Rainy Day Iris

23 years OLD (not young lol)

astellecia — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 03:39:00 GMT

There's nothing more awesome, then coming back from class, opening facebook and seeing tons and tons and tons of birthday well wishes >.<

And thank you ICF people for all the awesome headgears T.T blush of groom, gentlemen's pipe, kitsune mask, bell ribbon and grey deviruchi hat all in one day T.T AND WIN WIN FOR PREM WAHAHAHAHAHA I can @storage like no tomorrow now :D and of course the server for finally giving me that goddamed creamy card lol

Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes *happiness* :D

I think it's nice to finally hit the age, where presents don't really matter anymore, and all I want is just the company and love of my friends and my dears :D

Heading out for awesome steak dinner tonight with pumpkin, louise, daniel, kryz and vinter :D WHEEEEEEEEEEE

TODAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY

Christmas and Fafner

astellecia — Fri, 24 Dec 2010 20:18:46 GMT

6 years of waiting and dreaming for this day~

Fafner movie is out in Japan today :D

Best Christmas ever <3

astellecia — Tue, 23 Nov 2010 07:59:30 GMT

MF MOVIE WAS SO AWESOME

with lotsa lol moments and epic loopholes

BUT SHIT, THAT SCENE WHERE SHERYL BUYS SMS ON A MISSION?

GOD FREAKING DEFINING SHERYL MOMENT KTHXBYE

I suddenly uber feel motivated to cos sheryl again T.T

I am such an otaku, all it takes is an MF movie to cheer me up :D

urgh I have never been so disgusted by people in my life

astellecia — Mon, 06 Sep 2010 12:06:00 GMT

you people digust me so

I love how you hated that person so much, saying things like, oh how can she go around cheating on people, it's horrible and etc etc, and now you're BFFs with her gf? NICE GOING <3
Don't write me a letter before I go to UK saying things like "it was nice being your friend" and things like "I hope it'll be okay between us" and then between the time between then and now decide that other people are easier to listen to and therefore listen to them. What kind of a fucking friend are you? You told me yourself once you very qiang yi-qi and you didn't even bother to give an explanation for your behavior. You're such a fucking coward, listening to the things that are easy to listen to.

and you, isolating yourself from people one by one, fandoms are only going to save you for so long, wake up plz and treasure the people around you and stop distancing yourselves from them. you ask why no one stands by you? maybe cause you backstab them. you do not go around bitching to everyone else about your "friends" problem without confronting them first, geez, people fall out with me because you tell them to, and you can't even see how much you mean to them? yeah, victimize yourself like you always do, GOOD JOB :D

and YOU, so I thought you were okay, had some issues with organizing your life and priorities, but hey we all do. You can screw me over all you like, but don't do that to my friends cause you know what, hey, unlike what you think, they matter to me. so FUCK YOU DIE BITCH, run from your problems yeah, we'll see how far you can run before you run out of road <3 <3 <3

don't go around telling people not to be my friends, cause they have their own right to be friends with whoever they want to :D if they don't want to be my friend, that's all fine and dandy, but don't you dare try to tell them who they should and should not be with

astellecia — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 17:01:19 GMT

once I figure out how to up massive fonts on DA I will do this there too

WHAT THE FUCK

that is all

astellecia — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 13:22:49 GMT

I CAN'T STOP PLAYING FF13, IT'S THE BEST THING THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME SINCE FF10

*dies in a heap in a corner*

G00 Shoot details

astellecia — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 08:03:52 GMT

In Kanasaii fashion cause it seems effective enough~

Cosplayers and helpers please note~~
Meeting Time : 12.30pm
Meeting Place : Bugis MRT Station

Photogs please note~

Shoot Starting Time : 2pm
Estimated End Time : 6.30pm
Shooting Place : Laselle Ground Floor and Basement. Poke me for photos if you want to have a look see at the place~

Cosplayers Involved: Ariki as Setsuna, Zephyus as Lockon, Jing as Allelujah, Skye as Tieria , Inuran as Marina, Hiyuki as Liu Mei

Photographers Involved : Zerartul, Garion, Blurmage

Helpers: Ashteyz, Gerald

Location Manager: Xiaobai~ <3 <3 <3

Just a rough schedule, Ariki needs to leave early so we'll do her solo shots and her photos with Marina first~ If we finish with that before Zeph and Hiyu come (hopefully they'll be done around 3.30-4pm cause they're arriving late) we can start on solos and small group shots for everyone else. When Zeph comes we'll immediately start on full group and 4 meister shots and once we're done Ariki can move off already~ So everyone please help to make sure that Ariki and nunu get ready first so that we can get their shots done :)

We're sorta ninjaing the place so try and keep noise level to a minimum and erm...well I guess being inconspicous isn't really an option LOL~~ Let me know if there there are any issues with time or anything :) See you guys there <3 <3 <3 Thankz yo :)

astellecia — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 17:34:00 GMT

I only have one thing to say to you

BITE ME BITCH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

XD

OUTING AND COSPLAY UPDATES

astellecia — Fri, 15 Jan 2010 16:34:46 GMT

err okay first, 20th outing is off, SORRY I DUN HAS TIME TO ORGANIZE IT, OTL, after soyb dinner and CNY dinner are still on atm though :)

Secondly

Okay Pandora Hearts incoming at TGX, does anyone need help with costume materials buying?

Same goes for Hiyu's FF9 team, if you need help, scream this way now or settle it yourself~~
I'll be going to my tailor on weekday nights because my weekends just fell over and died on themselves, so poke me if you need to follow me

Fenix, we have a tailor-going and cloth-buying date, Pumpkin you also <3!!

Aly/K, if you need me to bring over any cloth from Singapore, now is a good time to tell me also
And Bell, remember to poke me about your Shinku cloth <3

astellecia — Sun, 03 Jan 2010 12:09:31 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL

abit late cause veda II rip-ed i should really stop calling my laptop veda, cursed name OTL

I had snow and personal fireworks in Patrick's driveway and lotsa meat
Feels almost magical being here <3

astellecia — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 00:06:19 GMT

YEAH BABEH

HERE IT IS AGAIN, Skye's EOY MEME

Please do this if you're free ppl, I'd love to read yours :)
*points*hiyu you better do hor, you do every year de wor XD

EDITED FROM 2008 VERSION=

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
WCS, thank you Jill. Because you came after me to do this CRAZY CRAZY thing, I've made amazing friends all over the world and they're around me playing guitar heros now. I never thought cosplay could bring me so much happiness~ And I got to go the UK to study on exchange, EUROPE WOOT, and got invited to judge a cosplay competition for the first time @ Denmark's J-pop con and caused DORAMU overseas haha It has been a very good year for me

2 Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Last year's resolution was to take life as it comes. I've done alot of stuff this year that I'm proud of. New Year's resolution is to try and understand the people around me more

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope *stares at older sister* still waiting

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No one, thank God

5. What countries did you visit?
No Malaysia this year *sobs* but however, Melbourne, Brisbane, Sydney, UK *Bristol, Salisbury, London, Nottingham, Stratford-upon-Avon*, Denmark, Germany :)

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Common sense and maybe, the ability to read ppl. I'd like to be able to know what people are thinking about me, even if they try to hide it.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
12th July. WCS Singapore and 11th September because it's been a long time since someone held my hand like that

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
CAUSING DRAMA OVERSEAS XD erm.....WCS I guess, lol this is the WCS year

9. What was your biggest failure?
NOT BEING PREPARED FOR UK, it's nice to not think of myself as a failure anymore

10.Did you suffer illness or injury?
I thought I had meningitis and swine flu, FALSE ALARMS LOL, nothing much other than the usuals

11.What was the best thing you bought?
Veda II ? It's faster than Veda 1 OTL

12.Whose behavior merited celebration?
Jill, because you survived me for WCS

13.Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
hmmmmmmmmmm......ACO HAHA

14.Where did most of your money go?
COSPLAY, Japan and TRAVELLING AROUND EUROPE :)

15.What did you get really, really, really excited about?
WCS and travelling around Europe

16.What song will always remind you of 2009?
Lion, if only because we sang it so many times for WCS OTL

17.Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
DEFINATELY HAPPIER, when you've hit rock bottom, there really isn't anywhere to go but up

18.What do you wish you'd done more of?
Paying attention to the people around me

19.What do you wish you'd done less of?
Spending money without thinking OTL...even though retail therapy makes me really happy!!

20.How did you be spent Christmas?
With Stick and Stump in Bristol, thank you both for housing me and we had lovely curry dinner :) I am not alone!!

22.Did you fall in love in 2009?
I'd like to think I did~

OMFG I JUST REALIZED THAT NO. 21 HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE I STARTED THIS QUIZ wtf, took me 4 years to realize this

23.How many one-night stands?
0

24.What was your favorite TV program?
TATAKAU SHISHO~ and erm So you think you can dance just because my aussie roommates watch it

25.Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I don't want to say I hate ppl anymore.

26.What was the best book you read?
HELLO SHAKESPEARE LOL, maybe The Picture of Dorian Gray

27.What was your greatest musical discovery?
ABS LIVE? lol sorry doesn't count. Kokia I guess, but she's pretty old

28.What did you want and get?
To start my life over

29.What did you want and not get?
TO LOSE WEIGHT OTL

30.What was your favorite film of this year?
AVATARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR hoo that was so much awesome shitez

31.What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Had a huge birthday bash with college friends and kryz/vinter/daniel @ sophia's again~ 21 this year wheeeeeeee and had a party in sg before that so I got 2 parties HAHA

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Less stupidity KTHXBYE

33.How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
err.......no comment

34.What kept you sane?
onemanga/mangafox/anilinkz

35.Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
none

36.What political issue stirred you the most?
none

37.Who did you miss?
EVERYONE

38.Who was the best new person you met?
GERMANS, DANES, AND EVERYONE ELSE AT WCS and Shiroin~

39.Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Life is really what you make out of it. You can either let it roll you over and squash you flat like a massive snowball, OR YOU CAN STOMP ALL OVER THE FUCKING SNOWBALL AND BUILD A SNOW-ALTO OUT OF IT. I choose number 2.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Posting translations
You suddenly said, “You can cry if you want”
Somehow it made me happy, instead of tears I smiled
My words so clumsy, they hurt you
But I don’t want you to leave me, I want you to stay beside me always

Wishes and dreams I want to come true
The feelings I wish I could tell you
A miracle created from the things I’ve always believed
Is connected to the future
Always, always I want you to watch over me
Dear My Friend

Kimi ga iru kara~ FF13

astellecia — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 14:20:37 GMT

I'M IN GERMANYYYYYYYYYYYY

with iris and bell and patrick and morten and ida and daniel are coming today

AND I'M GOING TO GET TO MEET ELSCH AND FIRI AND REI (the awesome german one) NEXT WEEK

and Iris has the most awesome cornelia outfit <3 <3 and and and and I'm eating schnitzel, shinezel wudever, Code Geass, i'm cannibalising my big brother WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

*flails around madly*

but my toes are cold T.T

this post was brought to you by smoked salmon and cream cheese for breakfast~ <3

astellecia — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 00:11:51 GMT

HAVE FUN IN SG/MALAYSIA ALY/K/MINH <3 <3 <3

I'm sure you guys will be epic <3 <3 <3

MSN is going to be all sorts of quiet this coming week......STRATFORD TRIP COME FORTH~~ <3

really should start on that stupid shakespeare essay OTL

emoing over sheryl earring T.T

astellecia — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 17:19:10 GMT

haiz... I want the sheryl earring for christmas T.T
Even if it's too big to wear and stuff....but I really really want it...

BUT KKNM DON'T HAVE LE T.T and I was planning to put it under my birthday wishlist for next year
haiz...sheryl earring T.T

Dec/Jan Schedule

astellecia — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 22:27:50 GMT

For own reference

17th Dec - Finish Shakespeare Essay
19th Dec - FInish one Econs Geog Essay
20th Dec - Leaving for Stratford-upon-Avon (Bring Environmental Change notes 4 revision)
23rd Dec - Leaving Stratford for Bristol
26th Dec - Returning to Nottingham
27th Dec - Leaving for Germany (Bring Rural Environmental notes 4 revision)
4th Jan - Back to Nottingham
9th Jan - Finish Cultural/Historical Geog Essay
11th Jan - Shakespeare Essay due (TURNITIN)
12th Jan - Cultural/Historical Geog Essay due
12th Jan - Finish 2nd Econs Geog Essay
13th/14th Jan - Mug for Environmental Change
15th Jan - Environmental Change Exam 1.30pm
16th/17th Jan - Mug for Rural Environments
18th Jan - Rural Environments Exam 9am
19th Jan - Back to Singapore 9.15pm flight Heathrow Terminal 3
20th Jan - Touch down @ 5.45pm

Fill in form and return to IH by 13th Dec
Print out all my notes by 13th Dec
Print out flight booking for Germany by 13th Dec

Return crash $$ and ask about closing bank 14th Dec
Ask about overweight bags British Airways by 14th Dec

Cancel O2 plan by 18th Dec
Return deposit form to Broadgate Office

Settle transport to Heathrow by 5th Jan

Make sure bank account is closed latest 16th Jan

nobody knows...the troubles I've seen OTL

ATTN: the group of ppl formerly known as ignited (and friends) LOL

astellecia — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 03:15:19 GMT

Albit early, but I'm going to be off traveling in a week or 2 and after that it's straight mugging onwards towards exams and then I'm home

so.....organizing a couple of gatherings, I know there are ppl with dead LJs so please spread the news around when you see this <3

1. 21st Jan Dinner

Jill will possibly be leaving the next day and my ass would have been in Singapore less than 24 hours XD

I'm pushing for Peramakan for the sole selfish reason that I'm CRAVING PERANAKAN FOOD REALLY REALLY BAD~
I think most of you know where it is, awesome peranakan place @ Keppel club near vivo city.
Unfortunately Daniel's card has kinda run out of err..credit LOL so we'll have to pay for ourselves this time~ est cost per person according to the website is $20-$30 per person ^^" ahahahahahaha

2. 30th Jan Dinner (after SoyB)

What better excuse for everyone to gather than after an event? And Soyb presents us with the first cosplay(social) gathering of the year~

I know everyone is going to be cosplaying in diff groups this time, but I'm going to not very subtly remind you ppl that I AM IN SG FOR ONLY 1 MONTH, AND THEN ONLY ANOTHER 1 and 1/2 MONTHS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE YEAR, AND I HAVE A SCHOOL ATTACHMENT, ISN'T THIS JUSTIFICATION FOR MY SOCIAL EVENTS TO TAKE PRIORITY? <3 *smiles*

And seeing as everyone will be shit ass dead tired, I recommend Holland V XD

3. CNY dinner

suggesting 12th(fri)*ELMO'S BDAY!!*, 19th(fri) or 20th(sat) of Feb

well okay basically everyone knows this is pretty much the "compulsory" gathering of the year (above 2 are optional but pretend you're not seeing this)

Tentatively the same place as this year, open to better suggestions, google search doesn't seem to be turning up anything better.

Maybe one more at the end of feb XD

Poke me here/MSN/whereever to confirm attendence~

WHAT KIND OF POKEMON ARE JOO? XD

Ppl coming
me...duh
Jill (21stjan) << you're not given the luxury of choice, your attendance is compulsory
Daniel (21stjan / 30thjan)
KY (21stjan / 30thjan)
Elmo (21stjan / 30thjan / CNY)
Sean (21stjan / 30thjan / CNY)
Mark (21stjan / CNY)
Jo (30thjan)
Hiyu (21stjan / 30thjan / CNY)
Kasan (21stjan / 30thjan / CNY)
Rikachu (21stjan/ 30thjan)
Dusty Wusty (30thjan)
Sean (21stjan / 30thjan / CNY)

she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes

astellecia — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 04:20:57 GMT

Okay yay, after the bout of fugly-iness ranting

IT'S ON TO THE FIRST EXAM OF THE SEMESTER....just finished reading a 500+ page textbook on the history of english lit and I very possibly have only retained 10 pages worth of knowledge....imagination dead, imagine...if that happens to me on monday I'm fucked.....OTL

Couple of my lectures have ended this week, and home is finally in sight and it's the time where I take a pause and breathe and go...WOW, that has been one freaking exciting semester. Talking to kazzy earlier this night...no wait ...morning, made me realize that my social life (in nottingham at least) has gone into utter and social decline because I'm not even around (more than) half the time to socialize.

and like a 5-year old child I proudly list my (travel) accomplishments

Nottingham
Nottingham Castle/ Wollaton Hall / Newstead Abbey / Nottinghamshire caves / walked the entire city center by myself with a tourist map
London
London Bridge / Big Ben / The Globe / St Peter's Cathedral / London Eye / Hyde Park Christmas Fair / Camden Town shopping spree / Lion King Musical / London Cosplay Expo / London Cosplay Ball / ABINGDON BOYS SCHOOL GIG <3 <3 <3
Bristol
Bath / Stonhenge / where-ever it was we shot kuroSHITZuji / Christmas fair (and more since I'm going back up for Xmas with stick and rain)
Oxford
Christchurch (where they shot HP dining hall) / the area where they shot the infirmary/ Church of the Virgin Mary/ All over oxford uni/ Jamie Olivers
Denmark, Copenhagen
J-pop con / every major tourist spot I could fit into a span of 3 days

Coming up~
Germany, Dusseldorf and Stratford-upon-Avon (birthplace of shakespeare and a haunted little town it is)

As you can see my travel plans have changed greatly from the start of the semester, but I've seen more than enough things to keep me happy for a long time :) Kicked Venice and France out of the travel plans because I couldn't find anyone to go with me and

and so I can look forward to next 1st half of the year~ Brisbane / Sydney / Hopefully finally NZ on the LOTR tour or central Aussie/Hiyu coming down to Melb~ <3 and maybe taiwan/japan in the later part of the year

ahhh wanderlust <3

as a side note, HAHAHA EOY IS IN A FEW WEEKS, AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, I HAVE NO DEADLINES FOR COSTUMES TO MEET...WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
~~(even though I kinda do miss it OTL)~~

OH LOL WHAT?

astellecia — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 23:59:57 GMT

well....you know what they say...imitation is the highest form of flattery

especially when it's so wonderfully blatant...

<3 ahh

astellecia — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 01:46:52 GMT

Damn you rika

I want a piano now....

www.youtube.com/watch

Makes me a little sad to think I've been playing the piano for about 6-7 years of my live...and I'm STILL stuck on grade 5....OTL

I want to play beautiful things, but my fingers can't even reach an octave T.T
Am I fated to have no talent in any musical inclinations but singing??!!

pretty emo sad piano music makes my day :) or night...OTL should be sleeping...

astellecia — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 14:58:09 GMT

Everyone is so nice to me T.T it makes me so happy

on a side note, GAHHHHHHH I HEARD MAY'N WAS AWESOME SAUCE, YOU LUCKY LUCKY PPL RAWR!!!

astellecia — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 23:49:47 GMT

ABINGDON BOYS SCHOOL WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME

THAT IS ALL <3

Of epic and win

astellecia — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:17:51 GMT

Dudes, I'm so epic I cause dramu even overseas...OTL

I swear to God I didn't mean to...details on the epic post that is my devart.com journal.

I'm leeching Jackee's internetz now so it'll be another 1-2 weeks more before you see me online

Denmark and J-pop con was awesomeeeeee more on that later

and and and

ABINGDON BOYS SCHOOL TONIGHT WHEE~~~

denmark part 1

astellecia — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 18:21:05 GMT

I'm using an epicly slow PC in a bar downstairs from my accomodation in denmark now, trying really hard to type on a keyboard that's configured for danish....OTL

had epic touch down with loads of turbulance and cloud over

freezing my ass off like whoa because I came prepared for maybe about 10 degrees celcius temp with only a jumper....and I'm getting 0degrees and below, have a really epicly bad back pain, probably from the cold and the damp and the wind is....whoa, its strong enough to force me to step back , so yeah you can imagine

did some sightseeing but not much cause there's too few hours of sunlight....but something happened that made up for everything

it snowed <3

totemo kireiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~

of headaches and international calls

astellecia — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 20:50:59 GMT

Leeching Alexis's internet again

will be leaving for stansted airport in 3 hours for denmark~~

J-POP CONNNNNNNNN

quick health update, well it doesn't seem to be meningitis, or I'd be 6 feet under by now
But the throbbing headache, EPIC EPIC back/neck pain won't go away, and I kinda feel irritatedly fever-ish, but I don't think I have a fever, my temperature has been hovering rather constantly around 37-37.3 degrees....0.2 short of a fever :/ I really don't know what's wrong and it's really irritating me to the point that I can't seem to focus at all when I'm studying

(YES I HAVE BEEN STUDYING) :)

New laptop will be coming in about 1-2 weeks I hope? hiyu is awesome and she's shipping me one from singapore whee~~ YUYU, WUD WOULD I DO W/O YOU <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

on another note, will probably come home 1 week earlier now, no money for venice :/ ahh veda why couldn't you have held out for another year :/

Good news and bad news

astellecia — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 17:40:58 GMT

Good news is it probably isn't meningitis or I'll be dead by now.

I had epic date with the toilet last night and I'm feeling much better, pretty sure it was food poisoning

The bad news is that Veda has kicked the bucket.

My laptop LCD has gone to hell and I'm now officially without a laptop ....ossu

Leeching internets from Alexis now, won't be online for at least the next 2 weeks or so while I try and buy a new laptop online OTL

Call me if it's anything important, if you don't have my UK number, ask Hiyu or Ash~

love you guys :)