STARS☆CANDY

2011 Cosplay Lists;

2010-12-25T03:44:14Z

before I'm going on Haitus until the end of this long holidays (after new year possibly) I kinda want to post these possible list of cosplays I've been planing for next year. Like usual they might be some more to add in or drop out depend on situations in the future. I've learn from this year that winter is probably most productive time I should be finising these cosplays than randomly add them in like i did this year.... DX

Convention Plans::

ColossalCon;
[to be update like WHOA]

ANext;
Angel Beats – Otonashi Yuzuru
Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu – Kinoshita Hideyoshi
Midnight Navy – Zero
Macross Frontier – Sheryl Nome (Galaxy Tour Poster, Black Bunny?)
Vocaloid – Kagamine Rin (Secret black vow)

Otakon;
Macross Fronteir - Sheryl Nome (Obelisk)
Highschool of the dead - Busujima Saeko
Hakuouki - Toudou Heisuke (Western/Military)
Kuroshitsuji - Ciel Phantomhives
Starry Sky - Tomoe You

Vacation;
Oofuri – Mihashi Ren
Hetalia – Finland (casual, apron, beach), Japan (Gakuen)
Toradora! – AisakaTaiga
Togainu – Akira
Hakuouki – Toudou Heisuke (SSL ver.)
Inazuma Eleven – Endou Mamoru
MacrossF – Klan Klan
Sweet Pool – Youji

Photoshoot Only;
Macross Fronteir - Sheryl Nome (Love Slinger, )
Vocaloid - Hatsune Miku (Rolling Girl), Megurine Luka (Taiyou to Tsuki no Rondo)
Midnight Navy - Tomcat, Yamato, I-8, Yorktown, U-Boat

I know there are more probablt LOL...I just don't remember all...if anyone want to remind me some of them please go ahead.

Last but not least...

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I will see you guys next year ;D

And then I became a submarine....

2010-10-25T08:22:21Z

AND I WILL SHOOT TORPEDOES TO YOUR A** WHEN YOU AREN'T WATCHING! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
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Sorry....I just feel accomplished LOL XD Well, it started when I decided to dig the pile of fabric I have, because I want to sew something really bad....and there it is white twill, which I have left over from Japan's 3rd unifrom...(YUSTHIRDSHUTUPKAYTHANKS).... XD and I was looking over at the design from Rokuzaki-san...and notice that few characters used the same uniform XDDD so Why not make it? XD and since i'm planing to cosplay Yamato and I-8 eventually...so I SEW IT WOOO <3

But due to my lazy ass....;w; it finished later than I thought it would be...usually...2 days are more than enough...this took me almost a week LOL....too many shinny things distracting me ;.;.... and No 2 days is not rushing or anything....it's my regular speed... Anyway, It's done. I'm gonna try to call my photographer tomorrow....he always disappear when i need him OTL ;.; but here's some test pics....the light was so bad OTL ;.; need more dark circles under my eyes Y/Y?

AS FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW THE SERIES.....

Japanisches Kaiserreich Mitternacht Marine is a comic by Rokuzaki, and can be found here. If you do not know of the disclaimer, please read it here.

AND NO....IT'S NOT failed!JAPAN,KAY THANKS! XD....now..off to nom my noodle woooo <3

Ps. need midnight navy Icon like really bad OTL XD

Should be Sleeping but...

2010-10-19T10:01:44Z

..why am I still sewing???! I got distracted by too many shinny things OTL ;w;and Stephen send my Sheryl pics from phototoshoot to me...so i was ooggling over them for a while... I did look skinnier than last time O.o.... FFF sonteen12 asked me if i lost more weight since otakon, well...according to scale, No... DX but according to my pants, yes O.o... DX i don't even know anymore....my goal is to lose at least 5 more lbs. ;w; can that be happening?

By the way Sheryl Pic!

MF-Good Bye, My Beloved

by *astachan on deviantART

Mitternacht Marine Shoot @ NYAF (that I wasn't in it OTL)

2010-10-12T07:21:07Z

YEAH CAUSE I'M BIASED AHAHAHA!!! XD I didn't even write full con-report but I'm posting this LOL(I did but my laptop gor fuck up and restart by itself ;w; ) Anywayyyyy....I wasn't in the shoot though but I just went to take pics and drool and fangirling XD I was screaming without voice the whole time LOL Okay...enough spazzing...

First, shiroro as Wildcat. OMG shiroro you are so tall sdfhsdhfsahf!!! <3333 And I thought I was pretty use to some certain tall lad(ahem sonteen12 ahem) XD Your Wildcat is smexingly HAWT FFFFF I almost couldn't contain my drool XD OTL *endless fangirling*

Next is yeu as Hellcat. sdfjasdfafdsksk!!!! YOU LOOKED SO YUMMII I WANNA EAT YOU WITH FORK. okay..that sound wrong and creeppy at many levels...LOL But you get my point XD

Last but not least is amecandy as Tomcat. FFFFFFFF <33333333333 Tomcat is my favourite from the Cat Bros XD your Tomcat is so cute FFF XD i'm loving your "tomcat" patch <33333

Seriously, I felt sad could make anything in time ;w;....darn cold and fever... OTL ....But you guys made my day so it doesn't really matter anyway <3 So thank you for cosplaying it and motivate me to work on my cosplay XDDD I hope i can play with you guys soon <333

BACK! No more con stress(untill next year) XD

2010-10-11T06:11:41Z

Darn...it's been so long since I last update my lj O.o or that's how i feel LOL So my last convention for this year is done! I feel like i just move mountain out of my chest LOL

NYCC/NYAF was okay. overcrowded though x.x i don't think i need to write any con report LOL But Sunday was so awesome cause I had a chance to fangirling yeu , shiroro and amecandy doing The Cats from Midnight Navy *A*!!! I drooled all over myself LOLOL (well not really but close) XD

probably gonna take few days off from sewing...and then wed I will start fabric shopping again for Zero-kun cause I'm such a fangirl dammit!! and Some more fabric for Sheryl XD... I'm still obsessed with this woman FFFF She owns my soul >D

My voice came back a bit....probably tomorrow might be able to talk OTL ;w;

Beside my legs/feet are hurt really bad and the cold. I am a happy lad XDDD

Alive...still...

2010-08-25T08:47:01Z

These passed week I haven't been online much as I used to be. Too much work, so little time to do anything else when I was so tired. I want to work on cosplays that I need to make for NYAF but I'm being lazy and unmotivated. I want to finish (not really)new books that I've bought these last couple months. But everything kinda stop because of my body couldn't take anymore beating and I kinda faint after work almost everynight.

I should be working on some cosplays soon, I got fabrics for few of cosplays. still need to order wigs.... OTL...

I'm so tired i just want to drop everything and stop doing anything...like at all. But I know I can't. I'm a (wo)man of my words. When I say I will get it done. IT WILL BE DONE. except something unavoidable happened that is...

I want new laptop...but probably after NYAF.... T.T fucking shit if i don't go to NYAF...I can actually buy a new one within next week.... fuck my con life....
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Oh well...I guess....i'm gonna go back to sleep now..i need a really long sleep...this new neighbor of mine is so friggin noisy...it's 4 IN THE MORNING GO TO SLEEP MORONS!!

NEW LAYOUT FFF

2010-08-21T07:44:41Z

Seriously, I just used existed stylesheet by kuribati

And This is Serious Result from Finishing "Macross Frontier ~Itsuwari no Utahime~ "

FFF SHERYL NOME IS MY GOD AND MY RELIGION

astachan astachan astachan astachan

真空のダイアモンドクレバス

2010-08-16T07:59:32Z

Empty Diamond Crevasse

When I was in love with God
I didn’t think that such a parting would come
If I couldn’t ever touch you again
Then I’d want you to embrace me again for the last time at least

It’s long long good-bye…

Goodbye, goodbye, over and over again
I tell myself as best as I can
Waving my hand is kindness, right?
Now, I want strength

I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born
Indeed if I love, indeed if there’s i
Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?
The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone…

I won’t forget your warmth
Your kindness, and your hands that surrounded everything
It’s long long good-bye…

Goodbye, goodbye, beloved one
If you were with me, I would’ve been able to walk here
I wasn’t alone, right?
Now, I want the answer

Catch the comets that seem to be burning and light the fire
I want to love, I want to be loved
By one chilled body, what will become of the world?
The bravado that I kept up is dissolving; long for…

What’s the matter? My tears overflow and they can’t stop

I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born
Indeed if I love, indeed if there’s i
Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?
The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone…

If I am reborn and we can come across each other again
Surely you’ll find me then
Don’t ever let go of me again, catch me
I want you to whisper, “You’re not alone” to me, planet…

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"Ranka-Chan, If you're the songstress of Hope......"
"Then,........I'll sing, even in the depths of Despair..."

... and that is another reason This woman own my soul.

Even my heart is broken. I will continue walking.....I don't blame anyone of what had happened. There are things in life that I am here to do. And I will do it with everything that were made of me.

sometimes I just don't get my parents

2010-08-10T03:31:50Z

It's been almost 5 years since I live here by myself. They just decided to plan a visit WHEN my youngest sister is coming here for exchange program. well they WERE HERE in the us but they decided they were too busy to come.

I don't even know anymore...It's not like I don't miss them or anything, I do. And to think that just because my sister will be here that's why they plan a visit. If she wasn't, would they actually come here to visit me?

Oh well...i was't a daugther they want me to be anyway, I guess a failure like me wasn't as important to them anymore.

And fuck!! I want to sew but i have no materials!! *rages*

Since I have no talent..

2010-08-07T07:51:09Z

......I might as well just fucking stop torture everyone with my shitty works.

....Seriously...

Don't know what came over me, but looking at my cosplay make me want to fucking rip all of it and throw in trash. I hate my ugly face, I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror... Fuck everything...

主にシェリル♥♥♥♥!!

2010-07-04T08:04:43Z

Well, It's not quite finished just yet. But these are the progress thus far XD

If you follow me on twitter or have me on Facebook, you probably know that Right now I'm working on Sheryl's Lion OP Dress Which I will be wearing it at Otakon.

I started with the pettiecoats first. I want the skirt to come out extra flouncy XD So I double layered the tulle net. And finished the hem of it with cotton ruffles which I made them all by myself OTL. I should just but them but because I'm a phsycotic ass I end up sew and gathered the cotton fabric all by myself LOL

Next is the actual skirt. Like I said that I want it to look extra flouncy and Shinny so i used 2 layers of the fabric. Oraganza on top of Taffeta both in Light Purple with touch of pink-ish. I failed and use Flare Skirt pattern the first time. But when it all done, I don't like how the shape of the skirt looked while wore with pettiecoats. It looked like a bell shape skirt. Which wasn't what I've aim for ;w; So...I remake the whole skirt again with circle skirt pattern, double the panels, so I will be able to gather the top edge of the skirt, created more volumes. This time it actually worked! But the journey of seam finishing was such a pain in the neck, Organza fabric OTL I end up changed the stitch to double zigzag and finish all the seams ;w; I'm so proud of myself LOL

Then, the Corset Top, I just used regular corset pattern then modified it to fit Sheryl's. I used Suede fabric in darker shade of purple. The red part in the front I used red lace fabric on top of the regular red fabric, so it will be more 'feminine' XD The purple laces in the front was dyed with RIT dye. and sew in after I was done with everything. After drilled the eyelets and add the white laces to it.

I still have to add red trims on it, but i'll doing that for tomorrow XD

This is what I've got so far.

I'm happy with the result so far....I should have start it long time ago XD....darn...

Oh, hello life

2010-06-28T08:55:26Z

Dear my life,

I hate you sometimes you know that? And when I'm so friggin tried you need more money to spend. My body gonna crack soon.

HATE YOU NOW
Asta.

Oh yes, there are things I really hate more than my life right now. I can't even say it. >.> I'm gonna explode soon, turning myself to sewing might be a good idea, it's always giving me some calmness when I actually need it(if I don't fuck up the costume that is LOL) Me being emo is nothing new. But well there are lots of Otakon cosplay to finish too, I can't just emo in the corner, I have to sew at the same time too so I can finish all of them XD I hate it when i can't finish things in the timeline that I've planed D;

on the other note, I wake up around 9am everyday automatically OTL.... so i turn on the TV and watch worldcup XD well not every match. And yes I'm Rooting for JAPAN ~~now STFU~~ LOL

sewing is the best theraphy..for me?

2010-06-28T04:12:44Z

....really, becasue I can concentrate my mind at one thing. I can forgot lots of shitty feeling I've been feeling. So I just hope...this time it will be like always...

go sew otakon cosplay now....cause no time to waste... >.>

AHAHA! XD

2010-06-16T06:23:29Z

stole from temiikon and sppandaaa

♪ Arriving?
º Thursday Afternoon at the hotel. (meet up with Sonteen, Kat, Nicole and Megan before that)

♫ Driving?
º DORKY TRAIN RIDE YAY!

♪ Staying?
º Doubletree Hotel XD

♫ Thursday?
º Youji from Sweet Pool with sonteen's Tetsuo, get ready for heavy Yaoi shoot ahahaha >D
º Getting Badge

♪ Friday?
º Konoe from Lamento with Sonteen's Asato. Yup Cat Boys LOVE <3
º then magnet!Luka with Angela's Miku. Plus sonteen as Kaito and Nut as Gakupo
º magnet shoot with Helen and her Len! <3
º Izayaaaaaaaa >D yup it's time to troll! <3 wooo

♫ Saturday?
º Japan For Picnic. With my Axis Powers >D sonteen as Germany and Angela as N.Italy. FINALLY!!! AXIS BONDING TIME WOOO!!
º Finland later for Nordic shoot. with Sonteen's Sweden and Alyssa's Denmark.
º Heisuke with Sonteen's Shinpachi and Helen's Chizuru! YES BROMANCE WOOO!

♪ Sunday?
º Sheryl Nome!!! <3333333333333

♫ Policy?
º HAVE FUN NO MATTER WHAT. NOW BRING IT!

♪ Drunk?
º Only if Chirssy or CT there XD but just little bit.

♫ Leaving?
º Sunday ;A; busing my ass home

So yeah, Last minute changes, All done with stuffs, now i just have to pack all things tomorrow <3 Wooot!!

Pre-Anext Entry. Cause I CAN

2010-06-12T07:37:44Z

Anext is like...less than a week!! Woooo!!! Are you guys done with your Cosplays? I am done with All the costumes. I just have to fix up few things. then I'm ready to pack.

Cosplays that I'm bringing;

Thurs;
Sweet Pool – Sakiyama Youji [DONE]
Fri;
Lamento - Konoe [DONE]
Vocaloid – Megurine Luka (magnet) [DONE]
DRRR!! - Orihara Izaya [DONE]
Sat;
Hetalia – Finland [DONE]
Hetalia – Japan (uniform) [DONE]
Hakuouki – Toudou Heisuke (military) [DONE]
Sun;
K-On - Akiyama Mio [DONE]

So what else left to finish..
- Petticoat for Miku's dress
- Boots cover for Finland
- Style Konoe wig.

Then I'm ready for packing! XD I start writting down the list of stuffs I need to pack. I probably start packing Tuesday Night. So I can relax and Laze around on Wednesday XD Cause I have to wake up very early on Thursday Morning.

And Anyone who gonna borrow my stuffs. Don't forget to let me know. Cause you know that I'm a birdbrain XDDD Also All my Hotel Roommates I believe that I had informed you about how much you will be paying. If I didn't, let me know I will drop you a line about it.

GAH I'm so excited !!! XDDD I can't stop eating cause I'm too excited....wait... XD that's off topic lololol anyway >.> better watch my weight till the con FFF And Whao I'm gonna be Japan again LOL I never cosplay one charater(with the same outfit) two years in a row <3

Oh well..Hopefully everyone get their stuffs done in time! GOOD LUCK!

#EDIT#
DONE DONE DONE!!! EVERYTHING IS FINIHSED!

What I am doing with whoever is not your concern anymore

2010-06-06T14:55:19Z

First of all thanks everyone for birthday wishes. My birthday this year was very quiet. I chose to be alone so it's okay. I don't feel like went out to drink or party, So I chose to stay home and laze around. lol Well I got all my costumes for Anext done. I just have to finish few little things then I will be set. For now I'm just enjoying the relaxing time that I have. Trying not to think too much, just letting things go with the flow and just enjoy small things that happened...

...until last night.

I know she probably won't read this entry. I could have post on dA so she can actually see it but I think I will pass on that since her friends thought that she was a great person. So I will just rant it out here instead.

For me after break up, I don't mind the friendship but when things end badly, it was hard for me to look at another party with such ease. It might take sometimes to get the friendship back. And if I was gernerous enough to do that. In some case, breaking up with people who I don't love, It won't take me that long to do so. More or less because I don't care about that person as much. Saying things like this sound like a bitch isn't it? But yes I won't deny that I have gone out with people who I wasn't in love with. Because sometimes it made things easier. I do like them at some points though. As for people whom I cared for and loved. Of course it would be hard for me to continued being friends. Though outside I might put on poker face when we met or acted like I don't give a crap, but inside I was breaking down and cried. I just have too much pride and I don't want another party to pity me.

And for my ex, she was a nice girl or at least when we were together. The break up wasn't pretty but I know we are probably just two different individuals. It's already been a year. So my feeling for her already subsided. But that doesn't mean I will have to tolerent any kind of bullshit coming out from her.

I know sonteen12 's fangirls has been MISUNDERSTANDING things between me and sonteen. I already said it countless times that we are just good friends. Well maybe Closefriends. But when this coming out from my ex-girlfriend's mounth It made me even more piss off.

well if you want to know why these two topics are connected, then let me explain.

Apparently someone that know her told her after read my journals about me liking someone at the moment. Then they mistook it and thought that the person I like was sonteen. Funny as it is, sonteen was actually the first person I told about the feeling i have for that person. She even cheers me on and gave me courage to stand and fight for it.

First she was just saying happy birthday to me. then she started asking me about how I was doing. When I told her that I was doing just fine. She started to saying things like "I heard you like someone" and "But I don't think it will be any problem since you will be cosplaying alot with her" And I was like what the fuck are you talking about? >.> then she brought back that topic when we broke up again. (that I was too much into cosplay than thinking about her as a girlfriend) I don't know why would she care? I mean since she doesn't give a crap about me for a year but why now? other than that why she had to bring up that reason again? So she's still blaming me? I had the urge to just say it back to her face that it was you who want to go back with your boyfriend. But I didn't. for some reason I just told her that it wasn't sonteen. (doesn't think that she believed me though but I don't really care)

I like whoever doesn't concern her anymore. It's sonteen or not. I hope she won't bother sonteen because of it. Because if she did I will fucking flip the table. Sonteen is my good friend so if anyone bother her because of me. I won't forgive the person who drag her in. and for you information again the person i like is not sonteen. It would be easier(or not) if it was her LOL Cause she was too striaght to bend LOLOLOL >.> I don't have dem legs so she won't go gay for me AHAHA! (jkjk!)

Anyway....Hopefully we won't run into each other again at Anext. Cause It would be bad to flip at people again this year. Ruining my time last year was bad enough >.>

My internet died last night >.> so I'm sorry i disappeared before saying anything DX It's not really come back yet, is stealing neigbor's internet lol

[Sharing]Houkago Tea Time - Pure Pure Heart [K-On!]

2010-06-02T05:30:06Z

Oh gosh it was like the cutest song EVER <3 MUST MUST SHARE! XD <3 Taking this chance that it's my birthday so I'm in the mood of sharing things lol

Title :: Pure Pure Heart
Artitst :: Houkago Tea Time (Staring Yoko Hisaka as Mio Akiyama)
♥DOWNLOAD♥

Lyrics
Kanji

頭の中　想いでいっぱい
あふれそうなの　ちょっと心配
とりあえずヘッドホンでふさごう♪
(Don’t stop the music!)

欲しいものは欲しいって言うの
したいことはしたいって言うの
だけど言えない言葉もあるの
(Can’t stop my heartbeat!)

いきなり!　チャンス到来
ぐうぜん同じ帰り道
Wow! ふくらむ　胸の風船
急に足が　宙に浮くの
上昇気流にのって

飛んでいっちゃえ!　キミのもとへ
わたしの　ぴゅあぴゅあはーと♡
受けとめてくれるなら　恐くはないの
この気持ちが　大気圏　越えたとき
キミは見えなくなってた　道の向こう側
あい☆Don’t mind

愛の言葉ちりばめた
歌は素直でいいよね
なにげに口ずさんで歩こう♪
(Don’t stop the music!)

綿菓子よりあまいメロディ
花火よりもあついリズム
好きな曲は好きって言えるのに
(Can’t stop my heartbeat!)

不意打ち!　ピンチ到来
ハミング　聞かれちゃったかも
No!　はじめて　目があって
うれしいけど　はずかしくて
逃げ腰なのよ　どうしよう

突っ走っちゃえ!　道ばたで
ふるえてる　ぴゅあぴゅあはーと♡
どこまでも透明な　あの空高く
うまれたての　ひつじ雲のキモチよ
キミを追いかけたいの　信号は赤ね
あい☆Don’t mind

Ah ボリュームをあげて
ほら　ときめき探すよ
またこの場所で何度でも
会えそうな気がするよ

飛んでいっちゃえ!　キミのもとへ
わたしの　ぴゅあぴゅあはーと♡
受けとめてくれるなら　恐くはないの
この気持ちが　大気圏　越えたとき
キミは見えなくなってた　道の向こう側
あい☆Don’t mind

Romanji

atama no naka omoide ippai
afuresou na no chotto shinpai
toriaezu HEDDOHON de fusagou
Don’t stop the music!

hoshii mono wa hoshii tte iu no
shitai koto wa shitai tte iu no
dakedo ienai kotoba mo aru no
Can’t stop my heartbeat!

ikinari CHANSU tourai
guuzen onaji kaerimichi
Wow! fukuramu mune no fuusen
kyuu ni ashi ga chuu ni uku no
joushou kiryuu ni notte

tonde icchae KIMI no moto e
watashi no pyua pyua haato
uketomete kureru nara kowaku wa nai no
kono kimochi ga taikiken koeta toki
KIMI wa mienaku natteta michi no mukougawa
ai don’t mind

ai no kotoba chiribameta
uta wa sunao de ii yo ne
nanige ni kuchizusande aru kou
Don’t stop the music!

watagashi yori amai MERODI
hanabi yori mo atsui RIZUMU
suki na kyoku wa suki tte ieru no ni
Can’t stop my heartbeat!

fuiuchi PINCHI tourai
HAMINGU kikare chatta ka mo
No! hajimete me ga atte
ureshii kedo hazukashikute
nigegoshi na no yo doushiyou

tsupashicchae michibatade
furueteru pyua pyua haato
doko made mo toumei na ano sora takaku
umaretate no hitsuji kumo no KIMOCHI yo
KIMI o oikaketai no shingou wa aka ne
ai Don’t mind

Ah BORYUUMU o agete
hora tokimeki sagasu yo
mata kono basho de nando de mo
ae sou na ki ga suru yo

tonde icchae KIMI no moto e
watashi no pyua pyua haato
uketomete kureru nara kowaku wa nai no
kono kimochi ga taikiken koeta toki
KIMI wa mienaku natteta michi no mukougawa
ai don’t mind

English

My head is filled with thoughts.
It’s about to overflow, so I’m a little worried.
For now, I’ll plug it up with my headphones. ♪
(Don’t stop the music!)

I’ll say that I want the things I want;
I’ll say that I want to do the things I want to do;
But I also have words I can’t say.
(Can’t stop my heartbeat!)

Suddenly! A chance arrives.
Coincidentally, we’re on the same road home.
Wow! The balloon in my chest swells.
Suddenly, my feet start to float in midair,
Riding on the rising air current.

Fly out there to where you are,
My pure pure heart! ♡
If you’ll accept it, I won’t be afraid.
When these feelings crossed through the vast atmosphere,
You disappeared from my sight on the other side of the street.
I ☆ Don’t mind.

Songs studded with words of love
Should be honest.
I’ll walk along, casually humming. ♪
(Don’t stop the music!)

A melody sweeter than cotton candy,
A rhythm even hotter than fireworks -
Even though I can say that I like the songs I like…
(Can’t stop my heartbeat!)

Surprise attack! A pinch comes along.
You might have heard my humming.
No! For the first time, our eyes meet;
I feel happy, but I’m embarrassed.
I’m about to run away – what should I do?

Run as fast as you can to the roadside,
My trembling pure pure heart! ♡
Feelings of the newborn, fluffy clouds,
High up in that endlessly clear sky,
I want to chase after you, but the traffic light is red.
I ☆ Don’t mind.

Ah, turn the volume up.
Look, I’ll search for what makes my heart throb.
I feel like we’ll be able to meet
In this place again and again.

Fly out there to where you are,
My pure pure heart! ♡
If you’ll accept it, I won’t be afraid.
When these feelings crossed through the vast atmosphere,
You disappeared from my sight on the other side of the street.
I ☆ Don’t mind.

And yup katlovescookies just posted our Mio Photoshoot pics Wooo <3 So
CLICK AWAY!

SO...Hopefully I will have a nice day tomorrow XD I didn't plan anything at all kinda just go with the flow lol

LOL GET GET GET!

2010-05-27T06:07:35Z

Stole it from temiikon

Comment this journal with "MAKE ME YOUR SLAVE" and I'll:

1. Something random about you.
2. Which color you remind me of.
3. My first memory of you.
4. What random character I associate with you.
5. My favorite thing about you.
6. What fandom I associate with you.
7. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

>DDDD

I'm gonna fucking punch something...

2010-05-27T03:21:45Z

goddammit... fuck everything...
why do I have put up with this shit?
and you have some nerves to show up and telling me you are fucking sorry.
nice try.....but you know what? you should have done that 3 fucking years ago!

what a fucking nice day I had.....

maybe I should just break some bones I might feel better.... when I fucking hurt my body that when I fucking feel better...

Hur Gonna Marathon Photoshoot starting tomorrow...

2010-05-18T06:08:03Z

yeah I'm gonna be staying over with katlovescookies for the next two days for Photoshoots .... still packing.

Hopefully it's not gonna rain too much ~~goddammiteverytimewehavephotoshoot!!!~~

Gonna be update via http://twitter.com/astachan14 mostly. Stalk me if you must. if you still want to meet up. IM me before i head to bedor something...
don't know gonna be online or not but yeah...

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?...

2010-05-12T10:32:11Z

..... Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way?

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself?

And did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star?
And now you're lonely looking for yourself out there ....

Gosh I love this song. Though it was kinda wierd when I first heard it on the radio, But after listen to it few more times and read the lyrics. It actually kinda made me think of myself and my family. And it kinda made me tear up abit ;w; Maybe because I read my mom's email today. And gosh I hate reading her emails. I rather talk to her on the phone. It's not because of anything bad but when I read what she wrote it made me miss home so much. D;

Anyway, I believe I had those moments once in a while. But I just thought of what I would be able to do. The freedom I've longed for. And the responsibilities that comes with it. Meaning I can't ack like a baby no more. No one will take care of me but myself. And injured myself the other days made me realized that. If I were at home My parent probably made a fuss about it while drive me to the hospital (as usual), My mom would go to one the nurse she knew and ask them to tend me first. my dad would try to tell me "you are a daughter of a Soldier, you do not shed tear over this (really)small wound". And both my sisters would made fun of my idiotic act. over and over till we got everything over. But Nope. none of that hapnned last Saturday, I just went to work after stop the blood. cripple my way there and back. Because It's my responsible to work.

On the other notes, My Konoe's progressing so much! Wooo!! <3 This's showing something isn't it?

I have full time job, double-shift 6 days a week, my foot injured I couldn't even walk right, But Did I neglect my cosplay? No....I still work on it. I got it progressed. So don't you tell me you have so many obstacles to overcome, since some of you don't even make your own salary and pay your own bills....

...orz....

2010-05-09T05:28:37Z

Well, maybe some of you saw it on my facebook or twitter already. I stepped on scissors this morning and cut one of my toe open. Well at least it didn't come off orz... When I first looked at the wound it wasn't that deep but after i cleaned and disinfected it, it was pretty deep D; I lost lot of blood. It took me about 15 mins to stop the blood. I thought It was okay so I went to work after, Then when I got there it started bleeding again. But not as much as the first time ;.; So after put some medicine on i bandaged my toe and foot then went in to work regularly ;w;

Because we have no one to take my shift(which i already do double-shift today) So I can't take off DX And yep I worked today like usual ;w; Now that I'm back home the wound looks really swollen and throbbing DX I had to take painkiller all day but not really helping ;.;

I think it actually need some stiches but there's no way I'm going to the hospital around here again. Remember last time my left eyelid got infected and i fainted at work? well...as ya'll know they did no shit when I got there, and only gave me painkiller. x.x So Mo more hospital for me orz DX

Hopefully....after a sleep tonight it will feel better.. D;

Wigs progressing WOO!! <3

2010-04-30T08:37:35Z

Cause I need to stop emo and post some progress 8D

So, My wigs got here few days ago. I tried them on and get some pics XD

Alto-hime <33 LOL My brows disappeared FF D;

Ranka... Need to cut bangs and do ahoge 8D Actually this is for my sis, xalgizx

Magnet!Luka wig 8D i only need to cut them bang Fuwaahh <33

And Miku wig Huurr the ponytails are so heavy FFF ;w; but the wig is so yummy >w< I love the color so much!

There're still few more that I didn't take pic. I will when things progressing 8D. And also i finally cut and style Heisuke wig FFF I paid quite a fortune for it XD FF But hotdamn! it was so much worth every penny ;w;

I know I have been emo these pass couple weeks. D; I'm sorry guys. I guess for now My feeling for someone was kinda got crush under the rock and I got pissed about it. There's nothing i can do. So now...I should concentrate on my cosplays instead of went on emo. I want all my stuffs to be done by begining of June. The list still shifting left and Right LOL .... ;.;

Greatest thing is We got ourselves Chizuru for Our hakuouki Group! XD Nobody far away it's rindou_yume <3 For both Anext And NYAF! Wooo Sexy Otome time LOL

And, I'm planing to do a shoot again. Trying to get a hold of katlovescookies DX Hopefully it will work out this time D;

Don't wake me up,okay?

2010-04-28T09:44:54Z

Okay.... for some reason I can't get a long good sleep.... x.x Something always wake me up in the middle of it. either it was nightmare or my surroundings DX

it seem tonight was both. I was having some pretty bad nightmare and got woke up by some idiotic neighbor who decided to scream the shit out of his lung >.> wtf...

I'm gonna trying going back to sleep now. Cause I have to work today DX only a few hours but i need to be at places before I go in.

Goddammit.......

You see, Because I love him that much...

2010-04-24T06:54:42Z

Already spammed on dA 8D if you want to see just go take a look...

And here for my Chizuru, rindou_yume 8D

"Say ahhh... "