeks
gerald durrell
glitter
gofficks
going to museums
good food
goth
green
green and blacks chocolate
hair falls
hats
health
health food shops
herbalism
herbs
hidden london
hippies
honey
hot chocolate
incense
indian food
interesting things
james herriot
knitting
london
lost bones
lush
make up
mangoes
massage
mead
midwifery
moonlight
mp3s
music
natasha atlas
natural birth
natural remedies
natural therapies
nature
not killing myself
old buildings
organic
pancakes
parks
pettitcoats
pineapple juice
placentas
plants
popcorn
public transport
purple
raspberries
rats
reading
reflexology
rpgs
saris
secret places
sexuality
sharon fruit
snow
sparkles
stars
stompy boots
strong women
sunshine
sushi
swimming in the sea
talking to people
tea
terry pratchett
thai food
the sea
the thames
tinned peaches
toe rings
toe socks
trees
vegetarianism
visiting friends
weirdos
women's press
world music
yoga
paulthegeek
Paul's Mad Ramblings
bethanthepurple
Bethan
I don't believe in suffering in silence...
darkwaterfairy
~ the (extremely) flirtblind slut ~
cloudwalker_3
Cloudwalker_3
Cloudwalker's Journal
nslm
NSLM
My Journal
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The Generalist's Curse
Making cubes from squares and triangles is stimulating fun
sotsrc
Joanne
pilot_ag
Pilot-AG
The inevitably inane ramblings of an indeginous islander
ocularsinister
Sinister Experiments on The Internet
drdoug
Dr Doug - A Wide Halo Of Ease And Leisure
just_becky
Rebecca Thomas
Misdirected Leisure Activity
severe_delays
Severe Delays
davedevil
Save me Jebass!!!
elzeekio
Zeke!
El-Zeekio the Great on Life, the Universe, and Everything
ceb
Caution: laws of physics may apply.
danielinlondon
Daniel
james_r
James Rice
sinmara
Sinmara
Island of Zombie Women
earwigmc
earwig
once upon a time they all lived happily ever after
meme_machine
Sarah Newton
Meme Machine
lucy_k_p
Lucy
Things. Stuff. The Usual
mjwin
Martin
mattp
Matt
Carrots handbags cheese toilets Russians planets hamsters weddings poets Stalin
doubtfulace
syllopsium
Syllopsium
Miscellaneous meanderings and myriad mumblings
nakedfaery
Jenn
Jenns Rambles
chimneysweepboy
DarrenRay
runningraindog
Raindog
Running Rain Dog
penguinsteph
cthulahoops
lovingboth
Ian
It not a joke!!! It is the truth!!!
therachel
at the impulse of your love
wise as serpants harmless as doves
ruthi
Pink Pachyderms on Parade
Asleep, in a teapot, in a flowerbed.
burntgorilla
poggs
Peter Hicks
My soul wears a bowler hat
squodge
~squodge~
~** squodge's livejournal **~
angusabranson
Angus Abranson
Voices From The Pulpit (Ramblings of an Inadequate Messiah)
randomlunatic
Graham Charlton
Graham's Livejournal
the_barlow
the boy with the golden bouffant
Thrilling Adventures in Time & Space!
jenneebee
'dʒєni
Do be do be do
littleangel_103
An angel, of sorts
Little Angel (in another time and place)
mortice
Mortice Deadlock
amberskyfire
jamjar
Damson Jam
andrewlooney
The Games Andy Looney Is Playing
rhodopsin
Rhodopsin
tallarn
Mathew Freeman
The Nonsense Exchange
khalinche
reddragdiva
Run away to DreamWidth. Come with me.
Diary of an Information Technology call girl
tea_and_cuddles
Jamie
pfy
Rayner
Dolphin men and black suit guys
neonchameleon
Francis
sci
Sci
Maybe I used too many monkeys
Hermione's hideout
memevector
abigailb
Abi
clanwilliam
Doing simply dreadful things too
hairyears
HairyEars
A Journey to the Source of the Nile
commlal
Faith
Taking over the Madhouse
artforgod
ciphergoth
Paul Crowley
fantasygoat
Jeremy Wilson
Pictures I Like For A Variety Of Reasons
finglish
goodarcher
GoodArcher
A Brit in Berlin
sierra_le_oli
Kimberley Verburg
The Earth Beneath Her Feet
raiyden
Autobiographicalness
slightlyfoxed
Extensive footnotes
nyecamden
Nye's journal
rustybelle
gmh
Gideon Hallett
doseybat
Bat
riotclitshave
Bean saves!
riot right clit click
coughingbear
seven years in the navey
purplecthulhu
purpleCthulhu
sermoa
aimee
Everybody's Different. Everybody's Special.
florain
Flo
coldjwplay
Chris Martin
Minimal Harm
becksydee
becks
neveryourgirl
The Poet's Darling
Some love stories are short stories
stripeyhat
a_musing_amazon
Marjorie
oldmotherchaos
Old Mother Chaos
World War III: Be All That You Can Be
psych0naut
jensolo
Jen Davidson
See How It Feels... Adjust Accordingly
oscarhocklee
Oscar Hocklee
menthe_reglisse
plinkymoo
Plinkety Plinky Mooooo
the_borderer
natalie
werenerd
Werenerd
pilot_moondog
Shaun Murrant
Times in the Life
sbp
Sheep with a guitar
An infinite number of sheep
danaeris
Danaeris -- or Dana for short
A Danae of All Trades
softfruit
SoftFruit
you're going to be my imaginary friend
omangel
Om Angel
Om Angel of The Pookies
veilofvisions
Veil Of Visions
geeknz
Here under protest
ali_in_london
Ali
Ali's Journal
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Heteronormative
cabbagemedley
International Varmint
squares and octagons and triangles
snagglepat
eloise
fruit_boy
Bod
Bod Talks To The World
phyphor
Phyphor
painted_bird
Charlotte Sometimes
"I never found the girl... I never got rich.... Follow me..."
fluffymark
princess mark
Gossip from inside my head